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"I don't know Kunal . I don't know . It's been 6 years , 6 bloody damned years and I'm still standing there , stationery . I've suppressed every negative thought and energy and channelized it into raising my daughter."
"Our daughter , Mauli"
"SHUT UP KUNAL. Were you there for me in those lone nights where I cried myself to sleep ? Were you there when I felt her kick inside me for the first time? Were you there when I was a little nervous before the delivery? Were you there to hear her first cry , to cradle her to sleep? Were you there when she longed for her father ? "
"Kunal I'm the one who lost everything my husband, my best friend, everyone who I had complete faith in. You broke my trust, you broke every dream of mine. Yet you stand here and ask me what's wrong ? WHAT IS WRONG ? YOU ARE KUNAL , YOU ARE WRONG . YOU CHEATED ON ME . I still don't know where I went wrong . I still think that probably I didn't have something in me to make you stay to keep you loyal. " Tears started rolling down her face fiercely.
"Mauli , I'm sorry.. I really..."
" You are sorry after six years , after losing your wife . Did you once in all these years think about me , how I am ? No . Did you think once about how wrong you were ? No . Even after all this , I love you , I never stopped loving you, I don't know why . I've always considered myself as a strong woman but I could NOT unlove you Kunal . My feelings came from a very honest place , you were my first love , my 'Jaana' , my forever . AND one day you bailed out without any reason. Is being good a bad thing? Then Why Am I fixated and you still unaffected Kunal. Why?
Ishaan Is a wonderful person but I'm not in love with him. I can't love him because of you . I can't love anyone because of you . BECAUSE I STILL AM THE MAULI WHO LOVED KUNAL. You slept with my best friend , why Kunal , why?
And I can't not be in love with you when you are in front of me and that's the worst thing in the world. Because I'm betraying someone's trust , I'm becoming you . " She couldn't speak further as she choked on her tears .
"Mauli, Main Bhi..."
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Just a little writing from Mauli's perspective . I can understand her and I've been there in that position . I just hope she looks out for her happiness :)
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