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Okay so Psycho Analysis is officially back and its after a month I am getting this freedom and I hope you have as exciter a reading time as the exciting time I had writing this.Here it goes.
Psycho Analysis
With every sip of alcohol he drank, he drank with it a portion of his blood,blood due to a broken heart and half broken realities and dreams that had seemed to conquered his whole body.He sighed and laughed to himself for ever thinking,even for a slight second of his life that someone would be with him but today even he,himself had failed to accompany his own self.There he sat joining his life that mocked and laughed at him for what he was today.He had come alone in this world,would live alone and then alas would die alone too. Why wouldn't he think so? It was his wedding night and not just to someone random but to her,the girl of his dreams,the very same girl who he had loved for those 11 long years of his life and here was cursing a moment that was supposed to be the best one for him,it had to be something that could be written in his golden books of records after it was his most special dream come true,wasn't it? But alas! Destiny had played its own games.
He hallucinated the young Sumo.You may ask why? Wasn't it where all started,wasn't it this Sumo that had scarred him for life due to which he still doubted the adult Sumo and acted strange?He had always even as a teen looked up to Sumo and today to he looked up to her asking for answers,demanding the reasons of her acts that had led him to become one lone bear in a den of other happy bears.
He wasn't expecting himself to smile,it was him who had decided to get all his answers back but as she spoke out what his scarred heart or scarred self had desired,he couldn't help but smile,a smile that was not just a overt reaction of happiness but the sign of a wound healing,a scar healing.
He was ignoring,running again,this time from the confrontation to himself,to his feelings,to his behaviors that he knew were wrong but the word ego had hit him like a stone and he had fallen and had now realized that it was impossible for him to win and it was time to face the reality.He confessed not just to the younger version of her but to his heart that was scarred,to his brain that was a devil and to his body that was prone that he was wrong and the fact that he had hurt her was even worse,something which he now realized and regretted.
Isn't it true that the person who breaks you is the same person who makes(fixes) you.
It was the Teen Sumo who had broken him and it was the same Teen Sumo yet again who had now fixed him. The moment he had craved for ever had come now and nothing else was right but NOW!
Hope I did justice to Shravan today.Absolutely flown away by the beautiful emotions portrayed .Didn't Namik and Palak steal it all? Specially those Puppy expressions of Shravan?
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-Mitali❤️
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