MishBir TS : Mere Liye Tum Kaafi Ho (Epilogue- Page 2)

Part 1

Hey Guys, so here's a two shots story of Mishbir based on the first promo of surrogacy where Mishti had asked Kuhu to be her and Abir's surrogate. 

My writing style in this story is little different because I had not planned to publish it, I had just narrated it to my friends in group chat. So hope you all will like it.

Happy Reading

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Abir woke up to see his beautiful wife sleeping beside him, after so many days they are sleeping so close to each other, mishti finally overcame her fears because the guilt that had been eating her up was gone.

Mishti was smiling in her sleep making Abir smile too, he just caressed his wife's cheek which widened her smile.

He kissed her cheek and started caressing it in order to wake her up.

After trying for sometime his baby wife finally opened her doe shaped eyes and Abir just couldn't help but wonder how both Mishti and their baby will look together sleeping in the morning beside him.

His baby wife and their own baby, this thought widened his smile. Mishti who was staring at his handsome morning face raised her brows asking why he's smiling like this. Abir shook his head and greeted her, she gave him her beautiful smile and greeted back.

Abir just took her in his arms and laid for some more minutes on bed, feeling the content that he always wanted to feel.

The motherly warmth surrounded Mishti as Abir take care of her just like a mother and spoils her just like a father. After sometime they got out of the bed and got ready for the day, it was Gokul ashtami his partner's and Mishti's Kanhaji's bday.

Abir decided to talk to mishti about his dream of having their own child today, he always wanted that, craving for a father's love from childhood made him realize what the pain feels like when you don't get the love you always wanted. He had promised his partner that he would always Love his child and would give him everything he deserves and he knew that mishti would understand after all she's his angry chorni, she has suffered from that pain too. He smiled looking at little Krishna's idol feeling overwhelmed imagining a child in his and Mishti's lap just like his Kanhaji

He took a deep breath and went to get ready. He dressed as Kanhaji because it was decided that mishbir will do raas leela on Krishna Janm utsav.

When Abir came out side his eyes just got stuck seeing his angry chorni dressed in white color ghaghara choli, he was sure that radha rani would have looked like this only, the innocence the smile that made kanha fall in Love with her. Mishti when saw Abir dressed up as Kanha she got mesmerised, suddenly she started feeling overwhelmed seeing reflection of her kanhaji in Abir

She realised that Abir always did the things for her which she prayed to her kanhaji which she asked from kanhaji

Her throat got clogged up as she got emotional realising this beautiful truth of her life. Abir reaching her smiled at her which she reciprocated with little bit of gratitude and lots of Love. Abir as always understood her inner feelings and side hugged her, reassuring her that he's always there for her. They started the celebration after badi maa called them. They both danced on Wo Kisna Hain song. 

Abir and Mishti look charismatic, Abir playing flute and Mishti dancing around him all lost in his love. Mishti was dancing around Abir and Abir was playing flute both lost in their mystical divine world.

But suddenly Mishti's leg slips and her body got hit with the wooden table kept in the hall and this time also her abdomen hit the table. She screamed as this time the pain was unbearable. 

All got shocked and Abir got numb hearing her scream, they all rushed towards her. Abir was the first one to reach, picking mishti in his arms he rushed to hospital, mishtis blood crudling scream is making him scared like hell. Her cries were giving chill down the spine. Mishti was taken inside and Abir just sat down on the chair outside the room. He was crying silently, all other family members haven't reached yet

After sometimes doctor came outside. She informed that mishti is fine just the corner hit her really hard so little injured from outside, though doctor's words gave relief to family Abir was not satisfied with the tone.

She asked Mishti's husband to come with her. Abir got cold feet hearing this. He followed the doc and she asked his permission to test her abdominal area from inside too just to make sure that there's no internal injury. Abir told her that Mishti had fell 2 Times before too on her abdomen but the pain got vanished soon so he didn't thought that there could be something serious. Doctor asked him not to get worried and just let her check first.

Doc after taking permission went away to do the check up and Abir feeling tremendous amount of pain in his heart went to bade Papa. When bade papa saw him he knew that something is wrong, he felt fear gripping in his heart for his daughter Mishti but seeing Abir's condition he just hugged him tightly, he realised that for now his son needs him.

Both men cried silently in each other embrace, gaining strength to fight for the woman they love with all heart.

After sometime doc again called Abir, seeing docs serious face Abir's heart constricted a little, he was hoping against hope that doc will say everything is fine, but he knew that something is definitely wrong

Doc took a deep breath and asked Abir to sit, seeing fear in his eyes she sighed. Taking a deep breath again, she started explaining him about the result of the test reports, at last his patience ended and he directly asked about the result, he asked to just tell him clearly what's wrong. Doc took a deep breath and started saying acc to mishtis medical history she has already been a trauma patient from childhood and she recovered from it but again somehow it got triggered few months ago, the stress, constant tension made her body's immunity weak and the meds she took further made her body more weak as her body started depending on meds, when her abdomen got hit 2-3 times it caused internal bleeding but her body didn't got recovered from it on it's own because of the weak immunity and it caused damage in that part, by taking treatment the abdominal area will get heal but there's very less chance for her to conceive now.

Abir's head started hurting less, he felt relieved hearing that his Mishti is fine, but his heart constricted realizing that he's never gonna be a father again. His all dreams got shattered, he started loosing hope, tears started forming in his eyes. He closed his eyes tightly to stop the pain gripping his heart. 

When his angry chorni's face flashed in front of him, he opened his eyes in shock, how would he handle her, she'll again start blaming herself, her dreams got shattered too.

His hands started shivering and then he noticed his hope, the rope of hope which his Mishti had tied in his hand today morning, he reaclled what she had said "Abir jab bhi main hope kho dungi na, mujhe yaad bhi nahi rahega rope of hope ke bare mein, isliye ise tum apne paas rakho and jab bhi main hope khou iska ek sira tum khud mere haatho mein dena, taaki mujhe yaad rahe ki main kabhi hopeless feel kar hi nahin sakti,kyuki meri hope to tum ho and tum humesha mere saath rahoge"

Abir wiped the tears flowing down from his eyes. He took a deep breath, he just can't loose hope, he's Mishti's hope, how can he be hopeless, he have to be strong for mishti.

Abir then asked doc that if she had told mishti about this, the doc denied but suggested Abir to inform mishti soon about it as they've to start treatment soon

Abir nodded and decided to tell mishti after reaching home. No one knows what is wrong and bade papa knows something is wrong but he's also not aware of whole situation. They all reached Rajvansh house and badi maa took mishti to her room followed by Abir, bade papa, parul and Meenakshi. 

Abir insisted everyone else to go to their room and rest everyone agreed except Meenu and Parul as they wanted to make sure that mishti is fine 

After spending some time with mishti making sure that everything is fine all left, bp before leaving gave a look of assurance to Abir, he knew something is troubling his son but he trust Abir enough to handle this and he knew that Abir will tell him if anything gets out of hands.

After everyone left Abir looked at mishti who had been looking at him with painful eyes, Abir got shocked seeing this, when he opened his mouth to ask what's wrong the words got stuck in his mouth hearing Mishti "Maine tumhe firse disappoint kar diya na Abir. I broke your dream."

Abir didn't expected that, he knew that she'll blame herself again and that's why he wanted her to tell all this in his own ways so that it would pain her less, how the hell she got to know about this was the only question echoing in his mind.

He just pulled her and crushed her in his arms, today he can't treat her like delicate flower because he knows that today this amazing woman of his life is loosing hopes again, she's on a verge to destroy herself and he's not gonna let this happen.

Mishti was crying loudly, wailing screaming but the thing that pain his heart that she was trying to push him away, trying to get out of his embrace, but how could he let that happen, after all he's Ajeeb Rajvansh of his angry chorni, as ziddi as her. He didn't let her go, he could never do that. She's his lifeline.

After trying and trying she finally stopped getting tired of pushing him away, getting tired of fighting, she just cried on his chest letting out her grief, her sorrows, her fear, her insecurities and everything. Abir just let her cry holding her tightly in his arms. The night passed without any exchange of words, the silence spoke, grief spoke. Abir cried too, he can't see her like this, blaming herself for breaking his dreams is so not acceptable to him. Deciding to talk to her in morning he just let her weep, caressing her head all time providing the support she needed. 

Next Morning

Abir woke up and saw Mishti sleeping in his arms, resting her head on his chest and wrapping her arms around him holding him like a baby, he smiled lightly but that also got vanished seeing the tear marks on her cheek, he looked up at his partner with just one question in his mind "why always her, everytime, why her?"

He caressed her head and made her lie properly on the bed, he sighed seeing her red face, he has to talk with her soon. After getting freshen up he came outside and saw the sight which made his heart constrict. 

Mishti was crying holding the little idol of Lord Krishna to her heart. He remembered when he had given it to her, the blushy face the shining eyes, her face had brightened like a newly wed bride when he had told her about his wish and promise to partner and now...

Abir wiped the tears and came near her, sitting on the bed he took that idol from her hand and stared at it with longing and pain. When he heard mishti crying and apologizing to him he just looked at the little idol of baal gopal with complaint filled eyes

He said looking at the idol "Kamaal hain na partner, jab bhi main ye sochta hu ki mujhe meri angry chorni waaaps mil gayi tabhi aap kuch aisa kar dete ho jisse meri angry chorni mujhse fir se dur chali jaati hai, jitni baar main sochta hu ki ab main apni angry chorni ko khush rakhunga utni baar mera waada toot jaata hai kyuki koi nayi museebat aa jati hai, main har baar ummeed baandhta hu ki ab apni angry chorni ke upar koi museebat nahi aane dunga par har baar use musibat ka saamna akele karna padta hai, aakhir kyu"

Mishti was crying more listening all this, Abir was voicing out his inner turmoil for the first time, Yes he has shared his fears, his insecurities, but this is new, he never told her about his feelings, what he was going through seeing her like this.

She knows that he loves her too much and his dream will always be secondary when it comes to her but what about her, how could she ignore the fact that she's the reason he can't fulfil his dream, for her Abir and his everything will be her first priority.

Abir looked at her while she was crying lowering her head. The demons of their past life, the emotional baggage they always carry was not allowing them to fight further for their present and future. They were feeling weak now. Abir placed the kanhaji's idol in Mishti's hand and just stood up to leave not able to handle the sight of crying mishti.

But The rope of hope which was tied in Abir's hand got stuck to kanhaji's idol kept in Mishti's hand.

Kanhaji didn't allowed Abir to go away from her. 

Abir looked back and found the rope of hope stuck in kanhaji's flute, he smiled a little, his partner never fails to amuse him. He knows how to give him his strength back. He again came closer to bed, and sat there, untangling the rope of Hope he wiped mishtis tear, he'll not go away, he would never do that.

He know her, every single cell of her, he knows that she's the most selfless person and she'll not think twice before giving up her life too for him. It's one of the qualities of her that he fell in love with then how could it bother him now. She always said that she's dependent on him emotionally, her eyes speaks volumes. He knew all of this and it's not going to change he knows that too.

He just have to help her in overcoming this phase of her Life, he can't change her and he don't want to, he just need to make sure that this quality of hers doesn't harm herself. He just took her in his arms and patted her back gaining the confidence he lost before. He'll make everything fine, he's sure now.

Abir after consulting doc started with the treatment, Mishti was scared to inform family this time as she knows that maa will not like it at all, probably she'll start hating her again. 

And the situation also was not in favour of her as everytime she tried to talk with Meenakshi the topic reaches to baby and how Meenakshi can't wait to be daadi

Family pressure that she's experiencing now is worse as there's nothing in her hand, she can't do anything about it and it is the most helpless situation

One day when she was in the hospital for her treatment doc informed that she's recovering but speed is very slow which are decreasing the chances further. Mishti started loosing Hopes again, Abir was not there too because of some emergency at NGO. She just sat down on one of the chair outside doctor's room feeling tired.

After taking some time to relax she again got up to leave when her eyes fell on the brochure. She picked it up and started reading, the title was"Surrogacy"

She gulped down reading the information. This was just too much for her. She just cant see her and Abir's child growing in some other woman's womb. It'll be painful, it'll be real pain.

She just put the brochure in her purse not wanting to dwell on that topic anymore.

Reaching home she entered her room and just hugged her Ajeeb Rajvansh who had been sitting on the bed. Abir just held her in his arms comforting her. They always do that after returning from hospital, her sitting on his lap and holding his shirt tightly gaining strength and him comforting her while caressing her hairs.

Their days were passing like this but Mishti was getting restless, she knows Abir don't care about his dream now as she's most important to him but she can't get it out of her mind. The glowing face he had when he had told her about his dream... Mishti wanted to fulfil every dream of his but the situation was not allowing her.

One Day when she was entering inside the room coming early from docs appointment a heart breaking site welcomed her. Abir on his knee staring at the little doll in his hand tears flowing down from his eyes

She knows about the doll, Ketu had similar one, Abir had made it for her, it was a doll made of soil and he himself had painted it. He had made two dolls and when she had asked that why two, he had answered that when he was small he had decided to give that doll to his wife but when he grew up he realised that this plan is silly so he'll give this doll to his daughter.

Mishti started crying, she can't do this, she can't break Abir's dream like this, just then her eyes fell on the brochure, call it impulsive or heat of the moment but she made her decision. She can't stand Abir's tear and for that she'll do whatever there's in her hand. Her breath got increase seeing Kuhu in front of her, she was not thinking calmly, she knows she don't want to do that but she still started walking towards her, just Abir's face filled with longing and eyes filled with tears was in her mind

Standing in front of Kuhu she asked the question she never had wanted to ask. She never had wanted this to happen. She asked her sister to be hers and Abir's surrogate. Kuhu's shocked reaction was expected, her calling this idea rediculous was justified but Mishti was not in her normal state.

She knew she don't want this, somewhere in her heart she was glad that Kuhu denied but the disappointed face of Abir was still in her mind. She was in trance and keeping rock on her heart she again opened her mouth to ask but got numb hearing Abir's loud voice from behind

Turning around she saw rage in those expressive eyes, his eyes were red She knew she did a grave mistake, her heart beat was running faster, Kuhu excused herself not wanting to get involve in this, Mishti gulped and tried to control her shivering form

Abir was breathing fire, he was not able to believe Mishti said something like that, he didn't had any idea that these type of thoughts are running in Mishti's mind.

TBC...

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Part 2

Abir was breathing fire, he was not able to believe Mishti would think something like that, not caring about sounds of Mishti who's calling him from behind he just stormed inside the room. His anger is at it peak.

He would not have been that upset if Mishti would have taken this decision thinking about herself. He would've been considerate but he knows his Mishti, he knows that her every decision will be for him, for his happiness and she would take any amount of pain to give him his happines.

But this is insane, she's ready to give her motherhood to some other woman that too her sister who never considered her sister, who always berated her. How could she think of asking Kuhu for giving home to their baby. Leave Kuhu how could she think about letting any woman carry their precious in her womb for 9 months.
This whole idea is absurd, why she has to fall so week.

He was in his thoughts, trying to control his anger when felt two arms wrapping around his body from behind.  Any other day he would've melted but today his rage is getting the worst out of him. Untangling Mishti's arms he moved forward taking deep breath, he don't want to scold her, reprimand her, she's already going through so much, he want to explain her calmly.

Mishti was feeling scared for the first time standing in front of her Ajeeb Rajvansh who's not ready to even face her, gathering some courage she tried to explain Abir her point of view "Abir please, Meri baat to suno, I know maine jo kiya wo galat tha but main bas tumhe khush dekhna chahti thi, I wanted your dreams to get fulfilled"

Abir lost his patience hearing this, the anger he was trying to control got resurfaced. Turning towards Mishti he looked at her with blood red eyes.

Mishti gasped seeing the sight in front of her, shiver ran down her spine. She had never seen Abir this much angry. His eyes are red, nostrils flared. A stern look on his face and jaws clenched. She knew she did a grave mistake by saying these words. Abir is damn angry now.

Abir started taking slow steps towards her and for the first time she's stepping back afraid what he'll do. She knows that he'll never hurt her but the rage in his eyes made her heart shiver, she's feeling goosebumps all over her body. She never realised when she reached the wall beside the bed.

Abir was not in the state of mind to notice her scared form, Yes he's angry on her but more than angry he's hurt, he's hurt from her.

Would she never believe that he'll be happy only if she'll be happy. He can't be a father that's the fact but she can't be a mother too, the most beautiful feeling that a woman feels is snatched away from her, is this not the pain, man becomes father when child comes into the world but a woman becomes  mother 9 months before that. Why can't she understand that he is capable of understanding her pain, why she thinks that he can't bear this when she's doing exactly the same thing.

His anger is increasing, his hurt is increasing because she's not ready to be happy, she's not ready to live a pain free life. He's angry on her because she's hurting herself.

Reaching to the wall he caged her by keeping both the hands on walls either side of her. His eyes were depicting the pain and disappointment he's feeling.

Mishti lowered her head when Abir leaned towards her. Her body was shivering lightly.

Abir leaned more closer so that his face is directly in front of her face. He notices Mishti's shivering form but today he's not going to stop, today he's going to voice out how much she hurted him.

Leaning more closer so much that now his breath is touching her face, he dangerously whispered "Kya tumhare liye mera pyaar kaafi nahi hai Mishti".

This question caught her off-guard, she expected him to reprimand her for her stupidity but his tone, his voice made her realize that he's very hurt and the reason is she only.

She slowly raised her head and the rage and pain in his eyes is not reduced a bit. She shook her head lightly and opened her mouth to say something but Abir didn't allowed her.

He was in no mood to listen what she wanted to say as he already knows that, she decided to do this because of him, she wanted him to fulfill his every dream and for that she can take any amount of pain. But the thing that is irking him is she's not ready to understand that she's more important to him than every dream of his. Dreams can or cannot become reality, but she's his reality. His beautiful reality which he never wanted to loose. She's his constant, his life's only constant. He dares to dream, to look up for next day because he's sure that she'll be with him. Why can't she understand that....Why????

He banged his one hand on the wall thinking about this, while Mishti got startled by his action and again lowered her head.

Abir saw this and clutched Mishti's both arms by his hands and pulled her closer.

"Tum kyu nahi samajhti yaar, kyu nahi samjhti ye baat ki mere liye tumse zyada important kuch nahi hai, mere sapne bhi nahi, main sapne dekhe taaki main unhe tumhare saath pura kar saku naaki isliye ki bas mere sapne pure ho, tum ho ya na ho. Mishti meri life mein bas ek tum ho jisne kabhi mujhe choda nahi, main sabko pamper karta hu aur tum mujhe pamper karti ho, main sabko samjhta hu aur tum mujhe samajhti ho. I know Mishti humara baby agar aata to hum bahut khush hote, humari life humari family complete hoti, but abhi bhi kaunsa akele hai Mishti, humari family, humari life humare baby ke bina adhuri hi sahi par hum to hai na, ek dusre ke saath milkar us adhurepan ko mita denge, time lagega kyuki abhi ghaav naya hai, use theek hone ka samay to do. Tumhe mujhpe Itna bhi trust nahi hai kya, I love you Mishti and Mere Liye Tum Kaafi Ho"

Mishti was crying and so was Abir, she trust him she love him and that's why she don't want him to compromise, sobbing softly she looked up and said while looking in his eyes "Abir main tumpe trust karti hu, I really love you and that's why I don't want you to compromise, I don't want you to settle for less, Mai nahi chahti ki tum is dard se..."

But she was not able to complete, feeling a jerk she stumbled few feets away from him. Shockingly she looked at him and found his hands in tight fist knuckles white, he was gritting his teeth and all the anger resurfaced which was gone few minutes ago.

She gulped and got startled hearing his shout "Just shut up Mishti, today you proved that you think my love is weak, Aaj tumne mujhe bahut hurt kiya hai Mishti, you don't want me to compromise, you don't want me to settle for less, what are you doing ha, tum nahi compromise kar rahi, kya tumhe maa ban ne ki iccha nahi hai, kya tum nahi tadap rahi us dard se, but tum compromise kar sakti ho, tum accept kar sakti ho ise as it's your fate, but main nahi kar sakta, kyu ha... aakhir kyu"

Mishti gulped seeing him red in anger, she tried to say but he again cut her off

"Tum humesha bhul jaati ho ki hum one unit hai, why can't you believe that just like you can't see me in pain even I can't see you in pain, tumhe aisa hi lagta hai na ki tum jitna mujhse pyaar karti ho main utna nahi karta"

She shook her head vigorously, denying everything he's saying, she never thought about him like that, his love that he has for her is the most purest and strongest feeling in the world. But Abir was in no mood to see or listen anything, he's frustrated with everything and the mere thought that Mishti thinks that his love is not enough is making him crazy like hell.

He again shouted seeing her shaking his head, denying him "to kyu nahi trust karti mere pyaar par, agar tumhari kismat mein nahin hai maa ban na to iska matlab meri bhi kismat mein baba ban na nahi hai, humari kismat judi hui hai Mishti humari aatmaayein Judi hui hai to kyu hum dono is baat ko accept nahi kar sakte,kyu har baar kisi ek ki khushi ke liye hum ek ko dukhi kare, kyu tum nahi samjhti ki nahi dekh sakta main tumhe dard mein yaar jaise tum mujhe nahi dekh sakti"

Mishti's sob increased, she realised that today she hurted him the most by not sharing her pain with him, to protect him from that pain she neglected the power of his love.

Abir for the first time is not in his senses, he never raised his voice but today he's beyond frustrated because his Mishti, the girl who understand every single thing of his is not ready to understand his feelings. He just don't know what else to do so that he can stop her from hurting herself.

Not able to control his anger he started moving out, he just can't be here right now, he don't want to scold Mishti now, he have to settle his thoughts before confronting her again.

As he was moving out he felt two arms wrapping around her from behind caging him not allowing him to move further.

Her small body frame was clinging tightly his large body frame from behind, her small arms wrapped around his body tightly clutching his chest not allowing him to move further. She was crying resting her head on his back.

Abir was crying too, it's not that she's so strong to cage him but her love is tooo strong to never let him go away from her. He lowered his head sobbing hardly.

Both the pure soul are crying out their pain today, even the darkness of night was scared to enter the room feeling scared that it'll hurt them more, the moonlight was raining tonight in their room.

Mishti after sometime came in front of him, his head was still lowered, because of their adorable height difference Mishti was able to see his eyes and the precious tears in it, she cupped his face and he closed his eyes stubbornly lowering his head more not wanting to give in so easily.

The expression on his face resembled a cute kid who is faking anger so his parents would give more attention to him.

A small smile broke out on Mishti's face seeing this, she spotted a stool nearby and pulled it in front of him.

Standing up on stool she again cupped his face and pulled his face upward, hid eyes were still closed.

She moved towards his face and her lips touched his forehead, she kept it like that making him feel how much she love his love for her, how much she respect his trust on her.

Abir felt blissful, her lips on his forehead made him feel alive, just one gesture of love from her calmed the storm inside him. He relished the touch of her petal like lips on his forehead gasping the feeling.

When she withdrawal he opened his eyes Mishti's heart skipped a beat seeing so much innocence in his eyes,one minute he was a man angry on his wife and next he turned out into a child seeking assurance from his love. The child inside this man is the most adorable thing for her, that makes him different from rest of the world as he still has that innocence and non egoistic attitude in him.

His eyes were looking at her with so much expectations that she just want to hug him tightly and protect him from the whole world. The love she is seeing in his eyes is so pure that she just want to take him away from this selfish world which don't deserve him.

The tears were continuously flowing from his eyes which Mishti didn't liked at all,  looking in his eyes she said "tumhara pyaar mere liye Kanhaji ka aashirwad hain Ajeeb Rajvansh, kabhi ye mat kehna ki tumhara pyaar mere liye kaafi nahi hai, bas ek tumhara pyaar hi to hai jiski wajah se ab tak jee rahi hu, life mein itni problems hone ka bawajood ladti rahi jeeti rahi is hope ke saath ki ek din sab thik hoga, Kanhaji mujhe bhi wo khushiyaan denge jo sabko mili. Par jab tum meri life mein aaye tab mujhe samajh mein aaya ki main Kanhaji ki favourite hu tabhi to unhone mujhe wo sab de diya tumhare roop mein jo maine kabhi expect bhi nahi kiya tha. Itna pyaar, itna sammaan, tumhari dosti ka sukoon, tumhari mohobbat ka junoon sab kuch tumhare aane se mujhe mila. Mera har din shuru tumse hota hai aur khatam tum par hota hai".

Abir was overwhelmed listening this, it's not like he didn't knew that, he knew how she feels for him, how important he's to her but today it's different, he always knew what she feels for him but he wanted assurance that she also knows what he feels for her.

He felt her lips on his cheeks, sucking his tears. He wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her more closer, clutching her tightly to him. She was mumbling sorry while kissing his tears, wiping it from his cheeks.

He buried his face in her chest, hugging her tightly. Mishti also wrapped his arms around him, caressing his hairs with one hand and rubbing his back with another.

"I know meri surrogacy ki baat ne tumhe bahut hurt kiya aur ye baat bhi sach hai ki tumhe khushi dene ke chakkar mein main ye bhul gayi ki tum mujhe dard mei nahi dekh sakte, but I promise aaj ke baad aisa kabhi nahi hoga kyuki main tumhare pyaar par sabse zyada bharosa karti hu Abir and Tum Bhi Mere Liye Kaafi Ho"

He came out of her embrace and looked at her, his gaze made her toes curl, his gaze was so intense that she lowered her head feeling too shy to look into his eyes. The transformation of him from man to child and again to man is making her heart jump out from rib cage, it's like she's on a roller coaster ride of emotions. One minute she was coaxing him like a mother does with her child and other minute she's shying away from him like a woman from her man.

Meri adhoori kahaani
Lo daastaan bann gayi

He came forward wrapping his arms around her waist pulling her so much closer that their breaths are touching each other faces. Pulling her head little down he kissed her forehead making her sigh at the content she felt in his heart

Ho Tune chhuaa aaj aise
Main kya se kya ban gaya

He lifted her up in bridal style making her wrap her arms around his neck and started moving towards bed.

Sehme huey sapne mere haule-haule angdaiyaan le rahe
Thehre huey lamhe mere nayi-nayi gehraiyaan le rahe

Gently he made her lie down on bed and leaned towards her making her close her eyes. His face was parallel to hers, by one hand he traced her facial structure making her breath heavily. His finger reached her lips and caressed it making her heartbeats faster. Kissing her forehead again he whispered in his oh so loving voice "I love you Angry Chorni".

Mishti opened her eyes and just then he kissed her lips making her close her eyes again.

Zindagi ne pehni hai muskaan
Karne lagi hai itna karam kyun na jaane

His lips were slowly moving on hers, sucking every part of it. He was relishing her petal like lips and she's relishing the way his lips are loving hers. Tears of content formed in their eyes

Karvat lene lage hai armaan phir bhi hai
Aankh num kyun naa jaane O Saiyyan...

And the night was filled with passion and intense love making, they became one in every sense. Yes God didn't gave them the previlige to bring a life on earth but that's because maybe he has planned something more beautiful than that for them....

End

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So beautiful written 😍😍😍 u describe every emotion so nicely. Honestly I expected dis kind of track from d show. I wanted to see dis kind of angst between them. 

Thank you for writing it down so nicely. I would imagine rheshah acting dis out. Dey would kill it with their powerful performance

This is so beautiful❤️

When did you write this Vaishu? This is his the issue should have been addressed! Alas! We didn’t get it!

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So beautiful written 😍😍😍 u describe every emotion so nicely. Honestly I expected dis kind of track from d show. I wanted to see dis kind of angst between them. 

Thank you for writing it down so nicely. I would imagine rheshah acting dis out. Dey would kill it with their powerful performance

Thanku so much 

Glad you liked it, even I had hoped for this type of track but of course itv cvs are itv cvs

So true 🤗

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This is so beautiful❤️

Thanku so much🤗

Originally posted by: abhilashasharma

When did you write this Vaishu? This is his the issue should have been addressed! Alas! We didn’t get it!

Mera to jab man kar deta hai main likh deti hu😆, glad you liked it🤗

Epilogue

Waking up had never been so beautiful, her man's arms clutching her tightly to himself. His naked self embracing hers, their breath synchronizing together. She had never thought that pain can be sweet too, the way she felt when Abir  broke the last barricade which was stopping them from becoming one, the heights of pleasure she experienced it was indescribable. 

She laid in his arms only, staring at him with all the love she has for him. Taking her hand she started caressing his face, her finger was tracing the five o clock subtle of his. A sudden eruption of love took place in her heart, overflowing emotions which she was not able to control. He's the man who loved the child inside her, the girl inside her, the woman inside her. He completed her in every senses and in the most pleasurable and beautiful way. Tracing his lips memories of night started flashing in front of her eyes, how this set of lips ravished her, the way his lips didn't just touched her body but soul too. Every kiss was so surreal that she almost cried in happiness. She blushed looking at the hickeys he gave her last night, closing her eyes feeling that moment again. 

That's how he found her when opened his eyes, touching the area where he bite last night with closed eyes. He smiled seeing this, she's feeling those moments but he knows that its not needed, there are many more to come and he promised himself that every moment will be more passionate than previous ones. After all if his love for her increases day by day so desire to feel her love would increase too.

With a naughty smile he came on top of her making her open her eyes. She blushed seeing the naughty smile on his face. He kissed her wishing her good morning. She closed her eyes feeling him caressing the hickeys he gave last night. A beautiful smile spread on her face hearing him saying "Waking up with you in my arms makes me feel the luckiest man earth, thank you for coming in my life Mishti"

The way he took her name in his husky voice made her toes curl. She was feeling myriad of emotions, too overwhelmed to say anything she just hugged him tightly, silently expressing her feelings to him and as always he understood.

Wrapped in each other's love cocoon they prepared themselves for facing the outside world, they knew there's no escape, if they've to live with each other they've to live in this world which is filled with people who can judge them at every phase of their life, who can question them about every decision they would take, but all of it is worth it because they'll live together.

As expected the morning brought storm in Rajvansh house. With Kuhu telling Meenakshi that Mishti asked her to be her surrogate things got out out of control for Mishti and Abir, all started questioning them. Mishti got scared, now the truth will come out that she can't give heir to family, she's scared of Maa's reaction, she knew that again she's going to get blamed for being Mishti Agarwal, daughter of two person who don't know family values, who don't know what being trustworthy is, she is cursed daughter of a murderer.

Shiver ran down her spine thinking about all this, she was going to start blaming herself again when she felt a hand in hers. Looking up she saw her man's eyes pleading her, PLEADING! why would he do that, because he knew she'll again start blaming herself, she'll again break his heart by doing that, the realization dawned on her and suddenly she felt regaining all the mental and physical energy which was draining before. She can't disappoint Abir now, not after he told her how much hurt he could be if she didn't valued his love, if she didn't valued herself. And then she decided to fight for their love, to fight for herself. Clutching his hand tightly she nodded looking in his eyes, giving him assurance that she's not going to fall weak this time. A small smile appeared on Abir's face understanding that his Angry Chorni is back, back to protect their small world of love.

They took deep breath preparing themselves to fight for their love against their own family AGAIN. They told them everything about their condition, from Mishti's conceiving problem to her already started treatment. Everyone was shocked hearing this, so much was happening with two of the members of their family and they were not aware at all. All felt little guilty as they didn't gave much heed to Abir and Mishti's lost self, their painful eyes, well all except Meenakshi Rajvansh. She was shocked but she didn't felt slight ounce of pain for her daughter in law, instead she started thinking options, options to bring her family's heir tothe world, with or without Mishti. 

Abir glanced at his mother and seeing her lost self he sighed, nobody knows his mother better than him. He knows what's going on in her mind. he tucked Mishti's hand making her look at him, she frowned seeing his determined face, what's going on in his mind, she thought. 

He started moving towards Meenakshi taking Mishti along. They stood in front of her hand in hand. Meenakshi's gaze fell on their joint hands and she gave a disappointed look to Abir. Abir took a deep breath to calm down his nerves. He don't want his mother to degrade his wife again, they had have enough.

Staring right into her eyes he spoke "Maa aapka beta Abir is ghar ko uska asli waaris nahi de sakta aur ye baat aap jitni jaldi samajh jaaye utna accha hoga". Meenakshi gritted her teeth and spoke angrily "Mera beta nahi uski patni is ghar ko uska asli waaris nahi de sakti".

He sighed listening the most expected words from her mouth "Maa main aur Mishti alag nahi hai, aur hum dono is ghar ko uska asli waaris nahi de sakte, humne apni khushiyaan humesha ek dusre mein dhundhi hai, socha tha baccha hoga to uske saath apni khushiyaan baatenge par bhagwaan ko kuch aurhi manzoor tha, unhone  hume vo karne ka mauka nahi diya, par abhi bhi hum ek dusre ke saath hai, apni har khushi aur gam baantnein ke liye".

Meenakshi was breathing fire, "Ye sab kitaabi baaton se zindagi nahi chalti Abir, tumhe tumhara naam, tumhara vansh aage badhana hai aur uske liye tumhara apna khoon, tumhara apna baccha hona zaruri hai". 

Abir chuckled at her words and said in sarcastic tone "Aapke liye humara baccha vansh aage badhaane ka zariya hota maa par mere aur Mishti ke liye wo humara ansh hota, humare dil ka tukda, jo mere aadhe dil aur mishti ke aadhe dil ko jodkar banta, hum bikhar jaate maa par use bikharne nahi dete, vo humari jaan hota. Mishti par ilzaam lagane se pehle soch lena maa aap us bacche ki dadi banti par Mishti us bacche ki maa banti, apne khoon se seechti use, nau mahine apne pet mein sambhaalkar rakhti puri duniya se bachakar, use khaane ka man nahi karta par apne bacche ko bhuka na rakh ne ke liye khaati, uske liye har dard sehen karti, aap bhi ek maa hai mujhe us duniya mein laane ke liye aapne bahut dard saha, Mishti bhi sehti. Trust me maa agar Mishti ke bas mein hota na to wo kabhi bhi us ghar par aanch nahi aane deti jaha uska baccha nau mahine uske saath rehta". Mishti was crying leaning on Abir's shoulder, he was holding her arms tightly giving her support, consoling her silently. He knows his words are hurting Mishti, she's feeling that painful void, but he has no other option, he want everyone to understand Mishti's pain and not concentrate on theirs. For once he want his family to think about the selfless soul standing beside him leaning on him, who had done everything for their happiness.

"Maa mere liye mera vansh badhna important nahi hai, mera naam koi yaad rakhe na rakhe mera kaam humesha aage badhna chahiye, besahara logon ka sahaara dena apni property apne bacche ke naam pe transfer karne se zyada important hai. And I am hundred percent sure mera aur Mishti ka NGO humara Aasha Kiran kabhi humara naam dubne nahi dega, khushiyon ke kiran humesha sabki life mein laata rahega, hum ho ya na ho."

Everyone has tears in their eyes listening to him, only after this they came out of their guilt trip and started realizing from what Mishti and Abir are going through, their pain is at its peak and nobody is at fault , its all just FATE.

Mishti smiled a little while wiping her tears, she was so right when she said that she's Kanha Ji's favorite. Keeping her other hand on Abir's hand which is resting on hers she said to Meenakshi in confident voice "I am sorry Maa ki main aapko is ghar ka waaris nahi de paayi par Abir ne sahi kaha agar mere bas mein hota to main kabhi bhi apne bacche ke ghar ko chot nahi pahuchne deti, maine humesha se apni khud ki family chaahi hai, jab Abir mujhe mila to usmein mujhe apna ghar apna pariwaar mil gaya. Maa main is ghar mein Abir ki wajahse aayi, Abir ke liye aayi, aap logo se risha joda Abir ke liye, aapke kathor shabd sune Abir ke liye, Abir ko main duniya ki saari khushiyaan dena chahti hu, Abir ka ek sapna pura karne ke liye main apna astitva tak mita sakti hu uski life se." Abir looked at her painfully, his eyes were showing love which was reflecting in hers, he knew each and every word she said was Truth, she can leave him for him but he would never want her to leave him as he can't live without her, he just don't know how to live in a world where his Mishti doesn't exist. He would just stop living. His heart constricted harshly just imagining this scenario but the next word from Mishti made his heart beat again.

"Main aisa karti Maa par jaisa ki maine kaha ki Abir ki khushi se zyada mere liye kuch important nahi hai, mere liye sirf Abir matter karta hai and uske liye sirf main aur meri khushiyaan aur meri khushiyaan uske saath hai to main usse dur kaise chali jaati, aap log mere liye sirf Abir ki wajahse maayine rakhte ho agar Abir nahi to koi nahi." Abir pulled her in a side hug, tear finally flowed down from his eyes, he's feeling surreal, his Mishti would never leave him, today finally they set their priorities, no matter what their happiness comes first and they would make sure it remains like this always. Last words of Abir before they left to their room gave clarity to Rajvansh family, they finally realized that Abir and Mishti are also a part of family and they too feel pain, they're not just living in the house to keep everyone happy. His last words were ringing in everyone's ears "Maa agar aap chahti hai ki main aur Mishti isi ghar  mein aap sabke saath rahe to hume humari kismat ke saath accept kar lijiye".

After 2 Months

Mishti let out a sigh standing near window, staring at moon is not helping tonight, she's not feeling the usual calmness, her anxiety is increasing. She started thinking about the reason of her being tensed, she hadn't expected that something like this is written in her and Abir's destiny.

One month ago when they had been on a work trip to Jodhpur, they visited an orphanage to distribute goods and gifts to kids. Before the trip Abir had asked her to think one more time about adoption idea but she had been apprehensive about that as she didn't wanted a small innocent heart to bear the cruelty of some their family members. She knows what it feels to be an outsider in a family, the constant reminding that you don't belong to them, you're an outsider,  the indirect taunts and insult, she never want any child to suffer like this. Maa is still not in talking terms with her, though she didn't said anything to her after the last confrontation she's still miffed with her and she don't want their child to be a part of any cruelty or rejection.

But you never know what destiny had store in for you, that's exactly what happened with Mishti and Abir. When they visited orphanage, after distributing gifts to all kids they started moving towards manager room to make donation. Mishti had been feeling something strange from morning, when she entered inside the orphanage she felt that void filling her heart seeing bunch of children running all over the ground, their innocent laughter, squealing, giggling all these were making her very emotional. When she looked at Abir she saw the same emotions reflecting on his face, but she felt a fluttering inside her heart too which was very hard to ignore. 

After making donation they came out of Manager's room and sat on the bench in front of his office. they both were feeling myriad of emotions running in their heart, they both could feel something different is gonna happen today in their life, silence surrounded between the couple as she laid her head on his shoulder and he protectively wrapped her in his arms. While they were lost in thought Mishti felt a tug on her Kurti, she looked down to see what's there and her heart skipped a beat. In front of her was a beautiful baby on four, her face had white rosy complexion, eyes dark black and brown hairs, she looked like an angel in white frill frock, but the most attractive thing was her smile, the toothless grin she have on her face. Mishti's heart started beating at faster pace and so of Abir. He felt sudden urge to take that baby in his arms and hide her from the world, she looked so pious, so angelic, he felt sukoon filling his heart seeing her toothless grin.

They both bent down at the same time to pick her up and then they realized they both felt the same, still bent down they looked in each other eyes and saw unshed tears in them. At that time they both knew what their heart want, they felt it, for the first time their heart beat for a person other than them, and the person was sitting in front of them looking like an angel ready to fill the colors in their life.

They smiled brightly and picked her up. Mishti took her in her lap and Abir held her little fingers, they never felt so completed before. The manager came out and saw them sitting with that child and frowned slightly.

Coming towards them he asked to them "Sir Mam ye aapke paas aakar royi nahi". Abir and Mishti had a bright smile plastered on their face, she herself came to them and they felt blessed realizing she don't fear them, maybe it was meant to be. They both shook their head still holding the baby and just feeling her existence in their life. 

Manager was very surprised after knowing this, he was confused but seeing the couple's face it striked him that they're thinking of adopting this baby and no matter how much he wants her to get all the happiness in the world it's his duty to inform each and every detail about her. So he said in  formal tone "Mam Sir aap dono ko dekh kar aisa lag raha hai ki you're thinking to adopt her"

Abir and Mishti both looked at each other after listening this and smiled brightly, they do want to adopt her, their heart actually accepted her as theirs. The way they felt for her is beyond surreal, they felt amazing taking her in their arms, they both know they want it so they nodded their head turning towards manager again.

Manager cleared his throat and said "Sir agar aisa hai to it's my duty to inform you both about her...", Mishti cuts him in between and said "But we don't want to know about her family background and all", Abir nodded at this as he knows about adoption formalities. 

"No Mam it's more important and serious than that" Manager said and both Abir and Mishti got serious too, they both knew that something really huge is coming in their way and its definitely bad. instinctively they both wrapped their arms around the child sitting in Mishti's lap. 

Manager smiled a little seeing their action and prayed in his heart for the happiness of that child. Taking a deep breath he revealed the biggest truth of the child "Mam iska naam naina tha, ise iske parents orphanage ka bahar chodke gaye the with her medical report according to which she's blind, wo dekh nahi sakti, uske parents use bojh samjhte the isliye unhone ise yaha chod diya aur humne tab iska naam dil rakha kyuki ab bas wo apne dil par bharosa karke hi duniya dekh sakti hai".

Mishti and Abir both got frozen, from all things, they didn't expected this. Their heart constricted like hell, tears started flowing from their eyes, numbness spread all over them. Just a few minutes of attachment made them fell in love with her and now hearing this about their angel is feeling so painful. 

Manager sighed in relief seeing no amount of regret or doubt on their face, "Maybe they're the one" he thought. They both had wrapped Dil in their arms holding her protectively, kissing her head time to time. They felt a knot in their stomach seeing her small head moving here and there trying to locate the touches she's feeling on her body. Mishti sobbed harder seeing that and made her stick on her chest giving her motherly warmth. Abir was also crying and caressing her back. 

Manager continued "wo aankhon se nahi dekh sakti par humara maan na hai ki dil se zarur dekh sakti hogi, vo bas mere aur kokila bai ke paas hi jaati hai jo yaha ki care taker hai baaki agar koi bhi uske paas bhi aata hai to wo rone lag jaati hai, lekin aap dono ke paas ye khud aayi hai to shayad iske dil ne aap dono ko chuna hai, aap dono well to do family se hai chaahe to iska ilaaj kisi acche hospital mein ho bhi jaaye, par aapke liye ye life changing decision hoga, to aap dono aaram se soch lijiye.", saying this he left from there giving them privacy.

They both looked at each other and then looked at the little Dil, their very own dil ka tukda, yes they'll of course adopt her, they can't ignore the feeling they felt when she tucked her kurti and gave them her innocent smile. God didn't gave them chance to bring a life on earth because he wanted them to give life to one of the pure soul already born on earth.

Mishti came out of her thoughts when Abir wrapped his arms around her. He rested his chin on her shoulder making her sigh in relief, finally she felt the calmness. She closed her eyes and leaned back on him, he kissed her cheek and asked "Kya hua Mishti". 

Listening to this she opened her eyes and turned to look at him. Abir's arms are still holding her in his embrace, she wrapped hers around his neck and said "Abir mujhe ek acchi maa ban na hai, use har wo khushi deni hai jo ek bacche ki honi chahiye, kal wo humari life mein humari apni beti bankar aa rahi hai, humara dil ka tukda, agar maine use disappoint kar diya to..."

"Shhhh", Abir cuts her in between placing his finger on her lips. "Tum ek bahut acchi maa banogi Mishti and Dil humare saath humesha khush rahegi, ulta vo lucky feel karegi ki uski mom tum ho (with a teasing smile) Rajkot ki Angry Chorni aur uska dad main Rajkot ka Shah Rukh Khan", doing the sighnature pose of SRK after saying this he laughed hard seeing Mishti's glare.

"Ajeeb Rajvansh tum Rajkot ke SRK nahi sabse abnormal insaan ho", and showing him tongue she started running away from him with him following behind trying to catch her. Well of course they're going to become parents but the goofy kids in them would never die.

Next morning all member of Rajvansh family and Maheshwari family were sitting in the hall waiting eagerly for the arrival of new and smallest member of their family. The most excited was Meenakshi Rajvansh, yes it was the greatest shock for Mishbir that the first consent they got from family to adopt Dil was from Maa, the Meenakshi Rajvansh, that day for the first time Abir saw feelings in his Maa's eyes, emotions is what he saw when she hugged Mishti and apologized to her for her cruel behavior. He didn't wanted to trust this sudden change in her but when he found out that his Maa had actually gone through a tranfsormation of heart he felt really happy, when she visited Krishna Mandir ones and saw many children begging for food so they can live, she just felt a slap on her face, what's the use of being rich if you can't help poor, that makes you useless inspite of having all utilities, that day for the first time she felt EMPATHY. 

The family dynamics changed, emotions of Mishbir also started getting valued, and now everyone is eagerly waiting for the first child of next generation of Rajvansh family.

All got up from their seat seeing Abir and Mishti at the entrace with a cute little girl in Abir's arms. All felt overwhelmed seeing her, she really is an angel, Meenakshi came forward with aarti ki thaali. Mishbir smiled at her, after completing the aarti Mishti said "Maa maine aur Abir ne milke ye decide kiya hai ki waise to hum sab ise Dil hi bulaane waale hai par iska naam hum Meher rakh rahe hai."

Abir continued "Ha Maa, after all ye humari life mein partner ka aashirwaad hi to hai."

Meenakshi smiled brightly and caressed Meher's cheek a little with her finger and said "Meri poti Meher ka humare pariwaar mein swaagat hai, apni daadi ki laadli ban ne waali ho tum." Meher cooed loudly at this making all giggle in excitment. 

Mishti and Abir life got filled with happiness by thier Kanha's blessing which came in the form of Meher.

END

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Epilogue

Waking up had never been so beautiful, her man's arms clutching her tightly to himself. His naked self embracing hers, their breath synchronizing together. She had never thought that pain can be sweet too, the way she felt when Abir  broke the last barricade which was stopping them from becoming one, the heights of pleasure she experienced it was indescribable. 

She laid in his arms only, staring at him with all the love she has for him. Taking her hand she started caressing his face, her finger was tracing the five o clock subtle of his. A sudden eruption of love took place in her heart, overflowing emotions which she was not able to control. He's the man who loved the child inside her, the girl inside her, the woman inside her. He completed her in every senses and in the most pleasurable and beautiful way. Tracing his lips memories of night started flashing in front of her eyes, how this set of lips ravished her, the way his lips didn't just touched her body but soul too. Every kiss was so surreal that she almost cried in happiness. She blushed looking at the hickeys he gave her last night, closing her eyes feeling that moment again. 

That's how he found her when opened his eyes, touching the area where he bite last night with closed eyes. He smiled seeing this, she's feeling those moments but he knows that its not needed, there are many more to come and he promised himself that every moment will be more passionate than previous ones. After all if his love for her increases day by day so desire to feel her love would increase too.

With a naughty smile he came on top of her making her open her eyes. She blushed seeing the naughty smile on his face. He kissed her wishing her good morning. She closed her eyes feeling him caressing the hickeys he gave last night. A beautiful smile spread on her face hearing him saying "Waking up with you in my arms makes me feel the luckiest man earth, thank you for coming in my life Mishti"

The way he took her name in his husky voice made her toes curl. She was feeling myriad of emotions, too overwhelmed to say anything she just hugged him tightly, silently expressing her feelings to him and as always he understood.

Wrapped in each other's love cocoon they prepared themselves for facing the outside world, they knew there's no escape, if they've to live with each other they've to live in this world which is filled with people who can judge them at every phase of their life, who can question them about every decision they would take, but all of it is worth it because they'll live together.

As expected the morning brought storm in Rajvansh house. With Kuhu telling Meenakshi that Mishti asked her to be her surrogate things got out out of control for Mishti and Abir, all started questioning them. Mishti got scared, now the truth will come out that she can't give heir to family, she's scared of Maa's reaction, she knew that again she's going to get blamed for being Mishti Agarwal, daughter of two person who don't know family values, who don't know what being trustworthy is, she is cursed daughter of a murderer.

Shiver ran down her spine thinking about all this, she was going to start blaming herself again when she felt a hand in hers. Looking up she saw her man's eyes pleading her, PLEADING! why would he do that, because he knew she'll again start blaming herself, she'll again break his heart by doing that, the realization dawned on her and suddenly she felt regaining all the mental and physical energy which was draining before. She can't disappoint Abir now, not after he told her how much hurt he could be if she didn't valued his love, if she didn't valued herself. And then she decided to fight for their love, to fight for herself. Clutching his hand tightly she nodded looking in his eyes, giving him assurance that she's not going to fall weak this time. A small smile appeared on Abir's face understanding that his Angry Chorni is back, back to protect their small world of love.

They took deep breath preparing themselves to fight for their love against their own family AGAIN. They told them everything about their condition, from Mishti's conceiving problem to her already started treatment. Everyone was shocked hearing this, so much was happening with two of the members of their family and they were not aware at all. All felt little guilty as they didn't gave much heed to Abir and Mishti's lost self, their painful eyes, well all except Meenakshi Rajvansh. She was shocked but she didn't felt slight ounce of pain for her daughter in law, instead she started thinking options, options to bring her family's heir tothe world, with or without Mishti. 

Abir glanced at his mother and seeing her lost self he sighed, nobody knows his mother better than him. He knows what's going on in her mind. he tucked Mishti's hand making her look at him, she frowned seeing his determined face, what's going on in his mind, she thought. 

He started moving towards Meenakshi taking Mishti along. They stood in front of her hand in hand. Meenakshi's gaze fell on their joint hands and she gave a disappointed look to Abir. Abir took a deep breath to calm down his nerves. He don't want his mother to degrade his wife again, they had have enough.

Staring right into her eyes he spoke "Maa aapka beta Abir is ghar ko uska asli waaris nahi de sakta aur ye baat aap jitni jaldi samajh jaaye utna accha hoga". Meenakshi gritted her teeth and spoke angrily "Mera beta nahi uski patni is ghar ko uska asli waaris nahi de sakti".

He sighed listening the most expected words from her mouth "Maa main aur Mishti alag nahi hai, aur hum dono is ghar ko uska asli waaris nahi de sakte, humne apni khushiyaan humesha ek dusre mein dhundhi hai, socha tha baccha hoga to uske saath apni khushiyaan baatenge par bhagwaan ko kuch aurhi manzoor tha, unhone  hume vo karne ka mauka nahi diya, par abhi bhi hum ek dusre ke saath hai, apni har khushi aur gam baantnein ke liye".

Meenakshi was breathing fire, "Ye sab kitaabi baaton se zindagi nahi chalti Abir, tumhe tumhara naam, tumhara vansh aage badhana hai aur uske liye tumhara apna khoon, tumhara apna baccha hona zaruri hai". 

Abir chuckled at her words and said in sarcastic tone "Aapke liye humara baccha vansh aage badhaane ka zariya hota maa par mere aur Mishti ke liye wo humara ansh hota, humare dil ka tukda, jo mere aadhe dil aur mishti ke aadhe dil ko jodkar banta, hum bikhar jaate maa par use bikharne nahi dete, vo humari jaan hota. Mishti par ilzaam lagane se pehle soch lena maa aap us bacche ki dadi banti par Mishti us bacche ki maa banti, apne khoon se seechti use, nau mahine apne pet mein sambhaalkar rakhti puri duniya se bachakar, use khaane ka man nahi karta par apne bacche ko bhuka na rakh ne ke liye khaati, uske liye har dard sehen karti, aap bhi ek maa hai mujhe us duniya mein laane ke liye aapne bahut dard saha, Mishti bhi sehti. Trust me maa agar Mishti ke bas mein hota na to wo kabhi bhi us ghar par aanch nahi aane deti jaha uska baccha nau mahine uske saath rehta". Mishti was crying leaning on Abir's shoulder, he was holding her arms tightly giving her support, consoling her silently. He knows his words are hurting Mishti, she's feeling that painful void, but he has no other option, he want everyone to understand Mishti's pain and not concentrate on theirs. For once he want his family to think about the selfless soul standing beside him leaning on him, who had done everything for their happiness.

"Maa mere liye mera vansh badhna important nahi hai, mera naam koi yaad rakhe na rakhe mera kaam humesha aage badhna chahiye, besahara logon ka sahaara dena apni property apne bacche ke naam pe transfer karne se zyada important hai. And I am hundred percent sure mera aur Mishti ka NGO humara Aasha Kiran kabhi humara naam dubne nahi dega, khushiyon ke kiran humesha sabki life mein laata rahega, hum ho ya na ho."

Everyone has tears in their eyes listening to him, only after this they came out of their guilt trip and started realizing from what Mishti and Abir are going through, their pain is at its peak and nobody is at fault , its all just FATE.

Mishti smiled a little while wiping her tears, she was so right when she said that she's Kanha Ji's favorite. Keeping her other hand on Abir's hand which is resting on hers she said to Meenakshi in confident voice "I am sorry Maa ki main aapko is ghar ka waaris nahi de paayi par Abir ne sahi kaha agar mere bas mein hota to main kabhi bhi apne bacche ke ghar ko chot nahi pahuchne deti, maine humesha se apni khud ki family chaahi hai, jab Abir mujhe mila to usmein mujhe apna ghar apna pariwaar mil gaya. Maa main is ghar mein Abir ki wajahse aayi, Abir ke liye aayi, aap logo se risha joda Abir ke liye, aapke kathor shabd sune Abir ke liye, Abir ko main duniya ki saari khushiyaan dena chahti hu, Abir ka ek sapna pura karne ke liye main apna astitva tak mita sakti hu uski life se." Abir looked at her painfully, his eyes were showing love which was reflecting in hers, he knew each and every word she said was Truth, she can leave him for him but he would never want her to leave him as he can't live without her, he just don't know how to live in a world where his Mishti doesn't exist. He would just stop living. His heart constricted harshly just imagining this scenario but the next word from Mishti made his heart beat again.

"Main aisa karti Maa par jaisa ki maine kaha ki Abir ki khushi se zyada mere liye kuch important nahi hai, mere liye sirf Abir matter karta hai and uske liye sirf main aur meri khushiyaan aur meri khushiyaan uske saath hai to main usse dur kaise chali jaati, aap log mere liye sirf Abir ki wajahse maayine rakhte ho agar Abir nahi to koi nahi." Abir pulled her in a side hug, tear finally flowed down from his eyes, he's feeling surreal, his Mishti would never leave him, today finally they set their priorities, no matter what their happiness comes first and they would make sure it remains like this always. Last words of Abir before they left to their room gave clarity to Rajvansh family, they finally realized that Abir and Mishti are also a part of family and they too feel pain, they're not just living in the house to keep everyone happy. His last words were ringing in everyone's ears "Maa agar aap chahti hai ki main aur Mishti isi ghar  mein aap sabke saath rahe to hume humari kismat ke saath accept kar lijiye".

After 2 Months

Mishti let out a sigh standing near window, staring at moon is not helping tonight, she's not feeling the usual calmness, her anxiety is increasing. She started thinking about the reason of her being tensed, she hadn't expected that something like this is written in her and Abir's destiny.

One month ago when they had been on a work trip to Jodhpur, they visited an orphanage to distribute goods and gifts to kids. Before the trip Abir had asked her to think one more time about adoption idea but she had been apprehensive about that as she didn't wanted a small innocent heart to bear the cruelty of some their family members. She knows what it feels to be an outsider in a family, the constant reminding that you don't belong to them, you're an outsider,  the indirect taunts and insult, she never want any child to suffer like this. Maa is still not in talking terms with her, though she didn't said anything to her after the last confrontation she's still miffed with her and she don't want their child to be a part of any cruelty or rejection.

But you never know what destiny had store in for you, that's exactly what happened with Mishti and Abir. When they visited orphanage, after distributing gifts to all kids they started moving towards manager room to make donation. Mishti had been feeling something strange from morning, when she entered inside the orphanage she felt that void filling her heart seeing bunch of children running all over the ground, their innocent laughter, squealing, giggling all these were making her very emotional. When she looked at Abir she saw the same emotions reflecting on his face, but she felt a fluttering inside her heart too which was very hard to ignore. 

After making donation they came out of Manager's room and sat on the bench in front of his office. they both were feeling myriad of emotions running in their heart, they both could feel something different is gonna happen today in their life, silence surrounded between the couple as she laid her head on his shoulder and he protectively wrapped her in his arms. While they were lost in thought Mishti felt a tug on her Kurti, she looked down to see what's there and her heart skipped a beat. In front of her was a beautiful baby on four, her face had white rosy complexion, eyes dark black and brown hairs, she looked like an angel in white frill frock, but the most attractive thing was her smile, the toothless grin she have on her face. Mishti's heart started beating at faster pace and so of Abir. He felt sudden urge to take that baby in his arms and hide her from the world, she looked so pious, so angelic, he felt sukoon filling his heart seeing her toothless grin.

They both bent down at the same time to pick her up and then they realized they both felt the same, still bent down they looked in each other eyes and saw unshed tears in them. At that time they both knew what their heart want, they felt it, for the first time their heart beat for a person other than them, and the person was sitting in front of them looking like an angel ready to fill the colors in their life.

They smiled brightly and picked her up. Mishti took her in her lap and Abir held her little fingers, they never felt so completed before. The manager came out and saw them sitting with that child and frowned slightly.

Coming towards them he asked to them "Sir Mam ye aapke paas aakar royi nahi". Abir and Mishti had a bright smile plastered on their face, she herself came to them and they felt blessed realizing she don't fear them, maybe it was meant to be. They both shook their head still holding the baby and just feeling her existence in their life. 

Manager was very surprised after knowing this, he was confused but seeing the couple's face it striked him that they're thinking of adopting this baby and no matter how much he wants her to get all the happiness in the world it's his duty to inform each and every detail about her. So he said in  formal tone "Mam Sir aap dono ko dekh kar aisa lag raha hai ki you're thinking to adopt her"

Abir and Mishti both looked at each other after listening this and smiled brightly, they do want to adopt her, their heart actually accepted her as theirs. The way they felt for her is beyond surreal, they felt amazing taking her in their arms, they both know they want it so they nodded their head turning towards manager again.

Manager cleared his throat and said "Sir agar aisa hai to it's my duty to inform you both about her...", Mishti cuts him in between and said "But we don't want to know about her family background and all", Abir nodded at this as he knows about adoption formalities. 

"No Mam it's more important and serious than that" Manager said and both Abir and Mishti got serious too, they both knew that something really huge is coming in their way and its definitely bad. instinctively they both wrapped their arms around the child sitting in Mishti's lap. 

Manager smiled a little seeing their action and prayed in his heart for the happiness of that child. Taking a deep breath he revealed the biggest truth of the child "Mam iska naam naina tha, ise iske parents orphanage ka bahar chodke gaye the with her medical report according to which she's blind, wo dekh nahi sakti, uske parents use bojh samjhte the isliye unhone ise yaha chod diya aur humne tab iska naam dil rakha kyuki ab bas wo apne dil par bharosa karke hi duniya dekh sakti hai".

Mishti and Abir both got frozen, from all things, they didn't expected this. Their heart constricted like hell, tears started flowing from their eyes, numbness spread all over them. Just a few minutes of attachment made them fell in love with her and now hearing this about their angel is feeling so painful. 

Manager sighed in relief seeing no amount of regret or doubt on their face, "Maybe they're the one" he thought. They both had wrapped Dil in their arms holding her protectively, kissing her head time to time. They felt a knot in their stomach seeing her small head moving here and there trying to locate the touches she's feeling on her body. Mishti sobbed harder seeing that and made her stick on her chest giving her motherly warmth. Abir was also crying and caressing her back. 

Manager continued "wo aankhon se nahi dekh sakti par humara maan na hai ki dil se zarur dekh sakti hogi, vo bas mere aur kokila bai ke paas hi jaati hai jo yaha ki care taker hai baaki agar koi bhi uske paas bhi aata hai to wo rone lag jaati hai, lekin aap dono ke paas ye khud aayi hai to shayad iske dil ne aap dono ko chuna hai, aap dono well to do family se hai chaahe to iska ilaaj kisi acche hospital mein ho bhi jaaye, par aapke liye ye life changing decision hoga, to aap dono aaram se soch lijiye.", saying this he left from there giving them privacy.

They both looked at each other and then looked at the little Dil, their very own dil ka tukda, yes they'll of course adopt her, they can't ignore the feeling they felt when she tucked her kurti and gave them her innocent smile. God didn't gave them chance to bring a life on earth because he wanted them to give life to one of the pure soul already born on earth.

Mishti came out of her thoughts when Abir wrapped his arms around her. He rested his chin on her shoulder making her sigh in relief, finally she felt the calmness. She closed her eyes and leaned back on him, he kissed her cheek and asked "Kya hua Mishti". 

Listening to this she opened her eyes and turned to look at him. Abir's arms are still holding her in his embrace, she wrapped hers around his neck and said "Abir mujhe ek acchi maa ban na hai, use har wo khushi deni hai jo ek bacche ki honi chahiye, kal wo humari life mein humari apni beti bankar aa rahi hai, humara dil ka tukda, agar maine use disappoint kar diya to..."

"Shhhh", Abir cuts her in between placing his finger on her lips. "Tum ek bahut acchi maa banogi Mishti and Dil humare saath humesha khush rahegi, ulta vo lucky feel karegi ki uski mom tum ho (with a teasing smile) Rajkot ki Angry Chorni aur uska dad main Rajkot ka Shah Rukh Khan", doing the sighnature pose of SRK after saying this he laughed hard seeing Mishti's glare.

"Ajeeb Rajvansh tum Rajkot ke SRK nahi sabse abnormal insaan ho", and showing him tongue she started running away from him with him following behind trying to catch her. Well of course they're going to become parents but the goofy kids in them would never die.

Next morning all member of Rajvansh family and Maheshwari family were sitting in the hall waiting eagerly for the arrival of new and smallest member of their family. The most excited was Meenakshi Rajvansh, yes it was the greatest shock for Mishbir that the first consent they got from family to adopt Dil was from Maa, the Meenakshi Rajvansh, that day for the first time Abir saw feelings in his Maa's eyes, emotions is what he saw when she hugged Mishti and apologized to her for her cruel behavior. He didn't wanted to trust this sudden change in her but when he found out that his Maa had actually gone through a tranfsormation of heart he felt really happy, when she visited Krishna Mandir ones and saw many children begging for food so they can live, she just felt a slap on her face, what's the use of being rich if you can't help poor, that makes you useless inspite of having all utilities, that day for the first time she felt EMPATHY. 

The family dynamics changed, emotions of Mishbir also started getting valued, and now everyone is eagerly waiting for the first child of next generation of Rajvansh family.

All got up from their seat seeing Abir and Mishti at the entrace with a cute little girl in Abir's arms. All felt overwhelmed seeing her, she really is an angel, Meenakshi came forward with aarti ki thaali. Mishbir smiled at her, after completing the aarti Mishti said "Maa maine aur Abir ne milke ye decide kiya hai ki waise to hum sab ise Dil hi bulaane waale hai par iska naam hum Meher rakh rahe hai."

Abir continued "Ha Maa, after all ye humari life mein partner ka aashirwaad hi to hai."

Meenakshi smiled brightly and caressed Meher's cheek a little with her finger and said "Meri poti Meher ka humare pariwaar mein swaagat hai, apni daadi ki laadli ban ne waali ho tum." Meher cooed loudly at this making all giggle in excitment. 

Mishti and Abir life got filled with happiness by thier Kanha's blessing which came in the form of Meher.

END

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I had already read this part in Wattpad and all I can say is it is BEAUTIFUL. Dil ko chu gaya❤️❤️❤️