Originally posted by: IFollower
I am sure Twinkle, u must have had enough of praises and must be so bored hearing the same thing again and again, like an OLD gramophone recorder. But U know, right- OLD is GOLD and hence our praises for you are all Golden!! Dont be humble and please accept them. U are truly worthy of all the 👏👏!!
I have read and re-read ur post and just can't stop thinking about MaNan. Ur post made it all the more difficult.
As I was doing other routine things, my mind was lingering on your post, especially the last bit, which I quoted and high-lighted on the top and my mind drifted back to the old episodes.
It just so amazing and beautiful to see MaNan's relationship evolving, like a beautiful flower blossoming.
I am contrasting Manik from Soha's track Vs Pandit's track. What is the starking difference?
He knew that he loved Nandini or maybe the actual realisation hit him seeing Nandini unconscious surrounded by fire and by the delusional Soha pushing him to confess his own feelings to himself. As Cabir pointed out that night to the rest of the Fab 5, Manik did not yet accept that feeling to be LOVE. He knew she was special, he wanted to be with her all the time, needed her smiles and needed to protect her- but what was that feeling?? He did not know or did not actually think about it.
Yes, there was certainly love between them and that love at that time was still in a bud stage, with a lot of physical attraction preceding it.
So, was Manik at that time, unaware of the intensity of his own feelings and the extent of love he had for Nandini and hence the huge MU/ Ego track of Nandini not trusting Manik.
Coming to the Manik- we have now, he KNOWS how much he is in love with Nandini, that he cannot live w/o her and cannot even breathe w/o her. He now openly declares he can even kill for her. It is the same Manik, who earlier said- he could die for her, but not kill for her is NOW stating the exactly that- he can kill for her!!
Am trying to conceive the difference between then and now. What was it that pushed Manik away from Nandini at that time? Wouldn't he really have killed anyone, at that time, if needed. We r all sure, he would have. So, why the acceptance now and the denial then??
Is it because the relationship has now turned into a beautiful flower, or rather beautiful flower bearing plant, than just being a bud? It has so well seasoned and is in full-bloom? Is it the hardships and separation they have been through, that matured their relationship and Manik's once upon a time, subconscious thoughts have become conscious now??? Would he still be as upset as before if Nandini doubts him to be able to kill someone??
Did I make any sense?? I dont really know what I was rambling about. I had all these various thoughts running in my mind and wanted to be able to express them coherently, basically analyse them, but failed miserably. Hope some of the geniuses here, might be able to help.
Sorry for spamming your thread, Twinkle 😳. But for a sensible, reasonable interpretation, where else can I go, other than to come here??
(P.S: Not proof-reading it, apologies in advance for grammatical errors and typos)
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