DAHODA
The food goes in now and is out soon
Four meals in a week I have been able to hold in
I crave for my dude my craving is for him alone
I seem to thrive in his love, care and half smiles
A changed he striving hard to please my every whim
The thought he had noticed me months ago and remembered
it
Was enough to roll me into his arms
I did his bidding glowing in awe of motherhood and the
one sharing the role with me
Timesharing of the baby I was negotiating
Plans for fun I had made with the lil fellows
Little did I expect that tickets and plans were made by
him as well
Sam burst the bubble I knowingly had walked into
He was leaving and
hadn't told me when
Everytime tickets arrive for him I am senseless and
numbed
I had arrived alone after my sojourn at Paris
I had landed alone as a surprise birthday treat
News of ours had reached him concealed in a fortune
cookie
Five letters had done the trick of drawing him in nine
hours plus towards us
We were savoring the details of becoming parents
MM was delirious at the news Amma was delighted too
Appa and Athim seem to think we hurried it
The baby is growing and my need for attention too...his
attention is what I seek
Reconfirming that he was mine and would mine forever
Out of sight...out of mind I've heard will we slip into
oblivion?
He had his plans drawn up for baby bonding
I have walked into love...marriage...motherhood
Trusting him to take the lead...impaired I seem...innocent
Sam thinks
Appa has proved time and again my dude is unwelcome in
DII
I hurt when I see the differential treatment of who is
preferred and who not
Akka thinks I will skip the post partum care of Amma
Thayum Aanavar Sami I have heard of ...will he become that?
I so miss him already...my appetite has deserted me...my
happiness seems to ebb...oh how I long for him by my side eternally.
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