a few things that I'll always remember abt this epi:
* YuvAni's bedroom/dream scene- the haunting background music, the darkness overall, Suhani's angelic appearance, she just looked like the picture of serenity and innocence, his voice...he looked and sounded broken...the dialogues here...she tells him we cant regret what might've been...we've gotta live in the present...and he tells her that's why im telling you suhani, mat jao...main akele ye sab nahin sambhal sakta...
* the Samosa scene- so he ended up at the tasty corner..he's trying to live like her, in her absence, being a mess, eating like her, getting dirty like her...she was poking his noseš super adorbs!!!
* in a way his pain actually worsens with each passing day...which brings me to that mud scene...he's I think in the worst condition in that scene bec he looks like he's ready to give up. He shouts her name and there's desperation and frustration...the pain is unbearable...trying to live like her isn't bringing her back..he's had enough...the way he takes fist fulls of mud and just breaks down...closes his eyes as if he just wants to join her wherever she is...haunting stuff.
The saddest part is , he has no idea where she is, in what condition, why she ended up there, it's really scary to have so many questions abt your loved one... he doesn't know if she was in pain, if she's still alive, if she'll ever be back...worst pain ever. š