-truly magical- maaneet ff THREAD 16 - Page 47

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Crippling love's soul trapped within by his deceptive promises left all alone now with pleasures illusion, dream.

 

She took a sharp breath in, tightened her grip around mk's hand, & she looked back .. straight into his eyes.. that hurt more than her looking away. She looked with no twitch, like nothing mattered, strangely she had one of those odd smiles, which was definitely not hers. He closed his eyes clutched his fist. She even walked towards them, he just wanted the earth to consume him right then. His heart stopped beating & he almost forget to breath.. raji was his savior.. she came between & pulled Geet towards the famiy group 
raji - di yeh sagar hain
that was when she broke gracefully her gaze from him to sagar.
Mk trembled couple of times with the length of the lehenga. Her head was on the floor trying hold up the pink lehenga..she was very excited with wat she was wearing. I guess Sam should thank her stars ..mk didn't see wat Geet just did.
Sagar's parents, papaji & Rano everyone surrounded Geet & mk...curtaining them from maan 
Sagar's father - bahut pyari bati hain
Geet knew the obvious things that would follow, she wanted to leave from there right then. she looked at him painfully..
Tere liye, ham hain jiye, honton ko siye
Tere liye, ham hain jiye, har aansoo piye
Dil mein magar, jalte rahe, chaahat ke diye

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Sagar' mother - beta aap ke husband nahi aayen?
then looked at mk.. isse ke papa. Very odd situation for the entire handa family. He was standing right behind holding his breath, almost turning away he couldn't face them. He couldn't hear those things.. about her husband...it hurt.. it really was painful... he couldn't expect Geet to just endlessly wait for him, for a rude & heartless person like him. Even though they loved each other madly, some where guilt killed him, ate him, ate all his logical thinking.. he didn't mind.. even if she did move on.. the thought itself was unbelievable, unbearable, unreal, he would never doubt her love but can't question her either after seeing her with 4yr old mk 2days ago.. he didn't know wat more to think. She probably did wait for him 3yrs .. dam..wat happened to her in those 7yrs, 6months 12days.. wat happened, where did she go, why was he not able to find her, he wanted to talk to her once, just once tell her, how he was truly looking for her all these years, that he was truly sorry, he was wrong entirely..he had realized the moment she walked out his cabin door that day. But the way they have been confronting each other, he was just not getting the space to tell her, pour his heart out to her, but he wondered if it really mattered anymore. Wat ate him the most of all was her dead look, worn out face, those dark circles, the concealed eyes. His broken heart, losing her, his lose of his soul .. all this didn't hurt him as much more than seeing that cry in her eye, when she had an angel like mk in her life.. gk.he clinched his fist. then wat is stopping her from being happy, why she not being herself, why no parties, why she didn't come back to her parents, why she was not warm when she met prem, wat is it he missing.. he walked away trying to get answers. He tried to reason it .. every thing just pointed back to him, probably he has hurt her so deep that she is not able to be herself anymore. Knowing her, he knows she will be true to any relation, & she will give her last breath to keep it, then why !!! why so much of pain in her eyes... wat is it he not seeing?? at wage moment just wants to hold her hand out infront of every one & tell every dam person there.. she his wife..only his...no Gk.. no no no one...she his wife.. his Geet..only his... but how mean that would be, selfish, ruining her settled life may be.. if it is settled then..why she is not happy..why ???
Tere liye, ham hain jiye, har aansoo piye
Tere liye, ham hain jiye, honton ko siye
Dil mein magar, jalte rahe, chaahat ke diye

 

Mk broke the silence that prevailed  - office
Sagar's mother - aapke papa kya karten hain
mk - business  she said it very proudly
mk could just win any one heart instantly, she was a darling.
Rano looked at Geet, she was lost, she felt so lonely, with her entire family beside her.
Sagar introduced Geet to sam. Geet smiled & moved to away. 
Zindagi, le ke aayi hai, beete dinon ki kitaab
Ghere hain, ab hamein, yaadein be-hisaab
Bin poochhe, mile mujhe, kitne saare jawaab
Chaaha tha kya, paaya hai kya, hamne dekhiye
Dil mein magar, jalte rahe, chaahat ke diye

 

The engagement ceremony went on, sagar & raji exchanged the rings. Every one blessed them.

Geet went to the bar side & sat on the high chair.
Geet - double large rum
the attender looked at her in shock, she gave a rough look back, he gulped his saliva & poured the drink
bar attender - coke or soda
she just grabbed the glass & drank the whole think in one go neat. She smiled one more. it should have burned... but probably was not anymore..when her heart was bleeding..oozing
She looked at mk every now & then to be sure she was around. She drank couple more of those drinks & sat there calm & composed.. looking at mk '
Kya kahoon, duniya ne kiya, mujh se kaisa bair
Hukam tha, main jiyun, lekin tere baghair

 

she was reminded of the first time nurse showed the little angel in her hand after 5hours of labor in the 8th month of pregnancy. It was all her mistake, she shouldn't have broken down like that.. she shouldn't have cried so much that night... she couldn't hold herself anymore..it was so many days.. she was scared.. she was scared of being alone with the baby, she didn't know how will she manage mk alone, she had another drink. When sam came up to her. She had already had 6 double large rum neat. All the reasons for her to smash her face on the bar table, but she looked composed. Sam looked at her & the empty glasses. She had not seem any person so tranquil after so much of hard alcohol. Leave alone female. She pulled his hand
sam - yeh raji 's badi ki bahen hain
Naadaan hai woh, kehte hain jo, mere liye tum ho ghair
Kitne sitam, hampe sanam, logon ne kiye

Geet smiled yet again & had another drink. A smiled that was wicked .. Maan looked at her & the drink she was gulping down. He by all odds couldn't approve of her drinking so much. Geet looked at mk  knowing her intentions,  gulped another drink. Thud sam went down with a sudden jerk on her knees..geet smiled looking away oouch .. mk stood with her hands plunked on her waist.. blowing the curls that fell on her forehead. Anger tenfold that Geet & Maan could ever express put together. My...my... she hugged Maan around his wait. Sam struggled to get up with her saree, she was feeling so embarrassed. Sam was struggling to rise with those heels on, Geet just sat there watching sipping her 10th drink probably. Sam extended her hand to Maan to help her, mk held his hand down.. nahi.. mera ...da d a...da d a...da d a...da d a...da d a..
Maan lifted mk immediately.. totally ignoring sam..while few guys ran to help sam
mk - mk ko  na 'na 'na 'na '.hi pasand
Maan kissed her - mujhe bhi nahi pasand
Geet smiled inward & silently said..mujhe tho pehle se nahi pasand..
like Maan heard.. he turned to look at Geet .. her concealed eyes. Which even after so many drinks didn't seem to dilute...still dead..she raised a toss to him.. as he carried mk away from there.

 

 

It was around 11pm... Geet sat in the corner of the bar, still sipping her nth drink. Maan took the glass that she was about to sip. She knew it was only him who could dare to do that.. & still get away ... He just sat there infront of her.
Maan - yeh kya kar rahi ho?
She quietly sat there looking on the glass table top..
Maan - mk so gayen hain
she was still quiet
Maan - look woh woh ' pointing at the floor where sam fell.. aise kuch nahi hain
she said coldly ..plainly - I know..
like always she never doubted him... it was just the pain of someone else around him. She thought she would have over grown all that with age, with the hardship in her life..with so much more in her life to hurt, pain & burn, never thought such things could matter ..but it did..sadly did more... now..

 

after soo much pain.... these lines made me smile  mk held his hand down.. nahi.. mera ...da d a...da d a...da d a...da d a...da d a..
Maan lifted mk immediately.. totally ignoring sam..while few guys ran to help sam
mk - mk ko  na 'na 'na 'na '.hi pasand
Maan kissed her - mujhe bhi nahi pasand
Geet smiled inward & silently said..mujhe tho pehle se nahi pasand..