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Swaragini ek kahani besuri ki ek ehsaas doglepan ki
Kudos ragini lakshya maheshwari ... really a huge bow to you and a ton of thankyous for those immensely true and invaluable words of preaching you tried to deliver to us vishwas gaaths and doglepans... You really nailed it too well for it to be called some kind of rightful and needful by moment..aka.. kurbaani and mahantha in the future. once again claiming the depth of your true love to your husband and not-so-khoon -ka -rishta behan.
Really missy have you ever had it...its called Humanity... insaaniath..or did you just wear it out as one of those grand outfits you doll yourself up everyday.. Really I don't even see the slightest hints of it in you.. I cant understand where and how the words love and family roll out of your, your husband's and your father's mighty sweet tongues at all.
You know what? you should have atleast tried to become your daadi whole heartedly.. You would have then been the bold, darkly beautiful, maleficient ragini lakshya maheshwari that way.. Im absolutely sure you would have rocked the world and lakshya would have given in to you too... yes he would have said a few things about love, brothers, family and so on.. But in the end being the impulsive spineless man he is...he would have given in to you too...( I still don't see the love there dear between you two. I don't know where to point when some one asks why. But really in the air. )
But no you had to be outwardly and out of the worldy unselfish damsel in distress once in a while and try something that neither never sits well with your character nor you can dream to understand of. You needed to be good, didn't You? Try be swara.. Try some mahantha and scarifice..once in a blue moon. to prove that you could become a sheep just by wearing its skin.
See that's what is wrong ragini.. And that's where you are right too.. Tum khoon ke rishta nahin hai swara ki..na dil ki na sur ki...your relation with her sprouted from want/need/jealousy..seriously woman! does leading a life of integrity sound like a joke to you that you started to pursue it, added with your ill based and biased theories of love.
I really am damn pissed after last night's episode and much about the previous one and the upcoming. How can you go from being a pyaari behana to chaotic to psychotic in the span of an hour and also lecture about integrity back to the very person who is an epitope of it. Don't you feel ashamed of it.. I have never seen a person so unstable as you in real or reel.
And stop saying that you lost it because lakshya was in jail.. Okay.. Lakshya was in jail not because of sanskaar but because of his decisions and your immense spineless attitude in failing to tell your husband that his path is wrong. Because in your own words " tum sach ka samna nahin kar sakthi." you try I agree but in the most stupid way possible. And then you blame the haalath.
So easy to do... do something wrong and blame people around you.. I want to ask when did ragini ever feel truly guilty of her acts?? I never felt a twinge of it..anywhere.. She needs an actual redemption man...whats wrong in making her say the words "im sorry mujhe maaf kardo". A true heartfelt apology makes a person stronger and better. It comes when one looking into ones self.. It gives himself or her a great insight about what they have been, are and could be. It changes you, relieves you and even elevates you.
The character truly get redefined by that. I don't see why the cvs or the writers don't see it that way. Or are they trying to make this loop run time and again till people get tired of it. If it's the second they have achieved it many times by now. And so I still don't see whats the fun in that too..
And before somebody states why im pointing everything wrong in ragini, im moving to lakshya.. But bedore that excuse me when I say that Im a fool to have come to like him to the margin of livinh him in the recent months. But thankfully Im back to realising how impulsive and wavering this guy could be.
Firstly have a look back laskhya, and do that with a book and some good amount of ink, on how many times you did the work out for your sole benefit starting from kidnapping swara inigially till dragging everyone into a mess with you today. In every act that hapoened you were a huge player werent you. All done for your own benefit. The whoke world revolves lives breathes around you. And how can anyone expect you to understand selflessness, or the nature of staying on principle. Sanskaar was a fool to not expect this of you. You, a man who never gave away anything that he considered as him.
I do understand that you are in no state to trust anyone. Its hard to survive such blows in life and you feel like going through hell. But realky do you think sanskaar maheswari would go backstabbing you for money after all that he is capable of. Knowing very well that he is a man of his word (so unlike you). He said it right you know that he never thought your relation could be so weak. And you didn't think twice about breaking that relation through your words and deeds.
Arent you aware that sanskaR lost his job because of adarsh. Then had you put some time into deciphering the really meaning behind sanskaars words in the video you would have seen it that you were being fooled. But no you didn't because you coukdntvtrust someone. Because you see the selfish and impuksive man you are in everyone else. You never have had any respect for relations. Never understood what it is to stand up to people who love you to keep up ones word. To wait. To think. To see. Beyong yourself.. I say only this to you... grow up...and learn to love abd trust people.
Im tired of this mess you both create, let get created and will be creating in your life and others. And more tired by how you drag the most balanced minds into the centre of this. Blame them, name call them and ridicule their principles and leave them to crawl up the pit you created all on their own.
Its so funny how you can never see yourselves for what you are. Sick and disgusting that you could still dare to point fingers. Really unbelievable you are..
And after all this I see that ragini realises that some thing is fishy.. Haha.. Really. You sound fishy dear.. Had you kept your cool before you would have smelled the fish long before. But no you had to sell yourself to save somelives unlike swara and sanskaar right. Who sell away relations for money. Well that realise it soon, you will. That you broke not one but many lives and realtions when you took decisions with a hot head.
You blame the swara who never outrightky accused you of killing her. Who trusted you again and again and loved you to core. Calling sanskaar maheshwari who readied himself to live another hell when his brother asked him to by asking for swara. Calling the two who stood by your side in all your bad times.. As dokebaaz and vishwas ghaat..
I hope (and I seriously wont accept anything otherswise) that sanskaar and swara show you the mirror atleast once.. You cannot be forgiven. But they will owing to what they are. But before they do I wish hope and demand to see that you grovel beg and plead for it.
PS. Go and shut this post if you have to... I have had enough. And am so frustrated that I didn't do this before...
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