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First of let me just say i love you guys so much. You guys are the best...
As you all would have known, Friday Jiju got into an accident. I cannot even begin to tell you all what i felt when i got that phone call. I would never wish that feeling on any one...
When i got tho sight, I was greeted with ambulance and police sirens. I went into panic mode. The sights and sounds are forever imprinted in my memory. I frantically search for Jiju, all th while this police officer was telling i couldn't cross the line. Like seriously? When i saw the emt carring a stretcher my heart sank. There was jiju in a bloodied mess. I couldn't think, i couldn't breathe. I sank into the ground as darkness engulfed me...i had fainted...
I woke up in the hospital and the memory hit me deep in my stomach. The doctor said to me i was in shock. I DIDN'T CARE . I only wanted to be with my husband. I was informed that i would have to wait as they were assessing his injuries. The police officer informed me that jiju was hit by a drunk driver. I only saw rage. I wanted that bas***d to pay. I didn't care if he had been injured. He could have been dead and it wouldn't have mattered to me. My brother, who is a police officer himself came and tried to comfort me. I voiced my angered to him and said i wanted that drunk to be punished to the full extent of the law.
I waited and waited for word on jiju. I had not slept and eaten since. I was in a hot mess. Reason seemed to have gone out the window. I could not bring myself to inform Kaylee what had happened to her dad.
That has been a very traumatic experience. I want to thank each of you for the prayers and support. You all are closer to me than some of my actual family members. The messages, the texts, the pm, everything, they meant alot. was overwhelmed by the love and support. I cannot even begin to express gratitude i have.
Jiju is now at home resting. He has suffered a fractured arm, bruised face and other minor injuries. Thankfully there were no internal injuries. God is good.
Special thanks to all of you who stood by me during this ordeal. Thanks for the encouragement when i thought i could not go on. For making eat when i couldn't even think about eating. For ordering me to get some rest when rest was far from my mind. For your concerns towards Jiju and my family. I'm typing this and the tears are flowing. I could not have asksed for a better family than you guys.. I love you all so much. 😭😭
The memory still haunts me and it will take a while before i'm back to myself cuz i'm reminded everytime i see the car. It's been totaled. The place where jiju's head went through the windscreen is printed in my brain.
I will be back on the forum soon, but as of now i'm taking a leave of absence. I will however, continue to do the WU on my given days...
I miss you all so much. Please rock the forum in my absence... and please turn all posts pink. pm me all important links. Will peek in.🤗
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
Taarak Mehta Ka Ooltah Chashmah
Tum Se Tum Tak
