This OS takes place after the kidnapping but in this story raavi goes to her room after coming home, there is no drama.
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Shiva was in a dilemma he had known Raavi his entire life and he couldn’t think of another instance when she had been so… quiet. Raavi always expressed her emotions whether it was anger, hate or love. Even on their wedding day when she hadn’t been in a state to say anything she had looked devastated while sobbing quietly. Now she looked like she was in a trance,Ravi was like fire warm and fierce, her anger was like lava always bursting out she never kept anything inside her, but from the last two days she had just been cold, so cold that he felt literal shivers run down his spine every time he glanced at her. He had first assumed that she was simply tired after the whole kidnapping fiasco, then brushed it off as her usual weirdness but now it was becoming too much forget fighting she hadn’t said a word to him when he had accidentely spilled water on her new saari. The same Raavi who couldn’t sleep until she had fought with him 5 times. He seemed to be the only recipient of her silence as she had still smiled with bhabi, bantered with Krish and even been cordial with Rishita but every time she looked at him he felt like she was looking through him. This was driving him crazy and he decided to confront her after dinner tonight.
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Dinner in the Pandya household had always been a lively affair tonight hadn’t been much different and even though she had smiled the only emotion she had felt for the past 2 days had been betrayal, the betrayal had been slicing her heart like a knife while she stood silently bleeding.
She couldn’t believe that Shiva had left her alone at the mercy of those goons. Did he really hate her that much? She remembered the instance a few years back when Shiva had saved a girl from some local goons and got hurt badly, it was one of the few times that she had felt respect for him.
Was she so bad that he would go to such lengths to get rid of her? Shiva had blurted a lot of nonsense to her throughout childhood, she had never really taken it to heart now she couldn’t help wondering if he meant all those harsh things. Would he really be happy if she never stepped foot in his house again.
But no matter what her brain said the treachereous heart of her refused to believe that he would abandon her in the hour of need. Shiva wasn’t like that, he had always taken a stand for her in front of Rishita, had beat the hell out of the goon who had dared to put a hand on her shoulder.
“Then why,why didn’t he untie you, left you at the first chance he got” her brain questioned.
Before shecould mull over those questions any longer, she heard the door opening and Shiva entering. looking at himhurt too much so she quickly turned her head and pretended to be deeply engrossed in her novel.
But Shiva Pandya couldn’t let her live in peace could he.
“Tu pagal toh thi he ab andhi bhi ho gayi hai kya,ulte kitaab pakad rakhi hai gadheri”
Raavi cursed internally as she realized that the book was indeed upside down. Without saying a word she quickly got up to leave the room brushing past him, but he held her wrist tightly and pulled her towards him.
Looking directly in her eyes he questioned “hua kya hai tujhe, 2 din se muh main dahi jama kar baithi hai, gundo ne saar par toh nahi maar diya tha"
She gave a dry chuckle “Tujhe kya farak parta hain, un gundo ne agar kuch kiya bhi hota toh” she said with so much pain in her eyes that something inside him broke.
Before he could reply she continued “Teri kismet bohot kharab hain waise, pelhe wo ladki jisse itni nafrat karta hai tu, gale par gayi tere zindagi bhar ke liye, aur usse chutkaara pane ka ek mauka tha wo bhi nikal gaya tere haath se. Tu toh un gundo ko thank you bolta na agar wo tera peecha mujse chudwa dete”
He couldn’t believe what she was saying “paagal ho gayi hai, kya bakwaas kar rahi hai”
“Paagal hetoh hu jo tujhe itne saalon tak dil ka saaf insaan samajti rahi, par kal meri aankhon par lagi har patti tunhe khol de, mujhe toh saach main yaaken nahi horaha ke tu mujhe wahe akela chod aaya, un gundo ke beech” she sobbed “main saach main itni buri hun kya.”
Shiva couldn’t believe that this was what she thought about him and his took over “aaj tak sirf lagta tha ab conform ho gaya ke tu saach main pagal hai, itna he jaanti hai mujhe, tujhe yeh lagta hai ke main kiss bhi ladki ke saath aisa karunga” he was deeply hurt by her accusations.
“Shiva mujhe pura yaaken hain ke tu mera illawa kissi ladki ke saath aisa nahi karega, par main toh panuti hun naa, mami ke behen ke beti, teri zindagi ke saabse badi musibat mujse peecha chudwana ke isse accha mauka kaha milta tuje, bas pata nahi kyu mera yeh dil maan he nahi raha ke tum era saath aise kar sakta hain,par maana lungi main isse bhi ke maa-papa, dev in sab ke tarah tub hi muje choddega.”
“Raavi kaisechod sakta hu tujhe main, bachpan se chewing gum ke tarah chipki padi hain meri zindagi se, apni shakal dekhi thi tune aise lag raha tha bas chilla degi, kaise khol deta tujhe, soocha un gadho se nipat lu fir saambhalunga tujhe utni dermein dev aur gaumbi aa gaye”
Shiva’s assurance felt like cold water on a hot summer day, it felt like life was returning to a dead body. She slowly looked at him with guilt in her eyes, he looked furious but she could see how hurt he had been because of her behavior.
“I am so sorry, please muje maaf karde Shiva, bina kuch sooche tuj par ye illjam lagadiye maine.”
“Baat sochne ke nahi bharose ke hoti hai Raavi, jo tune kabhi kara he nahi mujpe.” He said and went out of the room.
Raavi felt immensely guilty and vowed to earn his forgiveness.
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Thank you for all the love on my previous os I apologize for not being able to reply to all of you personally due to some issues.
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