I was tense today when you broke down in front of that dead body. But Milsi good that you remembered your angel's words that as long as your heart is beating she is with you. Trust me Milsi, she is going to be fine.
'Oh Lord, I want some miraculous powers to trace Milsi's angel and bring her back to him'. Yes Milsi, I am so guilty that I am not able to help you in anyway. I wish I had some means to reach your angel and bring her back to your arms, where she belongs. I just couldn't help my tears when you desperately cried out her name asking her to come back to you. Milsi, I can totally understand you. I know the desperation, the fear of losing someone so close. I was praying that your angel will hear you. But no, Milsi, she didn't. I won't forgive her for this unless she is in a much worse situation than you are right now.
Milsi if you say you are nothing without your angel I agree with you. But if you say what's the point in your life when she is not there... Milsi NO. How can you think like that? Who will take care of your old dad, your angel's mother, her grand mother, her sister, brother and your pregnant sister? Who will bring justice to your friend's death? You are everyone's back bone. You have to take charge of everything and fill your angel's place for now. Had you not told your angel that no love is greater than life? Trust me, nothing
has happended to your angel. Let them say whatever they want to. You
just listen to your heartbeat where your angel resides. You may not know this but there is another life you have created in your angel's womb. You have to live to wait for that little life.
Milsi, life is a precious gift. At times it's unbearable, unreasonable. But Milsi, we need to have the will power to challenge such adversities to rise above them. You are not going to take any drastic step and harm your life. Your life is precious. Dare you think about death. I am hoping you are not. You have to live, no matter how difficult it is. For that you have to keep your faith. I know you will.
Yours always,