well ...hi guys this is nidhi ...n well a silent reader of the forum as well
this story just happened due to my own preparation for medical studies ...😉
i hope u guys like it
A LIFETIME WITH YOU
I sipped the coffee ...pondering over the thousands of things that I still had to do .
I had to finish my research papers soon , prepare for the surgery I was going to assist tomorrow ,
study for the pg exams which were like a knife hanging on my head ready to fall in just a week from now .
I wondered why even at 24 , my life was soo messed up . Junior college was more fun I thought ...
Shitt !! what did u just think Nandini ...no not again ...
and before I could manage to tame the amygdala in my brain
from gushing down the memory line and remembering all the moments
I realized my limbic system had already acted on what this emotion everyone termed as love
My mind again filled with his images ...these images were in fact less than the images that
filled my phones two Sd cards and the current one too on the same brink
I gathered myself again ...like I had done every night and every morning of the past 4.5 yrs in the hostel during my mbbs and almost an year of internship .
The fact that I was doing mbbs helped very little to the fact that I still loved him ...
and that even after knowing how to dissect a body and suture it up again ...
I couldn't use a scalpel and cut off this huge baggage on my heart
which just got heavier every passing day .
Now this 1 yr of internship that followed the course was hectic and I was happy it was
, it gave me less time to think about what I had left behind .
Sometimes or may be all the while I wondered
, that would I ever bump into him after all we were still in the same city ?.
Just that I was in doing my mbbs and he was a rock star and a business man after being done with his MBA
Girls swooned over him, he had always charmed girls just by his looks , even In college although .
But then every time I had this thought in my mind ,
I reminded myself that In a city which had 11.98 million people , bumping into him was a probable zero ...a zero with a capital z .
yes ! .. I convinced myself saying that
But hope could never die ..can it ??
. HOPE.
PART 1 : ABOVE
PART 2 : PAGE 3
PART 3 :PAGE 5
PART 4 : PAGE 7
PART 5 : PAGE 10
PART 6 : PAGE 11
PART 7 : PAGE 13
PART 8 : PAGE 16
PART 9 : PAGE 19
PART 10 : PAGE 21
PART 11: PAGE 25
PART 12 : PAGE 28
PART 13 : PAGE 28
PART 14 : PAGE 33
PART 15 : PAGE 39
PART 16 : PAGE 43
PART 17 : PAGE 47
PART 18 : PAGE 51
PART 19 : PAGE 55
EPILOGUE : PAGE 59
.. also i have written another os on mananbir incase anyone likes to read it
http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4330763
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