ShiVi FF: Shiva, My Past Love - Part- 25 on Pg. 35

Hi,

This is my first FF on ShiVi. Hope you all will like it.

Summary: 

In spite of the enmity between her and Shiva, Raavi falls in love with Shiva and confesses her feelings to him. But, for the reasons known only to him, he refuses to accept her feelings and insults her. Heart broken, Raavi decides to stay away from Shiva forever. Meanwhile both the families decide something else. 

Part - 1, 2 & 3:  Page No.2

Part - 4  : Page No. 3

Part - 5 : Page No.5

Part - 6 : Page No.6

Part - 7 : Page No.8

Part - 8 : Page No. 9

Part - 9 : Page No. 11

Part - 10: Page No.13

Part - 11: Page No. 15

Part - 12: Page No. 17

Part - 13: Page No. 18

Part - 14: Page No. 19

Part - 15: Page No. 21

Part - 16: Page No. 22

Part - 17: Page No. 23

Part - 18: Page No. 25

Part - 19: Page No. 26

Part - 20: Page No. 28

Part -21 : Page No. 29

Part -22 : Page No. 30

Part - 23: Page No. 32

Loved part 1!❤️

Emotional roller coaster

Shiva not believing Raavi😭

My heart goes out for her 🥺

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Waiting for Shiva’s reaction ❤️

love it! can't wait to read more

Interesting start👏

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Great start. 

It was quite a confession; in ShiVi style. 

Do continue soon. 

Part - 1

Shiva couldn’t believe his ears. He asked her one more time.

Ye kya bol rahi h tu

She was too nervous but replied with determination 

Me tum se pyar karti hu

He rolled his eyes and stared at her silently. She looked at him failing in her attempt to read his emotions. She continued 

Please mera vishvas karo

He retorted 

Vishwas? Jahan nafrat hoti h, wahan Vishwas nai hoti

Fighting her tears back, She firmly said

Par me tum se nafrat nai pyar karti hu

Shiva got irritated and shouted at her

Aye mamikibehen ki beti! Hosh me aaja. Pure Somnath jantha h ki meri aur teri beech me nafrat ke alava kuch aur hoyi nai sakta

She refused to accept the defeat

Par mere dil nai jantha h

He looked at her questioningly. She said in a soft voice with tears rolling down her cheeks

Shiva! Zara mere bath dil se sun

Tujse ladte ladte mujhe pyar hogaya h. is me meri kya gunah h. Me tak gayi mere dil ko samja samja ke ki hamare beech me sirf nafrat ho sakti h pyar nai. Par nai maan rah h mera dil. Mein kya karu. Tu hi bata

Shiva was really shocked. He never imagined even in his dream that Raavi will love him. He still couldn’t believe that she loves him. Suddenly something came to his mind and he smiled brightly as if he attained enlightenment. He smirked and told her sarcastically 

Acha! To ye hi baat h. Ab samaj me aaya. 

Raavi looked at him with her confused eyes. Shiva blurted out 

Aaja Shaadi kar lein

Raavi looked at him with her pleading eyes. Shiva continued 

Ab kya soch rahi h? Kar rahi h na mujse pyar. Chalo ab shaadi kar lein

Raavi understood his sarcasm and kept quiet. Shiva continued with his taunt

Tujhe kya lagta h ki tum itna bada gatiya mazaak karoge aur me ullu ban jaunga. 

Suddenly he checked the date on his mobile and noded his head disapprovingly. 

Aaj tho April 1st bhi nai h. 

Raavi had enough. Since the day she realised her feelings for Shiva, she couldn’t muster the courage to confess her feelings to Shiva. She knew that nothing is common in their personalities and Shiva has nothing but hatred towards her family and her to the core because of some past things. Still she didn’t want to loose Shiva without even trying. Finally she confessed her feelings and he refused to believe it. Shiva looked at her lifeless face

Aye! Agar tumhari bakwas puri hogayi tho jao ab. Mujhe bohut kaam h dukan me

Raavi asked politely 

Tujhe ye sab mazak lag rah h

He retorted 

Kahi ye math bulo ki me Shiva hu jo Itna aasan se tumhara bat me nai aane waala h. Nikal

Raavi tried to say something. Shiva cut her short raising his hand

Teek h! Maan li ya ki tumhari feelings genuine h. 

Raavi looked confused. Shiva continued 

Par ek chota sa doubt h

She asked softly 

Kya

Shiva asked with a smirk

Kahi galat aad mi se tho confess nai ki na

Raavi lost her patience and shouted

Aur kitne bar bolu ki me tum se hi pyar karti hu. Bol kya karne se Vishwas karoge bol 

Shiva looked at her silently. Raavi continued 

Tu jaantaa h na ki meri paapa ne mujhe kitne pyar karte the. 

Shiva got serious at the mention of Raavi’s late father. Raavi continued with tears

Ab aakri bar bol rahi hu teek se sun le. Me jitna kareeb mere papa ke sath mehsoos karthi thi utna hi ab tere sath karti hu

Shiva was dumbstruck.

That is it for today. Pl share your thoughts on this dearies.

Will be continued...,

Thanks for the comments and motivation dearies. Here is the second part

Part - 2

Shiva knows that Raavi will never lie in the name of her father. Finally, he realised that she is not joking about her feelings towards him. But he didn’t want to recognise and accept those feelings. He questioned her

Kya Tujhe sirf Dev se mann nai bara? Ab mujhe bhi chaati ho?

Raavi was shocked to the core. She didn’t understand why he has to involve Dev in this. She questioned back

Ye tum kya bol rahe ho? Hamare beech me Dev ko kyu lekar aarahe ho?

He enquired in a sarcastic soft voice

Dev se bhi pyar karti ho na tu?

She looked at him startled. This was a clear cut insult to her self respect. She shouted

Ye kya pakhate ja rahe ho. Maine kab kaha ki me Dev se pyar karthi hu.  Sambhalo apni zubaan ko

He retorted 

Tum bhi sambhalo apni dimaag ko. Kuch bhi bolti jarahi ho. Dev ke saath hasthe phir thi ho, ice cream khane jarahi ho, gift dera hi ho. In sabko kya matlab h.

She questioned 

Kya teri nazar me ye sab ka matlab pyar h? Tera soch itna chota h?

He shouted

Ha! Mera soch yesa hi h kyun ki maine teri tarah college tho nai gaya na? Mere liye mere family aur dukan sab kuch h. Ise zyaada kuch nai samajhna mujhe. Ab jao yahan se mere soch badalne wali

She couldn’t take it anymore. She blurted out

Haan haan jaati hu. Par jaane se pehle ek bad puchna chaati hu. Me Dev se jyada, Gombhi aur Krish ke sath close hu. Kya tere nazar me wo bhi....

He didn’t expect this. He cut her short

Bas! Bohat hogaya. Nikal.

She gave him an angry look and told him with tears rolling down her cheeks

Me to sirf mere feelings share kar rahi thi. Tujse  se ye bolne ke liye nai aayi ki tum bhi mujhse pyar karo aur mujse shaadi karo. Me tho bas ye hi soch rahi thi ki agar zara sa bhi tumhari dil me mere liye kuch jaga h to, tum apne aapko ye soch ke rok lega ki me tumse nafrat karti hu. Wohi misunderstood ko dur karna chathi thi. Par aaj tum ye shaapit karliya ki tere dil me mere liye nafrat ke alawa na kuch h na kuch hoga. 

Mera dil ki bad kholke tujhe bata rahi hu iska matlab ye nai h ki me besharam hu. tujse hua ye pyar ko leke mujhe kuch sharam nai h. Samman karti hu is pyar ko. Kyunki me jaanthi hu ki me tujse Sachi dil se pyar karti hu.

Shiva listened with silence. Raavi continued 

Ek aakri bad. Me tujse pyar karti hu iska matlab ye nahi h ki mere character par sawal utane ke haq maine tujhe de diya. Jitna ye pyar ko me saaman karti hu utna hi meri swaabhimaan ko bhi samman karti hu. Aaj ke baad me teri shakal bhi nai dekhungi. Good bye!

Without waiting for him to say anything, She turned to leave the Pandya Store shop with uncontrollable tears and heavy heart. At the same time Dev entered the shop and shocked to see Raavi crying her heart out. He questioned her

Arey Raavi! Ye tujhe kya hogayi? Ro kyun rahi ho.

Shiva was looking at Raavi angrily. Raavi wiped her tears and answered Dev

Kuch nai. Bye

Dev stopped her. 

Rukho Raavi! Ye kya haal banake raka apna! Abi bataoge bhi ki hua kya h

She was crying silently. Dev looked at Shiva and asked him

Kya hua Shiva! Ye itna kyu ro rahi h

Shiva was irritated and shouted at Dev

Abey! Agar tujhe iski aansu bardasht nai ho ra to isko leke jaake ice cream khila do. Mujse  kuch math pooch

Dev was confused by Shiva’s anger. Raavi was hurt by Shiva’s words. She looked at him for the last time and turned to leave. Dev stopped her.

Rukho Raavi! Is haalat me tum akele ghar kaise jaoge? Me chod deta hu

Raavi refused.

Nai Dev! Mujhe kisi ki madad ki zarurat nai h. Me khud ja sakhi hu. Bye.

Without waiting for his reply she left. Shiva was looking at her trailing image. Dev questioned him

Shiva, ye kya ho raha h? Kyu ro rahi thi wo?

Shiva turned to Dev but didn’t answer him. Dev continued 

Mujhe yakeen h Shiva ki tumne kuch kiya hoga jiski ki karan Raavi ko  chot pahunchi h

Shiva looked at Dev angrily. Dev questioned 

Zindagi par Raavi ko rulake rakhoge kya? Bohut hogaya Shiva. Kya galti ki usne? ? Kyu karta h itna nafrat use

Shiva lost his cool and shouted at Dev

Haan! Nafrat karta hu use. Usko Rulaunga zindagi bar. Par Tu to wo chipkali se shaadi karne jara h na? Phir tum karlo use  pyar aur dedo duniya ki saare khushiyon use 

Dev looked at him startled.

Will be continued....

Oh god 

My heart goes out for Raavi 🥺

What’s Shiva thinking? Waiting for his side of the story 

Update soon ! 

Beautiful plot ❤

Raavi is broken by shiva's behaviour 

N i guess shiva is not like Dev n raavi closeness .

But kya ptaa dev uski aankhein khol de .

Cont soon

Amazing update👏

Feeling so bad for Raavi😭

What is Shiva's thinking

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