@flutter oh i din't knew that..
and as far as respect and bless...am happy i at least got those to do *sarcastic*...Otherwise...
just sitting here dreaming...of impposibilities...and hurting one's heart immensely...is what is left for people like me...
sometime i feel its not all cool Not to have a company in your category you know...you tend to feel lonely...feel like asking god "y you made me what i am" couldn't i drool and faint and scream and do what nots so that i would be a Fangirl and hence will have company who will ease my pains and heartaches...but no...you have to feel all sisterly ONLY...and SUFFER 100 times more than a fangirl suffers.."...sorry for that...i tend to be sarcastic a lot these days when it comes to J2M...and HC...its been a dead-end on both fronts...J2M and HC...happiness eludes me as a sis and as a best friend...(i am happy on the foundation level gor them...but when you think of the further levels...am not...)
as you said Cons are out of my reach and hence i have made peace with it...so no jealousy..no hopes..
but ...
anyways its a matter of time before i make peace with small mercies i have you know...of hoping...praying...loving... ...and be contended with Nada..zero...nothing...*sarcastic*...
but ONE thing for sure...no fate ...no god can stop me from living for J2M and HC...love them a is do...*very fierce*
i understand it when you say Sis can be colored with sarcasm sometimes...
am going through it...so no offence here mate..
besides...very few (including you) are here who know me REALLY,,,so there would be no problem to understand what am going through...
@moni...its nice to see You took over the mantle of entertaining and forwarding the AT from me...and you are succeeding very well...
nice to see activity in anything related to J2M and ofc HC...
looks like there is no light at the end of tunnel to me...*sarcastic laugh*
hope you guys enjoy here
god bless JP GP TCP