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Welcome Everyone❤️ Thread 3 of Fifty Shades Of Jalal. We made it, thank you everyone who read, liked and commented. That's such an honor :) I take things like honor and loyalty seriously. It's more important to me than any materialistic thing or any fame I could have! Keep enjoying the story Guys...
Imp: I've dropped an Author's note and have posted all Previously Updated chapters in this thread on the very first page. Enjoy ^_^

Preview Of the Story!

Jodha who's an English Literature student went to interview the CEO of 'The Mughal Enterprises' who is ultimately hot, obsessing and yet attractive. Therefore, deep down her heart she developed a First-Sight-Crush for Mr Jalaluddin Mohammad Akbar. The story continues to revolve around Jodha and her stupid yet crazy and interesting life. Her life takes a turn when she meets Mr. Jalal on her working place and she sells stuff like tape and ropes to him, where both of them comes on an agreement for a Photoshoot for Mr Jalal for the Student's Newspaper which was to be written by Moti-Jodha's Best friend. A coffee date, some weird moments, some trying to forget him moments, some first time drinking and calling Jalal moments and being brought in his suite moments took place earlier. Jodha have always been passionate about singing but she never knew she had such great talents in her. Let's wait and watch until Jodha's inner talents reveals with Jalal's thought towards Jodha.

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Hey Everyone❤️ I can't believe we made it this long. Trust me when i say i am nothing without you guys, who have always been there to support me and appreciate me. I'm thankful to you all. Okay so if anyone of you doesn't know me then I'm Mehak, i'm 16 years old and i have been writing for a year and a half now. For me writing is a passion, i like to write in my free time and sometimes taking out a little time from my busy life and come and write. This platform of writing is actually a way for me to take out my stress. Writing freshens up the mind. Tbh- I don't like to write always because at times you know a person is really frustrated that he/She literally hates everything.

Anyways! So i guess this story is going to take years to complete and i don't know if you guys can keep reading it until the end because yeah i understand. But since i've been getting lots of likes and comments i'll keep on writing until i can. The story is so sensitive so guys please co-operate with me because i can't rush the story line like that. I'm honestly very thankful towards you guys that you take our your precious time out from ur life and read my story.

Love you all,

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Chapter 1

It is such a terrific day for me , I have final exams next week and here i am trying to brush my hair and control them ..Huh ! with so much , its such a annoying day for me , umm..i rolled my eyes in exasperation and looked at myself in the mirror , i have brown hairs and blue eyes , they are too big for my face i guess , but people have another thinking , anyways , what i have to do with it , right now i just have to recite one thing that i must try to brush my hair into submission . The only option left for me to bring my hairs in control isto tie them into a pony tail and hope that i look semi presentable .

Moti is my best friend , and today she is so much ill .. Oh god , maybe its my bad luck that she chose today to fall sick .. i mean to get flu ..

And as she's ill , so she cannot attend the interview she'd ararnged to do with some mega industrialist tycoon i've never heard of for the student news paper , and she's the editor of the student newspaper , so i have been volunteered .. I have final exams to cram for , i have one essay to be finished but no .. as i have to do a favor to my best friend i have to drive a hundred and sixty five miles to downtown seattle in order to meet the enigmatic CEO of Mughal Enterprises Holdings INC .. He is such a big man , and I think his time is extra ordinarily precious much more precious than mine , but he has granted Moti an interview .. Oh god ! I just can't hesitate it ..

Moti is lying on the couch in the living room ..

"Oh Jodha ! I'm so sorry darling , since nine months I was trying to get this interview and finally when I got the opportunity I felt sick , and if you don't go today it will take another six months to reschedule and we'll both have graduated by then , as the editor I cannot blow this off please ! '' Moti tries to convince me again , how does she do it ?? even ill she looking gamine and gorgeous , strawberry blonde hair in place and green eyes bright , although now red rimmed and runny ...

I try not to make her unhappy and therefore I replied " Of course I'll go Moti .. you go and get back to bed .. '' moti looks at me and takes out a sheet of paper " here are the questions here is my mini disc recorder , just press record here '' she says pointing at the recording button and then she continues " make notes and I'll transcribe it all ''..

Moti was busy in her own stuff but she never bothered about me , whether I'm comfortable or not , anyways I finally decided to say what was I thinking " I know nothing about him " I murmur trying to explain her the panic which was rising inside me ... " the questions will see you through .. Go it's a long drive .. I don't want you to be late as he's a person whose time is very precious .. " I finally found that Moti has no interest in my talk so I replied " Okay I am going , you get back to bed now , and yeah ! I had made the soup for you , umm .. I'm not sure how it tastes but .. "before I could continue my sentence Moti interrupted me " Oh my ! You are a great cook darling Jodha " and there it gave a smile on my face .. I look at her lovelessly .. only for you moti I am doing this .. and will do anything for you .. I picked up my satchel and looked at her and smiled at her wryly and then left the room and knocked the door behind me and then head towards my car .. my beetle .. I cannot believe that I'm doing this .. after all .. she's moti .. she can convince anyone to do anything and .. yes , she's my dearest , most dearest friend ..

I sat in the car and started driving , thankfully there is not much traffic here and the roads are clear as I set off from vancouver, WA towards Portland & the I-5 .. Well , thanks to Moti who gave me her sporty mercedes CLK , because my wanda , my bettle is so old and I was not sure whether it will make me reach on time ..

My destination is the headquarters of Mr.Mughal's global enterprise It's a huge twenty-story office building, all curved glass and steel, an architect's utilitarian fantasy, with Mughal House written discreetly in steel over the glass front doors. It's a quarter to two when I arrive, greatly relieved that I'm not late as I walk into the enormous - and frankly intimidating - glass, steel, and white sandstone lobby.

Behind the solid sandstone desk, a very attractive, groomed, blonde young woman smiles pleasantly at me. She's wearing the sharpest charcoal suit jacket and white shirt I have ever seen. She looks immaculate.

"I'm here to see Mr.Jalal . Jodha Singh Rajput for Moti Singh " I said , looking at her .. she replies then " excuse me , one moment Miss Rajput " she arches her eyebrow slightly as I stand self-consciously before her. I am beginning to wish I'd borrowed one of Moti's formal blazers rather than wear my navy blue jacket. I have made an effort and worn my one and only skirt, my sensible brown knee-length boots and a blue sweater. For me, this is smart. I tuck one of the escaped tendrils of my hair behind my ear as I pretend she doesn't intimidate me.

"Miss Singh is expected. Please sign in here, Miss Rajput. You'll want the last elevator on the right, press for the twentieth floor." She smiles kindly at me, amused no doubt, as I sign in. She hands me a security pass that has VISITOR very firmly stamped on the front. I can't help my smirk. Surely it's obvious that I'm just visiting. I don't fit in here at all. Nothing changes, I inwardly sigh. Thanking her, I walk over to the bank of elevators past the two security men who are both far more smartly dressed than I am in their well-cut black suits.

The elevator took me to the twentieth floor , and its again a huge lobby then another young blonde woman dressed impeccably in black and white who rises to greet me. " Miss.Rajput could you wait here , please ?"

Oh God , I never waited so much in my life , finally another blonde lady dressed flawlessly comes out to the right and speak up to me

"Miss Rajput ?" she asks
"Yes " I murmured
"Mr.Jalal .. will see you in a moment .." And there she left , before going she asked me whether I would have tea, coffee or water , I said water would work fine and there I drank water and hand over to the lady who brought it ...

Finally after many mintues the blonde number 2 comes and says " Mr.Jalal will see you now , Miss Rajput .Do go through." I stand rather shakily trying to suppress my nerves. Gathering up my satchel, I abandon my glass of water and make my way to the partially open door.

"You don't need to knock - just go in." She smiles kindly.
I push open the door and stumble through, tripping over my own feet, and falling head first into the office.

My nervousness doesn't found any bound and there I fall in his office ! I am on my hands and knees in the doorway to Mr.Jalal's office and gentle hands are around me helping me to stand I am so embarrassed, damn my clumsiness. I have to steel myself to glance up.Oh God - he's so young.

"Miss Singh." He extends a long-fingered hand to me once I'm upright. "I'm Jalaluddin Mohammad. Are you all right? Would you like to sit?" he says looking at me , oh I must be looking like a number one idiot in the world at the moment ..

So young - and attractive, very attractive. He's tall, dressed in a fine gray suit, white shirt, and black tie with unruly dark copper colored hair and intense, bright gray eyes that regard me shrewdly. It takes a moment for me to find my voiceI wasn't sure what to say "Um...actually " I mutter , In a daze, I place my hand in his and we shake. As our fingers touch, I feel an odd exhilarating shiver run through me. I withdraw my hand hastily, embarrassed. Must be static. I blink rapidly, my eyelids matching my heart rate.

"Miss Singh is indisposed, so she sent me. I hope you don't mind, Mr. Jalal."
"And you are?" His voice is warm, possibly amused, but it's difficult to tell from his impassive expression. He looks mildly interested, but above all, polite.
"Jodha Singh Rajput . I'm studying English Literature with Moti, um... Moti... um... Miss Singh at Washington State."

"I see," he says simply. I think I see the ghost of a smile in his expression, but I'm not sure..

"Would you like to sit ?."he asks me .. I sat as he asks ..

I retrieve Moti's questions from my satchel. Next, I set up the mini-disc recorder and am all fingers and thumbs, dropping it twice on the coffee table in front of me. Mr. Jalal says nothing, waiting patiently - I hope - as I become increasingly embarrassed and flustered. When I pluck up the courage to look at him, he's watching me, one hand relaxed in his lap and the other cupping his chin and trailing his long index finger across his lips. I think he's trying to suppress a smile.

"Sorry," I stutter. "I'm not used to this."
"Take all the time you need, Miss Rajput," he says.
"Do you mind if I record your answers?"
"After you've taken so much trouble to set up the recorder - you ask me now?"
I flush. He's teasing me? I hope. I blink at him, unsure what to say, and I think he takes pity on me because he relents. "No, I don't mind."

"Did Moti, I mean, Miss Singh , explain what the interview was for?"
"Yes. To appear in the graduation issue of the student newspaper as I shall be conferring the degrees at this year's graduation ceremony."

Oh! This is news to me, and I'm temporarily pre-occupied by the thought that someone not much older than me - okay, maybe six years or so, and okay, mega successful, but still - is going to present me with my degree. I frown, dragging my wayward attention back to the task at hand.

"Good," I swallow nervously. "I have some questions, Mr. Jalal ." I smooth a stray lock of hair behind my ear.

"I thought you might," he says, deadpan. He's laughing at me. My cheeks heat at the realization, and I sit up and square my shoulders in an attempt to look taller and more intimidating. Pressing the start button on the recorder, I try to look professional.

I started with the burden of questions , which were written in the questions list given by Moti , " You are too young to build such a great empire , can you share the secret behind your awe to your success ? . " I looked up at him , his smile is rueful but he seems a little disappointed .anyways , he answers my question .. "Business is all about people, Miss Rajput, and I'm very good at judging people. I know how they tick, what makes them flourish, what doesn't, what inspires them, and how to incentivize them. I employ an exceptional team, and I reward them well." He pauses and fixes me with his gray stare. "My belief is to achieve success in any scheme one has to make oneself master of that scheme, know it inside and out, know every detail. I work hard, very hard to do that. I make decisions based on logic and facts. I have a natural gut instinct that can spot and nurture a good solid idea and good people. The bottom line is, it's always down to good people." "Maybe you're just lucky." This isn't on Moti's list - but he's so arrogant. His eyes flare momentarily in surprise.

"I don't subscribe to luck or chance, Miss Rajput. The harder I work the more luck I seem to have. It really is all about having the right people on your team and directing their energies accordingly. I think it was Harvey Firestone who said the growth and development of people is the highest calling of leadership.'"

"You sound like a control freak." The words are out of my mouth before I can stop them.

"Oh, I exercise control in all things, Miss Rajput," he says without a trace of humor in his smile. I look at him, and he holds my gaze steadily, impassive. My heartbeat quickens, and my face flushes again.

Why does he have such an unnerving effect on me? His overwhelming good-looks maybe? The way his eyes blaze at me? The way he strokes his index finger against his lower lip? I wish he'd stop doing that.

Then I started off with other questions written in the paper ..
"And do you have any interests outside your work?"

"I have varied interests, Miss Rajput." A ghost of a smile touches his lips. "Very varied." And for some reason, I'm confounded and heated by his steady gaze. His eyes are alight with some wicked thought.

"But if you work so hard, what do you do to chill out?"
"Chill out?" He smiles, revealing perfect white teeth. I stop breathing. He really is beautiful. No one should be this good-looking.
"Well, to chill out' as you put it - I sail, I fly, I indulge in various physical pursuits." He shifts in his chair. "I'm a very wealthy man, Miss Rajput, and I have expensive and absorbing hobbies."

I glance at the next question.
"You were adopted. How far do you think that's shaped the way you are?" Oh, this is personal. I stare at him, hoping he's not offended. His brow furrows.
"I have no way of knowing."
My interest is piqued.

"How old were you when you were adopted?"
"That's a matter of public record, Miss Rajput." His tone is stern. I flush, again.. Yes of course - if I'd known I was doing this interview, I would have done some research. I move on quickly.

"You've had to sacrifice a family life for your work."
"That's not a question." He's terse.
"Sorry." I squirm, and he's made me feel like an errant child. I try again. "Have you had to sacrifice a family life for your work?"
"I have a family. I have a brother and a sister and two loving parents. I'm not interested in extending my family beyond that."
I continued with the questions again ..
"Are you gay, Mr. Jalal?"
He inhales sharply, and I cringe, mortified. Crap. Why didn't I employ some kind of filter before I read this straight out? How can I tell him I'm just reading the questions? Damn moti and her curiosity!
"No Jodha, I'm not." He raises his eyebrows, a cool gleam in his eyes. He does not look pleased.

"I apologize. It's um... written here." It's the first time he's said my name. My heartbeat has accelerated, and my cheeks are heating up again. Nervously, I tuck my loosened hair behind my ear.

He cocks his head to one side.
"These aren't your own questions?"
The blood drains from my head. Oh no.
"Err... no. moti - Miss Songh - she compiled the questions."
"Are you colleagues on the student paper?" Oh crap. I have nothing to do with the student paper. It's her extra-curricular activity, not mine. My face is aflame.
"No. She's my roommate."

He rubs his chin in quiet deliberation, his gray eyes appraising me.
"Did you volunteer to do this interview?" he asks, his voice deadly quiet.
Hang on, who's supposed to be interviewing whom? His eyes burn into me, and I'm compelled to answer with the truth.
"I was drafted. She's not well." My voice is weak and apologetic.
"That explains a great deal."

Chapter 2

Hastily , i have to ask those Questions.. for me these were the stupid questions ever i've ever asked some one .. As we were continuing with this session of questions and answers , someone knocks on the door , oh another blonde .. I wonder , if Mr. Jalal keep only blondes , or his taste is blonde .. what ever it is .. " Mr. Jalal .. I'm sorry to interrupt .. but you have another meeting in two minutes .. " he frowned at her , and raises his eye brows , " we are still not done , Rabika .. cancel my next meeting .. " he says in an ordering tone ... " but sir .. " before she could continue , he raises his eye brows , and shows an angry look .. Crap ! what can she do , she's a worker and she have to command her Boss's order .. Bowing and nodding her head she leaves ..

As she left , he turned back his attention towards me , " so .. where were we miss Rajput ?" he asks , in a disturbed tone .. Oh , Now its again Miss.Rajput from Jodha .. Right ! " what ever you want to ask .. you can " i said .. he replied .. " I want to know about you " His gray eyes , looking me for the answer with curiosity , he keeps chanding his position , now he place his elbows on the arms of the chair and steeps his fingers in front of his mouth .. Oh God .. his mouth is very distracting .. I swallow ..

"There's not much to know about me " I say , trying to stop been an shyness idiot ..
"What are your plans after you graduate " he asks , waiting for my reply anticipatedly .. What , plans ?? i haven't have decided anything , just come to Seattle with Moti , find a place to live and find a job , i havnt thought further what would i do after my finals ..
" I havn't made any plans Mr.Jalal , firstly i need to go through my finals .. " Which i should be studying at home now , but instead , i'm here wasting my time with you , came to interview but it seems if i'm been interviewed ..

"We run an excellent internship program here " he says , softly and queitly .. oh whao ! whats that ? is he offering me a job ?

" oh .. i'll keep that in mind " i murmured .. " though .. i'm sure , i wouldn't fit in it ... " Because i'm not a blonde ..

" Why did you said that ?" he cocks his head to once side , a playful smile on his lips ..
I replied " Its obvious , isn't it ? '' ... " not to me " he replies - His gaze is intense , & strange muscles deep in my body clench suddenly . We were looking in each other's gaze , i broke the gaze and looked down at my knotted fingers . Whats happening ??? It would be better that i leave now . I moved forward and to retrive the recorder ..
"Would you like me to show you the .. the place " he asks ..
"I'm sure Mr.Jalal are would be pretty much busy , and i also have a long drive .! " i exclaimed ..

"You are driving back to WSU to Vancouver ?" he asks . He looks surprised and anxious at the same time , he looked outside the window .. It seems to rain .. Right ! " Well , then you should drive carefully ." He sounds much stern and bossy type .. Why should he care about me ? probably i must ask him .. No no .. No way!
"Did you get everything you asked ? " he asks another question again .. I replied " Yes sir ! " then i packed my recorder and my things .. "Thank you so much sir for the interview "

"The pleasure's been all mine " he says , his tone as polite as ever .
As i stand up from the chair , he too stands and move his hand forward me .. To shake !

"Until we meet again , Miss Rajput " .. Why did he said that ?? Is it a challenge or a threat ? Are we going to meet again ?? We shake hands once again , the current , the odd exhilirating current , i felt the first time we shake our hands , its .. its still there .. I thinks its my nerves .

"Bye .. Mr. Jalal " i nods my head at .. he moves towards the door and open it wide for me , in surprise and shock i .. leave the door , and i was more shocked when i found him walking after me .. " Just ensuring you make it through the door Miss Rajput ! " he answered my unspoken question .. Is he a mind reader ??? he smiles at me .. looking me .. To , avoid his gaze i replied " That .. very considerate Mr.Jalal " and his smile widen ..

" Do you have a coat ? " Jalal asks ..

" Yes ! " rabika gets up and retrives my Jacket , which she took when i was waiting for Mr.Grey , she's a kind girl .. I thought ! She moved it forward but before she could hand it to me , Mr.Grey took it .. Holy crap ! . He holds it up and feeling ridiculousy self confedence .. I shrug it on . Jalal places his hand on my shoulder for a moment . I gasp at the contact . He notices my reaction , but didn't gave out anything .. His long index finger presses the button summoning the elevator & we stand waiting ..
The doors open, and I hurry in desperate to escape. I really need to get out of here. When I turn to look at him, he's leaning against the doorway beside the elevator with one hand on the wall. He really is very, very good-looking. It's distracting. His burning gray eyes gaze at me.

" Jodha ! " he says a farewell . So , we are at Jodha now .. Hearing my name from him , is .. is so much .. Oh i pushed back my thoughts ...
" Jalal " i replied and smiled .. He smiled back at me .. and thankfully the door closes .. and his image is no more in front of me ...!


Chapter 3

As the elevator arrives on the first floor , i jump out of it as soon as possible my heart is racing , my blood is hot and my body feels a kind of rigid , then i come out of that Mughal Enterprises big building and welcomes the fresh air , i inhale sharply and feel relxed , suddenly it started to rain , i remember Mr.Jalal's words that he thinks it would rain ..

No man has ever affected me like Jalaluddin Mohammad have today , what was it ? His weath , his power ? his looks ? what was it ? I've met handsome men before too , but i never felt the way i felt for Jalaluddin ... help me God please ! I can't jusitfy my reactions , why was i blushing hardly when he was around me ?? Maybe i'm thinking too much ... ?? or maybe , its just .. true ! Oh ! my head is surrounded by many thoughts .. un-necessary thoughts !

Trying to avoid all these thinking and ideas , i take off for my car and started driving , as i drive , i see the place around me , everything's so clear , the atmosphere is romantic .. cool breeze is there time by time , people are happy , laughing and so on .. the shops are filled with costumers ..

Again , the questions i asked him start roaming in my mind , maybe i'm over reacting now .. Okay what if not ? he's young , attractive , smart , intelligent , wealthy & confident too , but in some angles i found him arrogant & for all his impeccable manners he's autocratic and cool .. AS i kept on thinking about him , a shiver ran through my spine , well - if he's arrogant , he should be , because at such a young age he has accomplished such a Empire ..

I kept thinking about his answers , about him , about the way he was rubbing his hand over his lower lip , then rubs his index finger over his chin .. And i think about the most stupid Question " Are you Gay Mr.Jalal " oh god ! i must have closed my mouth at that question , what the hell problem is with Moti ? i mean , i feel so embarrased even though now ... ehh ! I'll fight her for that.

My gaze stays on the speedometer of my car and i found that i was dricing more carefully , why ? I remember Mr.Jalal's concern about it , and i can still see those bright , young , gray eyes & a stern voice telling and commanding me to drive carefully .

I scold myself Forget it Jodha ! . Then i tried to avoid my thinking i took out my mp3 player and tried to relax and chill and i switched on my favorite song . I drove home quickly , listening to song and yeah , driving carefully !

My attempt to ignore my thinking by listening music didn't succeed at all , well .. this has to happen really because i asked such stupid questions to such a big person .. a CEO .. oh i never knew i could be such an idiot . This is all because of Moti , once i'll reach home , i will not leave her at all.. I remember i asked him such questions like when was he adopted and is he adopted , and is he gay , oh god ! My brain is bursting out with anger but somewhere i was laughing at myself for performing such stupidity , this is what is called " Height of stupidity ".

I turnedmy gaze at speedometer and i realize that today i am driving more cautiously then ever , and i know very well why is it so , because those two , bright and young gray eyes , they are still visible to me and that stern voice commanding me to drive carefully ! I realize that Mr.Jalal acts bigger then his age .. or is it his nature ?

I scold my sub-conscious , maybe i was thinking too much deeply about him , its such .. normal ..right .. and i must act normally now ! Mean while i was happy with the thought that Now i don't have to see him ever again .. and now , i drive fastly , i know i have to reach home quickly as soon as possible !

Me and moti - we live in a small communting of duplex apartment . right ! I think , i'm lucky that Moti has granted me to live with her , its been 4 years since both of us are living together , this apartment is given by her parents , but i don't want to be a burden on someone and that is why i pay a little rent , half of my salary i earn by working at Lucas coffee shop, the biggest coffee shop in Portland .

Soon i was home , i get inside and i saw Moti on the couch , she's scratching her head , and she has a pencil in her hand and she's surrounded by lots and lots of book , I smiled at her - atleast she's taking good advantage of her time rather then sitting on laptop and surfing information about sex .. Boys & Sex - its her favorite topic , any time anywhere , she's ready to talk about it , after all she's Moti the hottie !

"Hello ! " i said , as she heard me , she turned around and smile , getting up from there , throwing the pencil on the couch she comes towards me , " hey ! you are here finally ! " she hugged me , oh her hug is always so tight ... " okay okay " i said pushing her back .. " Why are you late ?? i thought you would be coming sooner ! " she looked at me , frowning her brows , " why the hell did you added those stupid questions ?" i yelled at her ..

" Which questions ? " she asked , " oh ! " i murmured angrily " are u gay .. and adoption questions ! you made me feel so embarrased today " i was almost top of her ! " oh .. those ! " she looked down , trying to act innocently ! I frown at her ..

"Don't you try to act innocently ! why the hell didn't you gave me his biogrpahy and all ? He made me feel like an idiot and stupid for not having information about basic reasearch " i said ! .. oh , she closes her eyes in disappointment .. " Sorry .. Jodha .. i didn't knew .. " before she could continue i stopped her because i realized that she has realized her mistake .. " Its fine .. " i hugged her and she smile and hugged me back ..

I returned to my work , Mrs.Lucas was so pleased to see me , " I thought .. you wouldn't come today " she says in amazement , i smiled " The interview finished soon , so i joined ! " i replied , and then i get to my counter and started working , it was such a tiring day .. Mrs.lucas comes to me " Hey ! you are working so much , have a little rest , go have coffee and sit ! " i thought she was right and therefore , grabbing my coffee cup , i sat myself on a chair and i was thinking about Jalal .. when i fall asleep .. maybe i was too tired today .

Suddenly , he asks me " A coffee ? " i replied " Yeah ! " and he and I leave the place and waited for the elevator door to open , we jumped inside . Its so hard to remain normal in front of him , Mr.Jalal is such a hot man ! Help me GOD !

I peek up at him through my lashes and i saw he had a smile on his lips . Soon , i realize , we were heading at his office " Why are we going there ?" i asked , " something important and urgent ! " his words made me blush more . In few minutes we were in his office , and he pressed a button on his table and all the windows were closed and so the doors and nothing could be seen from inside .. What is he going to do ? i asked myself . I interwined my finger !

In shock i tried leaving and when i reached the door , i felt him after me , his palms pressed flat to the glass on both side of my shoulders , my breath was heavy .. Then he stepped ever more closer and he surrounded me .. " Turn around , Jodha ! " he says , softly , near my ear , sensually touching my ear and as he does this i felt a shiver run through my body ..

" You make me crazy Jodha ! " i heard him right back me , i breath heavy again , his lips brushed behind my ears , he moved his one hand down and prsessed my stomach flat , i closed my eyes at his touch , as i turned around he kept his one hand on my waist and slowly it was resting on the curve of my hip which was driving me crazy , crazy to have him , crazy to be filled by him , crazy to have his pleasure ...

He sealed his mouth with mine , his lips were so soft and very gently he was kissing me , his tongue dipped inside , tasting me , licking me , and his skills were so expert , and he kissed me on the right spot which turned me wild and crazy !

then my hands were in his hair...
He growled,deepening the kiss, stroking my tongue with lush slides of his own. I felt the raging beat of his heart against my chest .

He lifted me up in his arms , I was pressed full-body against him, achingly aware of every hot, hard inch of him . My skin was damp and too sensitive, my breasts heavy and tender

His body lower to mine, my legs sliding apart to accommodate the width of his hips. My muscles strained with the urge to lift toward him

I lay there gasping and wet, so willing and ready .. waiting for him .. to be inside me ..

" Jodha ! " i heard a voice .. i got up and i saw Mrs.Lucas there , oh damn ! it was a dream ... such a hot dream , my god ! what has happened to me , since i saw him today i can't stop thinking about it ! wat is the problem with me , why am i behaving like this ?? Am i in love with him ? No..i need to sort it out as soon as possible !

I looked up , " Hey , baby .. " she greets , oh Jeez ! I'm so embarrassed .. " You .. slept a long , and i thought to wake you up , coz its time for you to go home honey " she said , and there i got up , winded my things and left the shop ...

Chapter 4

When i returned home , Moti was working in her laptops wearing her headphones , she concentrating a lot and typing furiously . I am very tired today , a big and a long day of tiring interview , Moti's questions , and coffee shop .. and - the dream .. That dream kept me thinking about him still ..

I lied on the couch , trying to relax , when i heard Moti's interrupting voice , and so her bad ideas about him ... She said " You did a fantastic job Jodha .. against my expectations " she giggled and i frowned at her ... " I think , he wanted to spend more time with you baby girl " she murmured ..

My heart beat racing , as i thought about him again , was this the reason ? no no .. he just wanted me so to see around so that he can show he's a lord of his surveyed , i noticed this many times , that when ever i am thinking about him i kept on biting my lower lip , i'm grateful Moti didn't notice , as she's much indulge in transcription ..

" So .. did you took any notes ? " She asked me .. " No " i replied , how could i take notes when just a goddess beauty was sitting in front of me , rubbing his chin , his hairs , his intense bright gray eyes , and his sexy looking body ... I was lost in my thoughts once again..

" You should really believe me , you have a good thing on him - I mean he just offered you a jon say it directly or indirectly , but .. you have a little effect on him ... " she replied.. she looked at me , as i went into the kitchen to make sandwiches for myself .. " So.what do you think of him Jodha ? " she fluttered ..

I think until and unless i don't reply her she won't let me out so easily , so this time , i spoke truthfully , what ever i think about him .. " He's controlling , arrogant , his eyes , sometimes get so much dangerous to look into and .. but other wise he's really pleasureable .. "

But before she could reply back to my work , i left the room with my sandwich and a glass of white wine , i closed the room , and saw her been irked with me , after a few seconds i re-opened the door , and spoke to her from the room only , loud out so that she can hear " Why did you wanted to know whether he's a gay or not ? " it seemed as if my voice choked and shocked her suddenly , she turned back " umm.. Because .. no one has ever seen him on a date " ..

I shouted at her " You know , how embrassing was it , ahh .. i pray to God , i shouldn't ever meet him again .. how could i then face him ? " I muttered " Oh Jodha .. " she said , getting up and walking towards me " He seemed interested in you !" she exclaims , I rolled my eyes at her " oh please Moti " i scowl , Interested in me ? Never ..

She looked inside me room , actually peeking in " Um.. i hope you won't mind if i had a sandwich ? " she questioned .. " Of course not " i replied , keeping my hand over her shoulder and dragging her inside the room , and closed it ..

I worked till late night on my essay , thankfully not even a little memory of him , so i worked peacefully , Moti had been curled up on her bed , when i was in the middle of my work , she just wished me Good Night , kissed me and curled on her bed then , since i didn't heard a single word or noise from her room ..

I was getting so much sleepy , and therefore , finishing my work hurriedly , i just crawled onto my bed , my pillow squeezed against my chest and i fall asleep .. and started dreaming..

I've been pinned by the wall , i can smell his fragnance , his hot desire , his lust for me , his unruly dark copper colored hairs , he nipped my lower lip with his teeth and then soothed it with the caress of his tongue .. while i was losing my breath , and my legs felt like jelly like , i thought i would fall down upon my knees , but before that he kissed me passionately ..

He was none other then Jalaluddin Mohammad , OH MY GOD my inner goodness shocked and amazed at the same time .. He cupped the back of my thigh and urged me tighter against him, With a soft groan, he sealed his chiseled mouth over mine , deep kiss . . .

I pushed my fingers into his hair to hold him still and kissed him back, my tongue sliding along his, stroking . His arms banded around me and tightened possessively.

He then , started opening buttons of his shirt , and with his expert and skilfull hands , he took off mine's as well in just a couple of seconds , i couldn't meet eyes with him , i was blushing heavily .

He bent down on his knees , and drag my leg and trapped it by the trails of kisses , i was stick on the wall , i just couldn't control any more , electrical current was going up and down my body , i pushed my fingers in his hairs and scratched his head with my fingers , his skillful tongue , vigriously moved over my thigh , tickling the soft spot , and his hands , perfectly moving and holding my legs ...

" Please ... " i murmured harshly , my heart beat racing , my breathe rough , his breath was rough too , i could feel his heart beating fast as like mine , he then stands up , and i keeps my head at his manly chest , i could feel his masculine body .. His manhood bruished against my skin , i could feel it ..

" Get up ... get up " a fierce voice wokes me up from my dream , slowly i opened my eyes and saw Moti standing beside me , she looked over whelmed by me now, and pissed off at the moment , " What ? " I asked her , trying to know whats wrong .. " Get up ! " she orders crossing her arms and hugging her chest ...

" What the hell is wrong ? " i asked her , she rolled her eyes at me .. and closed them for a while and opened them again , and there i see excitement in her eyes , she started jumping with excitement , i kicked off the bed sheet and stands in front of her , determining what's going on ...

And i started jumping too with excitement when i saw Suryabhan , coming inside my room , " OMG OMG " i said , hugging him tightly , bare feet i was pushed on my toes to hug him ,as he had more height then me , he hugged me back too , and embraced me in his arms ..

Suryabhan is my friend , and not only friend , he's a bestie , we have a good bonding , we can understand each other very well , and as i don't have a brother , i saw a brother in him , and he was god gifted gift to me .. I loved him so much .. I broke the hug and looked into his eyes with lots of questions ..

"How come ?? " before i could continue he spoke out " Just was wanting to give a little surprise to you darling " he said , his eyes sparkling ..

The whole day , half day actually .. passed off talking to Suryabhan and Moti , we had a great time together , it had been a long time since we havn't been complied in our group and chatted and had fun together , i really missed those moments ..

But , its not our problem , its the time ... we've been engaged in our future and present lives , our careers .. our problems etc .. Talking till 11:30 pm the three of us were really very tired and so , we decided to crawl in our's beds .. And slept ..

The next day i woke up really very fresh , hugging them both and greeting them , i left the house for my work ... and drove really calmly , not even a single thought about Jalaluddin disturbed me today , feels wonderful really !

I engrossed myself so much in work today , the coffee shop was almost full today then the usual days . Not to really get bored in my work in the free time i usually prefer reading something , it can be anything - a romantic & erotic novel either a informative book , but usuall i real novels ...

I was reading my novel standing , when i found my gaze struck by those gray eyes , his stare bold .. he was standing by the counter .. staring me intently .. as if he's move up , make me sit on the counter and f**k me right there ... Shaking my head and pushing all those thoughts a side , i concentrated on his mouth which was yet going to speak something ...

" Miss Rajput " his lips slightly smiling more then a smirk " Wao ! what a pleasant surprise " he said , his brows and his face show the excitment and so his eyes and of course his that sensual voice , I don't know why , but his voice , oh !!!! its such a sensual torture to my body , to my skin .. to my Heart ..

My sub-conscious flushing .. Oh god, what is He doing here ? He had never came here , yeah i'm sure , i've been working in this coffee shop since 4 years and never ever i've seen him here , What's wrong then ? He was wearing his cream color sweater , his jeans and his walking boots... Every new sight of him amazes me , and my heart falls in his feet ..

I discovered that my heart was beating so fast and that my eye lids were matching my heart rate , my fingers crossed ... my breathing rough , my voice .. hid some where inside my throat .

Finally i took the courage to speak up to him " Mr.Jalal " i greeted him with a smile on my lips after all that shockness and amazed look . " I was just passing by from here when , i felt that i'm getting a little sick for the coffee , and when i came .." he stopped .. a playful smile playing on his lips , his eyes wicked .. " And saw you " he completed , his voice was warm , and had a great affect on me .

I was blushing heavenly , his sight of being in front of me , standing .. looking deeply in me , as if i'm naked to him .. Oh it makes the blutterflies flutter in my belly , and a shiver ran through my body , and i hold the end of the counter to stay still , rather then fall down on the floor with a Heart attack that .. Oh Jalaluddin Mohammad is here .

" Ummm .. " i looked up at him through my long lashes , still breathing roughly and breathing high .. " You can call me Jodha .. " i noticed another smirk on his lips " Ahh .. what can i get you Mr.Jalal ? " i asked intently , waiting for his reply .. Waiting to hear that sensual and warm voice again to struck me and send a shiver in my body again ...

He told me his choice of coffee , when i handed it to him he asked me something which shocked me , and i can't stop blushing " Do you have a boy friend ? " bruising his fingers over mines .. " Why did you asked ? " i replied , still looking down .. " Just .. answer " he commanded ..

Oh so , Mr. he's still in command mood " No " i replied irked with his command , as i replied a NO , i saw his lips curved in a big smile .. i've seen the first time , rather then that small smile or else that heart losing smirk ..

" I hope , you won't mind sitting with me for a minute or two " he asked nervously maybe or maybe not , i can't say ! I lifted my eyes at him at once for that demand .. I knew , if i do it , i will loose my heart yet at all .. trying to avoid his question i moved out of my counter , passing through him when my feet slipped ..

Before i would fall on the floor and hurt myself , i found myself in his hot arms , his beautiful muscles , his manly chest .. his manly body hard enough , his one hand on my back , and those fingers were rubbing my spine .. and the other hand was interwined with my hand in order to give more support to me .. His gaze never leaving mine , mine never leaving his .. (The following BG music plays )



I was in his embrace , in his arms .. struck with his body , touching his body , feeling the warmth .. his smell his fragnance .. I was lost in his world , he was lost in mine's .. We were really gonna create a scene .. until Mrs.Lucas came and interrupted us " Hello guys " she muttered sorry for being ruining a romantic scene ..

As we heard her voice , i tried to struggle to get off his hold , but he hold me still , finally attempting again and this time he left me , he was looking shy too , and i was blushing been caught by my Boss ..

" Mr.Jalal .. its such a pleasure to meet you " greeted Mrs.Lucas shaking hand with him .. smiling at him , her smile flirting , but it didn't affected him at all because he was looking at me all the time which made my heart beat more rapidly , and the blood in my veins running fastly , making my body heat up ..

Greeting him , she was turning back to go when Jalal stopped her by asking a favor " excuse me " she turned back and looked at him " Yes ? " .. she asked ..

" Ah.. Mrs.Lucas , i .. i think you won't have any problem if I sit with Jodha for a few minutes ? " he asked softly .. She was amazed , she looked at Jodha , who seemed quite nervous " Of course " saying this she returned and was soon out of their sight .


Chapter 5

" Please " Jalal whispers , slowly moving his hands towards me , wao he's a well mannered person , and why shouldn't he ? As he is the CEO of Mughal's Enterprises .. I was so damn get sexy feelings that i couldn't just explain in my feelings .. Mr.Jalaluddin Mohammad .. he's standing infront of me and .. my hand is in his's .. holy god ! it all feels like a dream !

We sat on the table , he sat beside me ... I could just feel his warm body .. his warmness .. he is a sexy man!! besides .. he feels so warm .. the cool breeze is all over here and being around him makes me feel a little warm atleast .. what if he's bare and top of me - ewww ... i shouts at my sub-conscious .. He looks questiongly at me .. his eyes widen and he's shocked ..

I was feeling so sexy and uncomfortable at the same moment with his hot gaze stick to mine .. as if he was really drinking me up ! God knows whats going on his mind ! Soon , our coffee arrived .. he passed mines towards me , as i hold the cup is fingers bruished over mine's and a shiver ached down my spine , i moved from my seat a little for comfort ! He smirked at me ! I was really feeling crazy and awkward ! God - was he feeling same as i was ?? Oh , what a stupid I am ..

My body was shivering , and therefore .. what i was trying to avoid did happened .. Yeah ! Holy crap - i dropped coffee on his clothes .. i'm such an stupid idiot .. I really felt ashamed of myself today ! but , he was still so calm , a playful smile played on his lips .. not even a single change in his behavior .. I apologized ...

" I'm .. i'm so sorry " i quicly replies not understanding how to react at the same moment .. i rubbed my hands over his shirt and i felt his manly chest .. God ! what did i just did ! i just felt like hitting my head on the wall .. i moved my hands in hesitation .. " its..i'm .. God , maybe you need to change but , i have no ... " i was so frustrated and angry on myself .. for being an asshole ( this asshole means a stupid and irritating person !!! 😃 )

I took my face in my hands .. i felt his hands capturing mine's .. and then i hear his sensual sound , his voice ... standing so near to me, we were inches a part .. " Its fine ! i'm okay! I'm always ready to take them off " he said with a proudy look & flirty voice - obviously trying to not insult me .. or make me feel ashamed .. then with such a soft and cool tone he asked " is there a washroom ? so that i can .. " before he finished .. i interrupted.. " yeah .. come , " and i grabbed his hand. But , what does that means by taking them off .. ??

We've entered the washroom , and he stand by the sing , i felt a little awkward looking at his side , so i just looked away at the figures of busy people around , working , chatting , having fun , laughing .. God ! how good does this look .. a minute later i looked at his side and saw him shirtless .. Oh my f**king god - i can't believe my eyes , i saw him shirtless .. god .. i closed my eyes ... god god god ...

I was damn embarrassed .. " Hey .. " i heard his voice ... Slowly i opened my eyes and looked towards him , he was still shirtless .. He was grinning .. and was biting his lower lip .. His body was so masculine .. His chest wide ... He muscles manly .. god .. i wanted to touch him ..

While i was lost in my thinking , i saw him moving towards me , he was moving towards me and i was taking my steps back , but failed .. because the wall was at my back , now he was infront of me .. looking at me .. His gaze was so sexy , my heart beat was running very fastly .. i closed my eyes , and breath heavily ... my lips shivering with something new i was facing .. some new feelings .. some mutal feelings maybe !

I could feel him moving more closer to me , my hands squeezing my dress .. My breathing wasn't stable yet .. i felt him .. yeah i do .. he kept his hand on my shoulder and i was shocked suddenly with his touch and then with a couple of seconds i felt his warm breath over my face .. and then he joined out temples .. almost choking me .. ( the following BG music plays : )

God , i was out of breath .. i just couldn't stand on my legs anymore , i felt like i would fall any second , but i felt his both hands over my arms , holding my tight , almost grabbing tightly .. He murmured near my ear " Hey , look at me .. " God .. i slowly opened my closed eyes , this all was sending shiver down my spine , i was shivering with these new feelings ..

I opened my eyes and saw him , very near to me , our temples touching .. and he was rubbing his nose over mine's .. " Jal...al " finally i spoke out breathing heavily , i'm sure he might be aware of my heavy breath and heart rate , he was so near to me that i could feel his heart beat and his warm breath now on my neck as he rubbed his nose over my jaw , my lips dried , i bite my lower lip and i couldn't hold myself anymore and therefore , i threw my hands over his biceps , holding him tight and then i closed my eyes again ..

" Please ... " i begged .. still eyes closed .. His breath now on my face once again .. finally i gathered some courage to losen his hold from me and control myself .. finally .. in the first attempt only ,i was out of his hold , or maybe he didn't tried fighting back , maybe - he was feeling embarrassed .. Embarrassed for what he just did ..

I cleared the bile which had risen in my throat . " Ummm .. i'll ... i'll see you out .. " saying this i was leaving but he grabbed my hand fastly , i stopped .. i sensed him moving towards me , my stable breath was un-stable once again .. God ! But alas ! he faced me .. " Why are you running away ? " he asked directly .. God .. i was flushing .. i looked here and there .. running my mind for a possible answer therefore ..

" I .. i .. need to go .. " quickly making his hold lose once again , this time i hurriedly escaped from there , finally successful at last .. God .. i just don't know how to react at that point .. at that place and that in front of him and when everything have taken place quickly , his sudden getting close to me , making a mutual attraction b/w and asking a question who's answer i don't know yet !

I quickly ran towards my counter and stand there , my heart was maybe in no mood to stable its beat .. I was feeling damn embarrassed .. What was all that which took place between us a few minutes before ..

After at least 10 minutes i saw him coming out , dressed in same pant and shirt was different .. God ! How did he changed here , and .. and how does he got that shirt .. wat was all going on huh ?? He came towards me , i was looking down ... " Hey " he greeted me in his sensual voice , voice full of confidence .. I smiled .. " Um .. actually i'm .. sorry about that all .. its just ... " damn , i interrupted him .. " Its.. its okay " i smiled again feeling so embarrassed .. He smirked ..

" Okay " he replied .. " It was nice meeting you .. " as he replied he turned back to leave by my voice stopped him " Um.. excuse me Mr.Jalal " he turned back suddenly " Yes ? " he asked , i get out of my counter and stand in front of him " Actually ... I... i . i mean .. " god .. have the words in this world ended or wasn't I able to speak ? finally gathering a lot of courage i spoke out " I have a request , please " making a cute puppy like face ..

He smirked .. Wao ! I wasn't expecting this from him , he moved a step towards me , i stilled in my position and alas ! he smirked once again .. God , my cheeks turned red " Hmmm .. " He grinned " what request ?" i looked down at my knotted fingers ..
" Actually .. Kate wants a just 5 mins photoshoot of you , please " she looked up at him her voice a little begging type " she doesn't have some good and latest snaps of your's to put in that interview .. so .. she wanted to .. " and i stopepd waiting for his reply .. " Hmm " he looked at me , " Okay! "he said , smiling .. Wao wao wao ! God i was so so happy .. He just said a Yes !Yipeee... " Thank you so much " i said , taking his hands in mine's , when i realized what i just did .. God .. i quickly left them and he smirked at me .. again ! But , his hands were warm and smelled beautiful and so soft that i wanted to see how does my lips feel on those hands . God - i trashed my bad thoughts once again ...

He moved towards me , hold me by the waist , i remained still - still taking in what was happening and he pressed a kiss on my forehead , oh my godness ! His lips are so soft , and seem wild to kiss .. god .. i closed my eyes in pleasure and stayed still , he then was over with his kiss and murmured " Bye , looking forward to see you tomorrow " he moved back and took out his walet and handed me a card " This is my card ,it has my number , call me before 10 in the morning " " Okay " i replied .. we were looking at each other ..

I heard a voice calling me " Jodha "

Yo ! it was Umar , Mr.Lucas's youngest brother , i heard that he's back from India , but i didn't expect him to come now .. today ! " Ah , excuse me Mr.Jalal" saying this i excused him , and moved towards Umar .. He have been a really good friend to me , he hugged me tightly .

" Hey , Jo .. how are you ? "
" I'm fine Umar .. you suddenly coming here ? huh ... ? i mean like for what ? " i asked
" Actually , bro had some work and he needed help.. so here i am " he says raising his hands in the air !
" And you're looking very well " he teased , still hugging me , but broke the hug now , and looks me from head to toe .. and keeps an arm over my shoulder ...

My gaze caught Mr.Jalal , he hadn't left yet ! He was stilled in his place , his eyes watching us like a hawk and his mouth clossed in a hard line , he seemed someone else now , someone who was a few minutes ago with me wasn't him at all !

" Um..umar , i'm with a customer . And i think you'll be pleased to meet him " I said dragging him towards Mr.Jalal , he smiles at us . " Ah .. Mr.Jalal this is Umar , Mr.Lucas's young brother .. He is studying business administration in India and he just come back " Hmm , i stopped , i've spoke so much ..

" Mr.Umar " Jalal shakes his hand with him " Nice to meet you "
" Hello Mr.Jalal .. omg .. Wait .. Mr.Jalal .. ummm are you Jalaluddin Mohammad ? " his eyes round with excitement , Mr.Jalal nods his head with a polite smile on his perfect sculptured lips .. " Wao ... can i help you ? " he asked " No its fine , Jodha had already helped me a lot " he smirked at me .. I know what he meant !

" Oh guys , i have to go , bye Jodha , bye Mr.Jalal " he says hugging me again and giving a pleasant smile to Mr.Jalal , " Okay ! I have to go too .. " Mr.Jalal smiles at me .. " Hmm" i replied .. he turned to go , but turns back " I'm glad that Moti couldn't come to interview " and there he turned and left .. God .. what does he meant ? huh ? I kept on gazing that closed door from which he has left ..

Why does this happen to me when he's around me , this is second meeting of our's and i really feel something different being with him , something like .. i can't guess what is it ? When he was moving closer to me , i didn't even stopped him and i was panting like a silly lady who do this being in love with the person ..

So , am I ? but .. it .. it can't be possible . We hardly knew each other . How can I love him ? How could my heart fall for an unknown person i didn't even know well ? But , what if its true because " Love happens to you suddenly , like an accident " what if these sayings are proving true now .??

No , i can't deny anymore . Yes ! I do .. I do love him .. I've falled for him , since i first saw him in his office , i wanted to kiss when when he was smirking . And yes , i want to leave love marks on the chin he was rubbing which was turning me on ... And Yes , i wanted to bite him every where when he was half bare in front of me ..

Yes Yes Yes !! I admit my feelings , I do love him .. I possess him , i want to own him .. His each inch should belong to me .. His mouth , his chin , his body .. every thing belongs to me .. What a second ! I have confessed my feelings about him to myself , but i didn't even know that DOES HE LIKE ME ? DOES HE LOVE ME ? God , i'm struck in such a strange situation ..

God ! Oh .. I .. I need to inform Moti about the photoshoot . Keeping my thoughts aside i need to keep in mind i have several other work and duties , and i need to act as normally i can ! Yeah , i'll call Moti !

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Chapter 6

'OMG .. What ?' Moti's mouth dropped open in an '0' Shaped hearing that Mr.Jalal had visited the coffee shop i work in and she was damn too excited to hear more .. 'Hmmm' i nodded my head 'I mean like , don't you think it was such a huge co incidence , don't you think he especially came there to see you ? ' she asked in her full - of - excitement voice

'Moti yaar , please .. don't start with this nonsense . ' i tried to act as much normally as i can in front of her , not letting her know of my hidden feelings for him ' And now lets decided where are you going to take those photos and by whom ?' i asked 'but , how would we tell him about the place we choose , god ' she replied

'Oh' i said looking at her 'I have his number so we can inform him about the place , okay ? ' i asked . 'what ? you have the world's richest , most handsome , charming , dashing .. the CEO of Mughal Enterprises's number " she was jumping .. Jodha stopped her " Oh Moti , please .. " she rolled her eyes , moti understood its not the best timing , but she was not ready to give up .

" Moti , i was thinking that Surya is here , so why not ask him to take photographs , we both know how amazing is he in this work " she smiled at her friends " yeah , no problem Jodha " replied moti ..

First we informed Surya about the plan and he agreed , telling him we'll inform him the timings and everything later .. " Now just call him " plead moti , she's a ewww bomb ...
I took out his card frmo my back pocket and dialled the number on my phone , the first bell rang , no answer , my heart beat was racing fast , and here , he answers on the second call ..

" Mr.Mohammad "
" Ah .. Mr.Mohammad .. its me ... umm. .. Jodha Singh Rajput " God , whats wrong with me , i couldn't even identify my own voice ..
" Oh Miss Rajput .. Nice to hear from you " God ! he sounds so seductive , rushing my thoughts a side i knew that Moti is there , and she's looking at me , her mouth dropped open , to avoid her i turned my back at her .

" Umm .. i just called to inform you that .. umm we'll go ahead with that photoshoot " bile was rising already in my throat .. " And that be tomorrow , if that's possible for you Sir " emphazing on the last word ..

" Okay , no problem .. I'm staying at heathman in portland , so what about nine thirty tomorrow in the morning ? "

" Yeah , okay , thanks " i replied " I'm looking forward to meet you miss Rajput " and there , he hanged up , god ... why the hell am i blushing so much ? " Jodha " Moti turned me towards her " You're attracted towards him , i've never seen you like that "
" Its just like that Moti and i blush all the time " trying to avoid her next reply i left saying " I'm going to study and then sleep .. cya " and closed my bed room door .

Next morning :

Surya had brought along his friend ram here to help out with the lightning . So , Surya , his friend Ram and I were in my beetle while Moti was in her CLK , as all of us can't fit in my small beetle . Never mind :) So , Moti as being my super intelligent friend had been succeeded in accquiring a room in hotel for free by giving credit in her article .

Moti spoke up " Surya and Ram look after the arrangements , we'll do it by the wall and Jodha just inform Mr.Mohammad we're here " Oh Yeah man ! all bossy .. huh ? yup , she's sounding much of a bossy type .. In half an hour her arrives at correct 10:00 am .

OMG ! My mouth dropped open as i saw him , my cheeks heated , my heart racing , my breath rough and rush and my eye lids matching my heart rate . He's wearing a white shirt which is yet open at the collar ( which makes him look more hot ) & grey flannel pants that hangs from his hips . His unruly hairs are damp from the shower . God , he's f**king sexy like hell .. He's freaking hot .. he's lickable , chewable , biteable ... God .. i don't know what i want to do with this man ...

Oh wait , he's not alone at all , he's been followed by a man , he might be in his mid thirties , dressed in a sharp dark suit & tie , but stands silently in the corner . His eyes hazel and he's staring us .

" Miss Rajput .. Here , we meet again " he smiles and moves his hand and we shake , the same current passed through my body when i shake hands with him first time in his office , oh i know right what this is . This current is lightning me up , heating my cheeks , making me blush . Our eyes lock .

" Mr.Mohammad , this .. this is Moti Singh " i said , waving my hands towards moti who was moving forward with her eyes struck on Jalal .

" Hello Miss singh . How are you doing ? " He smiles a small smile , he's looking freaking sexy . " I hope you're feeling better . Jodha told me you was unwell the other day " he says looking at me .. He again took my name , it was a current for my body . His tongue looks f**king hot while he ripes out my name from his mouth .. His tongue well f**kable !

" I'm fine , thank you Mr.Mohammad " Moti sounds so proud & cool . " Thank you so much for this photoshoot Mr.Mohammad " moti seems pleased with him , he smiled " Its my pleasure " he turns his gaze towards me .. I blush again .. God no ..

Trying to avoid that awkward situation i looked up at Surya , who was looking at me and when he saw i looked his way he smile with much more affection for me " Mr.Mohammad , this is Suryabhan ... " i was pleased to introduce my intelligent and smart friend to him ...

" Mr.Mohammad " Surya shakes his hands ..
" Mr.Suryabhan " well what i can see now was that Mr.Mohammad doesn't seem to pleased with Surya , i wonder why ?

It took more then half an hour for this photoshoot , taking pictures of Yet the amazing , sexy , hot , handsome , richest , dominating Mr.Mohammad's ... In many different poses , sitting and standing too , twice our eyes locked during that , which have yet created an electrical current contact between us , i guess ..

" Take care , Mr.Mohammad and thanks once again " Moti thanked him , while i kept staring him , drinking him up , owing him , possessing him .. What am I doing ? Wat the f**k .. i scolded myself .. " Miss.Rajput , can I please talk to you ? " i heard him while i was busy scolding myself about my stupidity ..

OMG ! My heart beat racing once again , i tried to act as cool as i can " sure " i say smiling .. " Bye everyone " says Mr.Mohammad as he open the door for me to walk out , hmmm .. i quite liked it .. ! What ? what did i thought when i said Yes to him .. Oh my God ! Wat did i just did ...

I stepped out and waited there for few seconds , all nervous .. when i saw his figure coming towards me .. I tried to smile " I would be very pleased if you would Join in for coffee this morning ? " My God ! His half commanding , half pleasing question choked me .. I see i see where this all is going ..

He's actually trying to convince me for a date ! A dare with Mr.Mohammad .. i can't really believe this .. Okay ! Let me try if he's trying his chance or is really intending to carry me for a date with him .. " Umm..but i need to drop everyone " he looked at me for quite few seconds " Taylor " he calls , oh .. the man who looked in his thirties with his sharp features appeared there ..

" Taylor can take them all , he's my driver " as he said , taylor bows down to me , i smiled , so kind .. isn't he ? " So , now will you come ? " he asks again , much softly and lovingly this time .. I was really strucked , he smiled like if he've won someone he've been intending to win for too long ...

" Ummm..i think you may not need to do this , wait a minute " saying this i started walking in the suite again , there she was Moti .. " Sunn " i grabbed her hand fastly .." haan ? " she was choked " Moti , he wants to take me on a coffee .. date " i murmured slowly trying hard to lower my voice " what " she roared " omg .. really ? " she seemed happy now .

" Okay go go " she tried pushing me " arey ! wait " i stopped her " can you drop them all home ? " making a cute puppy face i asked .. she thought for a while and nodded for a yes .. yipeee .. my happiness knew no bound . I hugged her fastly " Thank you so much "

I was turning and leaving when I felt her grib on my hand tight , i turned and looked at her , her eyes were much of that a concerned " Whats wrong , Moti ? " i asked , keeping my hand over her's .. " Listen Jodha , i think there is something about him " as she says this i widen my eyes , she continues after a second " I mean , he's gorgeous , he's rich , he's .. but i think , he's dangerous and specially to someone like you Jodha " she kept her other hand on my shoulder ..

" What do you mean Moti ? " i asked .
" Jodha , you're too innocent my love " she caressed my cheek with her fingers .
" Arey " i tried to make her feel as comfortable as i can " Its , just a coffee okay! and i've not forgot i have exams for which i need to study, so it'll not take wrong "

I turned back , before that i've kissed moti on the cheek to make her feel better , i know her concern as a friend as a sister ... but there's nothing like what she is thinking .. PROBABLY NOT TILL NOW .

Chapter 7

I returned back and saw Mr.Jalal was standing where last i left him about like 15 minutes before , i guess . As he saw me , i noticed a smile appeared on the end of his lips , and he moved towards me . 'So , will you?' he asked in a one go as we both were nearly standing in front of each other . I nodded my head with a small sweet smile on my lips . Alas! I noticed him smirking . Then he took out his hand respectfully for me , he is such a respectful and manner able guy i have ever met since now , really ?'Lets go' saying this we move to leave for coffee .

We made our way down the corridor , hands in hands . I don't know why have i been feeling so weirdo being with him ? My knees shaky , butterflies fluttering in my belly and my breathe was a bit faster then regular . And my heart .. my God , its just beating fast and fast . I looked at him from the corner of my eyes and i must say he looks damn too sexy every time .. I mean how is it possible for him to look that handsome every time ?

We walked about for 5-7 minutes and then we reached for the elevator . Suddenly my mind sinks 'What are we going to talk about?' such questions raised at the back of my mind , while i still kept on looking down , i don't know why but i just can't look at him , damn , i was flushing !

We were just a few steps away from the elevator when he asks me 'How long you know Miss Singh ?' I looked up at him , he's still smiling . Holy f**k ! 'Ah .. since out freshman year , she's a great friend' i smiled at Moti's thoughts . Really she have been a great friend and have been a dutiful and a wonderful friend like a sister could be . I think i am too lucky to have her , since i do not have any sister of mines . 'Ok' he replied , he seems thoughtful . What ever !

And here we reach the elevator and he presses the call button and what happened then , did made me embarrassed like hell , a couple was kissing in the elevator and as they saw us they apart . The couple too was hell embarrassed and they jumped onto the other side . I and Jalal jumps on the opposite side .

'I was already feeling damn too shy with him , and now this has meant to be happened wao good god !' i thought . I tried to maintain a straight face and hooked my eyes on the floor , trying to sound as normal and cool as i can , but then i peeked him through the corner of my eyes and i saw a small smile on his lips . Its very hard to tell , but i assume he was smiling .

The doors of the elevators dropped open and to my pleasure , Mr.Mohammad clasps my hand in his's . His fingers long and cool . I felt the same current ran through me , which i felt the very first time i shaked hands with him in his office . My heart beats accelerates . As we stepped out , we heard the couple giggling . Shyly i looked down while he smirks !

We left the hotel , hand to hand .. Crossing the roads , no one have ever held my hand and for the first time some one is , and that too Mr.Mohammad . I flush thinking this . We cross the street , he is still holding my hand , God why do i feel so Hot ?

Walking a few blocks we reached the Portland Coffee House , where he releases my hand , probably because i should get inside .

'Jodha .. why don't you choose the table for us while i get the drinks for the two of us' amused .. he looked at me , i smiled but before i could say he asked 'And what would you like to have ?' He sounded so cool and polite as ever i'have seen him .

'I would like to have English Bag out Tea'

he stares at me .

'No coffee?'

'Um..mostly no'

He then asks 'Sugar?' his voice seductive .

For a moment i was lost in his that 'Oh so killing' Seductive voice , but reality hit me soon before i could face embarrassment .

'No , thanks' i replied , quite warm , so i shouldn't sound rude .

'Anything to eat?' he raises his brow ?

'Ah , no thank you for the gesture' i replied , looking proudly but shyly at him ..

He grinned and moved towards me and took my hand in his's , replied 'My pleasure' and kissed my knuckles . I closed my eyes in the pleasure and breathe freshly .

Quite interestingly i watch him waiting in the line , he looks so handsome and damn too sexy . I could watch him all day without a blink .. He's tall , broad shouldered & slim and most importantly by look he is such a guy i love to date . The thought suddenly hits my mind .

And the way that pants hang his hips , oh my .. so sexy ! He ran his fingers through his hairs for two times , his hairs unruly , dark copper color . I can do that too . OMG !! I flushed at my thoughts .. So dirty huh ? What does he do to me ? I smiled and bit my lower lip to stop further smiles .

'Where are you lost Beautiful' OMG , he brought me back in my senses

but , wait .. he .. he just complemented me with BEAUTIFUL . I was just thinking about running my fingers through his hairs and feel his soft touch and here he comes . OMG he's staring at me like a detective . God .. can he read my mind ? I am going crazy totally .

In embarrassment i smiled , he holds a tray with our respective things . He then manner-able serves me mine's and then sat to have his's . He sat opposite me . Crossing his long legs .. looking HOT as usual .. A smile crept on his face as he caught me eyeing him .. I shyly looked down at my cup , my heart racing !

Then he talked about few things , very professionally .. Like likes and dislikes . He asked me why do i like this tea , and etc etc .. Everything was going so normally and i was calm a bit until he asks .

'Is..He your boyfriend?'

My my , i stare at him . eyes widen

'Who?' I asked

I think he hesitates to say , but hesitation and now ? 'Why didn't you hesitated Mr.Mohammad , when you asked me that? and now hesitating to tell me the god damn name ?' i thought .

'The .. photographer' . he looked at me 'Suryabhan.'

My God . I laughed .. He looked at me more seriously then before .I think i should not have laughed at him .. What if he takes it as his insult ?

'No .. no .. Surya is just a good friend of mines ..' I saw him calming by my answer .

But i wasn't giving up Mr.Mohammad ... I thought

'What made you think that HE is my Boyfriend ?' i waited for him to reply ..

He took a moment to gather his words i assume .. and then replied ' The way you both looked and .. umm .. smiled at each other .. ' he smirks .

'He's like my family member .. something like brother'

And i saw him calming more now with my response .. He then breathes and smiled . While i look at him secretly through my lashes .. trying to show as if i'm concentrating on my Tea.

'And the boy at the store yesterday , is he your boyfriend?'

My God ! He started again .. I hooked my couple of eyes from my cup up at directly to him and looked at him and smiled 'No..i already told you that Mr.Mohammad yesterday that he's just a friend .. '

'Oh' he muttered.

'But why did you asked?'

So i think we were playing a game . He asks , i reply . Then i ask he reply .. Quite funny

'You look quite nervous when around men' he said in a go ..

OMG ! I stare at him blindly ...

'You are totally mistake Sexy .. its just when you're around .' i thought and blushed

Well .. well ..Mr.Mohammad i am not giving up .. i grinned .

'I find you..like .. you can make people do what you want' and i looked at him and continued 'Intimidating' and i observed he inhaled a sharp breath ..

He then rubbed his chin with his index finger so slowly but sensually ..

'You should find me like one .. ' and as he said that shyly i looked down ..

'Oh come one .. You're honest Jodha .. and don't look down .. I like to look at your lovely face' ..

OMG !! One in all .. He just started and i don't think he's ever being ready to find a way back out of it .. Oh .. i looked up at him and smiled ..

'At least like that .. it gives me a clue of what you might be thinking'

Oh my f**king GOD ! Is he a mind reader? What ??? OMG ... I can't gulpe it down he actually said he can get a hint of what i am thinking by looking at my face .. Does he ? i thought fondly.

'I find you mysterious , Miss Rajput' he said

'Oh wat ?' i smiled 'Mysterious and that me?' i almost giggled ..

' Well. Mr.Mohammad , there's nothing mysterious about me' i complained

'And i think you're quite self contained too..'

What the f**k ?

God i want to laugh loud

'Not at all'i smiled

'Not when you blush , i wish i could know why you blush ? which you do most of the time ' and here i blush and giggled again .

'So. do u always make such personal observations Mr.Mohammad? i winked

'Oh No .. i never realized .. did i offended you?'

'No' i giggled

'Good then' .

'I'm used to get on my own ways in all the things Jodha' and my heart skipped a beat !

'Well , i won't deny it .. You have not asked me to call you by your first name dear' i said .

OMG ! Did i actually said that ? Whoa

'Um.. only my friend and some close friends call me by my name Anastasia'

'Oh' i looked at him shyly

'Call me Jalal' OMG .. What ?Now .. ?? He's a control freak .. i laughed inside ..

'You're the only child?'

I feel as if i'm being interviewed

'Yes'

Then he asked me some questions about my father and mother . I told him about my Mother and her currently new marriage and about my step dad .

'your father?' he asked

'He died when i was small'

'oh .. i'm sorry'

'No , its okay'

then he asked me about my get along with my other step dad's and all that boring stuff ... Ughhh


Chapter 8

Time passed and passed as we chatted , actually calling it chat would be un-fair coz it seemed as if he was interviewing me .. Asking about everything related to me . 'Exams' i remembered i have exams for which i got to study . If i kept sitting here , i guess i would never get time to study .
'Um...Mr.Mohammad' i called him ..

'Yes?' he replied

'I think i'd better go , coz i gotta study'

'Study for your exams?'

'Yes' i nodded

'Hmmm' he rubbed his chin withi his index finger ..

'Okay , come on lets go'

He said suddenly as he got up from the chair and moved his hand forward for mines . I looked at him blankly , shocked ? amazed ? flush ? what shall i do ? As i keep my hand in his hand .. i said 'Thank you for the tea Mr.Mohammad'

He smiled , oh Yeah !! That sexy but secret smile .. i just love it ..

'My pleasure Jodha , come' and he started walking and i was following him out of coffee shop .

So, we're walking back at the hotel and he looks so calm and fresh and cool while on the other side i looked flustered , i assume i was too nervous nah !! I am just thinking and thinking about our coffee chat .. He was actually interviewing me and i was answering as he's my boss and i gotta give him interview to take a job !! whoa ..

'I exercise control in all things'

OH yeah !! i remember his line .. So this is true , i see .. I am getting lost in thinking and thinking deep ..

Ok , now i gotta ask a question

'Do you have a girlfriend?' i said it out too loud .. OMG !!

He grins and then reply 'No Jodha , i don't do the girl friend thing'

we're walking towards the intersection , across the road from the hotel as we talked .

What? he don't have a girl friend ? Maybe he's Gay ? No .. but why ? maybe he lied to me in his interview . But if he's not then why don't he have a girl friend ? I got to reassemble my my thoughts and i started walking forward and shit .. in a rush i stumbled onto the road ..

'Jodha' Jalal shouts as he holds the hand he was tugging even more tightly so hard that i fall back up against him , a cyclist whips past me , he was heading up the wrong way from that one way road ughhh !

Good Heavens ! It all happens so fast , for a minute i'm falling , then in the other minute he catches me and then i'm in his arms .. and he's holding me tightly against his chest wao .. 'This is so amazing' i thought and blushed .

I closed my eyes and breath .. I can smell his scent . Its so intoxicating , wonderful .. turning on one !! He uses some type of expensive body wash , i thought ! I kept on inhaling his scent , even more deeply .

'God..are you fine? are.you..are you okay?' He sounds so worried and un-relaxed . Why do i get a feeling that ... he's actually caring for me 'Caring is the first stage of love' this line suddenly strike at the back of my mind and i looked at him wide eyed and mouth dropped open ..

His one arm is around me , which clasp me to him and i'm being hold tightly against his chest while his other hand is on my face and his finger softly traces my face and his thumb brushes my lower lip .. OMG !! I felt current as it happens .. and i felt as if his breath hitches . Our eyes locked .. he's firey , hot , anxious .. his gaze burning .. god , i wish if i could keep on looking at them for ever !

He looks so hot .. so handsome , charming , protective , aggressive , sexy , smart .. He's a mixture of all those beauty God sent in this world .. He's Jalaluddin Mohammad and he's so sexy !

My gaze then struck at his mouth and here i go .. His lips seem so hot .. so cool .. what ? how does they look like ? Wht ever .. but i just want to kiss him , bite them , lick them and for the first time in my life .. I wanted to be kissed ... to be kissed not by someone else but only by him ..

I wanted to feel his warm mouth over mine's and explore him .. wanted to experience his mouth . Please.. i silently begged for a kiss .. Not only I , but he was looking at me too , his hot and fierce gaze locked with mines ..

For a moment i started believing that he's thinking the same as i am , until he slowly shakes me , and i'm back to the real world .. leaving my own imaginable my own beautiful world of Mr.Mohammad being with me .. And i feel so insulted at the moment .

Keeping his hands on both of my shoulder's he continued to look at me and then slowly whispers 'Hey.. look at me' I COULDN'T .. !! How could I ? After passing through this stage of insult and shyness .. How could i even face him ? Look up at him ? Look in his hot gaze?

'I said , look at me' he commands slowly .. Slowly i shifted my gaze up at him and he's staring at me , truly as if he loves me from all his Heart ?? or maybe i am imagining too much . He would have kissed me if he did so .. I know right..I'm not his standard nah !! that is why maybe he's acting like this ..

Tears warmed at the back of my eyes thinking this .

'Jodha, you should steer clear of me . I'm not the right man for you'

What ? What ? what?? What is happening with me God ? why in the world with me ? now ? here ? with him ? whyy ?? I questioned GOD silently ..

He is watching my reactions carefully , with so much interest !! Yeah , you've hurt me enough Jalal .. I felt broken at the moment .. I am nearly at the merge of crying ? Why it has to happen ? AND .. And why is he still holding me ? why ? Slowly i eased myself so that his hold on both my arms loosen , it was a kind of slow jerk ..

Tucking the strand of hair behind me ear , i stepped back from him .. we were both far enough now .. far enough for his proximity to work out its magic on me .. Far enough for him to hold me ..

Gulping the bile down , which was created at the back of my throat and commanding my hot tears to stay away right now i said 'Thank you' I'm all broken , i wanted to cry out loud , my pride have been wounded for the first time in my life .

'For what?' he asked

'For saving me' i replied .. NO this thank you was not for that Jalal .. This was for hurting me .. hurting me like no one has ever . This was for wounding my pride 'Thank you' this was the only word my subconscious was trying to mock up at him for those reasons ..

'I don't know , where was my brain while walking and i ...' but before i could continue on with my fool explanation he interrupted me ..

'No , it was not your fault at all.. That ass idiot was riding the wrong away ... He would have hurt you if today i wouldn't have been here .. God ! I don't even want to imagine what damage could he have hurt to you'

What ? Why ?? Why do you feel this way Jalal ? i'm ... i'm struck ..You left me confused ? Why would you even care if he hit me or killed me ? Why the f**king hell ? If you don't love me ? If you don't feel a single thing for me then why ? why this care? why thinking so much ? why thinking how damage he could have done to me ?

Well , that damage would have been less then the damage u brought to me , the emotional damage .. You hurt my feelings .. You simply denied me .. Yeah ? right ? damage ? huh ? you're talking about damage ? when you ..yourself brought a big damage to me .. Wao .. i wanted to clap up at him at the right moment ..

Jodha? Why are you thinking only about yourself why ? everyone has his/her own life .. They're boss to it .. You can't force anyone to love and care for you .. Love & care develops time by time .. And you both hardly know each other .. You both met for the 2nd time and you expect him to kiss you ? Why thinking of only one side? think about him too .. He has his life , some rules .. Give him time and then see if he love and care for you .. My sub conscious advice me .. Maybe .. its right !! I am being so self fish ? Ain't I ? I questioned myself ..

'Anyways , i am getting late Mr.Mohammad .. And thank you for coffee and the photoshoot' saying this , i didn't even looked up at him and turned back to leave when his voice stops me ..

'Jodha..' I stopped , closed my eyes and took a sharp breath in , hoping to find some courage to turn back .. When i turn back he was staring me .. 'What Jalal ?' i asked . He remained silent for few seconds and then moving his hand through his hairs he replied ..

'Good luck for your exams' he murmured ..

'Thank you' i replied brokenly and then left him back without giving him a second glare and walked and walked .. tears started rolling down my eyes ..

This has been ought to happen with me. Yes of course, coz am the unluckiest girl in the world..
'Jodha' Am i hearing so much today? I listened his voice again.. My mind is teasing me. I thought and walked and walked 'stop Jodha' what? Again

I am not believing it would be true. There is no one.. I was not believing until those long and slender feelings traces my shoulder 'What?! ' i almost jumped in amazement. Its...its reality, its .. its him ..
Turning my face , i looked behind the person who was trying to stop me .. All my excitement turned into disappointment , as i looked up at an unknown person .. Its wasn't him . Shit ! 'Yes?' i asked with disappointment in my voice ...
'OMG ? Mujhe nahe pehchana tumne ?' Oh goodness ! who's this monkey now ? He was not so tall , his eyes black , and his hairs same as his eyes .. He was not so good looking 'Kon?' i asked .. irritated , annoyed , exasperated , outraged .. Asperity was the only thing in my voice ..
He was just about to speak , well then Jalal suddenly comes in the scene ! Whoa ! This scene looks quite good . My naughty mind started working its way up 'Yes!Jealous .. I would make you jealous ' I thought looking at Jalal ..
'Mr.Mohammad ? you here?' i asked , trying to sound so fine ..
'Umm..I just wanted to be sure that you reach the hotel with safety , you know what i mean ..' he replied , so cool !
'Oh its .. its absolutely fine .. but i'm capable of taking care of myself Mr.Mohammad' i grinned with pride on myself .
'Huh?' he smirked .. 'I've already seen your capability of taking care of yourself Miss Rajput' and he smiles ..
What ? Really ? He's ... he's making fun of me ? he's making joke out of me ? and that in front of an unknown person ..
Now i feel quite angry on him .. I'm aggravated , antagonistic , boiling with anger , churlish , enraged .. But i know , to accomplish my goal i gotta drink this bitter mixture of anger ..

Just passing a small smile towards him , i looked at Mr.Unknown .. I bet , ignoring him would surely make him angry ..'So , umm..where we are ?' i asked the unknown person ..'Oye Jodha ..i'm Max baby .. You forgot me huh ?' OMG ? Is he really Max ? He's my school friend of course and i just couldn't identify him .. Really ? How ungrateful of me .. and he .. he identified me ..

'OMG Max' i fakely jumped with more excitement to burn someone on fire , my hands on my cheeks in wow .. 'OMG OMG' i jumped two times .. And kept my hands on his shoulder .. 'Max...where were you? What're you doing here ?' i looked at Jalal with the corner of my eyes .. He looked quite jealous !! Yes , yes .. I'm starting to get victory.

'Aree , what shall i tell you , hell busy in my life u know' he winked .. and i wonder for what that wink was ? 'Oh' i replied 'Toh , you are here , am here too .. lets...'but before i could complete Mr.Burning on fire interrupted by taking hold of my wrist very tightly
'Jodha , i think we are getting late , do you remember? Miss Singh might be wondering where are we , so don't you think...' but well well .. I'm not giving up .. I interrupted him 'Aye Mr.Mohammad please just few mins' he looked with a murderer look towards me and replied 'Nope , we are getting late' and saying this , he actually started dragging me with him .. I looked back and called out to Max 'Okay buddy , see you later , bye ' and bite my lower lip to hide the victory smile ..

We walked quietly , his hand tightly gripping my wrist as if i'm a prisoner and he's holding me so that i may not run away ! Wao the arrow strike the correct target and i'm in wow ! I'm just waiting for him to say something ... Silence stepped between us .. Finally , after long session of silence he spoke up .. looking straight though ..

'I was present there , and you could have introduced me to your friend' .. His voice was full of jealousy . He was eager , envious & invidious .. He was so f**king jealous , i stopped walking and looked towards him 'What do you mean ?' finally , his straight gaze fix over my face ..

'You better know what i mean' he was damn commanding , but so sexiness in his voice

'No , i don't' i lied and acted innocently ..

'You do' he said between his teeth ..

'Okay ! Go straight and clear in what ever you want to say Mr.Mohammad' i smirked inside..

He closed his eyes and breath sharply and then opened his eyes again ! And the moment he opened his eyes again , i was stunned ! Because , anger or jealousy was no more in his eyes , it was .. it was something else .. Something new , something different , something .. strange .. But .. what was that ? Love? No , how could i be so sure !

'Jodhaa' as he called out my name , i felt so beautiful .. more beautifully he pronounced my name for the first time and it felt so wonderful ... Joy ran all over my body , i won it !! But did i actually ? No .. there's a long way to make him feel what he feels for me ..

He left hold of my wrist and kept his hands on both of my shoulders and looked deeply in my eyes as if he was searching for a suitable answer for his confused spirit ! He remained silent , i remained silent ... I really am hoping some positive things , please God don't disappoint me ..

'Okay , anyways .. Lets leave it .. We better reach fast' was all he said as he moved his hands back off my shoulder ..

What ? Why ? How ? When did he changed his mind ? I am disappointed , disillusioned , dismayed , inconsolable , disenchanted , bitter , disgruntled , dissatisfied .. I'm totally discontented with his decision ..

Why does he have to do that ? Why ? Breaking my heart again ? Changing my victory into loosing it yet again .. All hopes trashed , heart broken .. And this time , i'm not going to let myself down again .. I need to act normal .. I tried to break a smile for him and then replied 'Yeah , of course' and we walked back into the hotel ..

We ignored every type of eye contact during our walk .. Our body inches apart , but my arm brushed over his hand while walking , but none of us looked at each other . There was is an awkward silence between us , something really very new , different ..

I over looked at my lust , my want for him .. I really do needed him , didn't I ? Or was i doing something wrong ? When i thought he would kiss me , i thought i could describe it sensational , sensual , lustful , intimate , romantic , heart warming , emotional , soft , long lasting and plush !

Chapter 9

When i reached home , Moti was sitting by the dining table , her eyes on her laptop and she was drinking coffee , as she looked at me the smile which she gives me always her welcoming smile , it fades away ! Jeez ! I hope she doesn't assume everything that happened and my feelings for Mr.Mohammad ..

Though , she couldn't smile i passed on a fake smile and continued walking and stopped when i was near to her seat , she gots up and looks worriedly at me , my face , my eyes , my body 'What happened Jo?' her voice seemed kinda worried ..

I felt so great , know why ? Because i'm a single child of my parents and i always wished that i had a sister , but God had other plans and he presented Moti to me in a form of a great friend and also a wonderful sister , i just love her . We really have a great understanding . Always and forever she understands me well , my mood and etc , and i'm really lucky to have her in my life .

'Nothing baby' i smiled at her , 'then why the heck did you cried? your...your eyes they are a kinda reddish Jo , see you can't lie to me' she looked at me with her judgy eyes 'Hey, am not lying ok' i lied again .. 'Jo , what the heck did that son of a bitch did to you ? tell me , i'll send him to hell , i swear..' but before she could continue i kept my palm on her mouth ..

And i laughed , she frowns her eyes 'Huh?' she murmured against my hand 'OMG !! You beautiful little brat , Moti ... calm down .. nothing happened .. specially such thing , omg' i can't stop smiling .. I felt so lovely , i wanted to love my best friend , for her concern towards me .. I love you Moti .

Well , i guess i need something to distract her ..'Actually , a cyclist had nearly knocked me' i said to her 'what' her mouth drops open . She moved few steps back and examined my body more clearly 'OMG !! Jo are .. are you fine? i mean , are you hurt ?' she asks so concerned !

'No Moti , Jalal .. Jalal saved me' i flushed saying this . Her eyes sparkled as i said this 'Hmmm...' she smirked naughtily .. 'What?' i widened my eyes and looked at her fakely angrily ..'What?' she naughtily turned what back at me !! 'What did i said' she giggled 'Moti , i'll kill you stupid , i know what are you doing ..' and as i said this we both started giggling ..

'Well so , tell me how was coffee ? I mean ,i know you hate coffee and u just had coffee with him .. didn't you?' she winked . 'What do you mean stupid ? I had tea , he had coffee and i think , why did he ever took me for coffee , its just waste of time' i said

'Stupid , he likes you Jo'

'What ever , but am not going to see him again' i tried to sound polite ...

'Hmm'

'Okay leave it all Jo , don't you want to see the article ? Its ready and my my Surya took really some great snap' she asked ..

Wao , is it ? My my .. i blush at the thought .. Whoa !! Jeez !! what the hell i am thinking , ughh !! I'm just over thinking about him ! I DONT WANT YOU JALAL .

'Why not' i smiled .. 'Come' she says as she hands me the lappy !

My attention was not in the article at all , for me , all those words were just crap and only thing meant to me was his picture , i pretended as i was reading the article but i was actually staring at his pic , looking at his steady gray eyes , his beautiful glorious face , and actually asking him , why did he said he's not the right man for me ?

Well maybe , he's right . He's heavenly beautiful , glorious face .. He's wealthy , he's CEO and .. and we are like poles apart ! We were never meant to be one , i think he was right .. It was a rejection , but not a straight one . Maybe he wasn't wanting to hurt me , but what ever , rejection is a rejection !

'That's quite amazing Moti' i said as i pushed the laptop back , 'Anyways , i'm just going to study , bye see ya' i said as i gave her a kiss on her cheek and left . I can't think about him all the time , or else am gonna be his addict !! His drug addict , Jalaluddin Mohammad's addict , which would be harmful for me ..

''The night has arrived , so do my thoughts ..!! Oh God !! Why aren't these thoughts of Jalal...his gray gaze , his perfect lips , his mascular body...why ..why aren't these all going out of my mind ? Why ?'' Silently , i questioned God , laying down on my bed , hugging my pillow..

"Why ? Why do i feel like this for him ? Why do i need him ? Why do i want him to accept me as his Girl friend ?? Why do i want him to be in my life ? Why can't i just forget him ? His thoughts ? why can't i ? Its .. its all just so weird .. This all , these things , these feelings , are new to me .." Getting up from the laying positive , i hugged my knees and hid my face between my legs ..

This night , i dreamed something so weird .. He was in it , but .. it was not clear .. It was dark .. I saw his gray eyes , and i'm just running , running faster and faster into the dark places ,and i don't know , if i'm running away or towards anything !! That dream was so weird ..

Finally , my exams over and now i would never have to sit like this for exams , in the row of isolate students , i smiled at the thought .. So , today we are going to celebrate and i am going to get drunk , though i have never been drunk at all , but am just so happy today ..!! End of my academic career ..Finally ! Heh ! I looked at moti and she looked at me , and we both smiled at each other !

I looked at Moti , she's holding a brown paper parcel "Jo..There's a parcel for you" really? but i haven't ordered anything from amazon recently ? I stopped searching for keys in my bag , kate hands over the parcel to me and takes my bag and starts searching .. Huh ? a parcel for me ...Its addressed to Miss Steele...and no address ? I wonder who could send it ? Maybe mom .. or my dad !

'Its from my folks' i remarked ..
Moti jumped with excitement 'Open it nah !' she says as she enters the kitchen , happy 'Wohoo...our exams are finished!!'

So , i opened the parcel and oh my god !! in disbelief i covered my mouth with my hands , Moti came running from the kitchen 'What ?? What happened ? what's in it' she asked . Oh my god ..oh my god !! I can't believe it !! Who--aa ..

OMG !! Its three volumes of Tess of the D'Urbervilles .. i open the front cover and on the front plate its written :

'London: Jack R. Osgood, McIlvaine and Co., 1891.'

Holy shit- Its the first edition .. And now i know who could've sent those , oh my god !! No , i can't believe it .. Moti is standing beside me and she picks up the card !

'Moti...' i said in disbelief ..

'No...' she said , her eyes wide with disbelief , it left her stunned 'Jalal?'

'I guess so' i was lost ..!! Thoroughly lost, Mr.Jalal left me in disbelief ..He took me by amazement once again .. Holy shit - But , i thought he might have forgotten me , and now .. OH god!! What's happening ? What are you doing to my life? Where am i going ?

'Now what does this means?' Moti says , still lost in thoughts .

'Baby , i really don't have any idea bout it .I..I don't know anything , maybe its his warning..but for what ? See you know na..You believe me nah!!Its not me who's knocking his door' i said , as i frowned..

'I know Jo you don't want to talk about him , but Jeez ! See .. he looks like kinda seriously into you .!

Oh God , why is this happening to me ? The whole past week , i have not let myself dwell on thoughts of Jalal and yeah okay..though his gray eyes never left haunting in my dreams , and i know , that scene ... those arms of him , his beautiful manly scent would take ages to go out of my brain , but whatever it is . Why have he sent this to me ?

He himself said that I wasn't for him then , this all , why?

'What is he trying to say ?' Moti exclaims ..

'I don't know , but i just can't keep these books , i'll return them.' i say .

'Yeah , that's a great idea .. ' Moti replies , she's damn too supportive ..

I smiled at her , she's really so sweet , loving , caring and greatest of all ; supportive..'Love ya Baby' i kissed her on her cheek .. She kissed back on my hairs 'Love you more baby ' .

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The bar is just so heated up , wow .. Its so much fun , songs on full volume loud and hectic as well , Surya joins us as well , though he's not going to graduate for another year , but he joins to celebrate with us .

Oh God , its just so loud , Surya said something to me , i didn't got him ... i shouted 'Louder'

'So , what now ? your future plans?' he shouted at top of those hectic voices

Oh i got him , he's asking now what am i going to do after this graduation , i replied 'Moti and me , we are moving to Seattle , her parents had arranged a condo for her o'er there..'

'Will you be back for my show then?' he asks ..

'Of course Surya , i swear , i wouldn't miss it ..' i smiled at him , and he put his arm around my waist and pulls me closer .

'Aww , it means a lot for me , that you'll be here , Jo' he whispers in my ear 'Another margarita?'

'Suryabhan .. are you trying to get me drunk because its working ? lol' i giggled

'But , i'd better go with a beer now ' i smiled .

'I'll get us all Drinks' i said and left..

Oh , head's spinning .. but no worries , i'll...control !!

Ok , i head over to the bar , and there i decide that i should visit the powder room until i'm on my feet..Christ..! oh , there's a long time .. So i took out my cell phone , to relieve the boredom , whoa ..!! that's a fantastic idea.. I check my calls , oh last number isn't Surya's , i thought it would be his's .. but it's Jalal's number , hehe..My inner goddess smiled evily . That's a wonderful idea , but wait , whats the time ? Whatever , i think he must be awaken , and if not , i'll do so. And after all i have to ask him why the hell he sent those books to me ? i hit the automatic redial ..

'Tinnnggg' the first bell rungs..

He didn't answered..

'Tinggg' the second bell rungs and he answers on the second bell..!


Chapter 10


'Jodha?' oh wow, cool..He looks surprised , yeah he should be , in fact i'm surprised myself , wanna know why ? cause , jeez ..i've called him .

What ? My dumbo brain worked a little and i got confuse that how the hell he knew that it's me ?

'Why did you send me the books?' i asked him , my voice it seemed like that of insulting him , what ever ..i rolled my eyes up at me , why would i care?

'Jodha..?? Are you okay ? you .. you sound strange..what happened ?' He's full worried , his voice full of concern .. Whoa ? Concern ..?? and that for me , ahh maybe because of this alcohol .. i guess i'm taking it wrong .

'I'm not the strange one , Jalal..Its you ..' wow . Finally wow I sigh.. Finally i told him that..Thanks to Alcohol for giving me the courage to tell him the truth i have been hiding since the first time i met this Mr.Hot .

'Jodha..?? Are you drunk?' he asked straightly , without even caring for my words.

'Why would u care?'

'God..Dammit , where are you ?'

'Why would you ask ?'

'Which bar ?' his voice , a kind of bossy one , aha..trying to be my boss ?

'Umm.. '

'Yeah yeah , tell me please' aha , now begging ?

'Okay.. umm so wait .. i'll count till 3 and you wait and then .. i'll tell u ok?' my inner goddess laughed .

'What ? are you gone crazy Jodha ? Dammit , tell me where the hell are you?' His voice is now full of more concern for me , i'm liking it han ;) Smart player , that's who i am .I feel proud

'Tick tick one..

tick tick two..

tick tick...'

But before i could continue , i heard him shouting

'Jodha , tell me where are you ?Don't be an ass '

Jeez !! He took me by shockness .. OMG

'A bar in portland' I replied , feared of him .

'And..how are you getting home ?'

'That's none of your business , Jallad' what ? omg ? jeez ? The hell ?? f**k ?? Did i said Jallad ? GOD GOD GOD , what the hell am i doing ? God.. I waited for his reply ..

'And what if i say , that's my f**king business ? Now tell me where the hell are you Jodha ? Am worried damn it , don't you understand' That was not a command .. that was something else in his voice , what was it ? Something new , something strange , something unknown. A lover's concern , that was it.

'Ok , at least tell me , which bar are you in ?'

'First answer me , why did you send me the books Jalal?'

'Jodha..Where are you ? Tell me now .' Aha , his tone .. that Control freak tone , its back whoa..Smart play Miss Singh .

'You're sounding freaking funny Jallad..' I bite my lower lip on addressing him with that name once again , but anyways - I gigged

'That's great , but tell me where the f**k are you ?'

Oh wow, So the god of perfectionism , god of optimism male beauty .. Jalaluddin Mohammad is swearing up at me , wow ? I have never ever thought or ever imagined it in my wildest dream .

'Ok , i'm in portland , a long wayy from seattle , u know' i grinned

'But..where in portland?' he asked .

'Why should i tell you?' i giggled

'Oh god ..!! tell me '

'What ever' i rolled my eyes 'Good night , Jalal'

'JO..'

And i hang up ! Whoa . I don't believe it , so mission not accomplished . My task was to ask him why did he send me the books and he didn't answered me , dammit . But anyways , let it be at least one mission is accomplished today which was important and that was to get drunk in this great celebration . Today I'm celebrating for myself .

God , i shouldn't have drink so much of alcohol , i should've kept that in mind that its my first time , and now my head is swimming uncomfortably . So , the line has moved and finally its my turn . Ok , so after using i come out , feeling a little great and fresh .

Oh my god !! What have i did ? Holy crap .. Did i called him ? Jalal ?? called Jalaluddin Mohammad ? and shit those things about him and on him ? Godd god god , i looked here and there trying to gulp down the bitter truth , a sin .. maybe , which i have permitted and there's no way running away from it . Save me God !! Pleasee..

My phone rungs and it makes me jump , i answered the call .

'Hi?' well , i haven't seen the name of the caller , waited for the reply .

'I'm coming to get you ..!!' he says and then hangs up ?? what ??? What ?? i mean what ? Was he serious ? damn it ?? was he angry ? was he mad ?? It was him .. Jalal .. only Jalaluddin mohammad have the ability to be so calm and more threatening at the same time .

Holy Crap - What if he seriously get here ? Umm..hold on hold on .. I haven't told him where was i ? and for the time being , if he comes to know where i am , it'll take him hours to come here and we would have been gone until then. Ok calm down calm down ,.. I took a long relaxing breath ..

I tried to explain myself looking in the mirror 'Look Jodha , nothing like that is going to happen , he's not going to come here , either if he does he won't be able to meet you , so just calm down and relax' .

I look flush and unfocused and a confused brat right now, totally.!

I returned back , and Moti shouts at me .

'Where was you Jo ? why the hell you took so long ?'

'I was in rest room Moti .' i replied calmly ..

'OKAY , come and sit '

'No i think , i'll go out for some fresh air .'

'no , you're not going anywhere .. got that ? '

'Just 5 minutes , please'

'Okay , only 5 , be honest' and she winks up at me ..

I smiled at her , and left .

Oh God , i have to go through this crowd again , i'm so unsteady , more then usual , and my head is spinning around . I'm actually seeing a double of everything , and now i truly realized how much have i drunk . And got myself in this mess.

'Jo??' oh , Surya has joined me .

'Hey' i turned around , head spinning .

'You okay ?'

'No ,i guess .. I have had so much of alcohol' i smiled weakly at him .

'Oh yeah , me too' i see sparkles in his eyes , and he's watching me intently , examining me further 'Need some help?' he asked , and moves forward and snakes his arm around me.

'No , no no..Its okay , i'm okay . ' i tried to push him back , tried to free myself , but in vain .

'Oh Jo , please..' he is getting ever nearer .. he holds me more tightly .

'God .. Surya leave me , what the hell are you thinking , you are doing? ' i shouted at him.

' You know na Jo , i like you , so now please..' One of his hand is at my back , holding me tight and the other one cupping my chin , Holy Crap - He's going to kiss me .

'No no no no please leave me Surya ' i tried to push him , but he's just so hard

Then , he slips his hand in my hairs and holds my face straight .

'Oh Please Jodha.. ' he place trails of kisses from my jaw to my mouth . His kisses are soft . Oh No please , i don't want this please . 'Leave me Surya , you're a friend only , please leave me' nothing proved to be working , he's totally a lost brat .

'Please no Surya , you're my friend please , no leave me ' nothing

'I think the lady said No ' A voice , a familiar one .. standing in the dark , a silent voice . Oh my God ! I don't believe it , he really came here . f**k ! Jalaluddin Mohammad , he's here . Surya releases me in a rush .

'Jal..aal' the words came out of Surya's mouth as a result of shiver sparkling through his body . f**k Yeah man - He deserve that .. Anxiously , i glanced up at Jalal through the dark light , Holy Crap - He's furious , and cold .. What is he going to ever do ? God god god ..

I felt something heaving in my stomach and i was out of controlling myself and was unable to tolerate that stupid alcohol and therefore , i vomit suddenly on the ground.

' Ugggh..oh my god , Jodha ' Surya jumps back , how bad of him huh ? Oh i'm just going to fall , but wait , Jalal holds me . He had an arm snaked around me , holding me tight and the other hand holding my hairs and pushing my head upward , so that they won't come on my face. He took me on a side of the parking lot.

'If you want to do it , do it again , over here .. Don't worry , i'm here .. With you , i'll hold u Jodha..' I feel awkward , Jeez .. as i try to jerk him away uggh i vomit again and again .. Crap !

Oh God , when the hell is it going to stop ? My stomach is fully empty now , and i haven't even had my food , then why so much of vomiting ? Silently i vow to myself that i'm never ever going to even touch this bad ass called Alcohol .. It just destroyed me totally , ewww.. So , finally it stops and i feel relief .

Jalal takes a hand off me , and from his pocket he produces a handkerchief and hands it me .

The handkerchief was freshly laundered , made up of linen and it smells of him , it was intoxicating . It was monogrammed , but i never understood the meaning of JMA . I feel so ashamed of myself right now , that i just can't look up at him in the eyes . I cleaned my mouth with his intoxicating smelling handkerchief .

I looked and found that Surya is still looking us disgustingly standing by the bar's entrance . This is the first and the worst moment of my life , and that too with Jalal . Its just a whole crap .!

So , risking a glance up at him i saw him , and he's staring me his face cold giving no sign of anything ? And again i looked at Surya and he seemed quite ashamed and timid of Jalaluddin Mohammad just like me , uhhh .

Surya said something , i can't hear but Jalal ignored him ,so do i . I guess he heard what he said .. Okay NOW .. just do say sorry to him Jo . I said to myself , trying to stand a little more straight and look up at him perfectly .

The handkerchief , ahhh its just too soft and its smell is making me addict of it , i really want to smell it , but uhh i can't in front of him 'I'm sorry ' i said to him.

' Sorry ?? for what ?' he asks , confused .


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Chapter 11

'What are you sorry for Jodha ?' His voice is a mixture of aggressiveness , anger and some where care as well .


'The phone call , and ... umm' i stopped ; ashamed


'And what ?' his eyes widened , regarding me concernly..


Damn ! He want me to count my mistakes , whoaa !!


'And the list is countless..' i said in a one go ; arrogantly !


'Jodha... It's not that we have not been to a bar or have ever been drunk , but its about knowing your limits damn it..!! ' and he holds me by my arms tightly and push me towards him , i cuddled in his hold like a small baby..i really wanted him to touch me since long.


'You shouldn't have drunk this much ' he scolds .


Jeezz !! What the hell is it to him ? It's my damn life and i can do anything i want to , he's not my daddy or mommy to command me ! Crap !! And and .. i didn't called him here , i didn't wished to see him here , at this time. But i really don't have enough confidence to spit this shit in front of him, after all what he did to me . I mean that he's been my savior tonight !


'No ' i say shamley ' It's my first time , and now i don't expect myself to get drunk again ever..' Crap ! Yes , i really mean it !


And here my head started paining and i'm nearly going to faint , he notices me falling and before i fall , he holds and cuddles me in his arms , like a small baby , pulling me against his chest ! Oh i can feel his sexy scent .


Rubbing my hand with his palms he murmurs 'Come , i'll take you home , okay' and he nods his head in order to get a confirmation from me , i closed my eyes and opened them again ' I...I got to tell Moti. ' i tried to get lose of myself , but i'm in his arms once again .


'Don't worry , my brother can tell her?' he said .
'What ?' i said in disbelief , i mean like .. What ? really .. Jalaluddin Mohammad have a brother as well .
'You have a brother ?' i asked , rubbing my forehead and eyes.
'Yes i do.. And my brother Mirza is talking to Miss Singh' he said .
'Huh ?' i didn't understood anything .
'It's simple , he was with me when you called me.' He explained .
'In seattle ?' i asked.
'Noo..' he held me a bit tighter , 'I'm staying at Heathman' he replied.
Whaaat ? Still living there. But why ?


'Can i ask you one thing' i said , keeping my hand over his shoulders in order to balance my loosen body .
'Sure!' he replied.
'How did you find me?' I asked .
'I tracked your cell phone Jo.' he replied.


Umm... Yes , he can do it . Why not ? He's a legal stalker ? My subconscious mocks at me , i really don't care. And it's him , so i won't care then . I don't mind . At least i'm save .


'Do you have a jacket or a purse?' he asked .
'Uh..yes , i came with both ..' I held his palm tight ,' Jalal please i need to tell Moti , she'll worry a lot otherwise , please' i requested . I saw him mouth pressing in a hard line and then he sighs heavily . Crap ! It scares me Jalal .


'Okay then' he said .


Taking my hand and clutching it tightly , he leads me to the bar again . I just can't even walk right now ,but what to do , there's no other way and i can't stress Moti at all , she'll worry. I'm weak , exhausted , ashamed of my behavior and tired like hell , but still i'm walking , thanks to Jalal for the support , would i ever forget his help ? Nope - Never in a million years ! I looked at him through the corners of my eyes . He's just so ravishing , masculine feature , i just feel like kissing him at the moment .


I look and stare so deep in your eyes,
I touch on you more and more every time,
When you leave I'm begging you not to go,
Call your name two or three times in a row,
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain,
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame.
'Cuz I know I don't understand,
Just how your love can do what no one else can.


So many emotions at a time , and i'm just unrelaxed with the feeling of each. I think i need sometime , a little time at least to put them all together and think about them.


The bar is just way too much crowded tonight , music is so loud and its just a bunch of people here. The music hits my head badly , but i just try to control myself. Moti is not here , she's not at our table. And Surya too can't be here specially now. I asked my other friends who had accompanied Moti and me here.


'Where's Moti ?' i said , my voice low. I guess they didn't heard me , i was gonna repeat my question when i heard Mr.Mohammad asking the same question. Oh! He was helping me.


'Where is Miss Moti Singh ?' he asked , his voice loud and clear enough for them to hear.
'She's dancing.' Jim replied , his eyes widened and he's looking at me with utter disbelief and then he eyes Jalal suspiciously. I know why is he doing that so.


Jalal takes my black jacket and helps me get into it. And i take my small shoulder bag. I'm ready to go now , but i got to see Moti before. And it just seem so hard to find her on the dance when this bar is so crowded and people are dancing crazily.


'Your friend is on the dance floor ' he says , moving forward me , bending down , his nose touches my ear and gently bruises it. Electric current and sparks ran through my body , his clean and fresh scent gives me a relaxed feeling. And i closed my eyes smelling his scent. 'I know' i replied through closed eyes. And when i opened my eyes i caught him staring up at me; horrified.


He rolls his eyes and holds my hand once again , and we walk to the bar. Holy mosses ! He's just served so quickly. Is it just so normal for him ? I mean like does it always happen that Mr.Mohammad doesn't have to wait ever ? He orders something , i can't hear. And then he hands me a very large glass of full chilling ice water.


'Drink it.' he orders me; nearly shouting.


The moving disco lights keep changing their colors with the noises of the crowd and dancing people getting louder and louder and then a bit louder. I watch him , he's staring me attentively. I take a small sip .


'All of it.' he orders ; again .


God !! He's just too much , i can't take any of him now. He runs a hand through his unruly hairs . He looks exhausted , tired or angry ? Maybe. I mean like seriously what's his problem ? He thinks that a girl who was drunk needed to be rescued , and he needed to be the super hero ! Whoa ! And she was gonna to be kissed by her own friend. And there he comes up like an angel. And then he controls the girl when she was busy throwing up. My subconscious mocks at me , it horrified me. How the heck am i ever gonna take it all ? I'm seriously caught very badly in it.


Crap ! My head pain , my eyes shutting down and i lose my control. He keeps his hand on my shoulder and supports me , and then he regards me to drink it all through his eyes. Yeah! I have to do it now. So i sip up all the water in one go. Oh yes ! I feel a little better suddenly. He takes the glass from my hands and place it on the bar. Through my blurry gaze i noticed what was he wearing. He had wore a loose white linen shirt, snug jeans, black Conversesneakers , and a dark pinstriped jacket. His shirt , omg ! It's unbuttoned from the top and i saw a little glimpse of his hairs on his chest . I bite my lip in the thought that he must be really yummy .


He takes my hand in his hands once again , and f**k ! We're walking towards the dance floor.


I don't dance , and in this condition i really can't . My face changes its colors , and i guess he noticed the color changing. I think he can guess i'm unrelaxed and under those colorful couple of lights i saw his sardonic smile. He tugs my hand sharply , and our bodies joint , and i'm in his arms once again . OMFG !! He starts to move. Oh my god !! He can dance , i just can't believe that . And oh my god again !! I'm following him steps to steps what ? Maybe its because i'm drunk and maybe because he's holding me otherwise i would have been swooning on his feet . His body , his masculine body touching mines , his chest gently bruised against my soft form , making me jump almost. I looked up at him , keeping my moves with him. He's looking at me as well. Our eyes locked. His warm breath touches my face and i closed my eyes and took a long and a relaxing sigh , and he holds me. I opened my eyes again and he's still gazing me intentionally. My mom's advice mocks at the back of my mind" Never trust a man who can dance "


Jab saanson mei teri saansein ghuli toh
phir sulagne lage..ehsaas mere mujhse kehne lage
haan bahon mei teri aake jaha do
youn simatne lage..sailab jaise koi behne lage.
Khoya hu mei agosh mei..tu bhi kaha ab hosh mei
makhmali raat ki hona subha..

We kept on moving and matching our steps , eyes locked , bodies joint. And he moves us through the crowd of the people and we're on the other side of the dance floor now , and we are now beside Moti and .. and maybe.. he's Mirza , Jalal's brother , he told me about. The music is still too high , and it's just ugh ! Depressing at the moment . It hits my head really very hard and i saw Moti making her moves , omg ! She's dancing on her full mood and wait..She dances like this when she really like someone . OMG ! Mirza and Moti? What the f**king hell. Means , tomorrow we three in the breakfast , i laughed.


Jalal calls out his brother and then he whispers something in his ear , i didn't heard what he said , then Mirza takes Moti nearer to him , in his arms and whispered something in her ears , and then she waves up at me . Mirza is tall with wide shoulders , curly blonde hairs , and light , wickedly gleaming eyes. Can't guess the color under those disco lights. And then Jalal quickly gets both of us out of the dance floor ..


But i never got the chance to talk to Moti . I really need to talk to her. Where is her matter going now ? I got to lecture her about everything , got to give her the list to be what to and what to not . My head begins to swim again , oh no !


Last thing i heard before i fell into Jalaluddin Mohammad's arms is his harsh sigh. And then i fell unconscious.

Chapter 12

Hmm...the bed is so comfortable , I opened my eyes , staring the unfamiliar surrounding around me. The smell is also so clean , I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in . This place is not so unfamiliar , I thought. Yeah I mean , I've seen it somewhere . The place looked so stylish and damn too well decorated. And the smell around here was so amazing but seems kind of familiar. I've smelled it before as well I think. Holy f**k ! I'm in this Heath man hotel , in Jalaluddin Mohammad Akbar's suite. Like seriously ?

The memories of the last night cycles in my head , the phone call , Jalal's arrival. .. and and.. oh my god !! Surya was trying to... and then.. that dance and all.. oh my god .. I hugged my knees on such a terrific drama that had just happened last night. It's just so much.

And.. what the hell , I'm just in my undergarment and my t-shirt , no socks no pant , where the hell did it go , I panic. Did he ? I mean.. did we have something last night ? or oh my god , I don't know. A Couple of really bad things going through my mind.

I looked here and there and then suddenly the door knocks , my heart leaps into my mouth , I'm kind of paralyzed I don't know what to speak , how to speak - I'm horrified. Jeeez !! What am I ever gonna do of that . The door opens itself and Jalal is standing on the entrance.

Holy hell- he works out , he's been in his gray sweat pants and the way that pant clings on his hips , and the sweat on him is just so...breath taking , he's just so intimidating. I wish I wasn't here , oh my god. I closed my eyes and opened em again.

He moves inside and then shuts the door , as the door shuts my heart beats a little faster than usual. Then he speaks " Good morning Jodha , how are you feeling now ?"

I glanced up at him , those lips when he talks .

"I'm kind of okay , just headache..''

"Oh wait.. " he said and then turns towards the table beside me .

"You didn't took those meds and that juice " , he said

I looked beside , oh my. I didn't noticed , I was way too gone in some other thoughts that I didn't see it actually ..

"Oh..." I smiled-confused , what to do.

"Just take it , now." He said and hands over the meds and the juice glass to me. I take it and ate those meds , he's been watching me all while I ate'em and drink the juice. I mean doesn't he have some manners , I feel so odd and he's just watching me. Can't he see how nervous I am by his glances , by his stares , like holy f**k ! I want to bang my fist so hard on the table or whatever.

When I've finished drinking it , he moves his hand forward and takes the glass and keep it aside.

For a second or two he stares at me , his deep though intense gaze. My heart leaps in my mouth.. What could he be thinking ? Is it bout me ? He then comes and sits on the bed , a few inches away from me. Oh my god ! He's just so close me , like I can even touch him , feel him and smell him. But I know I'm not gonna do that. His presence , and that so near to me , makes a moan , a soft moan escape on the back of my throat . I just couldn't read his eyes and his mind. He hides them so well.

"How did I come here?" I asked simply . I was wanting to ask him this question the moment I realized I'm In his suite.

His smell , it's so.. disturbing , I wanna touch him . I bite my lower lip and peaks a glance up at him , waiting for him to answer me .

"You were not well , and were all covered with vomit , so I couldn't risk to take you all the way to your apartment , so the best thought I thought was to take you here." He explained.

"Oh.." I smiled wryly .

"Who put on the bed ?" I asked , he looks at me , so intensely.

"Ofcourse I do.."

"Who undressed me ?"

" I did.." he takes a sharp breath in.

Oh my , my heart beats faster than usual. I clenched the bed sheet tight between my palms.

"And.. did we ? I mean.." I stopped , bites my lower lip - confused of the oh so confusing situation.

He smiled wryly " No Jodha.. It's not my thing ." He push his hand on his hairs and keeps it back on his lap , "I like my partner to be full receptive ..." he stopped and his dark gray gaze locked with mines. We didn't spoke or moved for few minutes until I said "I'm so sorry , I was just.." he cuts me in between "No it's okay. I understand your concern.."

"Oh..thanks." I replied

"That evening was unforgettable for me , I mean for a while." He smiled

W*FH . He's making my fun , like seriously , wanna crush him under this .. this floor .. I mean I wanna.. urghh that bas***d. What he thinks of me..

"Well , I didn't asked you to track me down there and come and save me , and become my super hero." I rolled my eyes , irritated. Oh my God !! I've been so rude..

He stares at me , he's surprised I can see that and a bit hurt too , gosh how rude I am. He seriously has did such a great work and I'm just.. I wanna kill myself , please bring a knife .. ahhh I wanna kill myself.

" Firstly Jodha , tracking cell phones is available all over the internet , secondly my company doesn't make such things and thirdly and most important , if I wouldn't have been there last night , then you probably might have been awakening on the photographer's bed , and your night would have gone pressing his suite which I guess you weren't also ready for."

His eyes blazing , he's staring at me , his acidic reply , he's aggrieved . I couldn't suppress my laugher. "Pressing his suite ?" I laughed loudly , "Where have you escape from Jalal ? you sound like a... polite knight" I laughed .

His mood shifts away , in just a couple of few seconds , his eyes softens , and I see a beautiful smile on his perfect lips.

"Dark knight could be much better ." He said and then stares at me , he keeps stills. Doesn't move , doesn't say anything. Just keep looking at me. I felt so awkward , odd and kind of... been seduced by his those deep intense gazes which I think were undressing me in his thoughts. I flushed,.

In a couple of few minutes he's back in his senses , in the real world.

"Did you ate something last night , Jodha ?" he asked

"Um.. noo" I shake my head for a No.

"Oh.. That's the reason you fell sick , eating is the rule No. 1 for drinking , don't you even know that?" he's kind of louder on me than usual.

"Are you going to continue to shout on me?"

"Is it you think I'm doing ?"

"Hmm.. a kind of."

"No Jodha , I'm just saying that , if you were mine , I wouldn't have let you get up for a week after what you did to yourself" his eyes soften , his voice ; seductive . I blushed heavily.

I looked here and there , confused of what to ? I mean I've never faced this situation ever before , and he's just way too intense and probably the hottest guy , I've ever seen or.. talk to and I kind of also have a crush on him , and he's sitting just so close to me , and he's making me sick of all these thoughts of him running in mind and I just wanna shout out loud now.

I think , he guessed my uneasiness and says "I'm gonna go and take a shower first , and then you can go and take a shower , your clothes are there ." he points on a shopping bag , placed by the sofa. He gets up and walks away at once , like a flashing moment.

He left trails of him everywhere , in my mind , his smell in my senses and his voice in my ears .

"Why does he do this to me..?" my subconscious asks , but I really don't have an answer for it , I'm unaware of what he thinks bout me ? does he want me too? The way I want him ? but he rejected me at first that means he doesn't want me , then if not ,then why did he saved me last night ? I mean what was it to him ? he could have let me been drunk and getting raped like a fewer girls , insane girls every night who do this ? but why did he come up to save me ? and that too so late in the night >? He probably might be sleeping , but wait , he doesn't sounded sleepy the moment I called him , but he could be , I was drunk and couldn't understand well probably.

I stand up , just wearing my underwear , like seriously. It's just so embarrassing , I mean , I've never been this bared and spent a night with a guy , I mean even without doing anything with anyone. I'm happy being single yet , but.. okay Never mind.

I was just walking to get the bag when the washroom door opened and omg , he comes out . He remains still , so does i. I mean omg !! I'm just standing in my underwear and t-shirt in front of him , he stares me head to toe and viciously moves his tongue o'er his lips .

I quickly run and just cover myself with the blanket . My cheeks red with blush .

"I'm just so sorry.. I was just.." before he could continue I spoke

"No , it's okay.." on my remark , he kind of got stunned or I may say surprised.

He smiled wryly and then moves towards me .

" I don't like anybody cutting me in between , you're lucky that it's just you Jodha.."

And he comes and sits down , just so near-er to me , he was just so so and so near to me.

Lightly he runs his thumb on my cheek and then my lip. I lost my breath nearly , closed my eyes. And I just heard a giggle from him . I opened my eyes immediately , hearing a giggle. He was smiling and he was looking just oh so freaking goddess god , I wish I could just worship this sexy creation of god. Bile rose up in my throat.

His touch sent shivers through out my whole body and I don't know why does his touch do this to me . he makes me feel so... no he makes my hormones to lose their controls and makes the between of my thighs wet. He's so freaking hot !

"Listen to me.." He said , intensely.

I nodded.

"I'm not the man for you , my tastes , my way of living life.. is just so weird.. so different than your's .. it's kind of singular ." he said. I blinked ; blank , trying to gasp what did he really meant.

"Enlighten me then.." I said. Never breaking the eye contact with him.

" I'm repeating again , I have to let you go. "

And he gets up from the bed and picks up the towel placed on the l shaped couch and went inside.

I guess he came out to get it.

Why the hell is he so damn attractive right now ? I mean I wanna go and just join him in the bath , I've never felt this for a man before , but what is it bout him ? My hormones are racing , he's the only man who've ever set my blood racing. He is too intense , difficult and just complicated as well. One second he's bringing me closer and the next damn minute he's pushing me away from himself.

And still after this all , I've spent a night at his room in this hotel , and I feel so protected , like I've been shielded . I trust him , how can I when I'm not supposed to trust a person who's simply saying himself that he's not the right man for me ?

What he is really ? He's not a polite knight , a dark knight , not a romantic hero or for me he seems a total seductive. I really wanna go in any depth to know this mysterious man and the mystery behind his world.

The time passed so sooner that I didn't even realized that I've been sitting on the bed still and just lost in the ocean of my own thinking. The bathroom door opens and he comes out , all wet , his body glittery. His hairs wet and water sprinkling from 'em . He just have a towel around his waist , he makes something inside me twist in the most erotic way , I don't know what is it ?

"You can go and have a shower , a quick one , I guess the breakfast is gonna be here in fifteen minutes ." he says.

I step inside the bathroom and takes off all my clothes which I had barely on. The water is hot , feel so good , I stand below the shower and let the water wet me. Daydreaming him . thinking bout him . I want him , I want him so badly that I couldn't resist the urge to touch him , to feel him. He's the only single man in the whole entire world who made me feel this way , the urge to be his.

I started cleaning my body , washing it.. thinking as if it is him , rubbing my whole body with his soft hands , slender fingers everywhere on my body , on my breasts , my neck , my stomach , my thighs , underarms , ohh god ! It feels so good. The thought of him touching me is so pleasuring..

The door of the bathroom knocks " The break fast is here" his voice snaps me out of my day dreams of him.

"I'll be right there.." I replied.

And just finished up with the bath as soon as I can.


Chapter 13


I finished the bath and headed out , since i'm not familiar with this surrounding i have no idea where is what and where isn't. So, i just went out without drying my hairs. They're still damp. Oh, it's such a big place, i mean.. really man! Look at the place, he's really rich. 'Mind joining me?' i heard him say, i looked on my left and there he was, sitting on the table..food all served. Oh that's hell lot. I thought.
'Yeah.' I smiled weirdly and started making my way towards the table. 'Sit.' He commands, i do as told. 'Since i didn't knew what you like to eat, i just ordered things on my own.' He mutters, taking a sip of his coffee. 'Oh, but that's just too much.' I said after i looked at all the food placed on the table. That's just too much. Like serving for 6-7 people, that's such a waste.

'You know, you don't need to do this.' I said looking down at the plate placed in front of me. 'Oh that's just nothing, learn to get use..' he stopped as i looked at him in the eye. As if he was paralyzed and had no strength to continue whatever he was saying, he just looked at me. Our eyes never un-locking. Our gazes kept melting, until i broke the eye contact.

'Oh, i mean..Umm.' Maybe he's finding words to fit the situation.

'It's okay. Thanks.' I tried smiling genuinely, but it seems like i fussed around.

'You look beautiful, even if you're not all pampered with makeup.' He smirked.

Oh that smirk. It feels like every time he smirks or say something, it blows my mind away, as if my heart beats faster than usual and my cheeks turn crimson red. What do u do to me?

'Get used to it..' he said out of nowhere, snapping me back to reality.

'Huh?' i asked as i gave a confused smile.

'Compliments.' he said and then continued eating his bacon.

'Oh, thanks.' I tried to sound as cool as i can.

Seriously i don't know how to react or what to say or what to think since i've lost all my ability to say , think or do anything since he's around. I can't believe it that the owner of such a big company, Mr.Jalal is in front of me, moreover he've been my savior last night. He's kind of a gentle mind, but every time he say something he turn it utterly hot, i don't know if i'm overthinking or something but i don't know why but i find it hot. Everything he says is hot. As if i'm sitting on a burning grill.

We ate quietly afterwards, and then Mr. Jalal got engrossed in a call but before going he ordered me to wait here only for him and that he'd be back in a couple of minutes. I'm standing here in the suite's living room, which is like really big and so luxurious. I'm staring here and there like fools.

'Hey..' Suddenly his voice snapped me , he was at my back, his voice intensely sexy.

I turned back immediately. 'Hi, You're here.' I smiled a big one .

'Yeah. Any reason behind this big smile?' he says creasing his brows perfectly.

'Haha. No nothing, it's just that i'm stupid. That's it.' i said looking down at my shoes.

'Huh?' He seemed confused, had to be.

'Mr. Jalal, i guess we're going to be late if .. we keep talking here. I mean, my best friend is going to be so worried for me.'

Oh shit! I totally forgot about Moti. Where was she? how was she? And did she know i'm here? Oh my god. Get ready to be grinded mercilessly in this ground today Miss Jodha. I'm sure Moti might be sitting by the door with a knife in her hand , ready to murder me. I chuckled at that stupid thought.

'What's amusing Miss Jodha?' Mr. Jalal asked me, oh where are we? Walking out the suite? Oh i don't wanna leave it . Please.

'Oh, Just nothing.' I bit my lower lip to refrain chuckling again at that funny though stupid thought.

'You're biting your lower lip.' He hissed under his breath.

I looked at him dumbfounded and then left my lip.

We waited for the lift to arrive, it's coming sooner, like it's on another floor above than ours and it's coming down.

'You.. Tell me.. You were making out with this bitch, right?' Suddenly some unknown voices filled the place, i look at my right and to my surprise a couple was fighting. The woman was holding the man by his collars, 'No, darling.. Trust me. I wasn't.' And just then the woman slapped him; so hard. Oh my God! Holy f**k! That was so fast and hard. I heard Mr. Jalal giggling and when i looked at him , he was already looking at me grinning. Ah, that eye lock makes something inside me burn and melt. My orgasm, damn. Stupid women hormonal feelings.

I bit my lower lip due to the hot feeling and then i never knew when the lift stopped and the voices of couple fighting slowly faded away and i was pinned in the lift's wall , my hands above my head, and Mr. Jalal's lips were on mine's fiercely. Oh my god!

He first licked my lips, then bit them, then strolled his tongue inside my mouth. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my f**k. Oh my heaven. Oh my hell. Oh my holy cow. Oh my everything. His chest bruising my breasts and he and i , we both knew what is it doing. His chest is grinding my breasts, the hot waves building my orgasm so fast inside. I kissed him back with the same passion. He took my lower lip in between his teeth and tucked it hard, pulling it with almost all the force and that was when we separated when the lift stopped in another floor and small children, in their uniforms rained inside.

Disaster.

I'm a f**king woman with so much orgasm build inside me right now.

I'm all fussed up.

Oh my God.

I kissed him. No, he kissed me. Wait! We both kissed.

I peaked at him through the corner of my eyes and whoa, he was staring me, smirking like usually. I blushed harder.

What the hell was that?



Chapter 14

Guess what? I'm sitting in Mr. Jalal's BMW and more over, guess what? 'What?' My sub-conscious peered through me, I'm sitting beside him. Oh my Holy God! I think i'm already going to pass out. Will I? Oh my God. I'm going to faint.

'You're always this quite or is it because of me?' He breaks the silence.

'No, I..' i bit my lower lip.

He suddenly stopped the car and looked at me.

'You're biting your lip again.' He says, his gaze; so intense. Oh God. Tell me, tell me he just did not licked his lips. That's so hot, right? I spared my lower lip and gasped.

'Breath Jodha.' He said, there was a way that he made my name look hot, ultimately hot.

I nodded. He started driving again.

'I love this song.' I said as John Legend's 'All of me' started to fill the atmosphere in the car.

'I love it too.' He said; still concentrating on driving.

'Geez! The lyrics seem so pure so true, right?' i looked at him, there's excitement in my voice for i don't know what reason!

He looked at me for a second, his eyes dark and intense. Burning. There's something. There's something that his eyes want to tell me.That darkness. That intense gaze. There's absolutely something, right?

'Stop over thinking...' I scolded myself.

I seriously have to stop thinking too much, too much bout him, it's not good.

'Sometimes, you wouldn't know if Good is really good or if bad is really bad.' He said out of somewhere, bringing my thoughts back to him.

'Huh? What?' i exclaimed; all confused.

'I mean, Don't be too easy Jodha, you have to be careful in life if you don't want to suffer mishaps, you have to know things till their roots just to justify them into bad or good order.'

I exactly know now what he meant. His meaning was so right and so...true?

'We're here.' He announced as the car stopped , giving me no more space for thinking.

'Ah Yes.' I groaned.

He opened the car's door for me Such a nice gentleman I thought.

************

We headed inside the house as soon as Moti opened the door, and there was when i saw Mr. Jalal's brother, Mirza. Such a cute guy. Well, time went on fast, we bid our goodbyes to the both of them and i personally thanked Mr. Jalal for everything he did for me, from saving me from a kiss and then helping me while i was throwing up then taking me in a safe place and providing me comfort and luxurious stuff. That's so much for me.

I've never wanted things more than necessary in life, and this was something really extra ordinary. I just hope i get successful one day and complete all my dreams.

The same day Me and Moti decided to do some shopping since she was going out of the city to meet her grandparents for a week or more, so i'll help her get her stuff and i can buy a little stuff for myself too.

************

2 Days later :

Did i ever mentioned how nervous would I really be at this day? Oh my God, No. Hell No. I feel like shouting my lungs out and running out of this hall. Damn. The atmosphere here is quite hectic, people rehearsing again and again to just hit the Perfect note. While me? I'm sitting here, standing at others; blank mind.

f**k. I should be rehearsing too. Right?

The people are really nervous, energetic and excited right now, nervousness hit me more and more as time flew by and my name was too soon to be called, just after Kris will end singing his song 'Time boils the rain' It'd be my turn.

Oh my god ! What shall i do? Run? Run run run.. Run Jo Run.

Shall i run?

Sure?

Oh my god.

I can't.

'And next to our pleasure, lets welcome the talented Miss. Jodha.' The MC announced. My heart stopped beating and i ran towards the stage from the backstage. And what i saw raced my heart even more. So many audience. So many. And... He's here too.

Mr. Jalal.

Oh my holy God.

Why?

f**k my life.

Since i had no introduction i cheered myself in my heart only and started singing 'One last Night' By Vaults.

Tied to a sallow heart
Why does he want to bring me where he goes?
Oh and to find out the reasons why
It's enough to make you wanna try for one last night

There was a complete silence for a moment of patience in the entire audience. It seemed as if they stopped breathing for a minute. Oh my god ! Am i that horrible? And is my voice really that horrible? Jeeez. I'm a mess.

Ghosts and silhouettes
They take a piece of me, they want it all
Oh but to wait in an empty room
With the feeling that it's closing in

There were many and many eyes on me, making me feel energetic and uncomfortable too, but that only one gaze made me nervous, so nervous. Mr. Jalal was sitting in the middle front row, his legs crossed, his ankle resting on his thigh and his index finger bruising across his lower lip. His eyes burning gray. Oh my holy hell. I'm gonna fall.

I had a dream I was dying
But I found nobody there
And if one last night is all that we've been given
Let's live it like we care
For one last night
For one last night

And i continued singing until the song ended. And there was it, my hard work of years payed off. Oh my god. This was really a moment of emotions, i wanted to cry, really badly. I wanted Moti here so that i could hug her tightly and weep out all my pain and happy tears out, after all, that's what friends do, right?

The audience cheered and applauded so loudly for me whilst i heard many compliments from the audience such as 'Go for it Girl.'

'Your voice is sensuous.'

'You're great.'

'I like her voice.'

And so so so so many more.

This is probably my one of the life moment. I'm so happy and over whelmed and pleased with myself today.

Chapter 15

Of course, that was one mind-blowing moment of my life. Actually, unforgettable moment of my life would be better. I'm standing in front of a ocean of people who are whole heartily clapping for me. I never thought that i could do mind-blowing jobs like this? What else can i do? I obviously don't know. But i hope to achieve my life goal and become something in life.

As soon as the claps and cheers were finished i hurried back to the back stage. To my surprise; i bumped into someone so lean. I looked up and.. I lost my mind. His fragrance, his scent; everything hit me like alcohol.

'Mister...' i gasped; unable to continue my words when his arms struggled at my small back. I closed my eyes, bit my lower lip and breathe heavily. He took my face in his palms and caressed it with his long-slandered fingers. He then moved nearer and nearer until our lips were touching. The touch felt same as the first kiss we had. In the elevator. Oh my god. Jeez! His tongue opening and parting my mouth, touching even the deepest corner of my mouth. Oh my god.

'Yo man, where are you lost?' Someone hit me on the upper arm. What the f**k?
'What?' i asked unconsciously.
Oh damn. Where is he going? He's disappearing. Wait..Wait..Jalal..

'Jodhaaa.' This time i was pinched mercilessly.
'Oh god, what the hell.' I cried in pain.

I was...fantasizing about him? It was such a...day dream? Oh my god.

'Jesus Christ. Go to stage you bum, you're name is called. You won. Go brat.' Ellie said pushing me towards the stage.

Oh my god? Wait, what? I won? What? How? And my dream? No, my fantasizing. Oh god. This is hell. I'm all messed up. God, damn it. Without any other second thought i ran to the stage, to be only greeted by a huge round of applause once again.

'Congratulations Miss.' Mrs. Leigh Hunt congratulated me, handing me a certificate for which i had to pose with her. I smiled as the camera flashed, and just then she whispered, 'Go and receive your award, there's him ..' She said pointing finger towards. Mr. Jalal. Oh my God. f**king hell. Right?

I was again, yet again; pushed towards another side; unconsciously. I smiled as i was nearer to him. We shook our hands in a firm shake. 'Hey Miss. Jodha. I hope you're doing well.' His smile, oh my holy god. Just look at it. His teeth and his lips. Oh f**k. He's perfect. Unable to make any eye contact i looked down nervously, smiled a half smile and said, 'Yes, thank you.'

He handed me the award and to my another surprise, i had to post for a picture with him too. Wow. We together in a photo? Oh my god, really?

I can't be any happier for the fact that i won the singing competition. And i can't be more happier to realize myself that i'm not less than anybody. I'm satisfied with my life, i have dreams to achieve and many works to do. I'm happy to tell all those bitches out there who point fingers on me just because my mom and dad aren't together and i haven't grew up with them. Shut up now bitches i thought.

I smiled as the camera flashed, 'Done, thanks.' The cameraman smiled. As i was about to leave i heard him say, 'Meet me outside in the Parking area, Jodha.' Something inside me melted hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. It's burning. My heart's racing. My saliva wants another saliva exchange. Ew? What the hell. I'm so gross.

Unable to take my voice out i just nodded. Not looking at him because i'm blushing crimson red. Holy hell.

As i went backstage i got many cheers for the other competitors and many congratulations, I thanked them all and took my stuff and made my way to leave..to the parking lot. Oh god, what is he gonna do? Jeez! Kiss? Take me there? oh no, hell. Shut up Jo. What are you thinking?

Bloody spoiled brat.

There is a huge rush of many types of cars, luxurious to middle class. I look here and there, trying to find him. Damn, he should have told me the exact place. Wait, was it a joke? Just to trick me down? Ah, no. Of course not. Such a big businessman wouldn't do those stuff, right? But what if ?

'Ahhh..' i groaned in confusion.

'You're okay?' His voice soothed me.

I turned back, He's standing in front of me, so close..that i can even touch him. He's looking down at me, his eyes searching and scotching mine. Then he smirked. Oh damn. I died. I died. I'm dead. What the hell is wrong with me? Why am i behaving like a stupid hormonal teenager. Shut up Jo, act smart. Act kind. Act mature.

'Yeah,, thanks.'Tingles of a new sensation was going on and on in my body.

'Mi...Mister..Jalal..' I smiled nervously, he moved his hand forward. What? Why? Oh I got it. I moved my hand forward too and we shook our hands. His touch sending millions of sparks in my body. I don't know what it is and why it is, but i feel something extremely hot when he touch me. His touch is like; magical. It feels as if my body have been craving for this one and only touch since ever.

'Miss Jodha, we meet again.' He smiled brightly. I wonder how does he manage to look so perfect and so sexy and so bossy all at once only. 'Yeah.' I flushed a fake smile. He didn't said anything, he just kept staring me. I know i can feel that even if i'm looking at my tangled fingers to avoid the awkwardness. I know his eyes are fixed on me, as if he's studying me. Could he read my mind? Oh, no. Obviously not, right? But what if... Arrghhh Dipshit! My sub-conscious raged on with anger inside me.

Finally, gathering some strength i looked up and found him staring at me blankly. Oh what the hell! Alright, let's just do it Jo. 'So, why did you called me here?' I asked; hardly giving any expression this time. Control. Control. Please control.

'Your phone is switched off, i guess. So, your mate called me.' He stopped, watching my expression with utter interest.

'Wait..what?' I creased my brows.

'Miss Moti. She called me, saying your phone is switched off and that she wanted to break in a important news to you.' He explained.

'Oh.' I managed to speak. What the hell?

He took out his phone from his coat suddenly and then made several touches on it and handed it to me, 'Talk to her.' He smirked. What's with the smirk?

I did as told. I took the phone. I heard Moti on the other side of the phone, 'Hello?' She said. I took a little distance from him and stood in a corner, 'Moti..' i murmured as quietly as i can. 'What the hell you spoiled brat. Where the f**k have you been? And most importantly where the hell is your f**king phone?You s**t, do you know how worried have i been, you prostitute.' She said it all in a one go. I laughed, so hard. 'What the hell. Do you think it's funny? OH no, wait, let me tell you Miss Jodha Singh Rajput that this isn't funny at all, and you may pay for this laugh right now.' She hissed.

'Oh my god babe, you're hilarious as ever.' I continued laughing.

'Whatever, now listen , there's something really important.'

'Mhm.' I listened quietly this time.

'Okay, look i'm going to be out for another week with my family , there's some family problem, i'll tell you those once i come back, but ..the main thing is, you're moving out of the house and staying with Jalal.'

Wait, what? My world stopped spinning. I didn't understood anything, as if my brain short-circuited and needed to be rebooted; immediately. Everything around me stopped for a while. How the f**king hell this could happen.

'You're joking, right??' I hoped she was.

'Not at all.' i could almost sense her evil smirk on the other side of the phone.

'You know, you're a bitch.' I said as quietly as i could.

'Ahun, i know that too.' And she laughed.

'Wow.' i laughed sarcastically.

'Look babe, we need to get the flat empty because it need repairing, the roofs you know would break and anyone could get hurt, i couldn't risk that. Do you understand me?'

'Hm.' i nodded as if she could see me.

'It's fine, cheer up. Okay sorry but i Got to go. See ya later baby. I love you , bye.'

And the call went dead ...

Just like the senses in my body, the call was dead too..

Me. Jalal. Us? Under one roof? In his house? With him? See him everyday? Me. With him? Staying at his home? Kidding, right? Oh my god. Hell No. I screamed inside. I looked where i last left him and oh geez! He's standing at the same place i left him. I looked at him, he was looking at me only, not blinking at all. How bold, right? I slowly made my legs move and went to him. I handed him his phone back.

'What's wrong?' He asked, his voice full of concern.

'What? No, nothing.' I smiled sarcastically, but it looked like a kind smile.

'Ohkay then, let's get moving.'

Without giving me a moment to react he held my wrist, sending million of sparks again as his skin bruised against mine. His hands warm. Pleasing. Sexy. Inevitable. Oh god what the hell. I have already lost my senses but now i think i'm going to lost my consciousness. What's going on damn?

We're walking towards his car, oh it's an Audi R8 spyder now. Omg! He's really rich, a rich guy with many toys. I wonder if he have any other car besides this and the other one. Boys and their toys.

He opened the car door for me and sat on the driver's seat when i asked him, 'Where are we going?' I kept looking at him, his features, so manly..so attractive so hot so sexy. He's really an Alpha..!

'We're first heading at your place. Then going my home.' He smirked.

'Oh.' I said with a small voice.

This is hell, you know hell. It feels good and feels bad too. I'm excited but i'm nervous too. I haven't lived with anyone ever before except Moti, i'm just so nervous. And excited because i'm going to live with the extremely hot Mr. Jalaluddin Mohammad. It's a roller coaster for me right now. I just hope everything goes well.

We then reached at our apartment and i hurriedly opened the door and asked him to take a seat while i pack my stuff, 'Have a seat.' I smiled as kindly as i could. He nodded and then took a seat on my bed. Alright, what the hell? I mean he should've sit on the couch, it'd be hard for me to pack now. Right?

Pushing all my thoughts aside, i ran towards my wardrobe and took out my clothes and everything to pack my stuff while i saw him busy on his phone, scrolling up and down. Boys and their toys. Exactly.

Oh my god! This is going to get awkward, right? I thought as i took out my undergarments. I need to keep those, it's essential, but.. How can i drag those out in front of him and keep'em in my luggage . No, no way in hell i'm doing that. But. Ugh! Damn it. And wow. To my surprise he just kept his phone back in his pocket and looked at me.

'You're done?' He asked.

'No..I..I..just..' i smiled a very very very weird smile i ever had.

He looked at me; all confused. I'm such a mess. I turned back towards my wardrobe. Look Jodha, you got to do that, okay? Do it..Just go..Do it, it's normal..i

'It's alright Jodha.. You do not need to be shy cuz of your undergarments, it's a normal thing. I wouldn't mind.' Oh my god! What the hell? Jeez!! Holy mosses ... My holy god. Oh my god. Oh my lungs.. Oh my air.. Oh my breath.. Oh my...he made it even awkward. What the hell.. Oh my god! How can he ? Oh jesus! Oh my god. It's very awkward, very very very much. I need to run out of here..

I turned back and he's staring at me; smirking as usual . I turned back again immediately. My heart racing. Then, i took out my undergarments and hurriedly kept them in the luggage.

I then after packing up my stuff said, 'I'm done.' He looked at me hurriedly and then smirked and got up, 'Then let's go!' He commanded. I nodded and smile , he took my stuff and my bag and carried it out and threw it in the car like a gentleman , we then sat in his car and drove to my new destination. His Home.

Oh my god! I'm so excited right now, how will the house look like? And wait, are there any other members in his house like his parents or siblings? Oh my god , i feel nervous. What would i do there? Don't know damn, and wait, is he alright with me staying at his home? I don't know. I still feel very awkward. Oh god, help me.


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Chapter 16

The atmosphere in the car is totally depressing right now. None of us spoke since 15 minutes, really awkward. Something's wrong? Wait, why do i worry? Fine, alright if he ain't interested talk to me and think of me as actually a piece of shit then okay, fine.. i'll surely tell him i'm not like all those bimbo girls outside wanting to show off their ugly faces and their over-large stupid asses. I ain't interested. Fine, Jo...that's fine, ignore. Just ignore. Fine. Bullshit on your face Mr Jalal. Bullshit. 'Am i boring you ?' i asked him, totally irritated. He didn't looked at me but just smirked. Ah that smirk. That smirk...it does something to me..making me hot from even the deepest atom of my useless body..ahh..it feels as if desires inside me have arisen. Just shut the f**king bullshit up. A voice inside me poked me on the moment. Fine. Don't answer me, i ain't even worth to be answered? Wow, thanks. Just then i heard a gentle; manly laugh fill the air in the car. I looked beside me and my heart skipped a beat...His smile...The million dollars smile..That heart melting, that Mr.Sexy's smile..Everything inside me seems to find amusement in him now...

'You're completely a matter of amusement, Miss Jodha. There ain't no reason to be bored while i'm around you.' My cheeks turned crimson red. Oh damn it, he's so damn. I mentally flips up the table in my imagination. I'm so excited. His compliments makes the butterflies flutter in my belly. He's so adorable. He's my obsession!? Is it so? His smirk..His sudden Compliments and his smile...Am i addicted to those? Am i obsessed with those? Am i? I can't look at him in the eye right now. I'm just blushing. I'm totally acting like a stupid teenager with overdosed hormones. But i don't care, what's wrong in enjoying this weird and so called new feelings in the very first time? Right..? It ain't a sin, right? Yeah right..Pookie right!

'I told you earlier too. Learn to use to get compliments every time rather than turning all pink, making me to have you right now in the car.' He suddenly stopped driving as he finished his sentence. My heart raced, blood rushing in my ears, oh my god. I'm getting goosebumps. I felt my nipples suddenly get harder and brush against my bra. I want to moan. I want to moan in his mouth. I want to feel his mouth of mine's. I want to have him inside me. I want to feel the pleasure too. He's looking at me with eyes full of lust which is clearly visible. Oh my holy god.! Is he really going to take me right now? In the car? My heart...Oh my god...My poor...helpless heart..

I'm addicted to you, hooked on your love, like a powerful drug.
I can't get enough of you. Lost in your eyes, drawing in blue..
Out of control..What can i do? I'm addicted to you..

I really am addicted to him, his mind-blowing statements and everything about him...I'm addicted. It's bad, it's really bad...I shouldn't be..I can't ...I shouldn't think this. I just can't. He doesn't want me..I'm just another ordinary girl for him. And...what if he do this with every girl..Every girl? The thought only is enough to anger me. I rolled my eyes. Damn it. I need to control. Yeah. Freaking control. After all that's all what guys need. Sex and only Sex. f**k my fabulous life and what the hell am i doing? Just wasting my time fantasizing about someone who can't be mine? I really am Stupid.

Sex..having sex with him for once wouldn't be fabulous? Shut up!

The car finally stopped. Look like we've reached our destination. I looked before me as the gate-keeper opened the huge door and Holy f**k! This is so big..No..Huge...more than huge..It's not a house..It's a palace. It's so big. Holy God! Take meee...It's so big. Like a palace. He live in a very very very big house like this? Oh, a palace i mean. I look at the palace with an awe in my eyes. I never noticed when he took out of the driving seat and opened my door too and now is giving me a helping hand to move out of the car. Is he a prince or what? I mean...such a big house. Oh yeah, he's the CEO of Mughal enterprises. Remember?

I take his hand, ignoring the odd electric spark again and kept on admiring the place. There's a big garden with different kinds of flowers and it look so beautiful and so lively. There's even a bench on it. The gardener is watering the flowers. Wow, there are baby's breath flowers too. Oh my god. They're so cute. Baby's breath is my favorite one.

We entered the house and it was f**king fabulous. Even if i spend my whole life working day and night i can't stand to create such a f**king fabulous house not even the generations after me could. It is so expensive, it tells it by it's look. Everything's fabulous. I'm greeted by a thousands of stairs. Beautiful , yet antique paintings hanging on the wall. Beautiful yeah luxurious rags covering some expensive and tantalizing marble floor. Walls colored beautifully in my combinations. It's a dream...A dream for common people like us to see for once. I actually am seeing this all in real. I look here and there...admiring the whole place...There's a bar also. Oh my god. A bar table..in a house? And Jeez! There are so many of wine bottles placed on it. It's a dream life.

So that now i know a little about him i can bring it into a sentence, 'Mr. Jalal is truly hot, handsome, obsessing, rich, powerful and yet an alpha.' Right? 'Fell yourself at home, sweetheart.' He said out of somewhere.. I looked beside my right and there he is, all smiling at me. I smiled back at him. You're amazing..I mean it.. Yeah. 'Okay so, come..i'll show you your room..' he said while he grabbed my wrist and i unconsciously followed him where ever he was taking me. I'm safe. I know, i just feel the touch. His touch. My body's respond when he touch me. I feel that. I feel it so deeply.

He opens up the room and it opens up into another world. Oh my god. If he were'nt here, i would have jumped higher and higher in excitement but since he's here i gotta control. I don't want him to think of me as someone really stupid. It's crazy. You drive me crazy, baby.'Wow.' I said with a dumb founded expression. 'It's really beautiful Mr..' he cut me off, 'You can call me Jalal.' A kind smile on his lips. Ah. Damn it. Don't do this to me. I hurriedly broke the eye contact we've been holding up for 2-3 minutes. Damn me.

'Come in..' he says as he steps inside; and i followed. The room is really beautiful and perfect and unworthy for someone like me. I'm just.. I mean...Alright damn...I ain't from a poor family..but.. I always wanted to build things like this on my own money..My parents are undoubtedly really rich but i ain't a spoiled kid who'd flatter on and on about how rich their parents are. They money doesn't concern me. We've had thousands of family talks where dad and mom lectured me saying their money is also mine, i know...i appreciate that but you know i am not just an ordinary girl. I have a different mind and different dreams...It's not like that i am so much self-centered but...well, leave it..It ain't the right time..

I'm suddenly pinned to the nearest wall; unexpectedly. What the good hell??? 'Jesus f**king Christ..Where are you lost?' He said aggressively as his hold on my hands tightened and his body pressing against mine. At that time i felt like moaning the pleasure out but i just didn't. What's going on? I closed my eyes and breathed heavily as his nose nuzzled my cheek and then my jawline. Oh my holy god. Oh my f**king heart. Oh god. This is too much. I'm going to faint. Jeez.

'Jal..al..Pl..eas...ee..' I said between my ragged breathing, i kept biting my lower lip again and again, my eyes opening and shutting again and again, my body twisting. My heart beating faster and faster. It just wouldn't stop.. The feels, Ahhh.. I finally moaned. He stopped and looked at me..My eyes opened, our eyes locked. His dark eyes burning in my blue. We got lost away in the moment.. He loosened his grip on my hands and my body and...smirked..?? What the hell? I feel so embarrassed. So f**king embarrassed. I feel like digging a big...a f**king huge hole right now and get myself grounded in it right now...Right..now.. Damn it.

I looked down in embarrassment and pushed him off me. The smirk on his face wouldn't fade away. It's just...urgh! Damn..I'm so stupid..So stupid to moan that loud. I'm an idiot, a f**king asshole and a damn bitch.. Stupid me. It's just so shameful.. Suddenly i heard him say, 'I was going on and going asking you if you liked the room..but you didn't answered..You were lost somewhere else or in someone else?' Is that a query? 'And...i don't like people ignoring me while i'm talking to them.. Aggression in his voice was too clear. I turned back with all my strength. Come on Jo, you can do that...You're strong.

'I'm sorry. It's just..I'm sorry. I'll keep that in mind.' I tried to smile but failed. It's unusual for me..For being around such a hot guy who's the owner of a great leading company and then i'm going to live in his house, and being pinned on the wall by him only..it's so disturbing actually..It's just...weird..? It's just too much for a girl like me who have never had any...such thing..you know what i mean..

'It's okay.. Be comfortable. Come out in 10 minutes for lunch, okay?' he asks, i nodded and therefore, he leaves the room. I quickly closed the door and dang, i let myself fall on the irresistibly comfortable and soft bed. I closed my eyes and let my mind wander about the recent events. 'Ahh..' I sighed. It's fine. its okay, i'll just go ahead and face life in whatever rhythm it wants to take me in. I got up and peeks around the room. The bathroom is too big for a single person and this all reminds me of home. I feel home sick right now. I miss mom and dad. I never had siblings but i really want to have one but unluckily i never did have one and then Moti came in my life, she's like my sister..like really my sister.

Side by side or miles apart sisters will always be connected by the heart. We weren't sisters by birth but we knew from the start, fate brought us together to be sisters by heart, even though we aren't sisters by blood but we are sisters by heart. The room is undoubtedly beautiful and designed in the most beautiful and perfect way. Too much modernized.

The memories of my family and my friends is enough to make me smile even though i have too much in my mind to consider about and too much wandering to be done. But, i must say that i love these random memories that make me smile no matter what's going on in my life right now.

I heard a soft knock on the door, 'Hey..The lunch's ready..' That voice. it do weird things to me. I feel hot, so hot. 'Yeah..' and he comes in. Jeez. He smiled sardonically at my expression. Well, i gotta work with my expressions. I'm too opened and too easy for people to peek through me. Can he read my mind? Of course not.. 'Did i disturbed you?' He asked; looking at me confusedly, 'Of course not.' I smiled. Time to make some correct decisions. 'Lets go?' i asked and he just nodded in the response. 'First you..'He says gently. Oh, what a kind gentle man. 'Thanks.' I said and nodded and then made my way out the room knowing he's at my back, following me. Fine, breathe Jo breathe.. It's fine..Just fine..

'I'll help you find our destination.' He said from my back and once again, without giving me a moment to respond my wrist is in his grip and he's leading me through. God. It's just too much to feel, how can he make me feel so much in just a day? It's unbelievable. I peek a look at his features, broad-shoulders, dark copper colored hairs and intense, bright gray eyes. He's such a good looking man that i think any woman who would be married to him would yet be the luckiest woman in the world. He's undoubtedly really attractive.

'Here..' He says as we reach in a very big and spacious room having a very big dinning table in the middle and a kitchen is been seen too. Whoa. This is beautiful. 'Come..' He says as he took out the seat for me and i sat there, thanking him first..he then takes a seat in front of me...We're both facing each other and our food is already served, i wonder who did that. 'You ordered the food?' I asked in curiosity. I'm such a curious girl. 'No, Mrs. Alex did that..Ahh Mrs.Alex..my cook..' he explained. 'Oh.' I replied.. 'Lets eat..' He said as he picked up his knife and fork. And we started eating.

Silence once again took place between us until i broke it, 'Uh..Mr..' he cut me off, 'Jalal..' He said emphasizing much at his lone word, i got it and continued, 'Jalal...i need to go to work..you know..so..i mean..how would i..?' i'm a bit tensed. 'Don't worry, i'll drive u today and um..other days Matt can drop and pick you up.' He said, 'Matt?' i asked,'Yeah..my own worker..' though he didn't gave away much information. Am i curious? 'Eat.' He ordered, i nodded and started eating again.


Chapter 17


I was working when i saw Surya at my working place, staring and moving towards me. I felt uneasy. I backed up thinking he might stop, but hell no, he didn't stopped. 'Jo, we need to talk..' he said once he was near me.. I looked at him fiercely in the eye and replied, 'But i don't think we really need to talk.'..'Just listen to me once, please.' He plead and tried grabbing my upper arm, but i jerked him away.
We're absolutely grabbing some audience's attention. 'Just don't.' I told him. 'You need to listen..' His voice sort of scared me. I looked at him with eyes wide opened. 'Just, please..once.' He said, his eyes softening. 'No..' I'm stubborn, and once i make up my mind, nothing can make me change my decision.

'I think that's just enough.' Jalal came in, holding my upper arm and jerking me on him, i looked up at in his eyes, and they're cold, and anger clearly visible, 'Just leave..' His voice, full of authority. 'I'm not talking to you..' But before Surya could complete his sentence, Jalal added, 'Get out, before i freaking kick you out.' I've never seen him this angry or mad.

'Jal..al.' I kept my hands on his chest, hoping to calm him down, just as my hand touched his chest or you can say his clothes, he looked down at me and his eyes softening. Surya didn't argued anymore and just left after his glaring session ended.

I jerked my hand away from his chest, 'Um..I-I Ju-st..' but before i could complete i'm grabbed in a tight embrace, embrace which i never have had before, feelings which i never felt before started filling my heart. Jalal's scent filled up my mind. I hugged him back, his chin resting on my shoulder, sending sparks in my body, making my heart r

un faster than usual. 'How many times do i have to tell you to be alerted of such perverts.' There's dominance in his voice, sending shivers down my spine. I didn't replied to it. He then broke the hug and looked at me in the eyes, his grey eyes burning in my blue.. Your optimistic eyes seems like paradise, to someone..like...me.

'Let's get going.' He said and i nodded, i took off my apron and told the manager that i'm leaving since my working hours are finished already. Jalal grabbed my wrist and we're now walking out. I looked at him through the corners of my eyes. He's really handsome. A man who's surely every girl's dream. His nose perfectly straight. His face of an angel...a handsome angel. I chuckled at the thought. His lips...Kissable. 'What's so interesting about my face?' He asked, raising his brows. I realize we're standing in front of his car and his hands are crossed over his chest. 'Uhmm.what?' I looked away immediately. I'm embarrassed; yet again. 'You were staring at me like...' He then chucked and then rubbed his hand on his face, his eyes playful. I bit my lower lip. He's so...admirable.. But, he's such a jock. I can never understand what is he thinking right now while he can clearly read what's going on in my mind.

'Had fun staring ?' He smirked. Oh god. His smirk. It's so so so good. It feels really good. I feel admired. I feel like..wait. Shut up. 'I wasn't staring you.' I lied. 'Oh, is there something written on my face then?' He said as he faked started rubbing his face so that if there's something it would be jerked off. 'Aish..Let's go..' I said as i giggled.

He sometimes acts really childish, like he's really free to talk to me...Am i right? I have a crush on him, yes i do. There's no way i'm denying it.

He drove us away in silence, i took out my ipod from my the pocket of my jeans and played myself some amazing all time favorite songs.

There was a peace drop silence in the car. Jalal concentrating on driving while i was busy looking out the window, taking a look at the eternal; natural beauty.

Soon enough he was parking the car. He helped me hop out of the car; like a gentleman. 'Thanks.' I muttered shyly. His touch sending sparks in my body and i can't help but just feel yet control my inner self.

'Hello, Sir.. The dinner's ready...' A lady with blonde hairs; probably in her forties greeted him. 'Good thing, thanks Aspen.' He said with a warm smile. I smiled at the woman. I guess she's the cook. 'Come.' Jalal says as he held my wrist and drag me inside my room. 'Get fresh in 15 minutes and come out, okay?' He asked bossily.

Whoa? What's the matter with him?

'Yep.' I nodded softly.

He closed the door and i threw myself on the comfortable bed. How i wish i would never have to get off this bed, cuz it's irresistibly comfortable. But then again, i have to follow him or else who knows what would he end up doing?

Yeah, that's it. I'm out before 15 minutes. Not only because i have to follow his orders but because i was dying inside like a teenage girl to see him. Like, okay no offence, but he really do something that makes my inside twist tighter and tighter.

He was sitting by the counter when i reached the living room. He spotted me and the curves of his lips curved upward. 'Come.' He says softly as his hands motioned towards the table, all ready for our dinner.

'Sit beside me..' Was it a order? Didn't seem like. Or was it a plead? Can't really be. But whatever it is, i nodded and sat beside him. The sound of forks hitting the plates and knives cutting their preys soon filled in.

'You never told me about your family, Jalal.' I spoke as i drank some water.

'There's not much to know, i have a happy family. My mom and dad, well both work, have their own kind of business and a younger sister and a younger brother is all i have.' He said as his knife pierced through the chicken, then his fork grabbing onto it and tadd.. in his mouth, there it goes.

I gulped.

He looks so f**king gorgeous.

So young.

'Jodha, eat..' He said snapping me out of my dreamland, i nodded and started eating..

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It's be 2 days since i've been living at his place, things have been going fine, i guess? Anyways, so today I've decided to do some shopping, i need new jeans and tops now. I took a quick shower and got ready with just a little makeup including eye liner, some mascara and a pink lip gloss, and here i am, all ready.

Wait what? I don't have my car... how will i go?

Oh a cab, yeah, a cab can work..

I took out my phone and called for a cab, the cab will be there in a couple of few minutes so i took those times in my advantage and listened to some of my favorite songs. Soon enough, the cab arrived and i was on my way to go to my favorite shopping mall, the one where Moti and I usually hang around.

Talking about Moti makes me miss her so much, i wish she was here.. I mean how long will she take now? Is she fine? I took out my cell from my purse and typed out a message for my only best friend.

"I'm a bit worried for you, how are you? Is everything alright? When will you be back? I miss you a lot, and don't stress yourself, okay? i love you.. xoxo Jo." And i pushed the send button..

'Stop stop..' I yelled at the cab driver, making him stop the car in the middle of the road, just to look at the heart wrecking scene ever more clearly..

There he is, Jalal, sitting inside that coffee shop with a woman and kissing her harder than ever, harder then he have kissed me. Oh my God. Is there any explanation for that? Tears started brimming my eyes, every man is same, huh? Ain't it? I sarcastically rolled my eyes at the back of my head.

There he is, kissing that woman with all his passion. I thought i was the one whom he was interested in after he kissed me in the elevator, but seems like he have other objects of interests as well.

Oh well, it's not like we're in a relationship, right? Then i'm not supposed to be this hurt about it. It's his life, he can do shits with it, who am i to interfere, he can kiss anyone, he can make out with anyone, it shouldn't concern me.. Thoughts like these made me cry harder.

'Ma'am are you okay?' I cab driver asked me as he saw me crying.

Taking out a tissue from my purse i started wiping off my tears and said, 'I guess i am, Mister.' And smiled my kindest smile at him.

Jalaluddin Mohammad, i won't let you rule me again, i won't let you play with me, i am not a f**king dice that you can play with me. 'Let's get going, Mister. ' I regarded to the cab driver and he started the engine.

I won't let my feelings for you come in your and my way again, you can f**k whoever you want, you can boss around them, but not me. I won't let you order me, boss around me. I won't let you be the dominant around me, in totality, i won't let you control and mess with my heart and my feelings anymore. I let out a sarcastic laugh on just the thought of him messing around with me in all those moments that took place between him and me.

You're a mere player Jalal, aren't you?

Chapter 18

Stepping inside the mall i looked around for the newest clothes collection. Someone taps my shoulder, making me turn around and to my surprise it's him. 'Oh hey, Baby girl.' Matt winks up at me, making me giggle a couple of times. 'So, we meet again.' I say smirking and raising up my eyebrows, 'Yes we do.' He winks and takes me in a hug, i hug him back.
'Well, so what can i help you with today?' He says pouting. 'Cute.' I chuckle. 'We don't sell cute, is that even a clothing item?' I laugh at his joke and he pats my head, 'Well Matt, i need some new jeans and crop tops.' I say, 'Well, come.' He says and i followed him.

After like an hour and a half i was finally done with my shopping. After Thanking Matt for helping me around choosing and shopping i paid for my expenses and grabbing the bags in my hands i went out and called for a cab.

A car stopped in front of me and when i looked closely it was Jalal sitting behind, he opened the door and came out. I pretended as if everything's fine. The kiss scene flashed in my mind, pissing me even more off. Liar.

'You came alone?' He asked as he eyed the shopping bags in my hand. I literally refrained myself from rolling my eyes and said, 'I guess so!' And i managed to put up a small smile. His eye brows creased perfectly. 'Okay, come sit inside.' He ordered, who he think is he ? I won't do as he orders me to do.

Upon seeing that i didn't reacted to his order and looks at me questioningly 'I think you didn't hear, so get inside i'll drop you.' Oh no really, there's no need for this formality, i'm not going to get trapped in your gentleman traps anymore so yeah piss off.. 'Thank you so much Jalal, but i don't want to take more favors from you as much as already i am taking but staying in your home.' He looked stunned for a moment until his eyes went dark and he looked fiercely strong. 'Jodha, without arguing just get in the car.' He ordered once again in dangerously low voice.

'Look if you think i'm going to get scared...' He didn't even let me complete my sentence and held my wrist tightly, jerking me in the car. 'Jalal.. the hell, who do you think you are..' I was once again stopped in the middle of my sentence because he closed the car door loudly, making me jump in my seat.

He comes and sits on the other side and instructs the driver to get us home.

The ride to home was awkwardly silent, none of us spoke a word but i felt him stealing angry glances my way and so did i gave him some pissed off stares and i'm quite sure he saw those and is quite aware that i'm pissed off. Serves you right.

Who do you think you are to him that you're showing him that you're piss off and blah blah. Actually why do you even care about what he is doing? Whether he kisses someone or f**k them,isn't that none of your business?

My sub-conscious strikes, well that's a good point made there. Why do i even care? It's not like me and him are a thing.. Then why do i care?

Because you like him.

I groaned at my sub conscious. Like huh? My foot. I rolled my eyes. No i do not like him and i'm quite sure about it..

Oh really? Then why were you burning when you saw him kissing someone in the coffee shop?

I don't know so piss off.

Finally the awkward car ride came to an end as we reached our destination. Without waiting for Jalal to open my door i opened it myself and ran inside, Jalal following me inside, i can hear his foot steps coming nearer and nearer as my heart took up speed and started drumming hard against my chest.

'Jodha stop..' Jalal hissed loudly. My feet automatically stopped, his voice was dangerously commanding. I stood still until he came and stood in front of me. He took a long sigh and murmured something under his breath which i couldn't catch, 'What have gotten into you?' He shouted.

Oh well, i took a step back. He have never been this loud and angry, at least not in these days that i've known him in, it's not like i know him since i opened my eyes.

'I...I..jus..t..' I stuttered hesitantly. I look down at my crossed fingers, okay think something dumb Jodha.. Think something.

Oh you know i am just mad because i was eating pastries and someone hit me and it fell so i was pissed.

Oh really? Wow, that's amazing. My sub-conscious rolled her eyes. It's not a bad idea, i defended myself. Food is always love you know, so it's not a bad gate away chance, aye food, i love pastries though, you know those full chocolate pastries stuffed with chocolate chip cookies? Aye, they're life.

Wait, where am i going with that?

He raised his eyebrows in a questioning expression, 'Have no answer Miss Rajput?' Oh so we're back to being formal, well okay, two can play this game. 'Actually Mr. Mohammad, i think it is sincerely my wish what do i decide to do with my life, it's my wish if i really want to take a ride from you or not, you are no one to force me and i think i'm quite grown up to take decisions for myself.' I said with a proud smirk on my face, tit for tat it is.

Jalal looked shocked for a moment but his shock-ness was immediately replaced with a big smirk on his face, okay really? What was he thinking? 'Honestly you think you're grown up enough to handle yourself? I mean, if i hadn't saved you the other day from your friend, then i guess you might have woke up on his bed the next day.'

Oh really? So now you're showing off.

'To be really honest with you Mr. Mohammad, i really didn't asked you to come and help me, i didn't asked you to be my savior, so whatever you did, you did it by your wish, not because i asked you.' I crossed my arms over my chest now.

He muttered something under his breath again which pissed me off, 'You know what Mr. Mohammad? If you want to say something to me or even curse or swear me, do it on my wish not as a whisper to yourself, i'd really appreciate that, and i'd be very pleased to know what you really think about me and what comments do you pass on me.' I said with a fake smile, the smile reaching my ears.

He chuckled for a moment before saying, 'You honestly want to know what i just said?' He raised his brows again. 'Of course.' I said even without thinking.

'If you were mine Jodha, then you wouldn't have dared to speak all this whatever you spoke, and if you did, i would have spanked you. So, you're lucky you're not.'

Butterflies fluttered in my belly making my stomach clench tightly. Why does his statement look so...intimidating?

'Dominant much, huh?' I smirked.

'Yes, Miss Rajput.' he muttered.

I walked pass him refraining from carrying on the conversation any further. I walked into my room and kept all the shopping bags on my bed, taking out clothes and hanging them in the closet.

Who the f**king hell he think he is? I mean alright, i'm living in his house, but that's not my wish. I honestly couldn't stay here anymore, it's about my self respect. Whoaaa.. Wait there kid, now where does this self respect come from all of a sudden? You know what? You need to shut the f**king hell up before i murder you, i groaned at my sub-conscious. I mean honestly, i am not his servant or anything that i'll follow all his rules. It's my life, i'm an adult, i can do whatever the f**k i want, just like he can kiss whoever he want.. Oh ho sweetie, so it's all about that kiss huh? I thought you said you didn't care, then why do i smell a burning's smell.. Oh really? It's you who's burning, i snapped back at my sub-conscious. Nah sweetie, that's you, you're jealous that he was kissing someone else and not you, you're jealous about that kiss, you're jealous because you like him and don't even try to deny this because you've admitted it yourself that you like him..

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Chapter 19

Later that night, after a long sassy event that took place between me and Jalal i finally laid wide awake on my bed. Looking at the clock which said 10 pm i sigh, bored. I haven't check my mails all day so i got up and grab my laptop and popped it open, opening my mails.
'Oh my God.' I squealed in happiness after reading the mail from 'The Successors Limited' I can't believe it, oh my, is it really happening to me? Oh my God, am i really the Jodha Singh Rajput that they sent the mail to? I can't believe it. I mean oh my, in just a first try. It's such a good news. The mail said :

To,
Miss Jodha Singh Rajput,
Hey there, Miss Rajput, after viewing all your documents and other things we've come to a conclusion that you're perfect for the job as the Assistant of Mr. Luke. Your grades are perfectly fine and you're quite intelligent and talented as per your result. Of course, who would want to waste a pretty good opportunity of bringing you in our company? So, just half of the formality of the process have been completed, our final decision will be based when we interview you and Mr. Luke meets you himself. If you're still interested for the job then come in for the meetup kinda interview on Friday 27th. We'd be looking forward for you.
The successors Limited.

I still can't believe it, oh wait am i day dreaming? Oh of course not. But if it's a dream i hope i never wake up. It looks like a pretty good career is waiting up ahead for me, all my late night studies and being a book worm is finally paying of. Yes Jo you did it... I congratulated myself. If Moti was here she would have been as happy as me and i just can't wait to tell her the good news, i know she'll be pretty much excited like me, so yeah.. wohooo. Way to go Jo.

I took out my cell phone and quickly typed a text to her.

You won't believe what the good news is !!!! I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs right now, but obviously not in this quite scary Jalaluddin Mohammad's Mansion...Ooo.. Anyways, let's just jump together. Ya knowww!! I HAVE A PRETTY GOOD JOB OPPORTUNITY FROM THE SUCCESSORS LIMITED. THEY HAVE KINDA ACCEPTED ME AS THE ASSISTANT..IT'S MY INTERVIEW TOMORROW, I CAN'T WAIT... Wish me best of luck youuu hoee.. I miss youuu sooo muchhh wifey <3

And i laughed at my silly text, oh yes of course it's silly, so tomorrow when she wakes up she'll surely read it and call me. It's probably mid-night there. I yawned sleepily, well time for me to sleep too.

Next morning i woke up to the sound of my phone ringing, without closed eyes i found my phone and with shaky and blurry vision i read the caller's name and of course my best friend's name flashed on the screen making me smile.

'Hellooo...' She sang in a melodious tone dragging the O a little bit too much. I laughed sheepishly at her. 'Hiii...' I sang back dragging the I now it was her turn to laugh. We both laughed together like goofs.

'So, oh my God trust me Jo, the moment i read your text i was jumping up and down..' She blabbered quickly. I laughed again, 'I knew that.' She joined me and laughed again. 'Babe good luck and congratulation.' Moti murmured. 'Aww, thankss. Love you..' I replied back smiling even wider. 'Love you too.' She murmured. 'Okay now i'll see you later i have to get ready, byee.' and we both hung up.

Getting inside the washroom i took a solid 20 minutes fast shower and got out in my simple outfit, dark blue jeans and a white crop top accompanied with a very light yet a decent necklace. I wore my boots and then did my face makeup, trying to look as much natural as i could. After taking another 15 minutes i was finally done.

I took my phone and went out. Jalal is sitting on the dining table, his laptop in front of him and he's quite lost in his work, i smiled on the thought of seeing him really dedicated towards his work. Of course, he didn't become a CEO like that.

'Hey Good morning.' I wished him getting a seat on the table, i noticed that the breakfast has already been served. He smiled at me returning the greetings. 'Oh, i was just waiting for you only. You look quite dressed, going anywhere?' He asks raising his brows. 'Um yeah, just a job interview.' I gave him a polite smile. He nods his head briefly and says, 'Well, good luck. Let's eat break fast then.' I nodded and then both of us dig in our food.

The both of us were eating in a comfortable silence until he decided to break it, 'So, which company have you applied in?' He asks as he takes a sip of his orange Juice. I wonder how would it feel like to kiss him after him drinking orange juice. True that my fantasies need to be controlled. I internally scolded myself. 'I..Um.. That.. The successor's limited..' I stuttered.

He really looks hot, so f**king hot. I want to run my hands through his white V neck shirt and i want to feel his muscles on the finger of my lips. His oh so kissable lips need some of my attention, i didn't realize that i've been really lost in staring him that i'm unintentionally biting my lower lip, almost making it bleed.

'Don't bite that lip, i might need to bite you otherwise.' His words bought me back, oh no, so wrongs, actually his words killed me even more horribly than i already was since we were both in same room and still i couldn't touch him.

Oh my, God forbade me. I internally scolded myself once again. I wasn't this girl, i wasn't the girl who fantasizes'bout men, I've never fantasize o'er someone. But he's Jalaluddin Mohammad Akbar, gurl. My subconscious reminded. Oh so right, of course. He's the mysterious, moody, dark, possessive and commanding CEO of the greatest Mughal Enterprises Limited (MEL) Yeah, sure he is.

He's someone after whom ladies would coming willingly on their knees or either on the tip of their toes and well, this makes me burn because the flashback of the coffee scene comes in beeping in my memory again. Karma is a bitch. I reminded myself.

'You look lost..' He says pointing a finger on me.

'It's just that i find you intimidating..' I replied honestly, looking straight into his eyes. Holy shit, i've never been this bold. His Gray gaze burning in my blue ones. Holy shit, he seemed to stop breathing for a moment. Does he find me the same? Does he fantasize me as well just like i do? He gives me a sexy, killer smirks before getting up and actually standing right in front of me. Oh no, my my...

The fangirl inside me is screaming at the top of her lungs making the butterflies flutter in my belly in some unknown rhythms which results in making knots in my stomach. Oh my, he's dangerously close to me. What am i supposed to do? Umm.. Think something, stupid Jo.

Our moment was disturbed by a loud cell phone's ringing tone. I sighed in thanks to whoever did that. It was obviously Jalal's phone he attended the call and stand there looking straightly at me not even breaking the eye contact. What am i supposed to say?

'Yeah. Okay.' And after that he cuts the call and comes back to me.

'How about we go out for dinner tonight?' He asks still smirking. I get up and face him giving him a smirk back as i crossed my eyes over my chest. 'So, should i think that you're asking me for a date?' He chuckles at my question. He moves forward, his face on my neck, his nose touches my ear for a brief moment before he whispers 'Of course.' The electric jolt in my body gets ever stronger.

Time to hit the ball on the spot Jo, go ahead, do it. 'I'm sorry Mr. Mohammad, but i don't go out on dates with players.' I said getting some more confidence, his eyes widened and he looked at me with eyes wide opened, making me smirk a little too much. Serves you right.

'What do you mean Jodha?' He asks as he holds my upper arm tightly making me take a step back. 'Leave my hand Jalal.' I said looking at his tight grip on my hand and trying to let lose his hold which resulted in getting even tighter. 'So, i'm a player? Ain't it?' He asks as he gives me a very big fake smirk, 'Oh yes of course you are, and i'm not even afraid of saying that.' I gather so much more courage and wink up at him, giving him a very big fake smile in return.

'What are you trying to imply here?' He asks, his eyes strongly holding mines. 'Oh, why would i do that Jalal?' I asked raising my brows. 'Answer me!.' He orders, 'I won't answer you!' i reply with the same tone as him..

For a few minutes he doesn't say anything just keep staring me and then scowls 'A question for a question? An exclamation for an exclamation, seriously?' He asks sounding irked. 'That's the way i am.' I give him another fake smile. 'You're one brave woman, Jodha.' He utters, his voice sounding full of confidence and of course some unknown plans and new adventures.

So what do you think will happen now? Will Jodha go on a date with Jalal and confront him about the truth that she saw him kissing another lady or will she deny it?
P.S. I've recently started writing a new story of a bad boy who's attractively hot and very protective of his girl. I'd be really glad if you guys go and read the story ❤️ Link: Be my Forever "The Bad Boy in love"
And also my very close best friend have also started writing and honestly i would really love if you guys go and read her story, it's about a Prince and Princess and how the beautiful princess have come into slave life from a princess and how she and a prince fall in love, it's so interesting, trust me.
So here's the link : Royalty loves Loyalty

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