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I...I am...sorry!!...
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sorry bolanaa!!...
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I said sorry to you miss Kaul!!..then why aren't you answering?..
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"Antara!!"...raghu screamed in anger...her silence and ignorance were making him agitated...
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but antara ignored and continued to do her job as a caretaker...
raghu tried to be calm and again said sorry several times...but no reaction appeared from her...
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it was too much for his ego to handle...so he grabbed her hand forcefully and dragged her towards the terrace...antara tried hard to escape from his grip..but raghu shoved her to a pillar and blocked her every way out with his musculin arms..
--------------antara looked at his burning eyes with utmost disgustness...
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"i am talking to you antara!!..speak something damn it!!"..he was on edge...
________antara denied to utter a single thing a maintained her vow to avoid him...
"har waqt to tere zubaan se angaare baraste hai..to ab kyun maun brat leliya tune!!"..he grabbed her shoulders hard which caused pain in antara's vains...
but her heart was wounded beyond repair...so she stayed mum and that was all raghu needed to blast for...
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raghu couldn't take it anymore and kicked the pillar hard beside...antara was terrified...his anger was something which can make anyone vulnarable...
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tears blurred her vision and her cheecks were moistened...
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raghu knew that he had crossed the lines in his anger...he didn't know how to handle the situation...but her tears killing him within...
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his next action was beyond a shocker for antara..
Raghu cupped her face in his strong palms and washed her tears softly...he was broken...his inner turmoil was breaking him inside out..
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"please forgive me!!...i crossed lines unintentionally...I shouldn't have said those brutal words...please forgive me Antara!!.."..
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suddenly antara shoved him away and shrugged him off in anger...
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"shut up!!...just shut up!!"...she screamed like a wounded lioness...
"how could you even expect me to forgive you!!...how?"...
"is it really easy huh!!...did you forget what have you called me..then let me remind you...you called me "a filth"...a filth!...you have gifted me more than i deserve for taking care of Aaji!!..
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" miss kaul please sun meri baat!!...i am sorry...dekh tu kahe to I will say sorry to you infront of whole basti!!..please forgive me.."
"really!!..tumhe har chees ka hisaab barabar chahiye hota hai right!!..then can you take those words back...can you heal my wounded heart...never...you can't...tell me raghu kya karte tum agar maine tumse wo shabd kahe hote...kya tum mujhe maaf karte?.."
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this time raghu was silent...he wasn't able to answer...he didn't have words to answer...
antara grabbed his collar and ferociously shook him in pain...
"answer me raghu...ab chup kyun ho?..answer me...!!"..she screamed madly...
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raghu's silence made her more hurt and she started to leave...but his words made are glued to the spot...
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"Miss call for the sake of your father...please forgive me.."..
antara stopped at once and turned to face him...
raghu knew he had to mend her shattered heart...
"I know antara maine jo kahe hai wo main mita nahi sakta...naahi khudko main kabhi maaf karsakta hoon..." raghu forwarded towards her slowly while speaking...
"but once you said that your father had said to forgive peoples for humanity!!...so for him please forgive me"...he was very closure to her...
"I promise after this moment I will never let anything hurt you..not even a rat!!..raghu meakly said...
-------------antara remembered how she had embraced him once in a garage due to scaredness from a rat...her mind said not to forgive...but her father's lessions and her own heart and emotions were saying her to forgive...something inside her soul was aching...she was hurt to see him in pain...her heart was telling her if she couldn't forgive then she will loose something or someone...a unbreakable part of her life...
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raghu was confused...he saw so many emotions within her at once...but something amazed him at the very next moment...
-------------antara took out a very tiny rabbit key ring from her bag and forwarded it towards him...
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"pinky swear?"...she said while crying a little...
"e miss call ye kya hai?.." he asked with widened eyes...
"this is my lucky charm...my pinky!!..you cannot lie while touching it...now take it and promise me that you will never shout at me and you will never accuse me without knowing the truth!!..."...antara said with a pouted face...
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raghu burst out in laughter...he wasn't able to fathom that a wild lioness like her can be this much childish...
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"hey miss call...are you serious!!...a pinky promise...a toy named pinky!!!...raghu somehow said whitin his hysterical laughter...
---------"what do you mean!!...i knew it...you can never change...how dare you make fun of my pinky...my papa had gifted me this one..." she was getting on fire again and was about to leave..but raghu grabbed her wrist and said...
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"oye ruk!!...sorry sorry!!...tera naa kuch bharosa nahi hai...ek pal me sholaa tu dusre palme baraf.."..
"where is your pinky...yaha laa use..."...he snatched her key ring and took it in his palms...
"carefull...pinky may feel hurt!!...antara flinched in worry...that made raghu adore her cute puffy face more...
"le meri maa!!...i swear i will never screm at you..i will never accuse you without reason...i will never hurt you...pinky swear!!...he smiled and promised her whole heartedly...
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"now give me back my pinky!!.."..
"not before you say ke tune mujhe maaf kiya"...raghu sternly spoke...
antara silently stood there for a while...then said "i forgive you...for my papa...for his peace"...
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"thanks"...raghu was relieved and gave the key ring back to her...
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"but only if you promise that you will never bully over anyone and you will never force me for anything"...antara continued to speak...
"what!!..that was not the deal..raghu was shocked..
"there was no deal at all mr raghu!!..so if you want me to forgive you then make this deal.."
"ok fine!!"he was irritated...only antara has dared to challenge him in a way that he couldn't back out...
-------------and with his promise antara smiled from her heart...raghu was spellbound by her smile...he forgot his ego...his heart ran faster...something inside him made him peacefull after ages...he never thought he will feel at home watching her smiling...something said this is what he wants...to see her and make her smile...something was changing rapidly in him...
-------------antara slowly left from there after glancing back at him for a few times...raghu sat on his wooden bed with a smile...after a lot of thinking a line came out from his lips and that changed him forever..
"maybe i am changing...maybe for her...maybe i am home finally"...he said those words and closed his eyes...a peacefull and happy sleep caressed his senses after ages ...he was now at home...
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sorry bolanaa!!...
____________
I said sorry to you miss Kaul!!..then why aren't you answering?..
_____________
"Antara!!"...raghu screamed in anger...her silence and ignorance were making him agitated...
-------------------
but antara ignored and continued to do her job as a caretaker...
raghu tried to be calm and again said sorry several times...but no reaction appeared from her...
---------------------
it was too much for his ego to handle...so he grabbed her hand forcefully and dragged her towards the terrace...antara tried hard to escape from his grip..but raghu shoved her to a pillar and blocked her every way out with his musculin arms..
--------------antara looked at his burning eyes with utmost disgustness...
____________
"i am talking to you antara!!..speak something damn it!!"..he was on edge...
________antara denied to utter a single thing a maintained her vow to avoid him...
"har waqt to tere zubaan se angaare baraste hai..to ab kyun maun brat leliya tune!!"..he grabbed her shoulders hard which caused pain in antara's vains...
but her heart was wounded beyond repair...so she stayed mum and that was all raghu needed to blast for...
----------------
raghu couldn't take it anymore and kicked the pillar hard beside...antara was terrified...his anger was something which can make anyone vulnarable...
---------------
tears blurred her vision and her cheecks were moistened...
-------------------
raghu knew that he had crossed the lines in his anger...he didn't know how to handle the situation...but her tears killing him within...
------------
his next action was beyond a shocker for antara..
Raghu cupped her face in his strong palms and washed her tears softly...he was broken...his inner turmoil was breaking him inside out..
--------------
"please forgive me!!...i crossed lines unintentionally...I shouldn't have said those brutal words...please forgive me Antara!!.."..
--------------
suddenly antara shoved him away and shrugged him off in anger...
---------------
"shut up!!...just shut up!!"...she screamed like a wounded lioness...
"how could you even expect me to forgive you!!...how?"...
"is it really easy huh!!...did you forget what have you called me..then let me remind you...you called me "a filth"...a filth!...you have gifted me more than i deserve for taking care of Aaji!!..
-----------
" miss kaul please sun meri baat!!...i am sorry...dekh tu kahe to I will say sorry to you infront of whole basti!!..please forgive me.."
"really!!..tumhe har chees ka hisaab barabar chahiye hota hai right!!..then can you take those words back...can you heal my wounded heart...never...you can't...tell me raghu kya karte tum agar maine tumse wo shabd kahe hote...kya tum mujhe maaf karte?.."
-----------
this time raghu was silent...he wasn't able to answer...he didn't have words to answer...
antara grabbed his collar and ferociously shook him in pain...
"answer me raghu...ab chup kyun ho?..answer me...!!"..she screamed madly...
------------
raghu's silence made her more hurt and she started to leave...but his words made are glued to the spot...
-------------
"Miss call for the sake of your father...please forgive me.."..
antara stopped at once and turned to face him...
raghu knew he had to mend her shattered heart...
"I know antara maine jo kahe hai wo main mita nahi sakta...naahi khudko main kabhi maaf karsakta hoon..." raghu forwarded towards her slowly while speaking...
"but once you said that your father had said to forgive peoples for humanity!!...so for him please forgive me"...he was very closure to her...
"I promise after this moment I will never let anything hurt you..not even a rat!!..raghu meakly said...
-------------antara remembered how she had embraced him once in a garage due to scaredness from a rat...her mind said not to forgive...but her father's lessions and her own heart and emotions were saying her to forgive...something inside her soul was aching...she was hurt to see him in pain...her heart was telling her if she couldn't forgive then she will loose something or someone...a unbreakable part of her life...
-----------
raghu was confused...he saw so many emotions within her at once...but something amazed him at the very next moment...
-------------antara took out a very tiny rabbit key ring from her bag and forwarded it towards him...
------------
"pinky swear?"...she said while crying a little...
"e miss call ye kya hai?.." he asked with widened eyes...
"this is my lucky charm...my pinky!!..you cannot lie while touching it...now take it and promise me that you will never shout at me and you will never accuse me without knowing the truth!!..."...antara said with a pouted face...
------------
raghu burst out in laughter...he wasn't able to fathom that a wild lioness like her can be this much childish...
--------
"hey miss call...are you serious!!...a pinky promise...a toy named pinky!!!...raghu somehow said whitin his hysterical laughter...
---------"what do you mean!!...i knew it...you can never change...how dare you make fun of my pinky...my papa had gifted me this one..." she was getting on fire again and was about to leave..but raghu grabbed her wrist and said...
-------------
"oye ruk!!...sorry sorry!!...tera naa kuch bharosa nahi hai...ek pal me sholaa tu dusre palme baraf.."..
"where is your pinky...yaha laa use..."...he snatched her key ring and took it in his palms...
"carefull...pinky may feel hurt!!...antara flinched in worry...that made raghu adore her cute puffy face more...
"le meri maa!!...i swear i will never screm at you..i will never accuse you without reason...i will never hurt you...pinky swear!!...he smiled and promised her whole heartedly...
---------
"now give me back my pinky!!.."..
"not before you say ke tune mujhe maaf kiya"...raghu sternly spoke...
antara silently stood there for a while...then said "i forgive you...for my papa...for his peace"...
--------------
"thanks"...raghu was relieved and gave the key ring back to her...
-----------
"but only if you promise that you will never bully over anyone and you will never force me for anything"...antara continued to speak...
"what!!..that was not the deal..raghu was shocked..
"there was no deal at all mr raghu!!..so if you want me to forgive you then make this deal.."
"ok fine!!"he was irritated...only antara has dared to challenge him in a way that he couldn't back out...
-------------and with his promise antara smiled from her heart...raghu was spellbound by her smile...he forgot his ego...his heart ran faster...something inside him made him peacefull after ages...he never thought he will feel at home watching her smiling...something said this is what he wants...to see her and make her smile...something was changing rapidly in him...
-------------antara slowly left from there after glancing back at him for a few times...raghu sat on his wooden bed with a smile...after a lot of thinking a line came out from his lips and that changed him forever..
"maybe i am changing...maybe for her...maybe i am home finally"...he said those words and closed his eyes...a peacefull and happy sleep caressed his senses after ages ...he was now at home...
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