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Shivi OS: Kabhi Nahi Chodunga
‘Yeh kya hai Krish?’ Dhara asked when she caught him dressed up like a girl.
Krish fumbled, not able to speak ‘vo bha.. Vo bhabhi.’
‘Dhara di aap please use kuch mat kahiye na. I know mushkil hai par hum sab mil ke sambhal lenge situation,’ Raavi said innocently, coming to his rescue.
‘Tu janti hai ki kya ho raha hai? Or tu bhi in sab mein shamil hai’ Dhara asked shocked
Raavi looked at Shiva who nodded his head in a No but she still spoke ‘Dhara di mujhe bhi aaj hi pata chala.’
Dhara spoke ‘Phir bhi tune nahi roka inhe? Kya ho gaya hai Raavi tujhe?’
Raavi was stunned but still tried to reasoned ‘Dhara Di main manti hu ki yeh nahi hona chahiye jo hua. Lekin jo bhi hai hume use accept karna hoga.’
Shiva face palmed himself as this gadhedi was on another track only and he knew why.
‘Raavi tu soch bhi rahi hai jo tu bol rahi hai? Ya bas bole ja rahi hai?’ Dhara asked, frustrated.
‘Dhara di aap aisa kyu bol rahe ho? I know Identity Crisis hona thik nahi hai but jo bhi hai hum mil kar handle kar lenge.’ she spitted out.
Dhara was hell confused followed by Krish and Gaumbi and Shiva just stood there not knowing what to do. Dhara spoke ‘Identity Crisis? Kya bole ja rahi hai tu?’
‘Ha dhara di Identity Crisis. KRish ko hai na, use ladko ki tarah nahi ladkio ki tarah rehne ka man karta hai.’ she spoke casually.
Krish blurted angrily ‘PAgal ho kya aap? Kuch bhi bol rahe ho.’
Raavi was confused. Dhara spoke ‘Tujhe yeh sab kisne kaha?’
Raavi replied ‘Shiva ne. Aaj jab maine Krish ko mera makeup le jate dekha tab usne kaha yeh sab mujhse.’
‘Or tune maan lia?’ Dhara spoke.
Krish replied ‘Kya Raavi tum bhi na kuch bhi, thoda toh sochti ki kya bol raha hai vo.’
Dhara spoke ‘Krish yeh tamiz hai teri?’
Raavi looked at Shiva with disbelief and saw his lowered gaze; she couldn't believe how much of a fool she is. Tears formed in her eyes she mumbled a sorry and ran from there,
Shiva felt bad for making a fool out of her, he felt like going and talking to her but stopped as Dhara was still there.
Dhara spoke irritatedly ‘Ab jaega Shiva? Use manane?’
Shiva nodded and left.
***
Raavi was feeling several emotions going on inside her hurt, betrayal, and sadness.
She heard the door open and saw Shiva standing there, she ignored him and started folding the clothes and arranging them in the cupboard.
‘Ae Chipkali. Sun na’ Shiva tried to talk but she didn’t pay any heed.
‘Mera tujhe pagal banane ka bilkul irada nahi tha woh bas jo dimag mein aya bol dia.’ Shiva tried to justify but she kept doing what she was doing.
He held her wrist to grab her attention and got shocked to see blood red eyes . He felt guilty for making her cry.
‘Raavi sorry, main sach mein..’ Shiva tried to speak but she cut her in between
‘Sorry kyu Shiva? Main toh hu hi pagal toh mujhe pagal bana ke sorry kyu bol raha hai?’ she said with a lump in her throat.
‘Shiva ek baat bata itna asaan hai kya mujhe pagal banana? Pehle vo Dev phir ab tu? Itni bewakuf hu kya main? Agar tera kuch plan tha toh bhale se mat batata magar itna bada jhuth? Main vaha paglo ki tarah sabke samne kuch bhi bole ja rahi hu.
Matlab gunah kar rahi hu kya logo pe trust karke? Unki baton par trust karke?
Ho kya raha hai Shiva yeh? Jo aa raha hai kuch bhi keh ke ja raha hai or main sune ja rahi hu. Vo Rishita kehti hai ki main jaan bujh ke udas rehti hu taki sympathy mile ki meri zindagi mein koi pyaar nahi hai isliye uski zindagi mein nazar laga rahi hu. Dhara di kehti hai ki meri zindagi mein khushia likhi hai.
Or main bewakuf maan bhi baithi ki sach mein likhi hongi khushia isliye jab tune do pal dhang se baat ki toh laga chalo shayad ab Bholenaath ko taras aa gaya or vo meri life mein khushia likhne lag gaye hai. PAr yaha toh alag hi khichdi pak rahi thi.
Kyu Shiva mere saath hi kyu? Nafrat karta hai na tu mujhse? Thodi toh maryada rakh Shiva Nafrat mein bhi. 1% hi sahi biwi manke hi thoda normal behave kar lia kar or agar us naate se bhi na kar sake toh Insaniyat ke naate kar lia kar Shiva. MAnti hu tu mujhse nafrat karta hai. PAr itni buri hu kya main Shiva? Itni buri hu kya?
Or agar itni hi buri hu toh us raat mari kyu nahi main Shiva?
Bhole NAth thik nahi kar rahe mere saath. Pehle mere maa papa cheen liye mujhse, phir Dev ko cheen lia, or ab jab aaj mujhe lagne laga ki tu hai toh tune bhi sabke samne mera mazak bana ke rakh dia.’
She cried uncontrollably.
Shiva was stunned to hear her outburst. He tried to console her but she said ‘Rehne de Shiva. Yeh sympathy nahi chahiye mujhe. Or sorry ki tujhe yeh sab sunna pada.’ she stormed out of the room.
Shiva slumped on the floor hearing all that, a tear escaped his eyes as the words said by her occupied him.
‘Chipkali ko mujhse umid thi? Mujhse? Yeh kya kar dia Shiva tune.’ Shiva spoke cursing himself.
‘Jo ho gaya so ho gaya Shiva’ Dhara said entering the room. She heard everything that Raavi said.
‘Bhabhi yeh kya ho gaya mujhe samajh nahi aa raha’ Shiva spoke hugging her lap as she sat on the bed caressing his hair
‘Tujhe bura kyu lag raha hai Shiva, tu toh nafrat karta hai na usse?’ Dhara spoke trying to get his real feelings out.
Shiva didn’t say anything and cried hugging her.
He definitely doesn’t hate her the way he always voices it out but he felt really bad hearing all of that, he felt as if someone stabbed his heart with a knife.
‘Bol na Shiva tujhe bura kyu lag raha hai?’ Dhara asked.
‘Nahi pata bhabhi par na bahut dard hua aaj uske aasoo dekhkar bhabhi. Ladta zarur hu main usse bhabhi par agar koi or usse lade ya use rulaye toh man karta hai jaan lelu us insan ki jisne yeh sab kia.’ he said with anger in his voice and in his eyes.
Dhara smiled hearing that, her heart always said that these two will make a good pair and his small confession somewhat proved her right ‘To use pagal kyu banaya?’
Shiva spoke ‘Jaan bujh ke nahi kia bhabhi, vo bas ho gaya.’
Dhara could read the honesty in his eyes. Shiva couldn’t control much so said ‘Bhabhi main ata hu abhi, pata nahi vo chipkali kuch galat na kar baithe.’ he tried to make an excuse
‘Sidha bol na uski chinta hai toh ja raha hai’ Dhara spoke.
He scratched the back of his head and said ‘Bhabhi’ he knew he can’t lie to his bhabhi. She smiled at his expressions and patted his head ‘Ja baat karle usse’
He spoke getting up from the floor ‘Ji bhabhi’
***
Shiva searched for her in the whole haveli and finally found her in the garden, he proceeded towards her and got a clear image of her sobbing.
He reached where she was sitting and sat with her quietly. Raavi looked up to see him, frustrated ; She was about to get up from there but he held her hand.
She looked at him with shocked expressions, 'Shiva chod please.’
Shiva didn’t budge in fact he tightened his hold on her, he gave an intense look and wiped her tears. She kept looking at him and spitted the harsh words ‘Phir se pagal banane aya hai kya?’
Shiva’s eyes lowered out of shame ‘Sorry Raavi’
Raavi spoke irritatedly ‘Mujhe teri sympathy nahi chahiye Shiva. Please mera haath chod or ja yaha se. NAhi to mujhe jane de’ she tried getting out of his hold but sighed harshly as she failed. Fresh tears started falling down her eyes.
They sat in silence for like 5-10 minutes before Shiva broke the silence ‘Maine jaan bujh ke nahi kia tha Raavi vo sab. Vo Rishita jab dekho itni bakwas karti hai sabke saath isliye Krish ke saath milke use darane ka plan banaya. Tujhe isliye nahi bataya kyuki phir tu bhabhi ko bata deti or tujhe pata hai ki Gumbi or bhabhi kya haal karte hamara isliye maine jo man mein aya vo bol dia. Mera irada nahi tha tujhe is kadar hurt karne ka’
Raavi heard everything and calmed a bit but she still was hurt with whatever was happening.
‘Shiva’ she started to speak but stopped thinking he would not listen or understand.
Shiva understood her dilemma, he caressed her hand with his thumb and spoke ‘Jo bolna hai bolde, jo bhi tere man mein hai nikal de. LEkin please aise ro mat.’
Raavi looked at him. Does her tears affect him?
Raavi didn't speak, she kept quiet and sat with him in silence.
Shiva spoke looking nowhere 'Main janta hu jo bhi hua vo thik nahi hua tere sath. Kaha tu Dev jaisa ek gentlemen, handsome ladka chahti thi. Or kaha tujhe mujh jaisa jahil gawar mil gya. Janta hu main ki mujh jaise ladke ke saath asan nahi hai rehna, torture hai. Or sach kahu toh zindagi mein kabhi bhi tu is rishte se jana chahe toh ja sakti hai kyuki main janta hu ki mujhe jhelna almost maut ke barabar hai. Par please aise har waqt ro mat kyuki vo zada hurt karte hai mujhe.'
Raavi looked at him stunned at what he said at last, she felt really bad when he said those words, for some reason she couldn’t hear those words coming from him. How much hurt he must be that he said those words.
At that mere point she decided she would never leave her bhoothnath.
‘Sach kahu Shiva duniya ko lagta hoga ki ek ideal husband Dev hai or unka manna galat bhi nahi. Lekin mujhe aise lagta hai ki har chiz har kisi ko suit nahi karti. Ab dekha jae toh Rishita bhi achi ladki hai lekin zindagi mein kabhi bhi vo tujhe pasand nahi ati. Isi tarah se tu bhi sabko pasand nahi aega or thik bhi hai Shiva kyuki main yahi chahti thi jo mera ho vo sirf mera ho vo kabhi kahi or na jae. Shiva was shocked to hear that.
Or vo Dev toh bilkul bhi nahi hai, uske paas mujhe dene ko kuch bhi nahi tha Shiva sivaye khalipan ke or vahi dusri taraf tu hai. Tere paas jo bhi hai vo sirf tu mujhe dega or kisi ko nahi, mana aaj sirf nafrat hai dene ko par sari zindagi toh nafrat nahi karega na mujhse.’
‘Toh tu matlab sari zindagi chipki rahegi mujhse?’ Shiva spoke rudely but deep inside he was very happy to hear that.
‘Saat janam tak Shiva, ab jhel muje.’ She spoke, keeping her head on his shoulder and clutching his arm.
He didn’t stop her from doing that, instead resting his head on hers.
‘Tu abhi bhi Dev se pyar karti hai?’ Shiva asked hesitantly. To which Raavi snuggled into his warmth and leaned more into him.
‘Shiva vo pyaar toh usi din khatam ho gaya tha jab usne mujhe choda tha us mandap mein or usse bhi pehle jab usne mujhe batana bhi zaruri nahi samjha tha. Jo insan yeh tak dekhne nahi aya ki Raaavi mar gayi ya zinda hai us ladke ke liye toh sab usi pal khatam ho gaya tha.’ Raavi spoke.
Shiva was somewhat happy to hear that at least she doesn't feel for Dev, things can now be easier for them.
He joked when she leaned more into him ‘itna chipak ke baithi hai, aaj tujhe mujh mein se masalo ki badboo nahi aa rahi?’ he was stunned to hear her reply.
She nodded her head in a no and spoke ‘Nahi. aaj sukoon mil raha hai mujhe. Pata nahi par aaj lag raha hai jaise Permanent address mil gaya mujhe mera’
Shiva too leaned on to her hearing what she said and saw the sky changing its colour from orange blue to a shade darker.
Raavi asked ‘Shiva tu mujhse kabhi nafrat karna band kar paega?’
‘Nafrat. Pata nahi Chipkali nafrat toh ki hai bhi ya nahi. Bas yeh pata hai ki tujhse lade bina mere din adhoora hota hai. Tu chahti hai ki ladna band karu?’ he asked honestly. He himself can’t believe that he is talking to her so calmly.
She thought for a while and spoke ‘Nahi Shiva ladna mat band kario. Kyuki shayad jis din tu ladna band kare ho sakta hai us din tere paas kuch ladne ko rahe hi na. Toh main woh nahi chahungi’ she clutched him more tightly.
She took a pause and spoke tears dropping down ‘Shiva sabne mujhe aaj tak chod hi diya. Vaada kar tu nahi chodega. Ladna hai lad jo karna hai kar par chodio mat yaar please. Is baar main sach mein mar..’
‘Chup..’ he said, wiping her tears. ‘Jo marzi ho jaye Chipkali tujhe kabhi nahi chodunga’ he said and placed a kiss on her forehead.
She smiled and snuggled in his warmth thanking her Shankar ji for sending her Khushia.
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