GibberishNonsense| KiSha FF | Epilogue, Page29 - Page 21

Keshav Desai is the hottest, most amazing, most charming, most handsome guy I've ever met and I couldn't be happier that I have him. My only dream in life is to kiss him like I've never kissed him before. And yes, I'm aware KD, that you're reading this. So I'm asking you to stop invading my privacy, stop laughing or you're never getting any more make-out sessions.

I'm so sneaky and evil! I'm definitely made for Slytherin, I swear. Anyway, KD has effectively gone and sat on the couch opposite me and he's got a really adorable frown and I just wanna go over there and hug him really tight but I must fight my inner demons. They're not actually demons though, seeing that they're asking me to hug or kiss KD; an activity that gives me inner peace. So I'm not sure why that's all bad.

Anyway, the reason why I've put off writing in here is because whatever I would have written in the past few days would have sounded like I'd finally melted into that puddle of mush that I keep talking about. And maybe when I'm old and wrinkly, if I re-read this, it'd make me gag and throw up. Actually, it's not that bad. I probably won't do that.

I swear to God, I've never felt so happy before. Never, ever. I've begun to dance and sing around my room, giggling like a lovesick puppy; I've begun to smile randomly and give out free hugs. I even hugged Panchi and Ranveer today. Yes, they were pretty much stumped and checked if I had some sort of a disease. My cheeks have begun to ache because of this constant smiling, but I'm not complaining. It's so WEIRD! I've stopped over analyzing things. I know right?! Who'd have thunk it? That I, Kiya Gujral, could stop all the whining and rambling and be truly happy!? I mean, everything has finally fallen into place. I don't need my mom's love or attention, I don't wanna please her anymore. I don't even want to SING and make that my career choice. I've started to make my own decisions and I've decided that I'd either be a very good dancer or English literature student. I wanna feel like this all throughout the year for the rest of my life. I'm going berserk but in a good way. I know, who'd have thunk it that I'd use that word for myself in a positive way? I guess love does make people do crazy things. Like that time when I'd fallen heads over heels in love with Tom Felton and stuck up posters of him all around my room to the extent that there was absolutely no room left for anything else on my walls. Yes, I was that obsessed and I'm still crazy about him.

But that's not the point. That's a celeb crush. Everyone's allowed to have those. I bet KD has a huge crush on Megan Fox or Sofia Vergara. Not that I've asked him. Maybe I will. And so I do. His huge grin at Sofia Vergara's name is almost enough to make me raise my eyebrows at him. He replies cheekily by saying, and I quote this, 'not as much as I love you though. Sofia's a celeb crush, everyone's allowed to have those. Have you forgotten about your Tom Felton phase?' Yeah, I told him about that. Not a wise move. But it really amazes me how alike our thinking is at times. Although, I repeat, he's not as crazy as I am.

I suppose this is what Nirvana feels like? I've finally found it! Although, I like to call it 'inner peace'. It sounds much more 'me'. I swear, I've never felt so 'throw-caution-to-the-wind' like. I can't believe the ever so careful me has fallen for the 'rules-are-for-losers' KD. I've always loved to be in control. Of every single thing that I've ever done. But with Karan, I've never felt like that. However, around KD, all he has to do is look at me with his eyes full of love and I lose it. He makes me want to laugh freely, cry hysterically and it scares me at times, but I love it. I never thought I'd give him the power to make me feel like this. But now that he has it, I love it although it makes me feel vulnerable.

I love everything right now. Is this what the couples call 'the honeymoon phase'? Where everything feels great in the beginning but then this feeling gradually fades away? Dammit I hope this feeling never fades away. I want it to last. And I know it's going to. You know why? Because just now, as I was writing furiously, with a crease on my forehead, you know what KD did? He walked over, tried to peek in, grinned when I wouldn't show him anything, dabbed at my forehead so that the crease would disappear and then kissed me on the temple and walked to the kitchen to make himself a cup of hot chocolate.

I LOVE THIS MAN! I know, it's crazy to fall for someone like this, but I can't help it! He's amazing, sweet and adorable and we still have out little arguments. Although, now it's about how he wears his tie in school. It's so wonky looking and he gets super frustrated when I point it out; which is every single day. It's hilarious. Oh, something else that has changed is that now, it's not just him who brushes his foot over mine in Chemistry class. I'm guilty for making him super flustered as well!

He's been constantly trying to read my journal but whenever I catch him looking or sneaking away with my bag somewhere, he gives me an adorable smirk and I can't understand how I can be annoyed with him for a long time. Who could be annoyed with THAT face!?

Eeek! I can't believe that I snagged the best guy in the whole wide world! I deserve a pat on the back. And so, I did exactly that, and KD, who's just walked into my room with two mugs of hot chocolate looks at me like I'm an absolute nutter. What? Does he never do that when he's proud of himself? He doesn't. I asked him. He is lazy and he can't be bothered to do that when there is someone else to do that for him, he said. I patted his back for him on that note and I noticed that his back is quite toned and sexy. Just like the rest of him.

I smile widely and I think it's time to close my journal and spend some quality time with my boyfriend. Boyfriend. Keshav Desai is my boyfriend. Someone pinch me!

And speak of the devil and he caught the last few lines and his booming laugh rang out as I groaned, rubbing my arm where he'd just pinched me. No bother, it's not going to dampen my spirits. You know why? Because it's raining, I have a mug of hot chocolate and a perfect boyfriend to snuggle with.

I LOVE my life...and the inner peace that comes with it.

-Kiya Gujral, the girl who's living a dream right now and has finally found her inner peace. Master Shifu, you'd be proud!

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-Raina