The simmering pain: Raglak STORY Note 11/3/16 - Page 13

Can't wait for next part

Ragini drove,aimlessly. She had no control on her feelings. Her treachourous mind was forcing her to go back to lux...to gloat in happiness...to show swara that she was right and she achieved lux acceptance finally...she had got all what she wanted unlike swara..who was on verge of losing her love...once again...

This word brought her back to reality...once again...it hit her hard. A lone tear dropped from her eyes. Swara...her lovely selfless sister...did she ever deserved this no. I was,so lost in my own obsession that I didn't know I emotionally and mentally killed my loved ones a hundred times. I had become a black soul totally...a,soul bereft if any pain, any emotion...I stooped to the level of even physically murdering my sister when she loved me blindly,with all faith every time believing that her black sister was redeeming and would turn white again. But it was impossible now. I don't even have a right to regret what I did. I have become a sister who nobody would ever wish..a wife who nobody wants...a murderer who bus roaming Scott free head held high just due to sister she hurt..she had become a loathing spirit.. a venomous serpent...an evil spirit whobpeople feared...a,daughter who made her parents,bleed blood...nothing could repair her now..and she had to win control over this mind...she had to give her life for the girl she wanted to kill. Ragini decided...to fall more in deep dark pit and risk one more crime in her list...but this,time to help someone...to help save there love..a love she was worthy of..a happiness she was bereft of...may be that could sauce her bleeding heart a little. With this thought she moved back to MM and this time ready for war and rearing to win..

L WAS SURPRISED to find ragini nowhere. What was all this happening. ?? This girl was sabotaging all his plans. what was going on in her dvilish head this time??? He waited for her before he left for office finally. This was weird. Was Ragini avoiding him??? May be she is nervous or playing hard yo get. Fine am in for this game ragini...

Sanskar was surprised seeing l go to office...he was happy that finally his little brother was becoming responsible. Even though Tagini had taken over everything yet she never stopped us from doing work...one thing was still good was,that when it cane to business and work...ragini was very responsible and never interfered. She just owned it but she did respect all the hard work and names if maheshwaris. What happened was within these walls and for an outsider it was still the maheshwaris.He wondered what he could lo d do to make everything all right. He cursed the day he planted the evil soul in ragini which was biting him back badly. He somehow did realise that he was one of the major reasons of evolution of this hateful criminal ragini...he actually was the reason to kill that innocent soul. He was strong enough to redeem back,he got love of his life,but in process he had destructed his brothers life and ragini as well. So karma was biting back. His redemption wasn't enough ft or hurting so many lives and he was paying back facing this torture,losing the love if his life...how could one be happy...in gods,eyes seems I still need to pay for my sins which turned sinister in form of ragini. But one positive ragini influence was...he redeemed and became a better human,swara became smarter..not blind anymore... and laksh,he had grown up leaps...he had started understanding the effects if his actions..that every action has a reaction and he has to bear it...good or bad doesn't matter...he's become responsible towards his family,his own life...in fact if we think in a way...ragini destroyed herself but in process,she united the whole mm...making there bonds very strong,all understanding there follies and learning to repent it...everyone has grown emotionally and our of there comfort zones...now he could relax as to grown lux but his life...he wasn't sure now...he was broken and losing swara was a blow to him totally...what had he done...was his decision really wrong...was this fair to kavita,him and swara...will it really make all three happy or destru there lives...

It will be good to see what she does now and more so now we know Laksh will try to get close to her even more and she has to resist him,.

So Sanskar realises he is not one who pushed her in the way of becoming negative, cant wait to read what happens next

As for lakshya...lol now it's fun...first it was devil ragini behind him..and now Devil aagey agey and laksh devil ragimi me peechey...too much fun..

Can't wait to see what Ragini will do now

Lakshya hadn't known when he had started donning responsibility. He felt he had changed as,a person. He had matured. He had responsibility towards his family,there hard earned goodwill,there blood and sweat given to the business. He had a hard day in office. He had been to office before but never worked with sincerely. Today was his last meeting before he went home.This meeting was very crucial. Its success meant quite a big chunk in armour for the maheshwaris. And this would be the first time he would have to take decision without the help frombhis papa and uncle and without guidance from sanskar. And he felt very nervous. His p.a came in his cabin to update him about the meeting before a final presentation. But then reality dawned. He was no more the owner of this business. Every transaction done should have Mrs.Ragini Lakshya Maheshwaris sign on it to be donned achieved. He hadn't seen ragini from two days. It was weird. Last night again she had slept till quite late which was unlike her. And he being tired from office equally had no strength . And while in mornings she was never Dr there when he left. But all these happenings,we're affecting there business . And he had to be the sane one now to hold it. Two days he had been working in break neck speed to sort out problems. He though now he would have to call Ragini too to get her sign. Now she had to face him,but he was surprised when the P.A gave the signed documents from her giving permission to lakshya the authority to take all business decisions regarding finalizing deals on Ger behalf.

He was surprised. The P.A informed him that Ragini had been coming to office when he was busy in meetings..and before too from many days handling all paperwork. The P.A said that Ragini man was brilliant at managing as,she stopped the workers from strike by talking to them,in fact first time ever she had form a maheshwari trust for benefits of workers making them 5% partner...she started a educational trust for helping workers who had been working here for more than 10 yes to support education of there girl children and a trust to help marrying the daughters of workers to right people.

Lakshya was speechless to core. He didn't know that ragini even ever can ed to office. Thats,why he wonders how Eben now the office wasn't burdened with problems as all his family had been ignoring office till long. He couldn't believe it. All this happening and none of them had a clue. When did she even do all this. The happiness and shine on his P.A eyes,the respect for ragini he had could be felt by anyone. Even lakshya hadn't ever got that trustful look from his,employees which he could sense ragini was getting. He had surely felt a chance in his office atmosphere..but he didn't know that ragini had brought there change. But he felt pride that ragini did what none of them could do till now. At least there was hope that after being taught the lesson of betrayel...she will realise and may become the old ragini again. With these thoughts he left for meeting with an aim and confidence just to win it. At least ragini respected office and it's staff and m a heshwari name and he would too to keep the respect intact.

Ragini had successfully avoided meeting lakshya for two days. Today she knew he will cone to know of her work in office. She did cf not know his reaction. For once in her deepest heart of heart she wanted him to feel proud of her. How much ever she tried it was difficult to curb her love for him. It was like with each h new day her love raised more bar. Bit this was the punishment she had to bear. She knew he will be late tonite and she can Dodge him tonite as,well. She had no will power to face him till she became strong. They hadn't talked since,that morning...that Flirty, naughty laksh was too dangerous for her body and mind. She could see a kind of intent in him whchi made her scared. What was he up to??? Why this change,care,naughtiness??? Nope she didn't want his love in pity. She wanted to see s a me madness in him for her which she had for him. She had been watching kavita,and sanskar too. It seemed kavita did ponder on there thoughts. But yet she knew kavita,won't let sanskar go easily and is blinding herself from seeing sanskars pitiful condition. Swara was no less. Y couldn't that girl stand ever for herself for sanity of her love. Didn't she see just by being mahaan she too again was spoiling three lives. Why couldn't she understand her positiveness,and mahanta could prove wrong for others may be...and it was time ragini stood up for her foolish sister as nd do something yo realise swasan there madness for each other, stop being mahaan and stand for there love..she knew ka it's will be heart broken..but at least it was a better awakening then facing the humiliation she is facing..well she had to do all fast before her self control gave away and she gave in back to demons of lust awakening in her due to laksh and it becomes too late to save her sanctity.