I know I have a separate thread going on of all my OS on Shivi, but this time I want to write about the continuation of today's scene. I hope you all like it😉
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Raavi came out of her room massaging her head and looked around frowning slightly. Its just 10pm, is everyone already asleep?? She sighed and sat on the couch tensed. Shiva still doesn't come home, and she has no idea why but she's worried about him. She knows she shouldn't be. After all 5 days ago, he left her to die.
She closed her eyes tightly as she remembered what had happened 5 days ago. The way her Maasi was pleading with her to leave this home and Shiva and yet a part of her want to fight for her marriage. She's Shiva's wife, she just can't leave him like this, even though she tells him regularly that she doesn't like him or she hates him.
Raavi!! Kya baat hai?
Raavi opened her eyes startled as she heard Dhara bhabhi's tensed voice. She looked up and saw Bhabhi looking at her worried. Raavi took a deep breath and gave her a small smile.
Kuch nahi Bhabhi, bas sar dard hai thoda.
She told her and saw Bhabhi looking at her all concerned. At least she's not all alone here, even though Bhabhi loves Shiva, she's not forcing her to accept him anymore. And she can't thank her enough for that.
Tu rukk, main tere liye chai banakar laati hu.
Raavi nodded laying her head on the headrest of the couch. She has married Shiva on MaasaPa's insistence, and now she has no idea where this relation is going. Shiva literally hates her and she doesn't like him either. She just hopes they won't end up killing each other.
Itna mat soch, sab theek ho jayega.
Raavi sat up as soon as she heard Bhabhi's voice and saw her standing in front of her with a cup of tea. She took the cup from her and looked at her tensed. She always say that everything will be fine, but how and when??
Kaise bhabhi? Kaise theek hoga?
She asked and sighed as Bhabhi sat beside her with a slight smile.
Bharosa rakh raavi, dard jitna gehra hota hai na, uske hatne par khushi bhi utni hi gehri hoti hai.
Raavi shook her head as soon as she heard what Dhara said. She does agree with Bhabhi here but she can't see anything good happening in hers and Shiva's marriage.
Dhara!!
Bhabhi ran upstairs as soon as Gaumbi called her and Raavi took a sip of the tea smiling slightly. Sometimes she really feel that what if she married Dev in place of Shiva. Could there relation be as simple and beautiful as Gaumbi and bhabhi?
She shook her head as she realized that all that's a lost cause now. Dev loves Rishita and her life would have been a disaster if she had married dev. If Dev could go against his Bhabhi's wish for Rishita then she's sure he actually loves that girl very much.
She got up and moved towards the door sipping her tea. She wants some fresh air right now.
Tu pagal hai kya Shiva?
She stopped in her tracks as soon as she heard Dev's voice. She frowned and looked out of the door only to see Shiva and Krish sitting on the stairs while Dev is standing in front of Shiva almost irritated. What's going on??
She moved back slightly so that no one could see her.
Haan, hu main pagal. Khush?
Raavi almost rolled her eyes at Shiva's tone, but then she bend down slightly and saw the brothers from the gap in the door.
Meri toh samajh nahi aa raha, tu chhup kyu hai? Kyu sach nahi bol raha?
Raavi looked at Dev confused as she has no idea what he's talking about. Is there some problem that they're not telling the family members??
Kyu, suna nahi kya uss din tune sach? Bataya tha na uss chipkali ne, poore gharwalo ke saamne.
Raavi stilled in shock and grabbed the grills of the door tightly. She took deep breaths trying to control her anger. They're talking about their kidnapping day.
Shiva, tu bhi jaanta hai aur hum bhi, ki vo sach nahi tha. Bata abhi mujhe, baat kya thi?
She heard Dev's persisting voice and frowned slightly. Could it be possible, that there's something else too??
Kya karega jaankar? Mujhe kuch nahi batana.
Raavi sighed as Shiva snapped at Dev. She looked out and saw Krish putting his hand on Shiva's shoulder tensed.
Shiva, please, bol na.
Raavi gulped all tensed as she saw Shiva taking a deep breath. She really feels that he's going to tell the truth this time.
Raavi ne meri rope kholi, main door kholke bahar gaya tha ye dekhne ki saare gunde upar hi hai ya nahi.
Raavi looked away from the door all tensed at Shiva's voice. She doesn't want to remember that day, but still she can't forget it. She can't forget how Shiva left her among those goons.
Tune uski rope kyu nahi kholi?
Raavi sighed as soon as Dev asked that. She wants to know the truth too.
Kyuki wo hadd se jyada dari hui thi, kahi panic me kuch kar deti to lene ke dene padd jaate. Main wapas aa raha tha ki utne me unn gundo ke boss se meri haathapai ho gayi. Phir sab kuch itni jaldi hua ki kuch samajh hi nahi aaya. Uske paas gun thi, Usne gun chalayi bhi, but tab tak tum log aa gaye. Ladd hi to rahe the hum log gundo se, tab tak tu andar chala gaya, aur usko chhuda diya.
Raavi almost gasped aloud but put her hand on her mouth blinking her eyes rapidly to stop her tears. What the hell she did?? And why?? Everytime Shiva looked hurt when she told him that she hates him, yet she didn't stop. How could she do this with Shiva??
Tu raavi ko bata ye sab.
Raavi wiped her tears and looked out from the door as she heard Krish's voice.
Mujhe kisi ko kuch nahi batana.
Raavi sighed as soon as Shiva said that. Bhabhi was right, Shiva would never tell anyone about his wounds.
Par kyu Shiva? Usko misunderstanding hai to teri duty hai door karna.
She took a deep breath as she heard Dev's tensed voice but her tears refuse to stop, as she remember all the moments in last 5 days in which she hurt Shiva so much with such harsh words yet he said nothing.
Maine theka nahi leke rakha hai uska. Usko jo sochna hai soche, koi farq nahi padta mujhe.
She looked out again as soon as she heard Shiva's voice and saw Shiva looking away from Dev with a forlorn expression on his face. It's all her fault.
Yaar Shiva ye to soch, ki usey kaisa lag raha hoga, ki jiss insaan ke saath usey apni life spent karni hai usey uski jara bhi fikr nahi hai.
Raavi wiped her tears at Dev's words and looked at Shiva only to see his red eyes. Dev is wrong. He did care, may be that's why Shiva never said anything to her.
Usko bhi koi farq nahi padta hai Dev, agar padta to mujhse aake puchti, seedhe yu aake mujhpe iljaam nahi lagati.
She blinked her eyes at Shiva's expressions, she has never seen him like this. She put her hand on her mouth trying to be silent. But it's getting difficult for her. She wants to go out there and tell Shiva that she's sorry, she's very sorry, but Shiva deserves better apology. He was insulted in front of so many people, so he deserves the apology that way only.
Tu kaha ja raha hai?
She looked out startled at Krish's words and saw Shiva stopped in his tracks all of a sudden. Where's he going at this time of the night??
Aa jaunga thodi der se.
As soon as Shiva went away she came towards her room. She closed the door and sat on the makeshift mattress trying to calm herself, but is it even possible?? Time and again Shiva's hurt face came in front of her and she looks down crying her heart out.
She took a deep breath wiping her tears and called her maasi. She's a fighter, and she's going to fight.
Kya hua bacche?
Raavi sighed as she heard her Maasi's voice.
Kuch nahi Maasi, bas aap kal subah yaha aa jana.
She said and cut the call before anyone could say anything. She'll try her best to amend all this, but she's not going to force Shiva. If he wants he could punish her too.
She laid down on the bed and closed her eyes as she heard footsteps outside the room. After some time, the door opened and she turned around keeping her back towards Shiva. She'll break down right here right now if she keeps on looking at him. She closed her eyes again waiting for the next day. Either it will make her life or it will break her completely.
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Shiva came out of his room only to stop in his tracks as he saw everyone present in the hall along with his so called Mami and Mama. What's going on?? He saw Dev coming out with Rishita from his room and saw both of them looking ahead confused.
Maami? Aap yaha?
Dev asked and Shiva looked at everyone curiously. Last time when everyone were present here, it was for his insult ceremony by his own wife. Now what's today??
Raavi ne kaha yaha aane ko.
Shiva rolled his eyes irritated. Honestly even last night was weird as when he entered the room she was already asleep. Normally he had to hear some harsh words from her before going to sleep.
Par vo kyu bulayegi?
Gaumbi asked and they all turned around as soon as Raavi entered the hall. What does she want to say now?? Is there any other insult that he wants to throw at him??
Ab ye kya naya tamasha hai? Abhi bhi kuch reh gaya hai kehne ko?
He asked almost glaring at Raavi as soon as she stopped in front of him.
Kya baat hai Raavi?
He gritted his teeth as he heard his Mami's sugary sweet voice . He clenched his fists as Raavi came towards him and stood close to him.
I am sorry!!
Shiva's eyes widened at whatever she just said. What the hell!! She said sorry?? What's going on??
Raavi beta.
He heard his Maami's shocked voice and shook his head confused about whatever just happened. Was that even real??
Jo kuch bhi uss din kaha wo meri galatfehmi thi Maasi. Mujhe wo sab nahi kehna chahiye tha, main darr gayi thi aur dimag theek se nahi chal raha tha. Main kuch bhi bolti ja rahi thi. I am sorry.
Shiva looked away from her as he saw tears in her eyes. No matter how much he refuse, her tears affects him. He frowned slightly as he realized that why she didn't say anything to him last night. He looked towards Dev and glared at him.
Tune bataya na isey.
He asked and saw him looking at Raavi startled. Dev shook his head in a no and Shiva narrowed his eyes at him. Who else, could have told this all to Raavi?
Maine kuch nahi bola usse, meri to 2 din se dhang se baat nahi hui usse.
He looked at Raavi as soon as he heard all this from Dev and saw her nodding her head in yes. He glared at Krish and saw him shaking his head in a no. Shiva sighed and looked around at his whole family. She could have apologized in their room. Why are all these people here??
Ye sab bolne ke liye bulaya inn logo ko yaha pe?
He asked and saw Raavi looking down tensed. Now what??
Jab tujhe itna sunaya tha tab ye yahi par the, jab insult sabke saamne ki hai, to sorry bhi sabke saamne hi bolungi na?
Shiva took a deep breath and turned around trying not to smile at whatever she did. Honestly, he never took her words to heart, cause he knew she was too hurt to see the truth. But to do all this just to apologize to him?? That's weird.
Par galti teri bhi hai, tune kuch bola hi nahi.
Shiva rolled his eyes as soon as he heard what Raavi said. He turned around and looked at her raising his eyebrows. Who does she think he should have talked to?? Wall of his house??
Haan deewaro se bolna chahiye tha mujhe, kyuki tu to sunne ko taiyaar nahi thi.
He almost glared at her and saw her flinching back slightly. He shook his head and looked away from her.
Maine jo bhi bola gusse me bola tha. Sorry!!
Shiva nodded his head at her slightly as soon as she said that. She could see that she's genuinely sorry.
Yakeen hota na hai waise mujhe.
Shiva looked at his Maa as soon as he heard her and saw her looking towards them smiling proudly.
Ye iski parvarish tune hi ki hai? Pakka?
Shiva chuckled slightly as his mother taunted Maami and he came towards his room. No matter how she got to know, at least she would be in peace from now on and honestly, somewhere down the line, he was missing his maami ki behen ki beti. The same one who fights with him tooth and nails.
He turned around all of a sudden as he heard the latch of his room and saw Raavi looking at him tensed. Shiva shook his head as he realized one thing now. No matter how much they fight, they'll never do it in front of his family. He never saw Bhabhi and Gaumbi fighting in front of the family. They respect eac other too much to do that. And even if they don't have love and trust between them, he wants at least privacy and respect between them.
Shiva, I am sorry.
Shiva sighed shaking his head as soon as she said that. God knows till how long she'll keep on saying sorry.
Sunn, tujhe jo bolna hai jitni gaaliya deni hai de, par mere parivaar ke saamne nahi, unme se koi bhi mere khilaf kuch nahi sunega.
He told her and saw her nodding her head in yes. He frowned slightly as he remembered what she said to him in last 5 days.
Haan kamre me tu gaali deti reh, mujhe koi farq nahi padta hai.
He almost snapped at her and turned away from her. No matter how much he tried to run away but he knows the reality. He has always been the one who respects his relations. He knows she's his wife now. And this room reminds him of whatever she said. He closed his eyes tightly trying to forget everything.
Shiva came out of his thoughts as he felt a tug at his arm. He turned around almost irritated but before he could say anything she hugged him out of the blue and Shiva looked down at her stunned. What the!!
Sorry!!
He heard her breath near his neck and his heart started hammering loudly. He took a deep breath and wound his arm around her shoulder hesitantly. He felt her grip on his shirt tightened even more as soon as he hugged her back and smiled slightly.
Shiva!!
Shiva gulped slightly as he heard his name in her soft voice. He looked down at the same time she looked up and both of them stopped in their tracks and looked at each other startled as their faces are too close to each other. He raised his eyebrows to find out what she wants to say and saw her looking down with a light smile on her face. Damn!! He didn't know she could smile this beautiful. Shiva frowned at his weird thoughts and looked at Raavi again.
I don't hate you.
A smile came on his face automatically at her declaration and his hold tightened around her. This is what he wanted. An assurance that she doesn't actually hate him. He chuckled slightly as he remembered their banters before their marriage. He can't believe that unknowingly they completed all their rituals. They both put the haldi on each other first. He put the mehendi on her hand and he was the one who danced first with her at the sangeet ceremony.
He looked down and smirked at her slightly.
Karna chahiye.
He saw her slightly frown and smiled lightly at her curious look.
Kyuki tu abhi bhi mami ki behen ki beti hi hai.
He said softly and they both chuckled together at whatever he just said. He closed his eyes and they stood like this for some time. Shiva is feeling peace after so many days, and he's sure Raavi is at peace too.
He moved away from her but saw her body totally relaxed. Wait!! Is she asleep??
Oye!! So gayi?
He asked but there was no response. He sighed and picked her up in his arms. He put her down on their bedding and got up only to fell down on her as she pulled his hand. He looked down and saw her looking at him amused. What the hell!!
Dimag kharab ho gaya hai kya?
He snapped at her frowning slightly as he laid down on his pillow but looked down startled as Raavi moved close to him and put her head on his chest. What is she doing?? They're not sleeping like that, are they??
Ho hi gaya hai shayad, ab teri biwi jo ban gayi hu.
Shiva blinked his eyes almost tensed at whatever she just said. His mami ki behen ki beti, his wife? He took a deep breath at the sudden realization. They both were lost on the day of their marriage, but to accept this relation by heart?? This is scary.
Sunke bhi darr lag raha hai mujhe.
He said and heard her laugh. Okay!! He was not joking around, whatever he said was real. He's actually scared.
Hai na!! Na jaane ye life kaise kategi, wo bhi tere saath.
Shiva rolled his eyes as he heard her amused voice. He grabbed her waist and pulled her close to him and looked down only to see her looking at him with a slight smile. If not for his Bhabhi, then he would never had married this mad girl, but he has to accept she gave him peace today. And that is enough for now.
Bhabhi ke liye karna hai, kar lenge.
He said and saw her rolling her eyes. They both looked at each other for sometime without any expressions but then both sighed and burst out laughing. Raavi hugged him again and he put his arm around her shoulder. Their life is going to be interesting, and he's almost excited about the journey now that she's going to be his partner in this.
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That's it. Hope you all liked it. See you soon
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