Originally posted by: -sumaiya-
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Will come back...I have a lot to say but my thoughts are muddled right now------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I'm not going to judge you because I'm feeling the same way myself!😆
After yesterday's episode I was both dreading and looking forward to the show today! I gotta say though, the episode left me both emotionally and mentally exhausted...I did, however enjoy it...Maybe that sounds contradictory but yeah like you I enjoy the angst that rises out of these kind of episodes😆...
Sid and Jasmine did an exceptional job once again...If yesterday was all about Kunj then today was all about Twinkle...I felt for both these characters ...
Sid once again shone in the hospital scene and when his voice cracked in the middle when he was displaying his anger, the raw hurt in his voice and the emotions just sucker punched me...I'm glad each know where the other stands regarding the whole situation...And although Kunj is enlightened to Twinkle's motives , I don't think he's fully grasped exactly what it is that Twinkle had gone through to safeguard their family's reputation...In securing the family's reputation she put her own at stake and I don't think Kunj at this point even realise what that means...Even though she's told him everything, he's yet to UNDERSTAND her motives...Knowing them and understanding them are two different things...
Twinkle tried her level best in handling the issue and had it ONLY been Purvi and that guy acting alone, then yes it would be done and dusted and the matter would've been solved...I'm not sure even Kunj would've been able to handle the situation had Twinkle gone to him either, because neither of them know it's Yuvi playing the cat and mouse game with them and we don't know the turn the game would take had Kunj become involved...
Jasmine made my heart literally weep for Twinkle... The part that really hurt me was the pitiful way Twinkle was running behind Kunj and the car...This girl is constantly trying to do the right thing but somehow ends up in a compromising situation and is left feeling she's done something wrong instead of right... No matter what the poor soul does, she's the one that has to pay the price and it really hurts to see her take knock after knock...Her breakdown on the road really got to me and Jasmine did this scene brilliantly! Kunj has always been her anchor so at this moment she's really feeling adrift...The look of anticipation and her tentative smile that yes Kunj has come back for me was so poignant, but it was the look of shattered hopethat was really painful to witness...
No matter how he's feeling though, I'm glad Kunj is still taking care of Twinkle in his own way...Sending the car of her if not himself still shows his care for her...
Yuvi is one of those characters, although you hate him you can't help but admire his tenacity and evil genius mind...The guy gets knocked down time and again where his plans are concerned yet doesn't give up...Twinkle will never bow down in front of Yuvi though...This is just a temporary setback for them...
Bebe is an absolute darling! She is at this moment the ONLY rational thinking lady in the house...Loved the way she nipped Anita's tirade in the bud... Anyone with a sane mind could see she was instigating Usha and that useless woman let her! I loved how Bebe stood firm on Twinkle staying in the house and tried her best to make Usha see reason...
There is no way I'm going to judge Kunj...The dude is fighting an internal battle with his emotions...I can understand the tug of war that's going on in his mind right now...He knows Twinkle hasn't done anything to jeopardise his family's reputation hence his defence of her against Anita, yet he wishes she had gone to him with the whole issue...I loved that it was Twinkle who took the initiative to leave and removed the knife from Usha's hand...It goes to show she just wants their happiness and will do anything she can to maintain that...Kunj's expression did soften and he looked really torn as well at Twinkle's decision...On one hand wanting to stop her but on the other unable to do so because of the current circumstances...Kunj has yet to make Twinkle a priority ALONGSIDE his mother in his life...she shouldn't have to come second and like you said I guess this'll only happen when he considers Twinkle wholly as part of HIS family...
The whole song sequence just slayed me...It just sapped me of any remaining emotional strength I had left...The pain, longing, hurt and helplessness evident on both their faces...
Kunj's emotional outburst was inevitable and he was pouring out his frustrations in the only way he knew how...Many a time in reality if an individual is frustrated or helpless in a particular scenario they'll go away in a private corner to vent...That is exactly what Kunj is doing...The good thing is he isn't taking out his frustrations directly out on Twinkle...It's the situation that's causing him to...Kunj has reached his breaking point, the culmination of events, from Manohar's heart attack, to Twinkle's revelation to her leaving the house has taken its toll and the helplessness he's got to be feeling because of all this is not easy on him...He needed an outlet hence his outburst...The cobwebs of his muddled emotions are clouding his rational thinking...Once they clear I'm pretty sure we'll see him taking steps to set everything right...
My thoughts and emotions are all over the place so apologies if this sounded like the insane ramblings of a confused mind!
Haha, I'm glad you're on the same page as me hehe. Lmao we are such funny people, can't handle the emotions but love these tracks! Okay so I'm not the only one that feels that way! Today was all about Twinkle and yesterday was Kunj, LOVE how each character is given its proper time.
OMG YES! Exactly, he knows but I don't think he fully understands and when he does, only then will the differences be bridged and she will become a part of his family. Omg thank you yes, Yuvi would never let them win, this would end up happening because Yuvi played such a card dman.
The part that really hurt me was the pitiful way Twinkle was running behind Kunj and the car...This girl is constantly trying to do the right thing but somehow ends up in a compromising situation and is left feeling she's done something wrong instead of right... No matter what the poor soul does, she's the one that has to pay the price and it really hurts to see her take knock after knock...Her breakdown on the road really got to me and Jasmine did this scene brilliantly!
^^ completely agree, have nothing to add because my feels are exhausted now LOL.
Kunj has always been her anchor so at this moment she's really feeling adrift...The look of anticipation and her tentative smile that yes Kunj has come back for me was so poignant, but it was the look of shattered hopethat was really painful to witness...
^^ I know! The way her smile died realizing it wasn't him, my heart broke for her because she needed him so badly. And thank you, I don't want to judge either character because both are right and wrong in their places and they just need hugs like me and you.
Omg the song choice, my dil exploded. I could not deal anymore! And exactly, Kunj's outburst is what ANYone going through this would do. It's so normal, so painful, that's why I'm sad people don't understand. No don't apologize! I LOVED reading your thoughts and I've said so much about today's episode and you said so many amazing things I'm content haha.