Nodoubt this gave Ajee powers and she became a strong woman ...she had the grit and determination to fight for the rights of one and all. Her life went into a wrong lane but she wanted others to be in the right lane always. She was awarded for her good work by the CM. Her family the Singhs & Shiv always made her feel proud that she was doing a wonderful job for the people of Jaitser. She got Shiv's salutation for her strength and fighting spirit. She drew inspiration from her suffering and pain and was trying to change the thinking of the people around her. But in all this a hurt and broken heart had remained deep down inside her. she had developed a complex that she did her best but still Jagia left her. Later she did her best to get her life back on track but then hurt remained buried deep inside.
After marriage with Shiv on the intimacy she floundered , not knowing quite how to handle it or take it forward with Shiv. She could not believe that ... Life had something better and more beautiful in store for her! Ganga's monologue in the hospital did make her think that she was unnecessarily wallowing in self pity. Hai mujhse jyada dukh kise ne nahi sahe honge. Kyon ??? Actually, she had erected and rested her present life of a teacher and sarpanch on J's betrayal and abandonment. Her social work was an attempt to fulfill the missing part of her life with Singhs and people of Jaitser. She drew strength from them. They were her pillar of support so she was thinking she was complete. I would say though Ajee had moved on but she was still suffering for the wrong reasons.
Though she married Shiv and knew that he is the one for her but starting to create a life again with him was hard for her as she was thinking'... will I be able to complete him. She had full faith in him that's why she married him. But her fears and apprehensions were about her being able to complete his dreams ...as J had told her clearly that she was not like him and she'll never be able to become a city girl so she was incomplete for him.
In reality we just need someone to accept us the way we are. We don't need anyone to complete us...we only need someone to accept us completely!! This is what Shiv had done accepted her the way she is with all bag & baggage (read Singhs + Jagia)😛
The essence of AnSh relationship is trust, respect and care, then selfishness is almost impossible to exist. Today while talking to Cm after blurting out that she loves Shiv she realized that she has traveled towards him without her knowledge. As he had accepted her whole heartedly!
So what was stopping her to be intimate with her husband?
I think Ajee had also fallen out of love with herself too.
we can never truly love anyone else until we love ourselves. But Shiv had successfully restored that faith back in her system that she is the most beautiful woman and he loves her for her strength, care, compassion and do or die attitude for mankind. She is indeed one of a kind only "HIS ANANDI"
Hhahahaha Shiv with his love Drano opened Ajee's clogged drain read brain😆 (Dil mai tho shiv hai Thaa)😳
Anandi realized that Shiv not only deserves all her loyalty but her LOVE TOO!!
I want to be in your embrace from 'Dawn Till Dusk' ...
From the break of dawn... we'll be in tight embrace... through the bright mornings, and will happily stay entwined ...romanced by the evening hues of the evening😳
yeh nayi nayi suhagan ban gayi hai teri jogan...
Jhanak
Udne Ki Aasha
Anupamaa
