โญ๏ธTeri He Zameen.......Tera Aasmaan.......Tu Bada Meherbaan......Tu Bakshish Kar
Sabhi Ka He Tu........Sabhi Tere
Khuda Mere Tu Bakshish Karโญ๏ธ
Ameen.๐ค
Armaan......Shilpa.......Sid and Ridhimma........4 beautifully innocent humans with equally innocent and purely gold tarnished hearts with lives tangled into each other like a cross word puzzle and today they stand at such cross roads of their lives that all u can do is embrace each one of them into the warmth of arms and cover them from the cruelties of time in soft comforters of love and ask the almighty above for the Healing .........and thats me today humming that song from "The Burning Train" for all 4 of them...
Armaan....he stands today at the same juncture that once Ridhimma stood........bitter....frustrated...anguished at fate...at destiny....at love....at people around him and more than that.......himself.....He hates the word "HOPE" and thats where he loses the battle of life ......he is surrendering himself to waves of struggle that life is throwing at him instead of determining himself to look out for a new shore to swim towards.....he is avoiding to look beyond wats engulfing him at the moment.....PAIN... and thus he is not able to vision the new horizon that awaits new sunshines and rainbows in his life........Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!........It pains to see this once upon a time strong cool dude whom we used to call "THE ARMAAN" in this state........"Khuda mere tu bakshish kar"
You're absolutely right Shilpz. Look at what this guy once was and look at what he is now. He went from being a person who always sought the positive in life to a defeated lover and now to a bitter and unrelenting persona. Strange, the ways love messes with ppl eh? My heart goes out him, genuinely. Armaan has always been such a vibrant character, and it sucks seeing him try to tough up his pain knowing that its all a farce. When I think of him, this one Punjabi song always comes to mind...
Dil mere di, dil vich reh gayi... Jaandi, jaandi, mainu keh gayi... Teri meri khatam kahani... Gal dil te na laaveen... Jinni beeti, changi beeti... Tu mainu bhul jaaveen...
The melody is full of such sorrow its heart-breaking yet soothing at the same time. I know, how strange! But it is one of the best sad Punjabi songs I have ever heard... melts me every time, like Ammy!
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_3pob7xjuWw[/YOUTUBE]
Shilpa.......always portraying her bubbly mischieveous self to whomever she crosses to bring 1 lill smile on their faces to feel happy within herself.....today time has given her tears of misery and pain....She also like Armaan stands at the same juncture once stood by Sid....a past needling into her dreams of present n future with Armaan...She stands numb as the envelopes of past opens and the clear view of contents seem visible....today she is able to paint a crystal clear picture of the imaginations that was created via her "Aashiq's" diary and she knows no boundaries of the shattering thats going on within her........Ohhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!.............it hurts to see a gal who loves the word of LOVE broken by that very word......."khuda mere tu bakshish kar"
Shilpa, like Armaan, lives for others. I love the colour she brings to the usual black and white scenes in Sanjeevani. Yet its true, her ayeena shows the lack of shades that she deserves. She will be the paint that covers Armaan's blackened canvas... only time will thread these two like was meant to be. Love how you put it "past needling into her dreams of present and future with Armaan..." Girl, you are wicked with words!
Sid.......with all the struggles of life and destiny.........he finally came out content knowing and feeling the love of his wife and weaving more hopes n dreams to move ahead with her furthering their holy matrimonial bond......but yet again he is forced back behind the gates of the past....he wants to provide a hand to all those who matters to him....but time and situations are not letting him stretch them out as he says to Armaan that if he himself is keen on destroying himself, how can he or Ridhimma help him......Time and again providing his love....his assurance and his understanding to his lovely wife.....he still stands at a position questioning and confronting his wife as to which part of her does he belong.....why can he not love his wife without having a heavy burden on their hearts n lives.......wat wrong has he done that he simply fell in love with his wife who has past so strong that till date it threatens to overcast their present n future.....OUCHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!..........its pokes u to see this guy so human....so geunine going thru this chaos......"khuda mere tu bakshish kar"
You know, Sid seems to be one of those rare characters whose intelligence and thoughtful element clicks in rather quickly. Even when he is being "mean" he realizes it, and it often has reason to it - even though that reasoning is not always the best, but the guy always sets out with positive intentions. What is best about this guy is his sincerity. I love how he is so genuine, in every emotion. He is the "reason-ing" to R... jiske dil kii zameen par woh soti hai, wahan se asmaan hii asmaan hai.
Ridhimma......a woman who came out from the darkness of death and the dirts of muddy waters....today in love with her husband weaving dreams of brightful future is once again......mocked by destiny........as she stands crucified by the misery of her past and a heart breaking questioning future....she is being torn in between those 2 people who made a mark of their own in her life.....a past that enchanted words of love in her life and she bloomed in innocent n pure dreams of a wonderful life with her prince charming and who is now driving himself to insanity n dreadful hallows and a present that versed out the meanings of that love with which she re invested her hopes n dreams giving love n life another chance and today her present is confronting her letting her know that that grounds that she stands on....the center of her universe....the person around which her life now revolves has been placed on shaky surfaces pointing to a fading future if her past continues to linger over them.......and there she stands shocked n shattered.....in tears of realization of the hurt her loving husband is going thru.........yuppppppp.............Ouchhhhhhhhhh............it hurts to see her in such dividing juncture......"khuda mere tu bakshish kar"...
Riddhima seems to be the most victimized character on this show and I'm always wondering why. You've explained her situation so wonderfully. When you're standing in the midst of nowhere and on one distant end you see a ray of hope to the future, the other beckons with equally enticing memories. Yet both sides are tinted with unforgiveness and guilt - where do you go? How do you justify anything when both of these forces are calculating and manipulating your every move?
Today I prolly stand right where JP stands.......seeing it all happens and u can do nothing as u see the pains of these wonderful beings made victims of time at no fault of theirs and I guess I can do is pray "khuda mere tu bakshish kar"
PS. This is my first post here at the MF, which I had promised I was going to do only on 1 special occasion and even tho today is not that occasion I am still doing this as a return from my vacation gift to my friends.....I will appreicate ur kindness which is all that I ask.
PSS. I may not be able to reply to anyone replying here due to work but I would love to hear ur thots n comments...๐ณ
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