Letter from Sanskaar to swara.

I'm delighted about the Swsan wedding...but this I had to get out of my system.

Frank Letter from Sanskaar to Swara.

Dearest Swara,

I am in love with you. With your personality. With your way of doing good to others even when bad things have plagued you.I know its not easy to do that. I have been hurt, and I have reacted back in the same way...trying to hurt back as much as I have been hurt. To retaliate.

But Swara, I am a man of the world. I know things are never as pure as you are. Things don't work so purely. I am a businessman Swara, and I don't mean to brag, but I am a really good one. We need to be ruthless, we need to survive and flourish. Maybe the world of cut-throat competition would shock you to death, but guess what? Its what pays for the ambience you see around you. An idealist like you would never manage to get up the corporate ladder like me...and would certainly never ever be able to survive even if she did. So yeah, survival of the fittest.your idealism never gets things done. Its not upto a college kid to tell one of the best businessmen in the city , what to do and when to achieve what you want.😡

You may follow what mahatma Gandhi said" an eye for an eye makes the world blind". True. But Swara, when you are the one whose eye has been carved out...the pain will never let you be objective about the fact that the person who did that cruelty to you may suffer if you do the same to him. You would tell me to forgive that person...and I would tell you to gouge his eye out. You are like what? Jesus? I mean, the poor guy did good all his life...look where that landed him. Crucified wasn't he? The people who crucified him probably lived a long and good life and died in their beds, peacefully.

You never have plans. Even when I do, you somehow manage to spoil them. When ragini did all this rubbish to you..you just made this messy plan of marrying me and then trying to unite your parents...who are what? Collateral damage? They are grow up people Swara..let them take care of themselves. The way i see it, a spineless worm like your dad, does not deserve a woman like you ma.

You have no ends in mind Swara. No means to achieve them as well. In my entire life I have never seen a person who has absolutely no idea where they are going...and then I met you. You have proved nothing so far. You drug ragini into telling the truth..and then let her get away with it. you prove that she falsely blamed me for a Rape case...and then again shield her from having to face the music. I committed a grave crime against you Swara, so I supported you, watched over you, fought for you in everything you planned after that to atone for it. and fell in love with you in the process.

I am not sorry for that Swara. Its not often you see angels. Its not often you see the vitality of truth shining in eyes so starkly. I am proud to love an angel. Its ok if you don't reciprocate it. But Swara, treating me like a pariah because you feel that I'm ruining our friendship is not. I don't deserve that Swara.

You concocted this stupid plan of fake marriage. You have proved nothing.,..ragini has won all games so far. Now she will succeed in getting us married. I'm in love with you, but I know, that such forced relationships don't last.Hers and laksh's won't. even if her truth never comes out, it still won't.Neither will ours.This is not a short term thing swara...its our lives.and love cannot be forced. Its not business. Its not a deal I can fix. So yes,to checkmate her, I have made a plan to exploit her weakness, laksh. I won't harm him.Yet you think that its wrongdoing. Well fine..you got any other plans? Of course not.

But yes, you pass judgements saying that I'm always going down the wrong alleyway. Well swara...i'm doing what works. You will set laksh free of course, when ragini does some emotional drama..because you are a hero. And then will he be able to stop this mess of marriage happening?

No. I know my brother. He won't be able to do anything. Hell he won't believe you even.

But seriously Swara, maybe for you this is not easy. You have been hurt. You do not like hurting others. You will get married for your goal...to save your parents. But swara...what about me? what about us? Forgive me, but I don't want to marry you. Not like this. Not lock you in with me in a wedlock we both would want to cut free of. You don't like my way of thinking and living. You despise my ideas...you are disgusted by my love. Well then swara in this situation marriage will be selfish don't you think? You are more selfish than Ragini swara...because you do not bother about me..or yourself. All you bother about is your parents. You are selfish for the wrong people and for the wrong reasons.

You know what is wrong with heroes Swara? They are too proud of the fact that they are selfless.and half the time this causes them to become too damn incapable of doing what needs to be done to survive. Why do you think most heroes are dead?

I lost my love once. Loved kavita and lost her. I have a deep wound swara. I promised, when i brought you in my house, falsely married, that I would never let you alone. I promised; when i put the vermillion in your maang...that I would never let you be sad. When we get married, i will take my vows to accept responsibility for you, for the rest of my life. I'll fulfil my duties Swara. But Swara...what about you? You will never accept my responsibility? To never let me be sad? To never let me feel alone?

The day you feel that for me..i will call you my wife...in its true sense.

But as of now...I' still doing all this for you because of the crime I did against you. But I deserve more in life Swara..need someone to understand and want me the same way as I want them. To ensure that I get as much as I give them. To make a happy US.

And me, the ruthless businessman, is actually going to pray today. To pray, that you become that person...who will really care for me. I'm going to pray that my wife falls in love with me.and if she does not, then she needs to leave me alone...because i deserve more in life.I don't want to die suffocated in a loveless marriage. I cannot get hurt again.

Sanskaar .

Awesome dear. Great work. 👏

Awesome👏exclusively awesome..

Originally posted by: UZIS

Awesome👏exclusively awesome..

waiting for swara's reply too..😛😉😊

This is AWESOME 👏
You said it all 😳
You left me speechless. Seriously. 😊

Wow you said it all 👏 I think Sanskaar will be proud of this letter 😊

Originally posted by: Smilelicious

This is AWESOME 👏
You said it all 😳
You left me speechless. Seriously. 😊

Absolutely spot on!! 👏👏👏. See, I get a lot of Swara- I am a self confessed idealist and I have notions which I know don't work. I work in a big time corporate environment and still try to cling to my ideals- it leads to major hurt a lot of time BUT the biggest difference is- I acknowledge that and accept that. I have others around me, including loved ones, who are not like that- they do what they need to and even when I can't take the steps they deem necessary, I accept what they must do and don't stand in their way or pass judgment on them. I liked the Swara who eventually accepted Sanskaar's logic and to Ragini's face stood by him but the one who lectures and then has no solutions or alternatives and as you perfectly put- no plans- she is very annoying. I am so hoping as it will be her decision to marry (as we saw in the video), she will go back to being friends with Sanskaar and stop this childish lashing out. I loved your letter- perfectly put!

Originally posted by: tootiefrootie11

Absolutely spot on!! 👏👏👏. See, I get a lot of Swara- I am a self confessed idealist and I have notions which I know don't work. I work in a big time corporate environment and still try to cling to my ideals- it leads to major hurt a lot of time BUT the biggest difference is- I acknowledge that and accept that. I have others around me, including loved ones, who are not like that- they do what they need to and even when I can't take the steps they deem necessary, I accept what they must do and don't stand in their way or pass judgment on them. I liked the Swara who eventually accepted Sanskaar's logic and to Ragini's face stood by him but the one who lectures and then has no solutions or alternatives and as you perfectly put- no plans- she is very annoying. I am so hoping as it will be her decision to marry (as we saw in the video), she will go back to being friends with Sanskaar and stop this childish lashing out. I loved your letter- perfectly put!

Originally posted by: medhasarkar

exactly. iss duniya mein seedhi ungli se ghee na nikle toh ungli tedhi karni padhti hai. I just became a qualified Chartered accountant...and I did not understand the ways office politics and stuff work before...but now I guess i am having to.🤢