ALMOST LOVERS
Chapter Twenty Six
Kiss to
melt
Lost within these chasm,
Filled with beautiful despair,
My wings fragile
But ache to fly
You touch, you burn,
The chains of love shackle,
My wings stretch,
But still I cannot fly.
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PAST:
She didn't know what to expect from Rehan, as she went to their usual
meeting spot. But it was impossible to stay away or to believe that she wasn't
nervous.
Sometimes our intuition tells us when there will be a momentous occasion
that will change us forever, bringing us to a point of no return and with a
permanence in our thoughts.
And Geet knew that for better or worse today would be such an occasion.
Stop making yourself agitated, she
warned herself.
He was standing with his back to her, staring out into the lake that
bordered her house. It was a place where memories lingered like the air they
breathed and was bitter as it was sweet in bringing in prominence the change in
their situation.
"Rehan" She called out in a soft voice, not wanting to start the dreaded
conversation but unable to stand there and watch a mockery of their memories.
"Geet" He turned around slowly, with such pain in his eyes.
His eyes were always transparent, so clear and easy for her to read that she
felt the pain within herself. For a moment Geet was about to raise her hand to
reach out and console him but somehow the space between them was too great and
the resentment too great a wall.
How did we reach this point?
"What do you want, Rehan?" She
sighed, tired and weary.
"I told you I am going away" His eyes shifted down, "I am leaving forever.
But I wanted to meet you before I leave"
She expected pain and anger but the numbness that engulfed her was as
consoling as it was confusing. She felt as if this was happening to someone
else, a window into someone else's life.
Seeing that she wasn't going to comment, he started to talk again. "I have
loved you like crazy since I was a little boy but somehow I could never be what
you needed. So in many ways I don't blame you for……for what happened"
Geet felt the cold seep further in, as she heard him continue. She finally
understood that he wasn't going to believe her, even if he did love her.
What is love without faith or trust?
Emptiness and false promises.
Integrity, honesty and justice weren't just words for Geet Handa, they were the
ideal that she tried to lead her life with. Rehan should and did know that
better than anyone else, yet he doubted her.
"So…so I wanted to say that I forgive you" Rehan sighed out with frustration
at her silence. "I'll forgive you for what happened with Maan. Because I love
you"
Forgive? She scoffed inside,
unable to believe the self-righteous words coming out of his mouth. "You
forgive me?"
"Yes" He ran a hand through his hair, "and I want you to come with me to US.
We can move forward."
Logically she could feel the hurt in his words but at that moment the
condescension stood out, pointing the lack of trust.
And the strand that held them together snapped,
breaking the bond.
Geet didn't reply, just stood up and started to walk. She could hear Rehan
call her from behind, entreating her to turn around but she walked.
Maybe I can go far away….far away.
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PRESENT:
There were days when she wanted to run away, far away from the madness in
her life.
Yet there would be no escape, for she was intrinsically connected to him and
this place. In order to leave, she would need to break all these ties.
We can run away from the world but how
does one runaway from themselves?
So she returned back home as usual, having cooled down and collected herself
again.
Walking gingerly back into the room, she wasn't surprised to see Maan
sitting on the bed. He had the same expression as he did before she had left;
pain, anger and helplessness.
But there was also concern on his face, her heart told her while her
mind could only see the unbending anger.
Sometimes words were not required in a moment and sometimes there could be
no words. Both could've started screaming at each other but at that particular
moment they just stared into the other's eyes.
How am I this heartless? Geet questioned herself, When did I
become so dark that I abhor happiness?
It was the last thought before Maan stood up and in a fluid movement had her
in her arms. Before she could pull away or even blink his lips were over hers,
kissing her with all the love and angst he had within him.
And why doesn't the heat of you that melts me with its touch take away
the coldness of anger?
The taste of him was achingly
familiar as it was intoxicating. No one else could ever make her feel this way;
the sensation of flying while having her feet on the ground, the feeling of
breathlessness while breathing through him and the love that manifested itself
physical.
The firmness of his lips, strong
but supple, made her lips open the tiniest bit but he took advantage by
pressing in more till there was nothing but the sensation of drowning within
him.
He was her addiction, just as she
was his obsession. Intertwined in a relationship that was both tainted and
pure, strong as it was weak. And this kiss reminded her of all that, how
inescapable this connection was.
Recollections their first kiss came
rushing back to her even as her hands clenched to hold back the tide of
feelings that made her pulse with love and desire.
Why can we not turn back the clock to a sweeter time?
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PAST:
She had no idea where she was going
but it didn't matter. At this moment she wanted to be far away from everyone
around her.
Away from her parents with their
sympathetic gazes.
Away from Rehan with his love and
doubts.
She just wanted to escape from the
drama that enveloped her life.
Somehow before she knew it she was
in her office at Khurana Enterprise. Blinking in surprise, for she couldn't
even recall getting there, she looked around in silence.
For some reason the silence here
was comforting, lulling her into a false sense of security.
But the peace didn't last, for she
felt a hand on her shoulder. Reluctantly she turned around to meet Maan's gaze.
She saw the tightening of his jaw
as he saw the tears stream down her face, tears she hadn't even realised were
pouring.
"Don't…..please don't" He whispered
in a hoarse voice, absolutely devastated to see her in such a state. "I can't
bear to see you like this…."
"I….I am nothing" She had a bleak
look in her eyes, "Take away my dignity and I am nothing……nothing"
"You….you are everything" He had
never meant anything more. Something must have happened to her but at that moment
he just wanted to sooth her.
In a move so swift and done without
thought, he lurched towards her till their lips were locked together.
It was like touching a livewire, burning
and jolting Geet. Nothing had every felt the way his lips felt against hers. He
tasted like the headiest whiskey, deep and smooth even as the taste burnt in
its beauty.
She wanted to stop and she wanted
it to last forever. This feeling of floating, while his lips anchored her went
beyond any other experience.
Maan had dreamt about this kiss but
nothing could have prepared him for the sheer perfection. She was honey and spice,
sweetness and darkness rolled into a kiss that he didn't want to stop.
With a groan that expressed the
pent up feelings he had, he pulled her
body flush against his. She fitted like a key that was meant to be with him.
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AUTHOR's NOTE:
I am so so sorry for the delay...it really couldn't be helped.
But luckily my laptop is alright. However I lost all my stories...so things will take time to write.
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