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Hey.. Guys... after Kai Po che released n I watched it..(three tyms already) đ đ đ and I realised how much I missed sushant.. I wrote this... tried to summarise all my memories wit this amazing person ever...
My journey wit u...like every journey.. This journey was filled wit happiness.. Madnesss.. N yesss sadness at tyms..nooo actually a lot of sadness...wat can be more sad for not seeing ne of ur pic or ne news for two to three months approx... N wit the only rumour of not being able to c u again.. After u go to UCLA.. Obv there was a proud feeling that u will be the best in this too.. But then it was always overshadowed by the thought that u will be behind the scenes.. And not on camera.. Nothing culd hav erased that sadness in every fans mind..ok sooo the journey started approx two years back.. Precisely on the 5th of Jan 2011.. Wen I saw a guy grove on salsa... Wit the correct energy... Correct steps.. N man wat a posture.. Ur second performance in jhalak..that moment was captured by my heart .. Wich is now to be there permanently.. From there.. Though in actual it has only been a two yr journey.. I lived whole five years in them...counting from first episode of pavitra rishta.. To some episodes of my dear preet.. U never once did fail to impress me.. In fact made me fall for u all the more.. I made sure.. I relived all those moments that I had missed..I remeber watching all thhe interviews that u gave.. Drooling over u... Whether it would be the naughty sushant off screen or the shy manav on screen.. U managed to convince us in anything and everything..u managed to engage us wit the character that u portrayed..like tears of joy wen manav and archana reunited in the serial.. Or the extreme sadness that v culd feel wen archana has her first miscarriage.. But then was the real part.. The rumour of ur quitting the show.. Obv that time it was just a rumour.. But as fans we knew.. U wouldnt be here for long..coz the passion that u hav for the art.. U culdnt experiment with the monotus portrayal of manav..u had to explore more.. Sooo v tried to accept the fact.. That one day there would be an episode of pr witout our manav.. Rather without its original manav.. N the original chemistry.. But somehow v culdnt digest it.. N the day had to cumm.. U left pavitra rishta.. U emptied the 9 to 9.30 slot in our daily life...v culd no longer drool over the cutely shy or naughty romantic manav...at tymss v would just curse the director or the production.. But afterall it was ur decision.. N for the better..today after seeing the ambitious ishaan... V culd actually understand what u meant wen u said u want to learn more.. Dat u want to explore the art.. Yesss truly.. Weneva I saw manav.. I felt I culdnt love any guy more than him.. There can be nooo guy on whom I would drool.. But nooo... For the upteenth time u proved me wrong.. My heart cried for ishaan.. The ambition that he had in his eyes.. The anger wen his frnz were in a prob.. Or the care for his student..the portrayal of the compassionate but a strong character ..any girl Would fall for him instantly.. N with that it would not hav been possible that I hadnt cried.. Wen the bullet hit u... "Nooo"... Was all I culd scream.. Even the feeling of seeing u like that.. V realised how much v love u..the last smile..the tears culdnt stop rolling down my cheeks..these were the tears of happiness..happiness on seeing u back on scrren.. Wit a bang.. The feeling of pride to be ur fan..truly the journey has been has amazing one..with happiness... Care..little sadnesss n madness... N yeah most importantly loooveee... A loads of it..love u.. I only wish.. There culd be one more day where I culd meet u.. Nd atleast speak to u.. Just to tell u dat I love u...n in addition to ankita.. Even we fans r someone.. Who would b always wit u.. To support u.. N to be the ones to always love u.. With no expectation.. I wish that happens.. That will be the most amazing milestone of this journey.. Truly...
from an ordinary crazy fan... of ishan, sushant,preet, and of course manav...<3
My journey wit u...like every journey.. This journey was filled wit happiness.. Madnesss.. N yesss sadness at tyms..nooo actually a lot of sadness...wat can be more sad for not seeing ne of ur pic or ne news for two to three months approx... N wit the only rumour of not being able to c u again.. After u go to UCLA.. Obv there was a proud feeling that u will be the best in this too.. But then it was always overshadowed by the thought that u will be behind the scenes.. And not on camera.. Nothing culd hav erased that sadness in every fans mind..ok sooo the journey started approx two years back.. Precisely on the 5th of Jan 2011.. Wen I saw a guy grove on salsa... Wit the correct energy... Correct steps.. N man wat a posture.. Ur second performance in jhalak..that moment was captured by my heart .. Wich is now to be there permanently.. From there.. Though in actual it has only been a two yr journey.. I lived whole five years in them...counting from first episode of pavitra rishta.. To some episodes of my dear preet.. U never once did fail to impress me.. In fact made me fall for u all the more.. I made sure.. I relived all those moments that I had missed..I remeber watching all thhe interviews that u gave.. Drooling over u... Whether it would be the naughty sushant off screen or the shy manav on screen.. U managed to convince us in anything and everything..u managed to engage us wit the character that u portrayed..like tears of joy wen manav and archana reunited in the serial.. Or the extreme sadness that v culd feel wen archana has her first miscarriage.. But then was the real part.. The rumour of ur quitting the show.. Obv that time it was just a rumour.. But as fans we knew.. U wouldnt be here for long..coz the passion that u hav for the art.. U culdnt experiment with the monotus portrayal of manav..u had to explore more.. Sooo v tried to accept the fact.. That one day there would be an episode of pr witout our manav.. Rather without its original manav.. N the original chemistry.. But somehow v culdnt digest it.. N the day had to cumm.. U left pavitra rishta.. U emptied the 9 to 9.30 slot in our daily life...v culd no longer drool over the cutely shy or naughty romantic manav...at tymss v would just curse the director or the production.. But afterall it was ur decision.. N for the better..today after seeing the ambitious ishaan... V culd actually understand what u meant wen u said u want to learn more.. Dat u want to explore the art.. Yesss truly.. Weneva I saw manav.. I felt I culdnt love any guy more than him.. There can be nooo guy on whom I would drool.. But nooo... For the upteenth time u proved me wrong.. My heart cried for ishaan.. The ambition that he had in his eyes.. The anger wen his frnz were in a prob.. Or the care for his student..the portrayal of the compassionate but a strong character ..any girl Would fall for him instantly.. N with that it would not hav been possible that I hadnt cried.. Wen the bullet hit u... "Nooo"... Was all I culd scream.. Even the feeling of seeing u like that.. V realised how much v love u..the last smile..the tears culdnt stop rolling down my cheeks..these were the tears of happiness..happiness on seeing u back on scrren.. Wit a bang.. The feeling of pride to be ur fan..truly the journey has been has amazing one..with happiness... Care..little sadnesss n madness... N yeah most importantly loooveee... A loads of it..love u.. I only wish.. There culd be one more day where I culd meet u.. Nd atleast speak to u.. Just to tell u dat I love u...n in addition to ankita.. Even we fans r someone.. Who would b always wit u.. To support u.. N to be the ones to always love u.. With no expectation.. I wish that happens.. That will be the most amazing milestone of this journey.. Truly...
from an ordinary crazy fan... of ishan, sushant,preet, and of course manav...<3
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