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I know no Shivi today so here is my contribution for some Shivi moments😃
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Shivi OS : Shiva's insecurities
It's been two months since the wedding took place, everything was now back to normal.
Raavi and Shiva have accepted the fact that they are tied to each other for eternity.
Everything is good between them, they bicker like always, hurt each other playfully but when the same thing is done by someone else than the person is finished.
Things were going fine between them but still something was stopping Shiva to step forward and complete this marriage, was that Raavi's past? Nope.
Because Raavi and her actions have made HIM clear that she is not into Dev at all but still something was there which was stopping him. But what?
***
'Shiva main na maasi ghar jaungi. Kal tak aa jaungi' Raavi told him when he was wearing his footwear to leave for the Store.
He replied 'ha thik hai. Dhyan se jana. Or dhyan rakhna'
Raavi smiled and spoke 'ha mere bhoothnath dhyan rakhungi Or Tu bhi dhyan rakhio' and she hugged him lovingly.
Shiva too hugged her in a friendly way and left for the store.
Raavi thought to herself 'Shiva kya hua hai tujhe? Kyu kar raha hai tu aise? Main jab bhi thoda kareeb ane ki koshish karti hu tu piche kyu hat jata hai? Kahi is baar phir mera pyar ek tarfa toh nahi hai? '
Her heart reasoned 'ek tarfa hota toh itni care thodi hoti'
To which her mind replied 'jab sath rehte hai toh care kar hi lete hai. Uska pyaar se kya lena dena? '
Raavi was fed up with these constant thoughts, she needed to find a way to clear things or know what is in his mind and heart.
***
Shiva had come home for lunch and was going to his room when heard Rishita talking to her friend who came to visit her.
'Vo ladki ka kya hua Rishita? Jo Dev se shadi karna chahti thi? ' her friend asked.
'Are puch mat yar. Vo or uska pati bahut irritating hai yar. Pata hai mujhe toh lagta hai ki Raavi abhi bhi Dev ko like karti hai (Shiva gave a sarcastic smile on this statement), or karti bhi kyu na ho usko khud ko pyar kabhi mila nahi. Uska pati uff main bata nahi sakti us ladke mein na toh kapde pehnne ki sense hai na baat karne ki. Jahil gawar hai vo anpadh kahi ka'
Her friend laughed at her explanation and asked 'dikhti kaisi hai teri devrani'
'Thik dikhti hai infact sundar hai lekin kya fayda aisi sundarta ka jab kismat mein Shiva jaisa ladka likha ho. Pata nahi Somnath ne konsi kachi pencil se uski kismat likhi thi, kabhi kabhi taras ata hai mujhe uski kismat par'
They kept on talking but Shiva left from there hurt, Krish saw this.
This is what stops Shiva from living a complete happy life with Raavi, these insecurities. The fact that Raavi is beautiful and educated and he is an uneducated rudely spoken guy. He can't really face rejection from Raavi; he might break badly so he prefers to just be a good friend to her.
It was one odd day when he took a half day and left from the shop.
***
In these two months Raavi and Krish have become really good friends, Krish was like her younger brother with whom she shared fights, bickering and love. He was very much pampered by her as she didn't have any brother so she considered him as her brother and he too is always sticking to her. He tell her everything that she needs to know about Shiva, what all things happened at the store, if any girl piled on him or he fought with someone. Everything. Like a good spy.
Common point of discussion was either Shiva or Krish's college life. Whenever Raavi left for Masi's house she used to call Krish and ask about Shiva's whereabouts because she knew only he would give an unfiltered version to her.
It was around evening when she called him 'hi Krish'
Krish replied, picking up her call 'hi bhabhi. Kaise ho? '
'Main achi hu tu bata? '
'Main bhi thik hu' he spoke a bit oddly.
'Krish kya hua hai? Teri awaz kuch alag lag rahi hai. Sab thik hai na? College mein koi baat hui kya? ' she asked worriedly.
'Are nahi meri bhabhi kuch nahi hua. Vo bas' he thought whether to tell her or not.
'Kya? Bol. ' Raavi asked from the other side.
'Puri baat nahi pata mujhe bhabhi par Rishita or uski dost aye the kuch baat kar rahe the jise sunke Shiva upset tha. Or toh Or usne aaj dukan se bhi adhe din ki chuti li or kahi chala gaya' he blurted out what all he knew.
'Chala gaya matlab. Chal thik hai Krish main dekhti hu. Or sab thik hai na? ' she asked one final time before hanging the phone.
'Rishita' she gritted her teeth. For the last two months she has not lost a single opportunity to insult her but this time she won't live in peace as she has heard her bhootnath.
She stormed out of the house informing Anita di that she is leaving for her house.
She knew where he would be.
***
It was around 7 in the evening she reached the place and as expected found him sitting on the tree with head hung down. Today she will not leave him and ask him what was stopping him. Does he love her like she did? Today she will get all her answers and also what he heard from Rishita that he took a leave from the store.
For any person it might be normal but for Shiva it was a huge thing to take a single off also.
'Yaha kya kar raha hai?' She asked.
'Tu yaha kya kar rahi hai? ' he asked shocked. He was not expecting her here.
She raised her one arm indicating him to pull her up, he obliged.
She sat with him very close to him.
'Tu yaha kyu aayi? Raat hone vali hai akal nahi hai kya tujhe? Kuch ho jata phir? ' Shiva scolded her.
But she didn't care and asked 'kyu baitha hai yaha? Or aaj store se jaldi kyu aya? Kya hua hai? '
Shiva who was facing her turned her face sideways and spoke 'kuch nahi. Man nahi tha kaam karne ka aaj'
Raavi spoke 'jhoot bhi bolne laga hai? '
Shiva closed his eyes in irritation and spoke 'jhoot kyu kahunga? '
Raavi cupped his face and turned to her and spoke 'kya hua Shiva? ' her voice softened.
Shiva didn't want to tell her anything 'kuch nahi hua Chipkali. '
'Bol na Shiva kya khaye ja raha hai tujhe? Kyu itna paas rehkar bhi tu mujhse dur rehta hai? ' she asked.
Shiva was shocked to hear that he looked in her eyes to know what exactly she meant.
'Shiva. Bol na please. Kyu kar raha hai aisa? Tujhe main pasand nahi hu kya? Abhi bhi nafrat karta hai jaisi pehle thi? Ya koi Aur ladki hai tujhe pasand? ' Raavi asked
'Kya bol rahi hai yar Chipkali yeh tu? ' he asked. Like seriously some other girl?
'Tu toh Somnath ki sabse sundar ladki hai tu kisi ko kaise pasand nahi hogi?' Shiva replied.
'Somnath ko chod de tu, tu sirf apna bata. Ab mujhe nahi farak padta ki pura Somnath kya sochta hai mere baare mein, tu kya sochta hai vo bata' she said.
Shiva again turned his face away from her
Raavi had enough of this behavior now.
She took his hand and kept it on her head 'aaj tujhe batana hoga Shiva kya chiz tujhe rok rahi hai? Nahi bataya na toh mere haste hue chehre ki jagah mara hua chehra dekhega'
Shiva was shocked at what she said, soon the shock turned to anger 'yeh bakwas mat kar Raavi. Main thapad mar dunga Tujhe '
She smiled seeing his care 'mar lio thapad. Ab bata'
A tear escape his eye as he thought about everything Raavi immediately wiped it with her hand and spoke concerned 'Shiva'
He held her hand and spoke 'dar lagta hai yar Raavi. Dar lagta hai. Pata hai aaj tak har kisi ne kaha ki Shiva jahil hai, anpad hai, batamiz hai. Maine sab sun lia kyuki mujhe farak hi nahi pada.
Par jab log yeh bolte hai na ki Shiva se shadi karke Raavi ki zindagi kharab ho gayi vo baat tod deti hai yar mujhe. ' tears escaped his eyes.
Raavi gasped as soon as she heard the last line and saw him in tears. Fine, in starting she too thought like that but now. Who the hell spoke such words.
'Pata hai aaj vo Rishita ki dost ayi thi usko bhi keh rahi thi vo ki Raavi ki zindagi kharab ho gayi. Pyar nahi hai uski life mein. Itne sundar hoke bhi use itna jahil pati mila. Kismat kharab hai uski jo Shiva mil gaya' he blurted out.
Raavi smiled sarcastically inwardly at the irony because she always showed gratitude to Somnath for her good fate that he wrote Shiva in her life for eternity.
She kept quiet and listened to him because he needed to take out all of it from his system.
'Mujhe acha nahi lagta Raavi ki log teri kismat ko kose, manta hu ki teri kismat ne U-turn le lia par tujhe is rishte ko leke chalne ki zarurat nahi hai. Hu main jahil gawar anpad par thik hai aisa hi hu main tujhe settle karne ki zarurat nahi hai.
Raavi main dil se keh raha hu ki tu yeh rishta chod ke ja sakti hai. I promise kuch nahi badlega na mere ghar ke sadasya tujhse pyar karna chodenge Or na hamari dosti kharab hoga.
Tu please chali ja. ' he said the last line with difficulty as he can't see her going anywhere but more than that he can't see her life ruined.
Raavi was shocked hearing that 'leave him? Like seriously'
'Sun Shiva' she tried to stop him but he kept on blabbering.
'Nahi Raavi tu sun. Main tujhe keh raha hu ki tujhe haq hai jine ka khush rehne ka pyar karne ka. Tu ja or jo karna hai vo kar koi tujhe nahi rokega' he said wiping his tears.
Raavi was hurt hearing his words but she could feel how hurt he must have been that he gave her this choice. So she thought of doing what he asked her to. 'Pakka Shiva? Jo man kare mera vo karlu? Koi nahi rokega na'
Shiva said looking down 'ha karle. Jee le apni life'. As soon as he said that tears again started falling down thinking that she will leave him.
He felt her body moving and his heart stopped thinking that she is leaving but what she did shocked him to the core
Raavi cupped his face and placed her lips on his. She felt him gasp but she didn't stop. She sucked on his lower lip. Tingling feeling felt in her stomach, her eyes closed on her accord.
She wanted to kiss these lips for a very long time now but he never made the first move but today when he asked her to leave and do what she felt like so she couldn't control anymore so did the very first thing she wanted.
Shiva was so in shock that he still didn't respond so she bit his teeth to bring him out of his thoughts and as soon as he was in his senses he broke the kiss.
As soon as her lips were placed on his, he skipped a beat and his stomach did a somersault. Undoubtedly he was physically attracted to her but always controlled his desire due to his insecurities but today when she kissed him he was taken aback.
'Kya kar rahi hai yeh? ' he asked confused.
Raavi spoke playfully 'oye mere Bhole Bhandari Shiva mana tu bachpan se Bhramachari hai lekin yeh bhi nahi pata ise kya kehta hai' she giggled at the end.
'Ae chipkali sab pata hai mujhe.Par yeh kyu?'
'Kyu kya matlab? Tune hi kaha na jo man kare vo karu. Yahi man tha mera' she said trying to lighten his mood.
'Dekh Raavi yeh thik nahi hai. Main nahi chahta mere sath reh kar tu apni life barbad kare' Shiva tried to make her understand.
'Tu hi toh kehti hai na ki main jahil hu gawar or anpad bhi, chalta phir Kirane ki dukan hu main'
He spoke hurt.
'Ha kehti hu. Toh? Haq hai mera. Akhri dam tak kahungi. Hai tu jahil gawar par sirf mera hai. Yeh sab kehne ka haq bhi sirf mujhe hai. Aati hai tujh mein se masalo ki smell par kya karu yar Shiva yeh sab meri zindagi ban gaye hai. Ab mehenge se mehenga perfume bhi badboo lagta hai kyuki mujhe teri smell pasand hai.'
She spoke honestly.
Shiva felt good but he can't be selfish so still tried toh reason 'sun na please. Main nahi chahta ki teri life kharab ho'
Raavi lost her cool this time 'kya bakwas kar raha hai Shiva? Konsi life ki baat kar raha hai tu? Bhul gaya kya tune hi bachai thi yeh life. Or kya kharab yar?
Yeh kal ki ayi Rishita ya Somnath ka koi bataega kya ki meri life kharab hui hai ya sahi?
Main yaha din raat Somnath ko thankyou kehti hu ki meri shadi tere sath hui or aise hi koi ake keh dega kismat kharab hai toh kya ho jaegi?
Kismat tab kharab hogi Shiva agar tu mujhe chod dega toh, zindagi tab barbad hogi jab yeh pyar bhi ek tarfa rahega toh.' She spoke fiercely
She softened for a second and confessed 'Pyar karti hu yar Shiva tujhse beintehan vala karti hu. Tu kyu logo ki baat sun raha hai? '
Kasam Somnath ki main Rishita ki jaan le lungi jiski baton ne tera dimag kharab kia hai. ' she again got angry thinking about her.
She cupped her face and wiped his tears 'Yeh sone ka pani chade hue log mere heere ko nahi pehchan paenge Shiva. Or tu bas mujhe itna bata de ki mujhse pyar karta hai ke nahi?
Nahi bhi karta toh main intezar kar lungi lekin vaada kar ki kisi or ki taraf nahi dekhega. Vad.. '
And before she could complete her sentence he placed his lips on hers.
Hearing a heartfelt confession from Raavi melted him and he finally let his guard down and accepted this relation with full heart.
Shiva pulled Raavi by her waist more into him and Raavi's arms snaked around his neck. They explored each other's mouth deepening the kiss, they waited for this moment for so long.
They broke the kiss when felt the need for oxygen and sticked their foreheads together panting for air.
'I love You Shiva' she said panting.
'I love you too Raavi' he too said.
Raavi wiped the tears that dared to escape his eyes 'aaj toh ro lia tu aaj ke baad agar in logo ki vajah se tu roya ya tujhe yeh khayal bhi aya ki tu mujhse kam hai main sach bata rahi hu Shiva main sab khatam kar dungi'
Shiva asked innocently 'rishta khatam kar degi? '
Raavi replied dangerously 'vo toh ab tu bandh gaya mere sath, marte dam tak yeh rishta khatam nahi hoga. Lekin sach keh rahi hu main vaada kar kabhi yeh faltu khayal apne man mein nahi layega Shiva please'
He smiled at her and kissed her forhead 'kabhi bhi nahi karunga. Tujhe kabhi khud se alag nahi karunga. Hamesha chipka ke rakhunga khud se Chipkali' and he pulled her in a tight hug.
'Main picha chodungi hi nahi. Kabhi nahi. Tujhse hamesha chipak ke rahungi. Aise hi' she said snuggling in his warmth.
'Vaada? ' he asked.
'Pakka vaada' she said.
Finally they confessed their love for each other but someone was going to get a good lesson today
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