Seriously this girl made me cry today, oh my god that raw agony on her face all throughout the episode was sooo piercing. It bleeds my heart to see her like this, oh god :'(
Okay firstly that hug was a dream :O That was so unexpected, looking at everyone's reaction I honestly felt like it was real but OMG what a googly 😆 I gotta say but, Swara's imagined everybody's reaction absolutely spot-on especially Sanskaar. The way she imagined him to close his eyes after she hugs him, trying to understand what just happened & then forgetting the world & the girl he just got engaged to, wraps his arms around her tightly & his face contorting with all those intense emotions he feels for her ❤️ Swara does understand his depth of love for her & knows that the alliance with Kavita is a mere compromise for him. Damn these two & their stupid selflessness :/ Since she even imagined only Laksh smiling at them & he didn't actually smile so that got me uneasy along with the rumors floating about Laksh still having his eyes over Swara 😲 Please no more Devar-Bhabhi crap pretty please! Although now it will be completely creepy & lecherous especially since Swara is deeply, madly, irrevocably in love with Sanskaar & Laksh knows this. I think they won't go that route again, hopefully 😆
When Swara snaps out of her blissful daydream, she immediately feels suffocated standing there, as if somebody has punched her in the guts & knocked the air out of her, it was painful. She runs away not bothering about anybody else & Sanskaar immediately senses it & his eyes follow her trail, I loved that tiny bit where he watches her run & then turns his head to the side to hide his silent tears & wipe them off, these two self-inflicting themselves with pain & making us cry in return. Swara actually ran all the way to Baadi non-stop? WTH? & then even Sanskaar reaches there to apologise by writing a sorry note for her almost immediately :O I was actually wondering if he ran behind her too, wow SwaSan can run & run well man ⭐️😆 Sorry for spoiling such a poignant moment 😆 But I loved it that Sanskaar actually came to check up on her & apologise to her for what he was putting her through, although unintentionally. It actually looked like the 'Sorry' note gave a new lease of life to Swara & she ran to the window hoping to see the man her heart yearns for & finally spotting him below her window looking painfully at her. The way their hands automatically moved as if to stop the other from moving & slipping away, OMG :( Sanskaar I guess noticed the ring on his finger & immediately pulled his fist back, covering his mouth by it & leaving. UGH WHY ARE YOU TWO SO SELFLESS AGAIN? SANSKAAR WHYYY?! YOU'RE ONLY GOING TO SPOIL TWO OTHER LIVES ALONG WITH YOURS, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO YOURSELF, TO HER & TO KAVITA? I dunno whether I should wail or get angry ugh -_-
The scene that got to me the most- When Shomi brings Swara to the living room & Swara's appearance there :O Shit I legit had a lump in my throat here & I could only stare at her form, so fragile broken, shattered as if she just lost all her will to live life, it was numbing -_- I actually gasped in horror looking at her & the condition she was in, I cried a little & I am 100% sure that I would've cried badly if not for already knowing the happy future tracks so thank god 😆 How can that maasi be so cruel? Couldn't she see Swara's condition physically? Even Satan would shiver at that sight & think a 100 times before hurting such a broken fragile soul but this woman started her cursing & how daughter's shouldn't be living at their father's house & how only she's the one responsible for her broken relationship. W*F lady? So a daughter cannot live at her father's but a relative like you, who's sister is no more & the one you are connected through in this home, can come & live with her demised sister's in-laws? Come again? Where is this woman's sasuraal btw? Did she ever even marry? Who the hell is she then to talk shit about Swara & where & how she should be living? She looks ready to be pouncing on her demised sister's husband & ready to snatch Shomi's hubby & still got the guts to talk shit about Swara? Get the hell away lady, just go get a life. What a reflection of all those women reeking of hypocrisy, unable to gather their own lives & thinking of daughter's as some heavy burden on a father that needs to be sent off to her husband as soon as possible 🤢 Those bhootiya nautanki's of this Maasi, Janki, that pure soul must be turning in her grave thinking about the monster sister she has & the monster that she gave birth to, in the form of Ragini -_- May Janki RIP :/
Okay my most favourite part of the episode, Swara & Shomi's conversation where Swara confesses of the depth of her feelings for Sanskaar *sighs* The way she described him as her one true love, how she's never felt amything even remotely to what she feels for Sanskaar, how she knows & feels that he is her soulmate, her honest admission about the anger & jealousy she feels for Kavita, complaining about how can this Kavita come between her & Sanskaar cos they're soulmates afterall & then immediately reels back, thinking about what she just honestly feels & said but guilty enough to feel that this ain't right, that she shouldn't even unintentionally be cursing Kavita for coming in between them or blaming Sanskaar for the decision he has taken. Can I just say I loved the selfish streak Swara showed here? It was just so human. I seriously wanted a scene so bad where she's indirectly taunting & feeling jealous of Kavita & the way she just one day randomly barged into their beautiful lives, trying to reclaim her place in Sanskaar's life, not even thinking if there's someone already there ruling his heart, I loved loved loved Swara here, such a human moment from her side which is again overpowered by her good & caring side for everyone. Such a lovely gem this girl is <3
Oh & I absolutely loved when she admitted honestly that she thinks what she had with Lakshya was in honest & simple words, a mere infatuation, a bachpana in her own words. Something we've been screaming since ages, yes Swara you're absolutely right, it was love but something very vulnerable & immature. You were in love with the idea of being in love. You never had a male figure in your life who really cared for you, loved you & protected you. When Laksh came into your life & cared for you like a best friend, you thought of it as love. In fact you didn't even then tbh, you were literally forced to think you're in love with him by none other than your sister & the one who's your soulmate 😆 Finally the reality of Swa----Lak was acknowledged by Swara herself, how her love for Lakshya was a mere attraction & infatuation whereas what she feels for Sanskaar now is far more intense, passionate, pure & mature. Ah the feels here, Swara did fell slowly & realised her feelings late but now that she finally has, she's into it, deeply, madly & irrevocably just like how I had thought she would be I dunno whether you guys would agree but I seriously think same is the case with SwaSan---Kav too. Sanskaar was only a teenager when he fell for Kavita, ready to run away with her into the sunset due to the protest from his whole family. He was ready to leave everything behind to be with Kavita, which is a classic case of immaturity in my books. The love that he felt for her was immature too which gave fanning to his fire for revenge, after losing her in which he burned for a long 5 years, not having the time to finally grieve over her & let his pain out. As soon as Swara pulled him out of his own hellfire that he created, he immediately tried to mend his ways, repent over his misdeeds & slowly but steadily got over Kavita, making place for Swara in his life & falling deeply in love with her. These two are truly soulmates, completely meant to be ❤️ Swara waking up & clutching that note to herself like it's her lifeline while caressing his face in the photo, OMG 💔 Thank god these two are getting back together otherwise how would we be able to take it? I would go completely into bawling mode by now The storm outside just reflected the storm bursting inside SwaSan while also bringing in the hope that goes by the saying, the night is the darkest, before the dawn, the dawn the bliss that is soon to arrive in their lives too 😳
Today's show hands down belongs to the mindblowingly talented Helly Shah! I am blown away, seriously her best performance till date ⭐️ I love how the girl just seeps into the skin of her character, literally living & breathing Swara like Varun does for Sanskaar. The girl is not afraid to show her face that is not caked up with loads of make-up unlike others & is such a natural actor with those puffy eyes that makes your heart bleed for Swara & just feel her pain. Such a talent, take a bow Helly ⭐️😳 May you grow leaps & bounds.
I would not like to spoil my & others mood further by discussing about the irritating fevicol ka chipku jod scenes between Kav------Kar 🤢 I'll only say that I was gritting my teeth throughout the episode, feeling the violent urge to punch something so bad & break my television set. I was literally chanting, calm down this is the last time. She's going away tomorrow & it's gonna be happy & romantic SwaSan galore then. Just calm down & bhagwaan ka naam japo 😳🤣 Again, thank god for segments & spoilers 😆 Sanskaar dude, she told you she's strong enough to handle the truth right? Then why don't you just tell it to her? Will it be fair to her that her husband would forever be in love with an another woman, pining for her & rushing to her at every instance while merely compromising with her? Will it be fair to Swara who's irrevocably in love with you & you're madly in love with her & still you both aren't together, sacrificing your love for some supposed greater good? Will Kavita ever be happy in this half hearted farce of a relationship? Till when are you planning to treat her like a baby who needs only care? What about love? What if one day you feel like finally killing her for she'd remind you of the pain & agony you're going through after the separation with Swara? Gosh it's honestly FRUSTRATING. Calm down, just one more day to go, phew!
That precap is SOOO awesome. Sanskaar going crazy to save Swara & forgetting all about the yelling, slipping Kavita, yayyy I always wanted a scene where both SwaKav are in danger & Sanskaar runs to save Swara over Kavita A person tends to act instinctively in such situations & always goes to save the one who's more important, more dear to him. Thanks a lot Sanskaar 😳😆 How pathetic is Nikita man? The way she slipped & yelled 'Sanskaar' W*F? She's become even more irritating than she was in her previous show. Half of the reason I feel no sympathy for Kavita is the disaster that is Nikita's acting skills, hey raam 😳 LMFAO at Ragini's expression when Lakshya takes off her waistchain, it was as if she's finally getting what she's been craving for, ever since she's come to know of it & if we are being honest, yes she wants it desperately & that expression is totally ummm ahhemmm ummm 😳🤣