I think that scatteredness is intentional...I think its to show him not being able to separate his two identities...Ishaan and Rizwan are merging and blurring the lines of His true self...The 12th or was it 15th November epi showed us this...his conflict regarding his true identity...on the song "chupe me kahan bheta hai khuda"That's what I think...as in the years he's lived with the Hoodas...his Rizwan became dormant getting the love of a family...a love of family belonging he always sceretlt craved for as it was snatched from him so suddenly & brutally...
^ this is it. He's supposed to be a scattered character - since as of now - the cross border, the differentiation of both this personalities which he has kept from so long is starting to blur. He's been living and breathing as Ishaan Hooda for so long and it's slowly starting to merge with his real Rizwan persona. He defff. wants the love, the care, the attention, the happiness, the muhabbat (from the fam & preet) - that along his patriotism, the revenge for this parent's murder - he love his 'pretend' family more than just as "pretend" They have done so much for him, he has such a huge role in their lives that now he wants to literally bask in happiness and cherish it all - which he is. He can't take when any one from his family is in museebhat. He has developed feeling, 'jeenay' laga hai woh' being a pathar dil isaan, un-emotional, revengeful, one- mission orientated - there's so much that life has given him that he's emotionally, physically, mentally confused, unstable and doesn't know where he stands.
That song was SO apt for him - literally penned down this internal struggle - he doesn't know how to go any more and has to keep maintaining that facade that he come to live as - esp. when he's asking making dua'ua - he asks for the righteous path, to lead him to what's right and a person like him - why is love being granted to him? The change is occurring - he doesn't know why. He will start to merge even more that now Sana gave a go ahead - he will do it from the heart and that will make it seem that he's doing everything he's always wanted from the heart and again, his mission (brain and heart) will conflict terribly against his (wants and wishes, love/attraction, family).
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