Kriyam FF 'True Love' Chapter 16 - The Final Chapter UPDATED on pg 20 - Page 13

Originally posted by: priyanvs

Nice update dear

Eagerly waiting for your next update

Thank you! I will be updating hopefully in the next few days. I will let you know when I update.

Originally posted by: itsAveesha

Amazing dear..loved it.. At last kriyam are together!! And I'm loving this side of krishna!! So romantic!! Keep updating!! Eagerly waiting!!

Thank you Aveesha for your comments. I will update soon. I did plan to finish my FF before SSEL finishes but I don't think I will be done in time. I will let you know when I update x

Finally kriyyam r together🥳.loved the epi👏.Hope Yuvaan understand. plz dont seperate kriyyam😭😭. Bhavna and Yuvaani r best😳😳.update soon. can't wait to see what happen next.

Originally posted by: Muniya94

Finally kriyyam r together🥳.loved the epi👏.Hope Yuvaan understand. plz dont seperate kriyyam😭😭. Bhavna and Yuvaani r best😳😳.update soon. can't wait to see what happen next.

Thank you so much for your comments. I don't want to give anything away. Stay tuned to find out what happens! I will be updating today.

Chapter 14 - Part One - Krishna's POV

'You know, don't you?' I asked in shock.

'Yes, I know.' He said calmly. I could see his anger increasing. He clenched his fists. He looked at both of us and stormed off in anger rushing towards the house. I quickly ran to Yuvan calling him. He stormed to his room.

'Yuvan, Yuvan. How did you find out?' I asked.

'I was stressed and upset as I had a tough day at work. Yuvani thought I was upset because Sayyam told me about you two. She tried to change the subject, but I made her tell me the truth.' He said in anger.

'Yuvan, please, let me explain.' I said breathless

'Yes, please explain! Please explain to me how two people who couldn't even stand each other suddenly decide they want to be with each other?!' He shouted in anger.

I was crying uncontrollably, this was the reaction I was afraid of.

'I-I don't know how and when it happened.' I said struggling for words.

'I told you I loved you!! What is it? Huh? Is it lust? Sayyam can't even stay in a relationship for more than 5 minutes. What makes you think with you he will be any different?!' He kept shouting furiously.

'What was it, did he charm you?!'

'No, no it's not like that.' I said quietly

'Then what is it like?? Do you love him? Is that it??'

'All I know is- is that I need him.' I couldn't control my tears. He stepped up to me and held my arms tightly.

'You need him?! Do you need him like you need me? Tell me, do you need him like you need me?!' He shook me strongly and let go.

'Yuvan, no-no you can't - you can't make me choose.' I said stuttering unable to speak properly from crying.

'Yes I can. You have to choose, it's either me or him. There is no way you can be with him and expect to still be friends with me. No way. You have to choose! If you're willing to throw away 20 years of friendship than that's your choice!' He said angrily while pacing around the room.

'Yuvan, please.' I pleaded.

'Go. Just go' I can't deal with this right now. Just go!!' He shouted without looking at me.

I left the house. I have never seen Yuvan so angry before, I knew this would ruin him. It felt like my whole world was crashing down around me. Yuvan has been with me through everything since I was a child. I can't lose him. I was in such a dilemma. I didn't know what to do. How am I supposed to choose?? I sat outside Yuvans house gathering my thoughts and reliving Yuvans furious reaction in my mind. I wanted things to be better. For things to go back to how it was.
I need to see Sayyam. I need to talk to him about what happened. I looked for him at the out house to find him not there. Where could he be at this time of day? There was only one place that he could be.

I walked to the beach to find Sayyam sat at the area of the beach where we would sit together. I sat near him. He looked at me. His eyes were bloodshot, as if he had been crying. He turned away and looked ahead at the water. We sat for a while in silence, both still trying to digest what had happened.

'Sayyam.' I said softly.

'It's over, isn't it?' He said in a dejected tone, he wouldn't look at me.

'It has to be.' I said with tears flowing down my face. He didn't respond. He sat there with no expression. I knew he was hurting, but he didn't want to show it. Seeing him like this hurt me too.

'Sayyam?'

'Just go Krishna. Please...I need to be on my own.' He said quietly.
I got up and walked home.

I was hurting. I was hurting so much. I was forced to choose between my love and my best friend. I had to sacrifice my love for Yuvan. I couldn't lose him. I just wanted things to be better and back to the way it was.


It was the next day. I woke up thinking about what happened last night. I was so confused and upset. Did I do the right thing? So many questions were going round in my head, I felt like I was losing my mind. I spent the whole morning in bed, I didn't want to get up and face the world. I felt depressed, the two people I care about so much were hurting and it's all my fault. Why did I let myself get into this situation?

It was late afternoon, Ma came into my room and opened the curtains.

'Krishna, you have to get up now, you can't stay in bed all day. We have been invited to Suhani's house.'

My heart sank. Suhani Aunty's house is the one place I was afraid to go to.
I got ready and went downstairs.

'Krishna, you go first. I've got a few things to go before I go. I won't be long, I will meet you there.' Ma said.

I made my way to Suhani Aunty's house. I heard shouting as I walked through the front garden. I followed the voices and it led to the out house.

I was shocked at what I saw.

Yuvan and Sayyam were fighting. Sayyam was on the ground with Yuvan sat over him punching him. I ran over and grabbed hold of Yuvan to pull him away from Sayyam.

'Yuvan, stop!! Yuvan, get off him!' I shouted. I kept screaming at the top of my lungs for him to stop. It was like he was possessed, I had never seen Yuvan so violent, he couldn't hear me. Once he realised, he got up and looked at me. I was stunned. I have never seen so much anger in Yuvan's face before. He was out of control. He looked at me and stormed towards the house.

Sayyam was still laying on the ground in pain. I rushed over to him and kneeled on the floor. I held him arm to help him up. He moved his arm away.

'I don't need your help Krishna.' He said sternly. He slowly got up. I wanted to help him. I could see him struggling, he slowly limped into the out house. I looked at Yuvan walking to the house. I ran upto him and grabbed his arm.

'Yuvan, how could you do that?! What happened? Why were you fighting with Sayyam?!' I said furiously.

'You know why Krishna!! He betrayed me!' He said angrily and started to walk away.

'Yuvan, stop. I just want things to go back to the way it was...I've ended things with Sayyam. Please don't hurt him anymore.' I couldn't control my tears. The close friendship has been ruined between two best friends and it's all my fault. It's my responsibility to fix things.

'Really?' Yuvan held my arms, relieved by what he had heard. He hugged me and left to go back to the house.

I felt relieved that I had my best friend back but it was at Sayyams expense. I wanted to see him. I needed to see if he's ok. I wiped my tears and went over to the outhouse. I stood at the front entrance to see Sayyam standing topless, facing the mirror, trying to apply ointment to the wounds on his back. He was struggling to reach them.
I went up to him and touched his hand to stop him from struggling. He turned round and looked at me.

'Krishna, I don't need y-' I placed my finger on his lips to stop him from talking. I stepped closer to him and looked deep into his eyes. I could see the pain in his eyes. I lightly skimmed over the bruises on his face with my fingers, each time a tiny piece of my heart would break seeing him hurt. I took the ointment from his hand. I gently touched the grazes on his smooth muscular body, all the way from his chest down his torso.
He lifted his hand towards my face. I held his hand to stop him. I placed my hand on his arms and turned him to face the mirror. I gently applied ointment to his wounds, I could hear him wincing every time my fingers would brush against his wounds. It was hurting me more and more. I couldn't take it anymore. I placed my hands around his body, his back facing me. I hugged him tight. I gently kissed a wound on his back and cried uncontrollably. I couldn't hold back anymore.

He looked over his shoulder and slowly turned around to face me. I faced down, I couldn't look at him. He placed his finger on my chin. He lifted my chin so that his face was facing mine. He leaned closer to me. Tears slowly flowed down my face. He gently brushed his lips against my cheeks soaking up each tear. The tingling sensation appeared again after what seems like a lifetime ago. Why does he do this to me? Why does he make me lose control? He stopped once he had soaked up all my tears. He leaned his head on mine, put his hand around my waist and slowly pushed me against the wall. He started kissing me down my neck and my shoulders. He kissed the other side of my neck until he was facing me. I closed my eyes revelling in his every touch.
Our lips were so close together. We were trying to avoid temptation. I closed my eyes and moved my lips close to his, wanting to be taken in by him.

Suddenly, I felt him move away. I opened my eyes. He was stood in front of me trying to avoid eye contact.

'Krishna, you need to go.' He said struggling to speak.

My heart sank. I snapped back into reality. Visions of Yuvans reaction came flooding back. My heart started beating fast. I realised what just nearly happened.

'I-I'm sorry.' I stuttered taking a few steps back. My heart started racing faster. I ran out of the outhouse crying even more. The feelings I have for Sayyam were spiralling out of control. When I am with him, I can't stop myself. Sayyam is my weakness.

I stood in front of the entrance of Birla Mansion. I wiped my tears and took a deep breath to compose myself. I walked into the house.
What happened next I didn't expect. I was in for a big shock...

Precap- The Aftermath of Yuvan finding out- Sayyams POV.

Hi everyone
I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I am hoping to update the next chapter soon. Please let me know what you think.

Thanks

Shaz x

Loved it Shaz! It was all so emotinal, I feel so bad for Krishna and I found Yuvaan so annoying! He is being so unfair to them! Loved the part where Krishna applied ointment to his wounds and the part that followed 😳 it was a tease lol! Waiting to see Sayyams POV now 😃

Originally posted by: Faeeqa

Loved it Shaz! It was all so emotinal, I feel so bad for Krishna and I found Yuvaan so annoying! He is being so unfair to them! Loved the part where Krishna applied ointment to his wounds and the part that followed 😳 it was a tease lol! Waiting to see Sayyams POV now 😃

Thank you Faeeqa! This chapter is emotional, the next part will be too! I loved the ointment scene too, I enjoyed writing it! 😳

It was superb shaz⭐️

Originally posted by: Anjali33

It was superb shaz⭐️

U describe emotions very well👏

While I was reading it, I was feeling a knot in my stomach..As if I was Krishna..Dats d effect it had on me

I just realised I hadn't responded to your comments.
Thank you so much! I'm glad you could feel Krishnas emotions, that what I wanted the readers to feel and understand how she is feeling and what is going through her mind. I'm actually planning on updating the next part of this chapter today. Keep an eye out for it! 😊

Chapter 14 - Part Two - Sayyams POV

'About us, there is an 'Us' now.' I said. I felt relieved that I said it but I was afraid of how Yuvan would react. He was very quiet and didn't respond.

'You know, don't you?' Krishna said to him.

I was in shock, I didn't expect Yuvan to know about us. Krishna ran behind him, leaving me behind.
I felt hurt and disappointed. So many thoughts were running around in my mind. Why did Krishna try to stop me from telling Yuvan? Why did she run off after him?
I stood outside the house for a while waiting for Krishna. I could hear shouting. I realised that right now isn't the time for me to speak to Yuvan, it will only make the situation worse.
I decided to walk to the beach to clear my mind. The beach was mine and Krishna's favourite place to spend together. We both always found it so relaxing and calming. Being at the beach felt like we were away from the rest of the world, it was as if nothing else mattered but us.

I sat there reminiscing all the times Krishna and I spent together since I came back to India. Those thoughts were then clouded by my memories of Yuvan and our friendship. My happiness turned into sadness, tears started falling from my eyes. Deep down, I knew. I knew nothing was ever going to be the same.
I heard small footsteps approaching me, I knew it was her. She sat down next to me. We sat for a while in silence, not knowing what to say to each other.
I knew what she was going to say. I knew it was over. I knew she would choose him.
Even though I knew, it still didn't prepare me for the pain I would feel. Once she left, I sat there crying uncontrollably, completely heartbroken.

I lost my love
I lost my best friend
I lost everything

I had no-one else. Yuvan and Krishna were all I had. A few hours later, I walked back home. I didn't even know if it would be my home anymore. I saw Yuvan sat in the front garden bench. I approached him, but he wouldn't look at me.

'Yuvan, let me explain..' I said.
He turned to walk away.

'Look, Yuvan. She's chosen you.' I said as he walked back to the house.

I know he is upset and angry with me. He will feel I have betrayed him. He has always loved Krishna and I have come in between. I didn't know if our friendship could survive this. I used to think our friendship was unbreakable, we had like a brotherly bond.

It was the next day, I was tossing and turning all night and struggled to sleep. I couldn't get Yuvan and Krishna out of my mind. Questions were going through my mind. Why couldn't I control my feelings?
I sat at the outhouse all morning, nervous about facing Yuvan. I wanted to speak to him, but I didn't want to make the situation worse.

'Sayyam, Sayyam get out here!' I heard Yuvan shouting outside. I rushed out to speak to him.

'Yuvan-' Before I knew it Yuvan punched me to the ground. I didn't want to fight back, it's not his fault. He was angry and upset, he needed to vent his anger on someone.

'Why Krishna? You knew how much I love her, yet you pursued her. Was it to upset me?? Did you do this to spite me?' He shouted in anger.

'No, no it's not like that.' I said while trying to block his punches with my arms.
'What did I do to deserve this? I thought of you as my best friend and you betrayed me!!' He said throwing more punches at me.
I have never seen Yuvan so angry and it was all my fault, I shouldn't have acted on my feelings.

'She's mine and only mine!' He shouted. 'You and I can never come back from this!'

He carried on hitting me until I heard someone running up to us. Krishna came and stopped Yuvan. She was hysterical. She tried to help me but I pushed her away. I didn't want her help, I'm nothing to her anymore.
I slowly managed to get up and walk into the outhouse. I could feel aches and pains all over my body. I tried to apply ointment on my wounds but I struggled to reach the wounds on my bare back.
I felt a hand on mine. I knew it was hers, I turned to see Krishna. She looked hurt and upset. She touched my bruises on my face lightly with her fingers and touched the wounds on my body. Every gentle touch of her fingers drove me crazy.
I felt her lips gently touch the wound on my back as she hugged me tightly. The touch of her lips sent a shiver down my spine. I could feel little drops of tears trickling down my back. Each little drop made my heart melt even more. I turned to face her, she wouldn't look me in the eye. I lifted her chin for her face to face mine. Every time I see her, her beauty takes my breath away. Tears were flowing down her cheeks. It broke my heart seeing her upset. I brushed my lips on her cheeks to wipe the tears from her eyes. I couldn't handle seeing tears fall from her eyes. Our eyes were locked on one another's. I couldn't control my feelings any longer. I gently pinned her against the wall and started kissing her neck and shoulders. My feelings overtook my body. I wanted her so much, I wanted to kiss her, I wanted to embrace her in my arms and show her how much I love her. She makes me feel like no-one has ever done before.

Suddenly, flashes of Yuvans attack on me came rushing in my mind. I moved away. I came back to reality. I told her to leave, I couldn't look her in the eye, I knew she would be upset. Seeing her hurt would distress me even more.
She ran out towards Birla House. I put my t-shirt on and made my way to the house. I wanted to speak to her.
I stood at the terrace. I looked in from the entrance to see the whole family sat in the living area. Yuvan was sat with Suhani Aunty. Krishna had not long walked in and Soumya Aunty was there. Suhani Aunty rushed over to Krishna and hugged her.

'Krishna, we have a surprise for you.' She said smiling at her.

'Yuvan has told me how much you both love each other Krishna, I'm so happy! I always imagined you as my daughter in law.'

Daughter in law? I was confused, what was happening??

Krishna stood there unresponsive in shock.

'Your mother and I have set a date for your engagement. You and Yuvan are getting engaged the day after tomorrow.'

Everyone was so happy, they were all hugging each other.

I looked away heartbroken, my back hit the wall. I slid down the wall, slumped onto the ground and buried my head in my arms. I was devastated. My heart felt like it had been shattered into a thousand pieces.
I have lost her. I have lost the woman I love forever...

Precap- Yuvan and Krishna's Pre-engagement party. Kriyam dance.


Hi everyone

I hope you enjoyed Sayyams POV, if you haven't read Part 1 please do read that first so that Part 2 makes more sense. Part 1 is on Page 17 too. From the next chapter, it will be back to Krishna's POV. I only have 2 chapters left. I am hoping to get the next chapter done by Wednesday and then the last chapter before the show ends.
I hope you are all enjoying my FF, I'm worried we are losing a lot of Kriyam fans on the forum as there weren't as many responses to the last part of my FF.

Please read and let me know what you think.

Shaz x