*guess what i thought, pondered whole day.. shall i share my thoughts abt Shaurya or not ?
may be people here will think i have double standards for disliking him and then praising him all of a sudden...
but then i thought.. did i ever mention i dislike shaurya for who he has been portrayed as.. the answer was NO.
i always disliked his anger mgmt issues, his wrong reasons of rebuking Anokhi, his impulsiveness, for lashing out his own dad and misbehaving with his mother. but today when he did something exceptional.. ek post to banti hai. hai na..*
to bas ye rahi ek lambi si pyari post all abt Shaurya and why i loved him today.. until he makes me angry again lets enjoy this one.
For once I loved Shaurya... yes i loved him today more than I disliked him so far for his manhandling Anokhi, Disrespecting his mom and Dad...
Reason..
One. He showed Badi Ma her place.
Second.. he actually demanded his right to take his life's decision.
Third.. he put things black n white.. Shagun is not THE ONE whom he loves.
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I always disliked people (FL,ML or anyone for that matter) who cant speak up for their own right, who doesn't have guts to stand for what they want in life.
I loved Anokhi always cause she had done that so many times already.
i never found that zeal to fight in Shaurya, may be cause he never found anyone worth that fight.
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But today when he actually put things across in front of Badi maa, by asking..
why he can't take decision of his own life ?
why she always turn things all abt her ?
its not about her now.. its him, its his life, and he should hav the right to take decision for his life.
and Shagun is not the girl he loves. but he loves SOMEONE ELSE.
And Bang...i wanted to pat on his back for finally speaking, for demanding. he did speak in past for saving anokhi many times.. but this time it was different... In past it was always well planned and well calculated for a known outcome but this time it was his feelings which got him speak up... FINALLY.
he doesn't know how Badi ma will react, or will he be able to explain it to Anokhi... but still bared his heartfelt emotions.
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and i really hope he just dont got do his usual push pull or shoulder grab Anokhi... then ill get back to my disappointed mode.
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*hope i was able to share what i felt for Shaurya after today's episode.. and until he disappoints me again let me appreciate what best he did today*