OS:kya mein itni buri hoon

Arnav saw her sitting like daily next to the french door wrapping her arms around her knees , it was very cloudy no star was visible

Khushi :"maa aaj aap na bhi saath chordiya "

Arnav: just look at her she was in tears she was trying to scan sky to find a star but it was too dark ,he wanted to ask her to come in but didn't as he knew her answer " muhje se saas lana ka haq na chena" he had heard her conversation many time & he had cried with her too but his ego has always stop him to go & console her.he prayed in heart she find a star as she will talk to it & will be relaxed

Khushi was talking to some one he smiled at least his 1 wish was heard " jiji kya ha"

Payal: why you are sitting here? go to room.

Khushi : i am searching my maaa , but today she too disown me.

Payal: khushi

Khushi : jiji please jo & leave me alone

Payal: Arnav bhai will mind you sitting like this here

Khushi he does not , he

Payal khushi did you asked him why he asked you to get married like that.

Khushi : jiji he said i said yes i don't have to ask him

Payal khushi yeh

Khushi: there must be some reason who pagal tou nahi ha na ...

Payal you go in you are still warm

Khushi : jiji jao maa agai  as she saw a star..

Payal: khushi

Khushi: jiji i just get few hours to talk to maa please can you leave me alone please i beg you  she was crying

Payal khushi

Khushi jao jiji iss se pehal maa phir chali jai aur hum ko raat ka intazaar karna para. aap kya jano intezaar kya ha, aap ka paas haan aap ki maa ,

Payal she is your too

Khushi : agar woh hamari hoti to hum ko aise na chorti , hum ko tuo hamari maa  na bhi chordiya tha akela duniya mein, jao jiji please

Payal could not take it more she just ran.

Arnav was feeling suffocated

Khushi : maa please apna paas bola lo please  hum wada karta ha aap se raj kumar kai kahani suna ko nahi bola ga wada please bola lo apna paas hum ko tou ab andhra se bhi daar nahi lagta maa please.maa please , the cloud again covered the star, ab tou maa bhi hum se baat nahi karti , hum se sub nafrat karta ha sub. maa kas aap na hum ko aik greeb insan ki kahani suni hoti , tab hamara sapna toota tou hum ko itna daar na hota.. she just beat her heart as it was aching

Arnav: just walk out " it is so cold why you are still sitting here"

Khushi: hum apni maa se baat kar raha ha aap jai , she was rubbing over her heart

Arnav: tum thek ho

Khushi : haan aap jai hum ko jab suna hoga hum sojai ga.

Arnav: like daily after dawn

Khushi looked at him

Arnav: walked in what you think i don't know?

Khushi : aap ko kya friq parta ha mein hoon yeh na hoon.

Arnav : haan mujhe ko friq nahi parta ha bilkul nahi parta .

Khushi waise bhi hum maa se bol raha hum ko apna paas bola la aap sub ko hum ko bardashad nahi karna para ga .

Arnav he never look her so dejected in life ,she was totally broken. he lay down

Khushi: maa please, aaj hum kon charo aaj hum ko daar lag raha ha please, kya mein itni buri hoon

Arnav just jump out of bed and walk to her sat next to her " i also want to talk to my Maa but she is not looking at me may be your maa had told her what i have done to you "

Khushi: looked at him he was too crying , looking at sky trying to search

Arnav: khushi woh dekho he turn her face towards sky

Khushi: looked up

Arnav:see they both came back as they saw us together . he look at  her she just kept her head on his shoulder

Khushi " maa dont go i want to sleep "

Aranv looked at sky for thanking them to come , he just wrap his arm around her as she was falling "kya hum itna bura hain"

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBhSoQczTvs[/YOUTUBE]

note 

i wanted to make it a sad end but then i change in happy like my last few OS...

to those who dont like my work , i am not professional  i just write what my heart says stop points, at least i have guts to say what is in my heart   .. i know i do blunders a lot . i  really love my readers who never point on the mistake and take is as my mistake