(Rosid ff) My mentor - Page 16

Siddhant was sitting in an isolated room praying for roli's wellness..everyone knew she had consumed something but finding out what it was, was actually a tough job for them..and being in medical field roli had mastered all the drugs and their effects to confuse them...they have tried their best and now it was time it was left to god to save her or take her away from that cruel world forever..she was still in ICU lying unconcious...gautham, meena, shwetha and many more roli's well wishers were gathered outside the ICU hoping to see her conscious ...

By now everyone came to know the truth of siddhant's mental illness..and gautham who loved his sister more than anything in this world was annoyed with siddhant's act and tried to beat him black and blue so siddhant was seperated from them and asked to sit seperately...

Siddhant was broken..he realised how difficult it was for roli to handle him for 3 long years...but he knew that even he suffered, and that was only for roli...but the pain which roli's silence was giving was breath taking..Sid's friend, varun came inside(the doctor who declared sid as mental on Sid's insistance ) he sat beside him..."siddhant I told you that time, not to do this, but you never listened to me"said varun in a dissapointing tone..siddhant was frozen, he didn't answer.."siddhant your silence is not going to do any good"said varun.."nothing left to say varun" said sid..."I know, but you can't change this three years so stop thinking about it" said varun.."varun do you know how it feels when you see the one you love in this condition" said sid..."I know sid its pain full but you need to be strong" said varun.."how much my roli must have suffered seeing me like that for whole 3yrs when I can't even stand it for 3 hrs"said sid .."siddhant, don't think much...roli will be okay" consoled varun.. "How can I varun when her words are echoing in my ears"said sid..."siddhant you better rest, you are really disturbed"said varun patting his shoulder and left from there. "You were right roli, now its my turn to feel the pain, I m sorry" mumbled siddhant to himself and started sobbing like a kid..

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Evening.

Shwetha and sid came to their Hosp..where siddant walked the corridor remembering his and roli's good time, shwetha went on saying what all happened in their Hosp all this years..what ever was written in the newspaper about roli's struggle and success was just like a tip of the iceberg which remains visible over the surface of the sea. But there is always a large part which is always hidden from the world the part for which shwetha and gautham were the only witness and shoulders for roli...she took him to roli's room which was arranged just next to his cabin..she told him how roli used to caress his name daily with pain in her voice and tears, giving goose bumps to sid..he entered roli's cabin alone and shwetha left from there...he walked around and found his pic kept on the table..he picked it up and found a letter inside..he unfolded it and read...

'''If you are reading this that means I m no more around and you have gained your health, well I know you may feel sad reading this letter or you may feel pain because of my absence, but as you said, may be you can move on in life and never turn back..but it was not my cup of tea, I couldn't move on sir, I couldn't! It has been almost three years waiting to see a sign of recovery in you but at present I m suffocating I don't know but I may give up on my life anytime, I am alive just to fulfil your promise, as you said you wanted to see me on heights of success so here I am Dr roli a well known and successfull doctor but only I know what courage it takes everyday to fight the whole day.. Now its your turn sir.. I believe you follow your own words and move on in life and forget me just like you wanted me to forget you...take care of yourself..love roli.''''

Siddhant crashed on the ground crying...he realised what ever he thought he was doing for roli was actually killing her day by day...he understood that roli had left her hope on life and the only thing that could bring her back was regaining her hope on life back...

Will roli get well soon or will sid bear the punishment for his mistake?

Siddhant walked to the ICU room and was about to open the door when gautham gave him a hard blow on his jaw making his teeth shiver in pain..."why did you do this to my di?"asked gautham tightening his fist...siddhant tried to get up from the place but gautham gave him a nice blow again on his head.."tell me siddhant why did you spoil her life"asked gautham.."Gotham let me explain"said siddhant but again received a tight slap on his cheek.."explain? You still have explanations?"asked gautham in rage..and again tried to hit him but was stopped by varun.."gautham its time you should understand that it was all situation"said varun..while gautham stared at him with anger...

Varun's narration

I know siddhant since my college..we are best friends...we were in final year when shagun proposed siddhant...siddhant never had feelings for her but he accepted as he was alone and had no one to share his life and his billionaire property which was left by his parents for him..they got married..later siddhant realised that shogun was a cheat, she had a boyfriend and just wanted to have sid for her luxuries...but when he denied shogun got upset and angry...she was adamant that she won't leave sid..and she was fighting their divorce case for more than 10 yrs demanding to cancel the divorce or give her a big alumni..and siddhant was adamant to never let her be back in his life and also that not eben a single penny was to be given...but when shogun learned bout roli her fame and her increasing closeness with siddhant she felt insecure and decided to knock her out of the way...first she warned sid to be away from her (when shogun came to meet siddhant in hosp where siddhant actually realised that he was in love with roli when shogun blamed him for loving a girl and how she can harm her)..siddhant was shaken with that realisation, he was unable to understand what he wanted, love is surely a great feeling but sometime it lands you up in trouble...siddhant till now stood bravely and strong in front of shogun as he feared to lose nothing but now he had a weak point...he decided that day that he will follow her mother's wish and attended roli's wedding where roli herself confessed her love...he was so happy to know that even roli loved him..that day evening he called me after his meet with roli...he was so happy "varun I found roli...she is okay"said siddhant with happiness in his voice..."then did you confess that you love her?"I asked but siddhant voice changed..."no varun I couldn't...I fear if I come near to roli, shogun may harm her"said siddhant.."varun I reached home and shogun is standing at my door, let me see what the matter is now"said siddhant disconnecting the call...after that I received a call from the police officer as it was the last dialled number from Sid's cell and was informed that siddhant had a big accident...siddhant was brought to my Hosp where he was treated...it was not less than a miracle that siddhant survived it..he gained his conscious when roli was not around...he was terrified with the thought that he was still alive...he wanted to die, he searched for things to attempt suicide when I tried to stop him and console him..he revealed me about shagun's threat that how she was planning to destroy roli..siddhant felt that only his death can save roli so he purposely crashed his car to a tree so that it appears to be an accident and as he asked his lawyer any harm to his life will atomatically transfer his property including a single penny to roli only so that shogun can question or try to snatch it..but unfortunately his survival brought him panic...then he came up with the idea of declaring him mad...as that was the only state which was next to his death to save roli from shagun's bad eye...at first I denied but his desperate attempt to kill himself forced me to accept his plan...and I had to declare him mad in front of the world"

Narrated varun

Gautham who was by now listening to the whole story patiently broke into tears..."why???whyyy god whyy??" Shouted gautham and started crying..

And just then they heard the nurse calling..."doctor, there's an emergency, roli is collapsing" shouted nurse