Hi guys...
n sorry....u might be waiting for the update,...
but i was busy wid exams...n yesterday got free..............
so here is the next part.............
@ shivi...............u asked me...its a flashback............then yes sweety it is.......
PART 11..........
RECAP:
Armaan: listen to me carefully its my life....n i want to live it the way i want........u r no one...to tell me...wat to do n wat not....if i want to move....i will n if i not.........then let me be wat i am.........im thankful...u helped me in settling my life....bt plzzz i didnt gave u any rite to boss on me......so plzzz stay in ur limits..........n dont cross them.............i know u want my happines...bt i will live my life the way i want........i can never forget her....she was...is...my life...my love.....who teach me..wat love is......she is always there in my memory....n "Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose."
so let me be...the way im am.........n dont make me mad on u.....so plzzz...stay in ur limits "he said wid anger...irritation...frustration.......that wat life has held for him..."
he took his bike keys...n moved out.......leaving a shocked Shilpa behind............
Shilpa was shocked hearing him.........but she knw he is really angry n completely pissed off...wat all is happening in his life..
n he is even nt saying aything n is suffering n burning himself..........the pent up emotions r coming out...so he might be able to move own knw............
on the other side...Armaan was feeling bad for saying all this to Shilpa...who was always there for him..........but this life n all the things happening is taking toll on him....n he on impluse said to her......
"im sorry Shilpa.........mein ne apna gussa tum pe nikal diya....bt mein nahin chahta tum mere kareeb aao....i might end up hurting u.,....agar tum mere kareeb aao gi...tu i'll start depending on u....aur jab tumhein woh insaan mil jae ga...jise tum pyar karogi...aur mujhe chorr ke chali jao gi.....tu i'll be hurt again...i dont want u to get near me...........i dont want to hurt u...or get myself hurt again...im sorry...."
he started his bike n went to Sanjeevani......though wid a guilt that he shouted on his angel.......
Shilpa was still not over the shock....but hearing Armaan's bike start...she knw he left for hospital...n she has to go after him....n have to deal wid him...........
she was upset...n dont wanna talk to him also...bt she knw its his inner turmoil....wich is coming out...........n its gud for him..............so wid a determination...to get him back to life..she left for hospital............
when Shilpa reached Sanjeevani she saw all the doctors n interen gathered at the nurse station...waiitng for Dr. Aditi...to give them there duties...........
she saw Armaan there but he seems to be lost in some thing.........may be thinking y life n destiny r playing wid him............
as she reached the nurse station all wished her...n after all the pleasanteries....she looked at Armaan.....but he didnt raised his head a bit.......n keep looking in his files.....n thinking...... "yeh Armaan kya sooch raha hai......i hope he is nt thinking abt Ridhimaa again......bhagwan ji mein kya karon............."
she came back to the world....wid Dr.Aditi's voice....who was giivng them duties....she gave her duty wid some senior doctor Ashok........n Armaan wid an intern Priya.........n they all left for the duties............
her mind was busy thinking abt Armaan.....but then got busy wid her work...checking patients n all............
but still all day her mind was busy thinking wat is happening....y Armaan is behaving like this....
on the other hand Armaan was feeling guilty for shouting on Shilpa...n hurting her....n saying all this to her...when she was the one whi helped him,,to come out of his bad state...she was like a shining Armour for him...in the dark....
it was lunch tym n Shilpa was going to cafe to have something but thought to check on Armaan if he is ok or not...
as she moved ahead she saw many nurses n wardboys..along wid few ppl...probably visitors were surrounding someone...but she couldnt point out who it is exactly.....as she came close she saw a gal wid her head down...wearing white coat seems like a doctor or intern...then she heard someone shouting on the gal...n knew who it is...........she saw Armaan...blasting on the intern Dr.Priya for the mistake she committed...........
Armaan: how could u be so irresponsible Dr. Priya...hw can u do this....aap se itni badi ghalti kaise hogayi...aap janti hain us patient ki jaab ja sakti thi.... "he said angirly...shouting on her"...
Priya: but Dr.Armaan...mein.........."but he cut her in b/w..."
Armaan: i dont want any explanation Dr.Priya....i dont want to hear any excuse....aaj aapki wajah se hum us patient ko kho dete....tu kya jawab deti aap sabko...kya aap ne us patient ki medical history nahin study ki thi.... he is a diabetic.aur aap ne uney glucose inject kar diya....how can u do this...agar flow zyada hota aur mein tym pe check na karta tu we could have lost him...kya aap ne kabhi socha hai iska aap ke career pe kya asar hota.........humari hospital ki reputation ka kya hota hai....aap janti hai....aap ke saath kya ho sakta tha............
Dr.Aditi...also came there seeing all the commotion...n was shocked hearing all this...hw any intern can do this.............she was thinking when she heard Dr.Priya...
Priya: Dr.Armaan...i didnt do it out of some mistake...i read the medical history...n when i asked u...for ur opinion....as u have signed n it was wrote to give glucose....n when i asked u for ur opinion u said...go for it....so i injected....im sooo sorry...i did this mistake coz of me....the patient was abt to loose his life.... "she said n left crying..."
Armaan was stunned hearing this..........it was his mistake..........
hw can i do this...coz of me...my mistake,....we were abt to loose the patient...i was some much indulge in my own problems that i completely forgot my duty..hw i can ignore my patients.......hw can i............ "Armaan was completely shocked....n was thinking abt my problems....hw can i..."
Shilpa..Dr.Aditi...along wid all the other staff members were shocked hearing this...all having one thing in mind....
"how can Dr.Armaan be so careless hw can he leave his patient like that...all were completely stunned..."
Dr.Aditi: "she was the one who came out of the shock"...plzz all of u get back to work...Dr.Priya go n assist Dr.Pankit....n Dr.Armaan...come to my office....
n she left for the office...n Armaan also moved towards her office....after getting permission he came inside........
Armaan: Dr.Aditi...im sorry aj jo hua... "bt he was cut by her..."
Aditi: Dr.Armaan...aaj jo apni ghalti ki hai...aap jante hain...iska kitna bura asar hoga aap ke career par...aur aap ke juniors per...aap jante hain agar yeh baat trustee tak jaygi tu aap ka license cancel ho sakta hai...aap ko yahan se nikala ja sakta hai...
Armaan: im really sorry ma'am pata nahin aj mujhe kya hogaya tha mein aapne hi tension mein apne patients ko bhool gaya...im sorry ma'am...
Aditi: sorry...Dr.Armaan..kya aapke ek sorry se sab teekh ho jata...aagar woh patient mar jata tha tu kya kehte aap unke family ko...ke sorry mein aapni problem mein apne patients ko bhool gaya...keep ur personal n professional life aside...n dont mix them together...aapko apne patients ka dyan rakhein...n apni personal life ko side mein rakhiye....n chaliye go back to work....mein koi complain nahin karongi...as i know u r a gr88 doctor...n i can see u r not well...so its ok....n mistake gives u experience...but this action shouldnt be repeated again...........
Armaan: thnx u ma'am n it will nt be repeated again...i promise... "he said wid his head down..."
Aditi: its ok Dr.Armaan..."saying this he moved out...thinking that nw he has to be professional...n take care of his patients...n keep his personal n professional life separate...
Shilpa heard wat Dr.Aditi said to Armaan...n she was a kind of shocked that Armaan was so much in his thoughts that completely forget his patients....
After he was gone...she entered Dr.Aditi's cabin....
Shilpa: gud afternoon ma'am...
Aditi: gud afternoon Dr.Shilpa....kahiye kya baat hai... "she said while looking in her files"
Shilpa: ma'am i need ur help.....actually ma'am i wanna talk to u about Arm-- i mean Dr.Armaan....
Aditi: ji kahiye...
Shilpa: actually ma'am Armaan is not fine....he is mentally not stable……
Aditi: wat Dr.Shilpa wat r u saying…. "she asked completely shocked wat Shilpa said……
Shilpa: ma'am I didn't mean it that way…actually he has gone through a lot..n is still not able to cope wid wats happening around him n wid him……ma'am I'll tell u everything just promise me that this will remain b/w us only…. "she said hoping that Dr.Aditi will listen wat she want to tell…"
Aditi: I promise Dr.Shilpa…all wat u'll tell me will be a secret b/w me n u only…no one will coe to know abt this….but I surely wanna knw wat happened that changed Dr.Armaan… "she said as she also want to knw wat happened that changed Armaan…"
Shilpa: Actually ma'am….n she told her everything about Armaan n Ridhimaa….about the intern gang of Sanjeevani…how the met…fight…played pranks….love….break up…shoot out…hw they got separated….each n everything abt them……..
They got separated ma'am n Dr.Ridhimaa choosed her husband Dr.Sid…as she thought its her moral n social duty…to be wid her husband…forget her past n move on….n that's wat she did…but Armaan couldn't his life stopped at that point…that thing broke him down…n he couldn't bring himself up to move ahead in his life….yesterday also he saw Ridhimaa n Sid hugging each other…n he couldn't bear it…it pains him…..he is completely shattered…I don't know wat to do to bring him back to life…to bring him back to himself…wat he was before…ma'am I just want that plzz if u can do something so that his environment changes..so he can forget her…u can see today also bcoz he was thinking abt wat happened yesterday he did such a mistake….
"she narrated everything wid tears flowing down her cheeks…even Dr.Aditi was feeling sorry for Armaan n Ridhimaa as well…"
Aditi: ok Dr.Shilpa…thnx for telling me all this…now I'll make sure to do something for Dr.Armaan n get him out of this state of his…but promise me..when he is fine…I surely want to meet him….ok…….
Shilpa: thnx a lot ma'am…I'll make sure he gets better soon..n forget wat all happened wid me…if he cant forget atleast he move on…thnx once again ma'am… "she said wid a smile n hope in her heart………
The day went away wid all treating patients…n trying not to commit any mistake…
Armaan n Shilpa continued to ignore each other…Armaan bcoz he don't want to get close to her…n hurt her…n Shilpa she so want to talk to Armaan…ask if he is fine…she knew he didn't eat anything all day….so she sent some sandwitches through wardboy n told him not to tell Armaan that she send it n gave him a handsome tip….
Evening tym all have finished their duties…n were moving towards home..Armaan n Shilpa were in locker room n were gathering their things…both glancing at each other n when the other one looked the move their eyes in some other direction…
Armaan: I guess mujhe Shilpa ko sorry kehna chahiye…mein khamkha mein hi bechari pe bhadak gya..jab ke who tu mera acha hi chahti thi…but kya kahon…pata nahin maneegi ya nahin… "he thought"
Shilpa: I think mujhe Armaan se baat karni chahiye…I know he is not well…n is feeling very low…so mein usey baat karti hoon.. "she thought…"
Armaan,Shilpa: mujhe tumse kuch……. "both said at the same tym…n then stopped…"
Armaan: "he recovered first" boblo Shilpa kya kehna tha…
Shilpa: nahin its ok…bolo tum kya kehna chahte the…
Armaan: haan who mein……. "but he was cut short by an announcement…"
"Dr.Armaan n Dr.Shilpa…plzz report Dr.Aditi in her cabin immediately…"
Hearing the announcement both moved out towards Dr.Aditi's cabin…n after taking permission both were there standing in front of her…
Aditi: hello doctor's sorry aap ko aise bulaya but its really urgent…
Armaan: ji ma'am kahiye kya baat hai…
Aditi: actually Dr.Armaan..Dr.Shilpa…aap donno ko Sanjeevani London transfer kiya jar raha hai..wahan pe doctors ki shortage ho ggaye hai…n we need more doctors…n since I knw u guys…aur aap ka kaam mein ne dekha hai…I think u r the best choice for this…so pack up ur things n hand over all ur cases to other doctors n finish up ur work in 2 days…all arrangements will be done for u….u'll be provided wid apartment their…n ur tickets will be here 2morow…so u can collect them from me….any problem guys…
Armaan,Shilpa: no ma'am….
Aditi: ok then all the very best…n Dr.Shilpa…just stay I wanna talk to u about some case…
Armaan, Shilpa: thnx ma'am…. "wid that Armaan moved out n Shilpa stayed there…."
Aditi: Dr.Shilpa…I did that for Dr.Armaan…n I hope it help him to get out of his this bad state..as I want to see him happy n smiling…so all the best…n enjoy gr888 tym n life ahead…
Shilpa: thnx u sooo much ma'am………. "she said wid slight tears in her eyes…"
Armaan n Shilpa has 2 days…so they were really busy…bt along wid that thinking of each other…n the other ones well being………..
Finally the day came n handing over all the work n cases to the juniors n other doctors..Armaan n Shilpa bid them goodbye n moved towards theairport for the flight to London…
After the long journey n completely worn out…they finally reached London Heathrow Airport…Shilpa gasped seeing the beauty n how beautifully the airport is constructed…where as Armaan smiled seeing her like this………
Driver from Sanjeevani was sent to take them to their apartment directly n in the evening they'll come to the hospital n will sign the contract n join it officially…
When they came out…Shilpa shivered coz of the cold weather…though she was wearing a leather jacket….but still feeling cold…so Armaan gave her his own spare jacket….
N then they put their luggage in the car n moved towards their destiny…wid Shilpa admiring the London…n its beautiful view…n Armaan smiling seeing her enjoying like this…
Both unaware of the fact…that wat this journey n their stay in London will bring the change….make it better or worse………bringing two souls together..making them one……..
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Edited by anumeha_rajat - 14 years ago
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