You are out of words at two instances, one when your overwhelmed and the other when you are ashamed and guilty. Unfortunately, I'm so for the second reason.
Might be my immaturity in handling work pressure, or the undying habit of overthinking and complicating my life. This was much needed slap or that warning call to awaken myself.
Please excuse my disconnected phrases. It might take sometime to get out of my zombie world.
I should have learnt atleast something from SK's life. He realised Mehak's worth only when she left him. I was one among those hopeless fans who lectured him left and right, virtually for his actions đ
I knew this was coming. And literally was one of my worst nightmares. I could do a lot, for the past few weeks. But I refrained myself from posting anything. I had endless excuses to put on the platter. No network and wifi at workplace, hectic schedules, workplace tantrums etc etc. But none could be justified. Four Sundays in a month, still my mind kept on postponing. Will be here today, tomorrow, day after...some unfinished promises.
All these days I was literally a robot, and I guess IF wouldn't have let me in for that reason, for sure.đ¤Ş
Jokes apart,
Why am I here today...I don't know. A mild attack when Mish's text popped up, got me here.
Honestly I was not ok. But I hope things will be normal again.
No matter I"ll again continue to lecture SK, shamelessly. Even in Mona's story too. đł
That's all for now.
Love you allâ¤ď¸