SWASAN OS - HOPE

Guys, I actually don't know what I have written, why I have written and why am I posting this to bore all of you. But...I don't know what to say now...Choice is all yours. Read at your own risk. And if you feel like putting some words for this, do leave them. I would love to read them.

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Hope

Love is a beautiful word and the most amazing and unexplainable emotion in the universe. It has its own different meanings, forms and ways for everyone. It is been said that one should fall in love at least once to feel the beauty of the emotion. Some people says, love can happen only once with only one whereas for some, the second love in their life changes them completely giving a new, never thought before, meaning and reasons to live.

For some people, love happens before marriage while some falls in love after they get married. Some gets blessed with their life partner in their childhood relishing the love and some finds their soul mate at the age of 50. Love is about expressing a lot for some and understanding without any sort of words, without needing anything to express for some. Some people get to share their whole life with their better halves while some people get happy by seeing the love of their life to be happy with someone else. Love is not always getting but its losing as well.

Getting jealous after seeing our partner with someone is proof of true love for some while not showing even a line of worry after seeing our partner with someone else because of the full trust and faith having in the relationship is true love for some. Love is Love. The way each one has different meanings of love in their dictionary, the same way everyone has different love stories. Some get their love without any complications in their way while some have to struggle a lot to be with their partners. Some get the blessings of their families easily whereas some needs to do a lot to convince their parents. But each story is special and beautiful in its own way.

Swara and Sanskar also had some different, unique love story from the normal love stories. Swara and Sanskar...the name may be two...but they were one...SWASAN. He was the love of her life when she was only his best friend. She loved him truly from the bottom of her heart from their childhood but she was nothing more than a friend to him. She made all the sacrifices for him which he had not slightest idea about. She was the topper of their school while he was an average student. She didn't even need to read twice to memorize something but still used to spend so many sleepless nights just to teach him so that he should get a good score. She hated sweets but used to make them only because Sanskar loved them. Her life used to revolve only around him.

They grew up, went to college completing their school. It was no different in their college life as well. She was all around him making all the things right and perfect for him. Sanskar fell for Kavita who too apparently happened to be head over heels in love with him. Sanskar proposed Kavita making her his girlfriend, leaving Swara...all shattered... not even able to collect the broken pieces of her soul. Her life went upside down that day. She cried...she cried a lot that night... sobbing and weeping bitterly by hiding her face in the pillow after losing that person to whom she loved the most in her entire life. Next day, when Sanskar met her, he asked her about her eyes which had became blood shot red due to spending one whole sleepless night crying. She could only smile forcefully at him saying it was nothing. Being together from since they were 4, Sanskar took no time to realize something was wrong with her but he couldn't understand and she was not ready to let him know.

One day, Sanskar came to Swara confessing his love for her. He never loved Kavita. She was no more an attraction to him. He confessed her when she started maintaining distance from him, started avoiding him since he and Kavita had been together, he realized what Swara meant for him. He realized his feelings towards her. He realized his life was incomplete without her. He realized she completes him. His hear told him that she was his heartbeat.

After telling all this to Kavita, she indeed was heartbroken but accepted easily because his happiness was only with Swara. Love is all about being happy in your love's happiness even if it means you yourself to be in pain. On the other hand, Swara's happiness had no bounds. She got the love of her life. His confession filled all the drained out colors in her life. Her life, which once used to feel a punishment to her, had become a beautiful one which she had always dreamed of.

Days passed, Swara completed her MBBS while Sanskar completed his engineering. They both got married and god gifted them with a beautiful angel girl within a year after their marriage. They named her as Jiyana. It had been almost three complete years since they got married. Their life was moving in a smooth speed with Jiyana just like a fairy tale, only and only filled with happiness. But life is not a fairy tale. Their life was perfect until that day arrived in their life...that day which changed their lives...that day which turned their happy perfect fairy tale life upside down leaving Swara to bitterly laugh over her cruel destiny once again. Once again, her destiny had played with not only her but with her love as well. It was like destiny couldn't bear them together so made a plan to separate them from each other.

Sanskar and Swara had an accident when they were going somewhere. Luckily jiyana was not with them. The accident was so horrible that anyone would have shivered by seeing the condition of their car. Some people took them to hospital. Luckily both of them survived, but on condition of the test of their love. Sanskar suffered from partial amnesia. Because of hitting his head hardly on the steering, his brain got damaged washing past nine years of his life from his memory. Sanskar forgot about his confession to Swara, forgot about their marriage, and forgot about their daughter.

Swara left shaken after hearing Sanskar's condition. The condition of his brain was so critical that if someone tried to make him remember anything forcefully, his condition would get way beyond worse than one could imagine. Swara could not take risk of putting his life in danger. She went to meet him. The first thing Sanskar uttered snatched the ground from her feet. He asked where Kavita was. Swara's fate had again snatched him away from her. Holding tears in her eyes, she left the ICU.

It's now almost one year to that incident. Sanskar and Kavita were together from past one year. Swara pleaded Kavita to stay with Sanskar because for him, Kavita was his love now. He remembered his relationship with Kavita only. Doctors told him about his memory loss, Sanskar was shocked at first. But he thought he was with Kavita only all those years. He remembered Swara but only as his best friend. His health was still delicate. Swara took all responsibilities of his treatment as a doctor. At least, this was one way to stay close to him being his doctor. Sanskar didn't remember Jiyana. Swara could only tell her daughter that her dad loves her the most. One incident had just changed their life to the extent that even they were unable to understand, why they?

Life is like this only. Life is not a fairy tale for everyone. Life does not go spreading only happiness in everyone's life. It plays very cruel with those who actually don't deserve to get played. Swara and Sanskar, the two people meant for each other now were nothing but only friends. They had been living a perfect happy life with their daughter but now Swara was only with Jiyana and Sanskar...Sanskar was with Kavita. Kavita, she never tried to forcefully get Sanskar but life had left with no other option. She couldn't deny Swara, when it was Sanskar's life's question.

Though the incident had flushed her memories with him but love...Love can never be forgotten. It may seem fading with time and situations, but after every darkest night, there is always a brightest morning awaiting to bring the new sunshine in the universe. Kavita's companionship couldn't give him happiness and he couldn't understand why...

Swara could only do nothing but to hold the hope...the hope that someday...someday destiny will stop playing its game and will give her Sanskar back to her.

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