Swasan SS: Love v/s Obsession[Chapter-10 updated] - Page 3

"Swara" Sharmistha called out to her daughter caressing her forehead! All the people had gathered inside the room and they had eventually surrounded her. Sahil was standing at that point where Swara would open her eyes and could see him first! Sensing her mother's hand caressing her forehead she slightly stirred in sleep she slowly took her eyelashes up adjusting her eyes with the light around. She opened her eyes just to be welcomed by a white ceiling. She took her eyes to roam around the room! She could see her Ma, Mom, Badi Ma, Baba, Bade papa, Dad, Ragini, Laksh, Adarsh Bhaiya, Parineeta Babhi sudden a rage flashed in her eyes seeing her Babhi in front of her! She took deep breath to control herself and looked towards Sahil who was standing there looking at her with a smile playing on her lips she didn't returned him the smile and looked away to the next person standing near him while he frowned, Uttara who had tears in her eyes she could see the feeling of guilty in her eyes! She knew she was taking the responsibility of her state right now! She tried to sit up but soon was helped by her Ma and Ragini. But before calling Uttara she just roamed her eyes around the room just to look if he is here not! She felt a pang in her heart not to see him! She knew she have hurt him a lot calling him a murderer, she knew she was at fault. But does she has hurt him so much that so much that he couldn't come here and stand with these people? She again roamed her eyes through the room to think if she has missed any corner of the room where he could probably be standing watching her out but her eyes didn't stop at any! Suddenly she closed her eyes and the dreadful day replayed in her mind! She started to shiver in fear yet not ready to open her eyes! She got the sensation of Ragini and her Ma holding her but she shooed off her hands! She could hear her name be called out by the family members but she kept her fingers on her ears to block the calls. Sahil came running towards her, trying to shake her but she just shooed off him too! She could see the Sanskaar shot Rajat and Rajat pulled her down in the river but she caught hold of the branch but finally he pulled her and they both jumped in the river. But seeing her jump she knew Sanskaar would also jump behind her in searching for her! A sudden lump formed in her heart fearing of his safety! She just wanted to see him feel him if he is alright or not! Laksh called out for the doctor seeing Swara's health getting worsened but stopped seeing Sanskaar sitting on the chair with a his hands on her face trying to hide himself from the world, in his own world with Swara. Seeing his brother in such state Laksh walked towards him and a put a hand on his shoulder making him snap his head. Inside here Swara was now shaking a bit rigorously Ragini and Sharmistha was trying to calm her down, Sahil was also trying to calm her down but nothing helped here! She wanted her presence around her! Anyhow! She wanted him in! Couldn't see her anymore like this Ragini went out of the room in search of the doctor.

"Laksh! She is getting more panicked!" Ragini said making Sanskaar panic

"Kya hua? Kya hua Swara ko?" Sanskaar asked rushing towards Ragini

"I don't know! I don't know!" Ragini said as tears fall down her cheeks

"Mujhe andar jana hain!" Sanskaar said rushing inside just to see Swara shivering vigorously but slowly calming down. Ragini and Laksh followed him inside the room! Swara could feel his presence! Sensing he is somewhere around her heart-beat steadily calmed down! She took deep breaths to control her breathing! All sighed a relief seeing her calm down! None could make out how she calmed down this suddenly! But they were happy she was now normal. Sanskaar too took a deep breath as he saw his life getting back to normal a small smile formed on her lips seeing her fully okay without any complications and any problems but the thing which broke his heart was that she doesn't know him! The moments they have spent together she doesn't have any idea about it! How can destiny be crueler! He knows he can't stand there! If Swara see him she will again get a panic attack! But then why she had panic attack right now? He was not present there to be seen by her? Then what happened to her suddenly? He turned back to move out from the door and Swara sensing him going away started to feel uneasy she wanted him to be beside her, she wanted him to hold her hands and sooth her from the words he used to spoke, she wanted him near her to say apologies for n' number of times hurting him! She started to shiver when she felt Sanskaar's warmth fading away! She could hear footsteps walking away from here and not wasting a second she said only two words just to make him turn towards her and all shocked faces. She spoke for the first time after waking up even when her eyes were close.

"Sanskaar ruko!"