MAANEET OS-Pehle Pyaar ka pehla gum!!! Sequel's link-pg 142. - Page 63

She can never forget that moment, ever in her life. Now also, just remembering it has increased her heartbeats. A strange kind of excitment & thrill fills her heart, each time she remembers his words. They means a lot to her! Those few simple words of his, had left a strong impect on her thinking. It had strenghten her belief that he has feelings for her. And that belief, that trust has made her to leave all her inhibitions & doubts...and let her heart to woven dreams...which were filled with him only.

She felt choked..remembering all her fellings, she had felt that time. They still felt fresh...like she was feeling everything all over again.
More tears fell...remembering how she was going crazy after that lunch with him. She wasnt able to control herself. And then she used to be lost in her own world...where she could be with him..without any ristictions!
She smiled sadly on her condition...She had gone to far in her thinking..in her imagination. She had assumed that she was special for him..that she had rights on him...to get angery with him...to make him agree to her demands..which was nothing but to be with him! And she was sure that he will accept all her wishes.
She bit her lips to control her sobs. She had started to live in a dream...away from reality!
And then she had got a name for her feelings for him.
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Past:-
she had always loved music & romantic songs. She used to love that meangful lyrics which express the emotions & feelings so beautifully & effectivly.
But now... She can actually relate to them. She knew that those feelings really exist! Listening to those romantic songs...she used to feel that as if it was not just only a song..but its mirror of her own feelings!
And then she used to question her self...that if she was feeling exactly what those songs claimed to be LOVE... Does that mean.. She is in love???
Her feelings for him... Is that Love???
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They all.. she, her sister and her cousins, were getherd in her room. They were chatting casually. She wasnt much intrested in their talks...was just sitting with them.. But her heart & mind was lost somewhere else.
When the topic of their fav actors was being discussed... All claimed that they truly love their fav stars. Then her anjali dii, who was elder to all of them & mature...tried to explain them that it was not love...it was just an attraction or a crush!
The word LOVE caught her attention.. And without realising, she just asked that question which was troubling her from so long.. "Then, what is Love...anju dii???"

Her dii smiled at her and replied, " when you love someone...you want to be with them all the time. You feel happy just being around them. Their one smile makes your day. You want that person to be infront of your eyes always. If you didnt see them for few moments..you will feel restless. You can never be angery with them..even if they hurt you. And if they are angery with you...you will feel as if nothing is left in your life...if they are not with you! And you will do anything to please them...thats LOVE!"

That answer had cleard all her doubts! And she got the name for those feelings which she has been feeling for more than a year now!
She was happy with the new realisation that...SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM!