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Bulleya
~ Will Love Blossom Again~
A/N- Hi all we know swasan love hate track is on. They love eachother n hate at the same time. Idk what will be the karwa chauth track for this time, will it be there or not yet I wanted to be like this one. Pls take some time n share ur views.
Here swasan r asking bulleya may be he can show some light in the darkness.
Well sorry for mistakes on the cover itself it's 3 in the n8 I am hell sleepy yet can't stop myself from typing o forgive errors . There is nothing more stupid than giving the story cover a wrong spelling But I'm a PHD in it therefore bachi ko maaf karein.
A n8 before. Karvachuth
Swara stood at the window of her room. Cold winds touched her face. It was 1 am , just 3 hours left before the karwa chauth actually starts. She is confused, to keep the fast or not. She knew Sanskaar hates her, she hated him yet her mind was confused deep inside their love never died, it's still there hidden , burried in the core of their hearts, beneath the mist of hate, ego n rage.
No she couldn't hide it , her feelings she knew none of them was correct 6 months all the time she was listening to her mind which was overpowered by rage. Today the first time she wanted to do as heart says. She wanted to let the love hidden at the core of her heart come out like a Lava errupts from a volcano n destroy all her rage n haterate that surrounded n suppressed her love like the ashes smoke n heat of the eruption destroy everything else around them.
She immediately ran Down. All her sister n mother were fast asleep. Ragini had put on Heena design on her palms already. She n sharmishta spent a whole day convincing her for this but she was Swara who could never agree , atleast in front of all. She grabbed a silvery conical tube n applied Henna on her left palm using her right hand. She manged to make a simple floral pattern with her little command on this art unlike Ragini.
She smiled to herself. Ran upstair n covering herself with her comforter closed her eyes.
Next mrng- 4:30 am
He woke up in his blue room. The past again haunted hm. His broken heart , bleeded n love oozed out of it. His love for her was hurting him. It felt like rubbing salt on his wounded heart. His eyes roamed around the Room.All he could sense was her fragrance which still surrounded his room . He could hear their laughter, he could see himself teasing her.
His eyes turned red as held back his tears. No matter how much he tried to hate her, he couldn't, his heart felt like a ball of rassogulla dipped in sugar sirrup of love. No matter how hard he tried to sueez love out of his heart it's effect never goes. It's effect might be lessened like a the white ball tastes less sweeter but it's yet sweet. Same was his condition, he was trying to squeeze all his love yet he couldn't get rid of his feelings. They weren't leaving him. Today keeping the fast wasn't a choice it was a need. He couldn't supress his love beyond this. He couldn't hate her this much.
He stayed in the room. Breathing n living those moments again. He eat a banana he manged to hide in his drawer last night, he didn't want to disclose this to anyone. He slept again after that.
She woke up. Ragini wasn't there by her side she was getting ready wearing her red anarkali. She glanced at her vermilion n mangalsutra. But then ignoring all the pain she turned to Swara who hide the left hand under her comforter.
R-swara.. fast
Sw- no Ragini u go.
As soon as Ragini left she moved to the cupboard n grabbed a silk. All she could have as her sargi was this. It was sweet. Like those memories sanskaar filled her life with. Her beautiful past, the best days weren't problem free but they were best because his presence made her feel special, his prence made her felt loved. Tears rolled Down her cheek n touched her finger. Composing herself before anyone enters she washed her hands threw the wrapper n slept again.
In his mansion his voice echoed.
Sa- Mom...
Su- sanskaar y r u shouting wait Na I am getting u the bf.
Sa- no mom I am getting late for the office.
Su- but ..
Sa- pls.
DP- sanskaar nashta karlo .
Sa- no bade Papa I have work I will meet u in the evening.
He started escaping his family when his mother read his heart through his eyes.
Su- sanskaar .. u have kept the fast for swara...
His legs frozed. He was caught,but he won't give up. He turned.
Sa- don't make wrong guesses mom I have no relation with that girl by which r8 shall I fast. N I hate her Mom.
Before his pain escapes his eyes n fell down he stormed out .
Swara reached down stairs. He hand stuck under her chunri.
Sharmishta- swara come have ur bf.
Sw- no maa.. I am not feeling well.
Sh- what happened shona.
Sw- nothing Maa just not feeling like eating anything.
Sh- eat a little baba
Sw- no maa pls I feel nauseous with its smell.
She turned n started to move when her eyes paused at her vermilion n mangalsutra her hand touched her empty partion. But then avoiding all her feelings of filling it she ran out , avoiding her mother and sister who didn't fail to understand the reason behind her sudden nausea.
They knew they themselves broke their relationship,s he didn't wear mangalsutra n vermilion by her own will. But this relationship wasn't just from this vermilion n mangalsutra. They weren't the sole raisins that bonded their relationship but it was from heart to heart. It was bonded by love , unwillingly oe willingly they were now tied up. This was the time they were helpless , helpless in front of their feelings, their love, which was eternal.
In the Evening-
She saw Ragini getting ready in a marun anarkali. She left the room soon giving her space to be alone n think about how to end the fast. How to see his face. Ragini she took laksh's photo with her , but she didn't want to do anything in front of all. She opened her Almera a light pink long kurta caught her attention she matches it with her black leggings n black Perl chunri.
He was at his farm house. He wore his light pink shirt with black pants n black blazzer.
Black, it was becoming a part of his personality.It showed the blank spaces in him. His love for her was his life. He was made up of the love. She took away his identity from him. This color so much perfectly described his Hollow life, dark n vacant. The space created when she took away his love for her from him.
Leaving a deep breath he waited for the moon. Around 8:30 he could clearly see the moon. He started the engine of his car n moved to Kali badi.
There all broke the fast, but she was still confused what to do. Wait for him to show up because somewhere her inner soul screamed that he will come for sure.
She took her food to the terrace. She was walking here n there but couldn't see anyone.
Hours passed her phone showed it was 12 , where was he. Have he actmoved on. Will he never look back at her. Does he hate her so much. These thoughts filled her mind n in no time heart broke into million more pieces. Her rage overpowered her love once again. She felt stupid doing all the drama for him she took her plate n started moving to staircase on the other side when her gaze fell on a man in the park behind. She saw him tremble n lose balance. He immediately held the bench for his support. She looked down even in the pale moonlight she could sense it was him. Their eyes met they were holding a million emotions. Love, hate, rage, care, ego n what not all together in one go. She kept her plate down.
Their faces stiffened as they saw eachother their longing for eachother was masked by their ego. She lit her diya saw the moon n then him. He stood still. She took water n then turned to the moon she titled the brass container n water fell in a petite pond. She again faced him. Her honey eyes met with his molten chocolate ones.
He took a bottle out n she held the glass of water. Taking a small sip of water n then a mosrsel of food which she ate followed by him.
How much they wanted to feed eachother. They wanted to forget all that pain which they were causing eachother. They wanted to be in eachother's embrace but somehow managing the distance , maintaining it they turned their face away. He moved his car she held her plate. She turned to his car ones she heard the door closed. Their eyes met for once more. Holding back all their emotions she stood numb n he unwillingly pulled his car n drove off.
[[Meri rooh ka parinda phadphadaye
Lekin sukoon ka jazeera mil na paaye
Main ki karaan? Main ki karaan?
The bird of my soul writhes But it is unable to find the island of peace What should I do?]]
Their hearts carves for eachother, yet were apart. They tried to distract themselves but how could they ignore their love.
[[. Ik baar ko tajalli toh dikha de
Jhoothi sahi magar tasalli to dila de
Ve ki karaan?
Ve ki karaan?
Just once show yourself Give me some hope even if false What should I do?]]
Could the mist of anger n rage flew away. Could things change. Was it an indication of the Almighty or just false hopes taking birth in their hearts.
[[Raanjhan de yaar Bulleya
Sun le pukaar Bulleya
Tu hi toh yaar Bulleya
Murshid mera murshid mera
Bulleya, friend of Ranjha (Ranjha was the hero of the popular popular tragic romance of Punjab, Heer-Ranjha. Story of Heer Ranjha.) Listen to my call, Bulleya (Bulleya is short for Bulleh Shah.) You are my only friend,Bulleya You are my guide]]
Who could help them. They were themselves ignoring their screeching hearts. Could even Bulleya guide them. Who could rejoice their love n show them the path through this cold desrt of haterate.
[[Tera mukaam kamle
Sarhad ke paar Bulleya
Parvardigar Bulleya
Haafiz tera murshid mera
Crazy Bulleya, your destiny is beyond the borders Bulleya, God is your guardian You are my guide]]
They were limitless, limitless love n now limitless haterate. Who will tables turn once again. How will things Change once again.
[[Raanjhan de yaar Bulleya
Sun le pukaar Bulleya
Tu hi toh yaar Bulleya
Murshid mera murshid mera
mukaam kamle Sarhad ke paar
Parvardigar Bulleya
Haafiz tera murshid mera
Main Kagul se lipti titli Ki tarah muhajir hoon
Ek pal ko thehrun pal mein udd jaaun
I am just an immigrant like A butterfly hugging kagul I stay for one moment and fly away in the other]]
They were lost in the moment they wanted to stay there put forever but they could'nt. He turned his car yet his gaze was fixed at the mirror. He was looking at her. Bit then their minds brought them back to the reality. He started the car n slowly began to leave.
[[Ve main taan hoon pagdandi
Labhdi ae jo raah jannat di
Tu mude jahan main saath mud jaaun
I am the path that is searching For the path of heaven I turn with you wherever you turn
Tere kaarvan mein shaamil hona chaahun
Kamiyaan taraash ke main qaabil hona chahun
Ve ki karaan? Ve ki karaan?
I want to be a part of your convoy I want to chisel away my shortcomings and become worthy What should I do?]]
They were searching for love deep inside yet shower dthey hated outside. They wanted to move at the path of heaven , their heaven which could be found only with eachother. They wanted their ego n rage to be thrown away. They wanted love to overpower all the senses.
They wanted to love again but we're not aware how , perhaps to scared of the consequences. Perhaps too scared from getting hemurt once again they had restricted themselves.
[[Raanjhan de yaar Bulleya
Sun le pukaar Bulleya
Tu hi toh yaar Bulleya
Murshid mera murshid mera
Tera mukaam kamle
Sarhad ke paar Bulleya
Parvardigar Bulleya
Haafiz tera murshid mera
Raanjhan de yaar Bulleya
Sun le pukaar Bulleya
Tu hi toh yaar Bulleya
Murshid mera murshid mera
Tera mukaam kamle
Sarhad ke paar Bulleya
Parvardigar Bulleya
Haafiz tera murshid mera
Raanjhana ve
Raanjhana ve
Ranjha!
Jis din se aashna se
Do ajnabi huye hain
Tanhaiyon ke lamhe
Sab multavi huye hain
Since we have turned from friends to strangers, The moments of loneliness have ended
Kyun aaj main mohabbat
Phir ek baar karna chaahun
Then why do I wish to fall in love once again?]]
The moment they have been separated. Thur feelings have ended , their love have dried up. Yet again it's essence isn't leaving them. They r Willing to fall for eachother once again , they don't know y.
They hated eachother, yet today love overpowered them.
[[ Yeh dil toh dhoondhta hai Inkaar ke bahaane
Lekin ye jism koi paabandiyan na maane
Mil ke tujhe bagaawat
Khud se hi yaar karna chaahun
My heart is looking for excuses to decline love But my body does not adhere to any binds Since I have met you I want to rebel against my own self
Mujh mein agan hai baaki aazma le
Le kar rahi hoon main khud ko tere hawaale
Ve Raanjhna
Ve Raanjhna
I have fire left in me, come test it I am giving myself under your care]]
The more they tried to hate eachother. More they fell for eachother. He pressed the accelerator n flew away before his love will force him to cross again all the limits. Before his love will force him cause him toreturn to her. Before his love again asks him to risk giving her a last chance . Before he completely gets destroyed in her love he flew away. He drove off. He couldn't risk it anymore.
She was left behind. She continued to look at him. Her eyes were filled with water. Will she be ever able to get him back now. This is the only question killing her more every second...
[[Raanjhan de yaar Bulleya
Sun le pukaar Bulleya
Tu hi toh yaar Bulleya
Murshid mera murshid mera
Tera mukaam kamle
Sarhad ke paar Bulleya
Parvardigar Bulleya
Haafiz tera murshid mera
Raanjhan de yaar Bulleya
Sun le pukaar Bulleya
Tu hi toh yaar Bulleya
Murshid mera murshid mera
Tera mukaam kamle
Sarhad ke paar Bulleya
Parvardigar Bulleya
Haafiz tera murshid mera
Murshid mera murshid mera]]
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