VidArth DT #26 Love and Other Drugs! - Page 4

Originally posted by: Couch_Potato

I'm going to wait on Parth a few days. Arpita v. 2 isn't active yet. So far what I see is a hurt, betrayed and angry Parth, misguided as he is, a sorry lamenting Vidushi wanting to right the wrongs and a betrayal and misunderstanding that needs time to heal. And on the other hand, the sudden entry of a chirpy girl who's nothing like the two of them with a name heavy of his past who has just entered like a tornado in their life.

Does he had feelings for her? No. Does he love Arpita? Yes. Does he love Vidushi? Was starting to. But see the demons of our past are harder to fight and our past loves are never forgotten. We carry them with us, hamesha.

Abhi tak Parth hasn't used Arpita v. 2 to betrayed Vidushi. For now he just wants some distance from her, and she was just there. I bet if instead of Arpita v.2, Sahil, Jiggy or any of the other people were there, he'd still have asked them to stay and Vidushi to leave.

Originally posted by: Burn_the_Ashes

I feel this is something every girl should read.

for women who are 'difficult' to love."
Warsan Shire

you are a horse running alone
and he tries to tame you
compares you to an impossible highway
to a burning house
says you are blinding him
that he could never leave you
forget you
want anything but you
you dizzy him, you are unbearable
every woman before or after you
is doused in your name
you fill his mouth
his teeth ache with memory of taste
his body just a long shadow seeking yours
but you are always too intense
frightening in the way you want him
unashamed and sacrificial
he tells you that no man can live up to the one who
lives in your head
and you tried to change didn't you?
closed your mouth more
tried to be softer
prettier
less volatile, less awake
but even when sleeping you could feel
him travelling away from you in his dreams
so what did you want to do love
split his head open?
you can't make homes out of human beings
someone should have already told you that
and if he wants to leave
then let him leave
you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love.

Originally posted by: Burn_the_Ashes

I will wait too. 

But then,  Part of me wants Vidushi to toss the thoughts of Parth just like he has tossed her

Originally posted by: Burn_the_Ashes

looking down at the floor she takes in a deep breath. 

"To hate something you have to acknowledge it's existence."

She looks up, her eyes as cold as the linoleum. 

"To hate something you have to first know it."

Her lips curl. 

"I know myself better than I know you. You I can forgive. Myself I can't. "

Her smirk deepens "it's no use hitting your head on rocks. Rocks don't feel.  I can't curse a rock if I broke my own head banging on it can I? "

He opens his mouth only to be cut off

"Hate is a strong emotion. Reserved for those who deserve it. You haven't earned it. And you never will. "