Hello, guys I'm new to this forum. Even though I am huge fan of twinj , I' m too lazy to come to this forum. But finally I've decided to jot down an os, cause' I'm so upset after twinkle left the house and kunj ne kuch nahi kiya. This is my first os attempt so please pardon all the errors as I'm used to write lengthy ss's only. I'm going to continue the os from when twinkle leaves. Ok !Enough of my bakwas. Happy reading..
HAMARI ADHURI KAHANI
It wasn't supposed to be like this he thought, as he stormed in his room. This day is supposed to be a dream come true not a nightmare. Today had to be a perfect day with the woman he loves. But then everything happened. His mother blamed twinkle for everything. He was shocked and he stood there like a statue. How could she not tell him what what's going on? Did she not trust him? Or had he not gained the position of trustworthiness according to her? And the worst query which seemed to be bugging him than any other query is- does she love him?
This query seemed to be popping up in his mind ever since she has left him alone. Alone to face everything. ... All the circumstances of life, without his pillar of support i.e.; twinkle. The moment he thinks does she love him? He could feel his anxious heart beat at the speed of an express train. Yet!
He is unsure about the truth whether she loves him or not? To calm his anxious heart he says- Yes, she loves me. I've seen it in her eyes. But then why did she not even bother to tell him? Or is it the opposite. She did not want to bother him so she didn't say anything to him.
Could he blame her for his father's condition? No, he replies himself, she can never hurt me and my, he corrects our family intentionally. But then how could she leave me? Leave me alone in this mayhem. She knows how dependent I am on her especially; she knows how badly I need her? Then how could she... Or... He further concludes did my silence give her a wrong indication. That she had to leave me forcefully. But like usual she did not fight with me for proving her point. Why? Did my silence affect her so badly? But I had to support my mother because she is going through such a delicate time. She needs my love and support. What about twinkle? She is my wife my responsibility. I'm supposed to take care of her not throw her out of the house.
On, the other hand Twinkle opens the gate and turns back to take a look at the sarna mansion correction her sweet abode, which she is leaving not by choice, but because of misunderstanding. The place where she dreamed of spending the rest of the life with Kunj and her family. She tries to pacify her heavy heart saying- it is only a matter of time. But her heart questioned her further- Really..? This makes her think. Think hard that when she was in midst of difficulties, he stood beside her as her guardian angel. But today her guardian angel seemed to have turned into a statue. Then had been through thick and thin, but today he did not even utter a single word. She is more than hurt but she knows that he had to keep quiet because he did not want hurt their mother.. But then she thinks- is he that upset with me? Maybe.. She replies to her own query. But his silence ... she whispers.. She takes a slow breath and she recollects how silent and upset he was. His silence seemed deadly and painful to her. His silence which either mocked at her at her and said goodbye and never come back... Or... it said Twinkle you could have trusted me. We could have got out from this storm together. Mummiji's humiliations pain seemed nothing if it is compared to the pain kunj's silence had given her. She did not tell him about the matter because she did not want to trouble him. But if his silence meant the latter of what she had just thought then why did he not stop her? Maybe he just could not afford to hurt his mother. Then what about her? Does she have any value in his life? Did he ever love her the way she did? She further thinks. Does he love me? She knew she could not stand forever in front of the gate and thinks what's going inside Kunj's mind or what about their relationship. She has to leave. But at least he could have said her goodbye. Or he wants get parted without saying even a goodbye. She opens the gate and steps out.
There it is the hardest phase of their life. Where they should have been reciprocating their new found feelings towards each other, they were doing the opposite. They were fighting it off, trying to keep it at bay. But Alas! Both failed, because what they felt for each other is just not a mere feeling but it is what defines them. But the question arises till when they will be able to fight their emotions. Their heart and mind seemed to have waged a civil war with each other. The heart begging to hold on to their love and the mind to let it go.
Kunj could not sit back and do nothing and let her go. Letting her go means letting his life line go, But he had to... For the sake and the duty he has to fulfill towards his family. But he couldn't let her go, at least without saying a goodbye and a promise that he would sort things out. With this realization he runs towards the balcony and his eyes hunt for her and that is when she turns back and she sees him. Their eyes exchanged a million words than they had ever spoken. He wants to say goodbye so did she but their tongues seemed to be made of iron or some other heavy metal, as it didn't budge. Then they realize if the speak they will be centre of attention. So they have to say goodbye without words... Kunj thinks of waving his hand as a goodbye gesture but this reminds him she is not leaving the house at her will, but she has been thrown out. He looks at her if he taking a last glance at her so does she. She knows him. She knows that he desires to say goodbye and sorry but he is not able to say goodbye so she gently blinks her eyes as gesture saying goodbye and he understands and does the same. Her next action makes him stay rooted at his spot and tears gush down his. She sends a flying kiss, declaring her love for him, because she has no clue when she will see him next. Or if she will ever see him again? He makes a fist as if he caught her kiss and he kisses his fist, declaring that he loves her too. In the midst of all her sadness she gives a faint and turns to leave, because she can no more put up this brave front of hers. And Kunj also leaves for his room because he cannot see her going. Both leave their love story's ending in destiny's hand either to give it a happy or sad ending. Ishq sacha Voh hi..Jisko milti nahi manjilaen. Rang the nor tha jab kareeb tut ha, ek jannat sat ha yeh jahan. Vakat ki raet pe kuch mere naam sa... likh kar chod gaya tu kahan.. hamari adhuri Kahani.
Phew! I'm done. I'm super nervous; please do leave your opinions. Whether positive or Negative. Thanks, a ton for reading.
Anupamaa
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