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Arnav was now on his way to home.
How could khushi love me?
That means all the time she gets the wrong impression!
I just wanted to help her, that's all, arnav thought...
Now the things would be never like before...
We even can't face each other...
Then all of a sudden arnav stopped the car, "damn-it! Where will she go in such dark night and its almost mid-night!! CRAP!!"...
But what else could i do?, arnav thought, she would probably home by now.
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
Arnav opened the door of RM and walked in. The lights were off that means that everybody went to sleep..
First i will check that is khushi in her room or not, arnav finalized.
but then a thought came into his mind:
if i don't love her than why I am so possessive about her?
WHY??
But arnav shook this thought out of his mind and began to walk upstairs but before he could move on, a voice came,
"chote...?"
Arnav stopped.
That was anjali's voice.
"yeah, di? you are up till now? its too late and its not good for your health!", arnav said.
"You don't have to worry about me but i must say that we both need to talk!", anjali announced.
"Sure, what about?"
"Not here, in your room!"
"ok.."
As they reached arnav's room, arnav asked,"di, did khushi came home?"
"yeah, i guess..i heard someone going into her room."
Arnav sighed with relief...but he was still in shock.
"chote, so i was...", anjali said but arnav was still thinking about what happened few hours ago between him and khushi...
"chote...??", anjali snapped.
"umm, yeah, di? you were saying something?"
"Did you listen a single word i said or what?"
"di, can we talk later...i really need some time alone!", arnav begged.
"chote, you okay? is everything fine?"
"No...i mean yeah!"
"Chote, tell me...what happened?"
"di..di...di...khu...khushi", arnav began...
"chote, what happened to khushi ji? is she fine?"
"yeah she is but you know what she feels..."
"eh? what?"
"di, khushi loves me!!", arnav announced.
As anjali heard this she stood up from the bed, "WHAT?" anjali exclaimed.
"yeah di..and i reacted the same way you did when she told me this..and i don't know why she feels that way about me because i don't love her..!"
Anjali was listening to all what arnav was telling her and even she was shocked and surprised.
"Chote u really don't like khushi ji?"
Arnav remained silent because he don't know the answer himself. but after a sec he shook his head in denial.
"poor khushi ji, she must be very hurt...but chote now you have only one choice!"
"What?"
"you and lavanya ji should get engage as soon as possible so that khushi should move on with her life too..."
Arnav stared at anjali, "What? you want me and lavanya to get engage?"
"yeah! chote, lavanya ji loves you! and you likes her too, right?"
"yeah, but...", arnav wanted to say something but anjali wasn't ready to listen.
"chote, this is the only option! i know how much khushi ji is hurt so if u get engaged with lavanya ji, khushi ji would get the message and would move on with her life...!"
"di, give me some time to think!", arnav said at last.
anjali nodded and left.
anjali came into her room and she was still shocked that khushi loves arnav.
i think i should go and console khushi ji, anjali thought..
but then she thought that its better to leave her alone...
Anjali remembered the wedding day of payal when arnav offered khushi a dance, anjali felt a touch of relied and happiness in khushi's eyes when arnav danced with her and the way she was looking into arnav's eyes.
i must have guessed that before!
Anjali had seen the love and affection in khushi's eyes towards arnav but she just ignored it.
I will check khushi ji in the morning, anjali decided.
* * * * * * * * * * *
Arnav was laying on his bed, thinking about what anjali had said.
i think di is right, arnav thought, i have to get engaged with lavanya so that khushi could move on...
and he have to do the engagement soon...
khushi must be in her room, arnav thought.
he wanted to go and check her but he didn't want to disturb her now..
it was almost 1 am...
Arnav still couldn't believe that khushi said I love you to him...
that's unbelievable, arnav thought.
I didn't feel anything about her, do I?
Do I love her too??, arnav asked himself.
NO...it isn't possible...
Its IMPOSSIBLE...
totally impossible...
Arnav remembered that once anjali said that when you close your eyes you will see the face of the person whom do you love the most...But that time arnav just laughed because he didn't believe these things at that time and nor did he believe them now...
But he wanted to close his eyes to see the face of that girl...
Arnav closed his eyes...
there was nothing except darkness...
no face...
i knew it, he thought, its just crap...
he was about to open his eyes when he saw the face of a girl in peach saree and her hair open...long and dead straight...
"khushi..", arnav cried and sat up, "what the crap! i didn't believe this shit, i just sae khushi's face because i'm thinking about her...yeah that's all...", arnav said to himself.
Arnav poured water into the glass and gulped it.
whats happening to me?
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
Aditi was watching television when she picked her phone and dialed khushi's number...
"what? switched off? where the hell is she?? she didn't called me from past 2 days! once i meet her i would kill her!", aditi cursed.
lemme try again, aditi thought again...
SWITCH OFF...
W*F, aditi cursed...
maybe she is with Arnav, aditi thought and became excited at her thought...
I will call her in the morning and ask her...
Then aditi made herself busy in watching television...
* * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Long, black and dead straight hair falls over her back, now a little tangled...
The girl was walking down the path, alone in this time of midnight...
That girl was none other than Khushi...
tears were running down her cheeks...
Right Now she wanted to finish herself...
Nobody loves me, she thought, i'm all alone in this world...
why did God ever creates me? WHY...I don't want to live in this world anymore...
I hate myself, i hate my life...
Nobody ever loved me, nor they love me right now and nor they will...!
She walked inside a home, her home...
where nobody comes...
where she lives alone...
she opened the door of her room and closed the door and she sank down on the floor crying hard...
(guys scroll down and open the song link i posted and be ready to imagine...because the scene it I wrote didn't sound any gud widout the song)
Yeh kasoor mera hai
Ke yakeen kiya hai
Dil teri hi khawatir
Rakh chod diya hai
khushi stood up and walked towards her dressing table..she opened the drawer and brings out an album...
she opened them and handled some pictures...of her and Arnav when they were dancing...Aditi captured them for khushi...
Tu hi sabse kareeb hai mere
Tu hi mera naseeb hai ab yeh
Mehsoos kiya hai.. aa'
khushi brushed her fingers on the face of arnav in the picture, still crying...
"I love you soo much...", she cried...
Tu hi sabse kareeb hai mere
Tu hi mera naseeb hai ab yeh
Mehsoos kiya hai
Yeh kasoor mera hai
Ke yakeen kiya hai
Dil teri hi khawatir
Rakh chod diya hai
"but you Don't...", khushi said and put that picture back into the folder...
Ek tuhi hai daulat meri
Haasil tu mera..
Kitni hai mohabbat tujhse
Be hisaab wafa
Hasraton se badhkar apni
Chaaha tujhe hamesha'
Then she opens her second drawer and brings out a CD and played that...
That was the video of her dance...she watched it again...
The way they were looking into each other eyes...
she couldn't handled it more so she stopped the video and turn of the VCR..
Yeh kasoor mera hai
Ke yakeen kiya hai
Dil teri hi khawatir
Rakh chod diya hai
Tu hi sabse kareeb hai mere
Tu hi mera naseeb hai ab yeh
Mehsoos kiya hai
then she brings out the bandage...
the bandage which Arnav tied on her wounded foot when the the piece if glass pricked inside her foot...
Koi dard raha na dil mein
Na koi kalaah
Har khwahish puri hui hai
Tujhe paa jo liya
Door mujhse ho na kabhi na
Karna yeh ek ehsaan
she wiped her tears and stood up, opened the door of her room and start walking towards kitchen...
She opened one of the cabinet and brings out the aid box. Then she brings out all the bottles of syrups, which, altogether were 3...
She opened the cap of one bottle and began to gulped it...Soon it was difficult for her to breath properly...
Yeh kasoor mera hai
Ke yakeen kiya hai
Dil teri hi khawatir
Rakh chod diya hai
Tu hi sabse kareeb hai meri
Tu hi mera naseeb hai ab yeh
Mehsoos kiya hai.. aa'
i don't want to live in this world anymore...nobody loves me...
so why don't i finish it today, right now...
finish everything, finish my love, finish my profession, finish all my things...
and finish myself..,
khushi thought and grabbed the other syrup bottle...
and began to drink it...she began choking...
One bottle left...
but khushi's condition wasn't that good..she didn't have enough energy left to move her arm...
She was over-dosed...
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
The next morning everybody was at the dining table at RM.
Nani looked around and didn't see Arnav and khushi there.
"Where are Khushi bitya and chote?", nani asked.
Anjali who was pouring water in the glass, widened her eyes and suddenly said, "erm...nani, chote is in his room and let me check khushi ji.."
Anjali knew that Arnav wouldn't come to eat breakfast because of what happened last night and nor do khushi...but she wanted to check khushi and make sure that is she doing right or not...
she stood up and left the dining room, she walked towards khushi's room and knocked the door.
No answer,
She knocked again...
Still no answer.
This time anjali knocked a little hard and the door opened...
The door wasn't locked...
Anjali stepped in, "khushi ji??"
No answer came in...
The room was all clean...All the things were on their right place as nobody comes in the room last night...
A layer of fear ran through anjali's body.
Did khushi ji ever came home yesterday or not?, anjali thought...
No that isn't possible because i heard someone going into khushi ji's room...
Anjali didn't want to waste a single second she called khushi's number but it was switched off...
Then she dialed the gatekeeper number. After a second he picked up the phone..
"hello? Om prakash ji??", anjali said.
"yeah, ma'am?"
"did you saw khushi ji coming home last night?"
"Ma'am, didn't she went to her home? because i didn't saw her coming!", Om prakash told anjali...
As anjali heard it, the phone dropped out of her hand...
What if khushi ji had done something to her?, she thought...
She ran towards arnav's room, " chote...", anjali knocked the door.
Arnav was sitting on the recliner, thinking about last night's incident...
As he heard Anjali calling, he suddenly opened the door, "di, what happened?? everything right?"
Anjali shook her head, "Chote..khushi ji..."
Arnav missed a heartbeat, "What happened to her??", he asked...
"She didn't came home last night!"
"What?? But you said that you heard someone going into her room!"
"Yeah, but that wasn't khushi ji..."
Arnav looked at anjali and then thought about khushi...
What if something happened to her?
That would be all my mistake...
Anjali called at guptas to ask that is khushi there but they said that NO, she isn't...
Now arnav couldn't help himself, he grabbed his car keys and ran outside...
Now everybody at RM knew that khushi didn't came home last night but they didn't knew the reason...
Payal started crying and everybody else was worried...
Arnav was in his car driving as fast as he could...
Where would I find her?, he thought...
He didn't have this in his mind that khushi have another house, where he dropped her...
He went to the place where khushi confessed her feelings...
As he was driving a thought came into his mind...
What is happening to me??
Why i start caring about her soo much??
is this LOVE??
no that can't be...
He stepped out of the car and searched the place but no sign of khushi...
He also went to the nearest place but couldn't find her...
Then he remembered about khushi's other house...
How could I forget that??
Damn-it...
He start driving his car and praying that khushi would be alright...
* * * * * * * * * * * *
Khushi was laying on the kitchen floor...
Her eyes were open but she because of the over-dose, she couldn't breathe properly...
Just few minutes, khushi thought, and i will be FINISHED...
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