Unspoken words from a heart
Indictment for an assumed transgression
The thought rankles me
Devoted to her I am totally
Even in intent mean no ill
A prank I orchestrated
Touched an unintended target
The skewed twist leaves me shattered
A feeble step I took my plea
Spurned by those that cared
Her understanding is what matters to me
I d go on my knees unasked
Plans she made to stay afield
Plans I made to restore peace
My priced asset abandoning me
Is more than I can abide
A cross I bear that Ma I let go
The pain of desertion recurs
Determined I am to salvage the situation
Ma had not voiced her hurt
None had sensed her pain
The gore that ensued had left us dissipated
Years we have taken to recoup
The vivid memory repulses me
I dread what an Alpha male can do
In nature i have found solace
Clarity emerges in forsaken places
I wish to go unnoticed and obscure
I seldom share my identity
I stand for all that I believe and value
Please them I care for in unobtrusive ways
Love and undivided attention is all I need from her
Drench and douse her in my love and care
Remorseful and distressed that my intent is in doubt
I writhe alone await her arms to hold me in a tight embrace
Acknowledging we belong to each other
