I know I know I said last post and all..
but when I get something in my head... got to get it out. I believe in sharing.. happiness, misery and rants😆.
do you talk with yourself? at the risk of sounding schizophrenic I do. It makes me ponder, introspect, analyze and assess. and clears the mind.
that's why I love monologues. mine and those of the characters I appreciate and/or love. or am connected to.
But... our Cvs do seems to have some kind of aversion with the monologues.
Sanskaar:
during Kavita and Sanskaar engagement track we got some many beautiful angst scenes, dialogues and raw feelings from Swara's side. but Sanskaar... barring cuckoo calling and few flashes mostly the guy's inner feelings were ignored.
and that's why I used to get mad at him when he used to allow Kavita to creep all over him or when he was playing 'holi' with that girl.. when my girl was tearing her heart out and shedding tears of blood in the agony that losing your love is. (must say Helly was terrific there).
I may be sounding unreasonable or irrational .. buts that's how I connect to the characters.
Ragini:
we got tons of monologues as to how world wronged her; she is the victim; her haq; her pehla pyar.. her this and her that.. I, Me, Myself.
how about hey I wronged so many innocents, may be this my karma, may be my love was toxic, flashes of all those she committed crimes against, why did I end up the way I did, from hurting my own family to the family who loved me like their own, I even tried to kill my own sister, I failed all relationships... I was so wrong.
naa... Ragini and her Laksh ji bas. rest of the world.. errr never mind.
and now it is Swara's turn:
there are few flashes of why she is feeling the way she is feeling about Sanskaar.
and there are 10 pages of lashing out against the very man in harshest possible manner.
then there is plain indifference or cruelty.
and now the man will leave the house because she wants it that way.
will we get a monologue of her guilt, her loneliness, her restlessness? something anything?
or she will simply waltz into buddy project with new best friend in town Sahil not sparing a moment for Sanskaar and then ignore Sanskaar for the Rockstar Kissan..
or will Sanskaar's absence affect her in any way?
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will we get any monologues of how she is feeling for the man?
how his presence or absence affects her in deeper level..
the cosmic connection will mark its beautiful presence again?
or Cv's legendary allergy for introspection and meeting one's own self will kick in?