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CHAPTER – 4
At night,Indira was sitting in Simi's room and was crying putting her head on Simi's chest.Sameer came to her room raging with anger.On seeing Indira,his anger reached its height.he said to Indira,"Aakhir problem kya hai tumhaari?kis baat ka badla le rahi ho tum meri Laali se?Aaj kitne pyar se tumhaare liye card banaakar aur rose lekar aayi thi aur tumne berehmo ki tarah uske muh par darwaaza bandh kar diya.Kya gunaah hai uska?Jabse tum is ghar mein shaadi karke aayi ho tabse kos hi rahi ho mujhe har baat ke liye,maine kabhi tumse kuch nehi kaha par aaj baat meri bachchi par aa gayi hai aur aaj main chup nehi rahunga."Simi got up from her bed and said,"In sab ki vajah tu hai Sameer.Tujhe kya lagta hai tune us raat jo kuch bhi Indira ke saath kiya tha,vo karke tune apni mardaangi dikhaayi thi?Nehi.Balki aisa karke tune ek aurat ki aatma ko hamesha ke liye chalni kar diya tha.Jeeteji maar diya tha tune usdin Indira ko.Usne tujhe shaadi se pehle hi bol diya tha na ke vo tujhse shaadi nehi karna chahti thi phir tune uske marzi ke khilaaf usse shaadi kyu ki?"Sameer glared at Simi and said,"Mom main apni biwi se baat kar raha hu aur please stay out of our personal life."He turned towards Indira and asked,"Main tumse kuch puch raha hu.Jawaab do mujhe?"Indira remained quiet and continuously shedded tears.Sameer said,"Meri choti si bachchi mere paas aakar ro rahi thi aur boli mamma ne aisa kiya.Uski 4 saal ki zindagi mein,usne apni ma ko to dekha lekin ma ka pyar kya hota hai uska matlab bhi shaayad vo nehi jaanti.Roz vo tumhaari taraf ummeed bhari nigaho se dekhti hai ke aaj uski ma usey apne seene se lagaayegi par nehi har roz uski us ummeed ko toot kar main aasu bankar behte huye dekhta hu.Tum insaan hi nehi ho,ma hona to bohot dur ki baat hai.Tum patthar ho patthar.""Ha nehi hu!"Indira yelled out loosing her patience.She grabbed Sameer's collar and said,"Main nehi hu insaan.Main ek laash hu laash jise insaan se laash tumne banaaya hai."She leaved his collar and said,"Mera bhi dil karta hai ke apni choti si,maasoom si bachchi ko apni goad mein bitha kar laad du,apne seene se laga kar rakkhu ,apni saari mamta uspar vaar du,par nehi kar paati."She again yelled at Sameer,"Nehi kar paati aur iski vajah bhi tum hi ho.Vo jab bhi mere paas aati hai to mujhe usme tumhaari surat nazar aati hai.Tab nafrat si ho jaati hai mujhe har cheez se."She dashed on the bed and continued,"4 saalo se…Pichle 4 saalo se main ek raat chain se nehi so paayi.Pichle 4 saalo se us raat ne mera peecha nehi chora.Main aakhe bandh karti hu to vo khaufnaak manzar waapas mere aakho ke saamne aa jaata hai.Main har roz marne ki koshish karti hu par main to itni badnaseeb hu ke mar bhi nehi paati."Sameer,with a repentful,tone said,"Main jaanta hu…Main jaanta hu ke maine jo gunaah kiya hai uski koi maafi nehi hai.Maine bhi aajtak chain ki ek saans tak nehi li hai.Mujhe nehi pata ke us raat mujhe kya ho gaya tha.Par ek aur sach bhi hai aur vo ye hai ke in 4 saalo mein ek pal ke liye bhi maine tumse pyar karna nehi chora.Main hamesha tumhise pyar karta tha,karta hu aur tumhise karta rahunga chahe tum mujhe kabhi apnaao ya na apnaao."Simi said,"Palak teri hi galtiyo ki sazaa bhugat rahi hai Sameer."Listening to it,Sameer grabbed Indira's arms and asked,"Main hu na tumhaara gunehgaar,to mujhe do na sazaa.Meri Laali ki isme kya galti hai?Usey apne pyar se kyu mehrum rakh rahi ho?Usne tumhaara kya bigaara?"Indira didn't reply.Simi asked Sameer to leave.Before leaving,Sameer said,"Main manta hu ke Laali meri beti hai par saath mein vo tumhaari bhi to beti hai.9 mahine apne kokh mein paal kar janam diya hai tumne usko.Tumhaara to mujhse bhi kahi zyaada khaas rishta hai uske saath aur sabse zyaada haq bhi.Tum kehti ho ke tumhe usme meri surat dikhti hai par kya uski aakho mein tumhe apni jhalak nehi dikhti?"Indira looked into his eyes.Sameer then left from there.
Simi put her hand on Indira's head and said,"Indira beta main tujhse kuch nehi kahungi par kya main tujhse kuch maang sakti hu?"Indira replied,"Kaisi baatein kar rahi ho ma aap?Ma kya beti se maangne se pehle puchti hai kya?Aap ma hai meri agar aaj main zinda hu to sirf aapke aur aapke pyar ke vajah se.Boliye na?"Simi said,"Tu Palak ko apna le beta."Indira gave a strange look to her.Simi said,"Dekh tuney khud hi kaha hai ke tera dil karta hai Palak ko pyar dene ka to tu pane dil ki baat maan kyu nehi leti?Sameer ki sazaa Palak ko mat de beta,vo to bekasur hai.Agar vo Sameer ka ansh hai to nishaani teri bhi hai.Maine aajtak tujhe is baare mein kuch nehi kaha par aaj teri dil ki baat jaankar hi main tujhse ye baat keh rahi hu.Maan ja beta.Please."Indira,without replying just put her head on Simi's shoulder.
Indira,for a long time thought and thought over Sameer and Simi's words.She was immersed deeply in her thoughts,when she heard some sounds outside in the hall.She came out and found Simi and Palak sitting on the dining table and Simi was feeding her.She secretly hid behind the walls and kept watching them.Palak said,"Daadi mera pet ekdam bhar gaya hai ekdam jagah hi nehi hai."Simi said,"Ye last 3 nivaale bas."Palak made a crying face and said,"Please daadi."Simi took a spoonful of food and said,"Ye daadi ka.Isey khaale."She unwantedly ate.Simi again took another spoonful of food and said,"Ye papa ka.Isey nehi khaayegi to papa bura maan jaayenge na."Palak again made a face but ate it.She then pleaded,"Please daadi aur nehi mera pet phat jaayega."The way Palak was talking was making Indira giggle.She was keenly watching her daughter's activities.It appeared to her as if a doll was talking.The motherhood which was buried deep inside had slowly started evolving out.Simi took the last spoonful of food and asked,"Pata hai ye kiska hai?"Palak asked,"Kiska?"Simi said,"Ye Palak ki mamma ka hai."Palak's eyes widened and she said,"Mamma ka!!Do do jaldi do."Simi asked,"Mamma ka naam lete hi kha liya?"Palak replied,"Mamma ke liye main ek nehi 10 kha lungi."Indira had tears of happiness in her eyes.
When Simi was patting Palak to sleep,Palak showed her doll to Simi and said,"Dekho na daadi meri doll ka haath toot gaya."Simi said,"Kal thik kar dungi beta.Abhi tum so jaao."Palak agreed and she slept.It was almost midnight and everyone was sleeping when Indira silently opened Palak's bedroom door.She entered inside and checked whether Palak was sleeping or not.Indira looked around her room which she had never seen before.She touched her each and every belonging,her toys,her wardrobe,her clothes everything.She then walked towards Palak's study table.She ttok up her drawing book.She opened it and found Palak had drawn Indira's and her pictures with that two same figures in different postures.Indira understood the psychology of Palak and how much she was deeply affected by her rude behavior.Tears fall down from her eyes on Palak's drawing book.After closing it,she came and sat beside Palak on her bed.She kept on staring at her and tried to trace out her appearance and her shadow on Palak.That night,she felt like as if she was seeing another Indira in front of her.Indira again remembered Sameer and simi's words.She wanted to put her hand on Palak's head but she could not.She was about to get up when her eyes fall on Palak's doll's broken hand.Indira picked up the doll and fixed its hand.She kissed the doll on its cheek and rubbed the cheek with Palak's cheek.After that,she put the doll beside Palak and left from there.
Next morning,Palak woke up and found her doll's hand fixed.She gave a big smile and said,"Arey vaah daadi ne subhe subhe hi meri doll ka haath jod diya."She ran to Simi's room and said,"Daadi aapne itni jaldi meri doll ka haath thik kaise kar diya?"Simi was confused.She replied,"Maine??Kab??Maine kuch nehi kiya."Pala was surprised.She asked,"Aapne meri doll ka haath thik nehi kiya?"Simi nodded her head.Palak made a thinking face and asked,"To phir kisne kiya daadi?"Simi replied,"Lagta hai jab tu so rahi thi to kisi angel ne teri gudiya ka haath thik karke diya hoga."Palak made wide eyes and asked,"Angel???"Simi nodded her head.Palak innocently believed her and immediately ran to Sameer's room to give him the news.On reaching Sameer's room,she climbed onto his stomach and called him,"Papa,papa jaldi utho,mujhe na aapko ek bohot bariwaali news sunaani hai."After pushing a lot,Sameer opened his eyes and saw her.He then asked,"Kaunsi news?"Palak replied,"Aapko pata hai meri doll ka haath toot gaya tha aur subhe uthkar dekha to vo apne aap hi thik ho gayi.Mujhe laga daadi ne kiya par maine jab unse jaakar pucha to unhone kaha ke unhone nehi kiya."Sameer asked,"To kisne kiya?"She said,"Daadi ne kaha ke kisi angel ne kiya."Sameer smiled and said,"Ha to daadi ne sach hi kaha na ke meri angel ka doll kisi angel ne thik kiya."Palak with a big smile asked,"Sach mein papa main ek angel hu?"He kissed on her cheeks and said,"Ha sabse special aur sabse khubsurat angel."Palak hugged Sameer and Indira smiled from outside.
GOSH-Pallu
It was so touchy and emotional update
i can understand indira's condition. She tried to give her motherly love to palak but she was able to do it due to her bitter past with sameer.
Though sameer loved her a lot but whatever he has done with her was a sin..
And now palak ko ye saza bhugatna par rahi hai
U know what the dining scene was so cute. Hum bhi bachpan main aise he khana khate the..:D
I also loved indira-palak scene while palak was sleeping
Very beautiful update
Keep it up
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