Hey guys..I don't know what CV's are going to show between RaHi today..But I can't stop myself to penned down what I am imagining this whole weekend..Though to share with u all..Hope u will like it..
You owned me
Moti?
Hmm?
'What are you thinking?'
'Nothing,'
'Liar!!Bolna! Are you thinking about me?'
'Nonu!! if you continue irritating me I might just go home!'
'Ok meri phoolan devi! Ab kuch nahin kahunga!'
'Phoolandevi??'
Panchi looked incredulously at him. They were in Ranveer's room celebrating their 1st valentine together in..Ranveer decorated the house in the most romantic manner. Candle light dinner (that too made by the gr88 Nonu only), soft music, beautiful lights...Everything is so beautiful and pure...Just like their relationship..Ranveer was seated on the floor against the bed while Panchi was snuggled comfortably on his side with her head on his chest...she feel blessed to have Ranveer in his life... Neither of them wanted to move from the position they were seated in.
'I look like phoolandevi to you?' she pouted, looking away.
'No,' Ranveer whispered in her ear, 'you are the most beautiful girl on this earth for me."
A slow blush crept up Panchi's cheeks as his words sunk in...She didn't know what to say...she was really new at this whole love thing...And what scared her even more was Ranveer was a pro at this! He had been with dozens of girls! He knew all the right moves!..But not her...she was new to this...and for the first time since they entered in his room it hit her thoughts she is thinking from morning. The things nonu was planning for them..he might now want to take their relationship to the next level..Emotionally, they had both accepted each but was that enough? Panchi knew that Ranveer would probably now want to have a proper physical relationship with her as well...after all, how much patience could a guy have?? Now as they had both acknowledged their feelings for each other..Maybe it was time to accept each other completely...and yet, the very thought scared Panchi...what would it be like?? what if she wasn't good enough for him?? she had to compete with dozens of her predecessors!! but what scared her most was what if his love for her reduced in some way if she wasn't able to meet his expectations?? don't be stupid Panchi!! She scolded herself, he loves you!! hadn't he had told her so many times that she meant a lot more to him than any girl...yes, this factor would definitely not decide how much he loved her...love was never decided by how good the other person is in bed..Love was so much more deeper than that...and the best example was their relationship!! Hadn't they loved each other till date without sharing a normal physical relationship?? Deep in her heart she knew that one word from her and he would stay away from her...he would do anything to make her feel comfortable!! but she also knew that it would be unfair for him...she had deprived him of his right long enough..maybe it was time to just...?
Panchi gently disentangled herself from his arms and got up from his embrace...all these thoughts were new to her...and moreover, she was trembling in anticipation of what he might do next...
Ranveer looked at her, slightly confused...why had she just got up like that all of a sudden?? was it because of his comment? did she still feel uncomfortable if he got a little intimate with her???..well, even if she wasn't, did it really matter so much?? well, it did...to a certain extent...he would be lying if he said that he wasn't disappointed..but he understood..he understood her more then she knows herself...!! she needed more time to get used to the fact of have him close to her in a physical way...it was OK..After all, it was her first time...he didn't want to scare her away..he had his whole life to get physical with her!..the important thing was that he loved her!! and she loved him!!!
Ranveer got up and went and stood behind her...She seems lost thruout the evening..he thought he must talk to her..
'Moti, are you OK?' he asked her gently.
'I'm fine,' Panchi answered, turning around to face him and trying her level best to collect herself from her disoriented emotions.
'Listen, don't u dare to put this act of being fyn..I know you moti..In and out...So out with it"..' Ranveer said, stroking her cheek with his thumb and forefinger.."Relationship se phele we are best friends moti"
Panchi nodded as her love for him grew with each passing second...what had she done to deserve him?? he was like her angel in disguise!!
'I love you,' Panchi whispered, closing in on the distance between them as she made up her mind, 'and I trust you...more than myself,'..she hugged him tightly as if ready for anything and everything.
Ranveer hug her back...the minute she hug him, he got to know that something is wrong with her Moti..She looked so disturbed..Her words, her actions is so not like his moti..He have to talk to her about this...Afterall,if his Panchi is upset nothing in the world would be right. She was hugging him so tight as if holding her dear life..
Ranveer couldn't keep away any more...she aroused the craziest and most emotions in him!! All his self control seemed to have gone with the wind in that instance!!
He broke the hug to find Panchi With closed eyes, Looking so beautiful and pure...he felt blessed to have her in his life.. Bending down, he was about to close the reaming distance between their lips when Ranveer noticed the sudden change in Panchi and notice the lone tears from his Moti's eyes... He immediately got concern for her...he had never ever felt the need to do that before with any other girl...he had always looked for his own self and couldn't care less about the girl with him. But this time...he wanted Panchi to be comfortable with the way this was progressing...he didn't want to do anything that she wasn't comfortable with...Heck...he can wait for her eternity...he cupped her face and gently asked:"what happened moti.. Are you OK?'
'I'm fine,' she replied quickly...this was something she just needed to get over with!! she couldn't keep him waiting forever just because she was feeling uncomfortable with it!!..And what if he got angry with her because of this. After all he planned so much for this..
"Why r u so tensed?...Plz share with me na..I promise everything will be ok"...Ranveer assured her with full of love and RVlicious smile..Panchi's determination just broke down to see her Nonu's care for her.. She hugged him back.
"I-I am- I am so-sorry.Nonu" She whispered and then he heard her sobbing..Ranveer got more worried...why her moti is crying and why the hell she is saying sorry?...He wrapped his arms around her and rubbed her back gently while she sobbed.
"Sshh.It's okay, Panchi Stop crying now. I am with you." Ranveer whispered, cupping her face in his palms and wiped her tears with his thumbs. But she shook her head and hid her face in his neck. Ranveer felt her warm tears on his skin and sighed..
"What happened, Moti? Hmm?"Ranveer knew something is seriously wrong and now he have to figured it out..."Apne nonu ko bhi nahi bataogi.?".Once again he wiped her tears when she looked at him with her expressive eyes.
"Ranveer, I am sorry,".. She spoke nervously, looking down." I know u planned so much for this occasion. ..I didn't mean to...u know. Like stop u or something".. She searched for words...Actually I am not...I will not stop u again."..
Ranveer was hell confused. What was she speaking?. Won't stop again.. What was that!!..
"Panchi..what are u talking about. What planning. What stop and all..Kya bol rahi hai moti.".Ranveer looked at her confused. She is making him more and more confused now.
"Nonu,I know what u planned for us and I think I have no problem with it. ."..
Then it strike to Ranveer..So Her Moti thinks that he planned That for them today. Oh god. How could she think like that... but what touched him the most was the fact that even though she wasn't comfortable with it, she was willing to go ahead...for him!!
"Nonu..Plz don't angry with me..I promise I will not say anything now"... I didn't mean to." She spoke hurriedly..
"What the hell are you speaking Panchi?" he couldn't help but raise his voice at her ."How could u even think like that".. .Ranveer yelled at her helplessly..
"Nonu..,wo ,mein"..Panchi tried to explain him .. "Actually us din tumhare tablet mein wo spa and all and us din car mein wo..."
"That was all for KD and Kiya..KD was planning some moments for them and I was just helping him out"...Ranveer held her shoulder gently and explained everything.
'Nonu"Panchi looked at him. She don't know what to do so she just hug him tightly..That brought a smile to his lips and he wrapped his arms around her..
"Why didn't u say anything to me Pagal..Aisa kuch tha toh mujhse baat karni chahiye thi na"...Ranveer ask Panchi breaking the hug..
"I was sacred Nonu I thought you would leave me if I say no to u"..Panchi told him her insecurities
"Are u mad or what Moti"..He told her, his voice calm and firm ...Panchi...I love you OK?? ..With whole my heart". Ranveer declared her love yet again to reassure his moti..
"Enough of your sacrifices moti..Since childhood It was you who made sacrifices and that too just for me..Be its ordering pineapple cake for our birthdays even though we all know how much u love chocolate cake , going on camps for vacations insists of beaches Or Watching action thriller movies jab ki u r a hardcore romantic movies lover..You always give priorities to my wishes, My desires..Always..But not anymore..Now it's my turn...It's my turn to show u what u mean for me...I know this is all just a misunderstanding but still, how could u agree on that... you are willing to go ahead.. JUST FOR ME! Come on yaar Panchi.. I know you that much..I know u will never approve this at all. So, Don't ever pretend in front of me...save that for others...you can say what you feel to me, alright?..I am your best friend Moti..Your Nonu..You don't have to feel insecure..You are My Best frnd,My soulmates,My happiness, My life. My life is just for you..Because it's you who brings meaning to my life, You brings happiness to me.. Your mere presence is enough for me to live my whole life blissfully.. I am ready to wait for you, in every sense, Till eternity.. You owned Me Moti..
Panchi looked at him...How stupid she was... She had underestimated Ranveer's feelings for her.. he knew!..he had probably seen in her expressions...and he understood...he was willing to wait for her...just so that she was OK with it...tears rolled down her cheek..Panchi hugged him again, this time she feel so relaxed..She feels at home.
That brought a smile to his lips and he wrapped his arms around her. Like last time, this hug was different. It was warm and cozy but not quite physically intimate. It was just like assuring each other of our presence in the other's life. Something like an unsaid promise.
"And don't worry; I'll make sure that you willingly make love with me." Ranveer whispered the words slowly in her ears with a deliberate touch of huskiness in my voice.
Panchi looked at him only to find him grinning with glint of naughtiness in his eyes..Ranveer winked at her..She smacked his arms.."Tum nahi sudhroge na"..Ranver negatively nodded he head with cute smile..Panchi smiles at her nonu and hugged him back..Both find solace in the arms of that one person who mean world to them.
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