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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

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Posted: 9 years ago

#31

Part 10

I suddenly heard that shout...

'Where is my file..'

I was shocked and wake up...

I found myself hugging the pillow...

I kept the pillow aside and looked behind...

I can see him searching for something...

I was wondering what is he searching for...

Now i heard..

'I kept it here only in the morning... none of my file found now...'

That is when i wake up fully and realised he is searching for the file which i kept with the books...

I just got down from the bed and rushed towards the book shelf...

Just took all the files whichever i kept there as i was not sure what he is searching for...

Then stepped towards him...

The files were hiding my face completely...

I was unable to see what is in the front...

I hit badly in the leg of the sofa and dropped all the files...

That is when he turned towards me... Sorry.. towards my direction...

But his attention was in the file...

He rushed towards the file...

I can hearing him telling...

'OMG.. my files... who told you to take this...'

He just shouted and started collecting the files...

I just stepped backwards and went little far in fear...

He put the files in the table and took couple of files which he was in need and sat in the sofa...

Then called someone and gave the details from the file...

I was afraid on his shout and was standing without knowing what is to be done...

After sometime...

When he finished his convo in the phone...

He disconnected the phone and kept the file in the table...

'Dont touch my files and all.. ok.. i cant allow that...'

He said in shouting tone...

I got more frightened...

I was blinking my eyes and was nodding my head as acceptance...

That is when he lift his face for first time to look at me...

His eyes meet mine...

He didn't talk anything after that...

Before i could come to some conclusion what this look is all about...

His phone gave its voice intimating the arrival of the call...

He attend the call...

He replied that reaching with the file in few minutes...

He took the file and rushed outside the room...

I just sat in the bed without knowing what can be done...

Is it mistake that she touch the file...

May be... i relocated his files.. that too without his concern is something wrong only...

I decided not to do anything without his concern...

But can see the files just put in the table...

I was unable to hold myself..

Just went near it and started arranging it...

But now.. instead of keeping inside the book shelf...

I kept there itself in the table ordered...

What to do...

I am used to it...

I never let anything put here & there even in the orphanage...

It is some sort of discipline taught by Swathi madam to me...

The time was moving...

Its dinner time...

No trace of his arrival at home...

Pappa told he is busy with the US biz.. so he may return late...

After sending & getting the contract signed with the customer...

All had dinner...

I went to our room and lay down in the bed...

I was not getting sleep for long...

So many thoughts were occupying my mind...

But slowly the sleep got mercy on me unlike my husband and hug me...

I slept...

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 9 years ago

#32

Hi Friends,

Hope you all are enjoying...

Not sure whether enjoying or not... But i think not boring too...

I got restless with the concept that i gave 10 updates today itself...

Still its already 11 now...

So further updates by tomorrow...

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sheetal

@sheetal1979

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Posted: 9 years ago

#33

Originally posted by: banuprasa
Hi Friends,
Hope you all are enjoying...

Not sure whether enjoying or not... But i think not boring too...

I got restless with the concept that i gave 10 updates today itself...

Still its already 11 now...

So further updates by tomorrow...

I really loved a lot superb updates for further updates I'll wait till tomorrow take rest gud night

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InToTheUnknown

@InToTheUnknown

Dazzler

+ 2

Posted: 9 years ago

#34

didi...I luvd ur new ff...Im yours...like u know I didn't even think about all this when I was writing the os. I was sitting alone at home and thought of writing another os...I had no idea of what to do...I simply played bangalore days(Malayalam movie) from which I got idea to start os. but I never thought the way u thought...it is mind blowing...I loved it and im very happy...

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himani_692

@himani_692

Rocker

+ 2

Posted: 9 years ago

#35

lovely updates👏 poor roli how can someone be so workaholic😭 waiting for further updates eagerly good night😊

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ranjani

@Ranjani005

Navigator

Posted: 9 years ago

#36

Really awsome updates akka.i never thought u would start an ff. And that while u were writing two other ffs simutaneously...glad and out of dis world.just dont strain yourself too much.i love dis ff .poor roli .sid is very cruel.hope he loves his real wife soon 😉

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 9 years ago

#37

Originally posted by: roshnirosid88
didi...I luvd ur new ff...Im yours...like u know I didn't even think about all this when I was writing the os. I was sitting alone at home and thought of writing another os...I had no idea of what to do...I simply played bangalore days(Malayalam movie) from which I got idea to start os. but I never thought the way u thought...it is mind blowing...I loved it and im very happy...

Yes.. its a beautiful movie.. I too did saw it once.. I loved it too... am happy that you loved it...

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 9 years ago

#38

Part 11

I got up the next day morning...

I was not sure whether he returned home or not...

I turned to see around while i was surprise to see him sleeping in the bed...

Though not close to me.. but in the same bed...

He was turned against me...

I am not sure when he came home and slept here...

I was also not sure whether he is till angry with me for misplacing the file...

I just got down from the bed and went to washroom to start my day... taking bath...

I came out and started combing my hair...

Not he was turned towards me...

i can see him through the mirror...

My eyes didn't hear my words and started admiring him...

By now i finished making plait on my hair and got ready to go down...

When i took few steps... i was unable to hold me from going near him...

I went near him and smiled looking at him...

I was not sure what i wanted to do...

To give reason to myself.. i just wrapped the blanket properly..

Then took further steps...

Suddenly i remembered he may go to take bath when i am in the kitchen...

Thought of keeping his things ready...

Immediately went to bathroom and kept the brush ready...

I put the newspaper also in the stand...

Then went to wardrobe take out his dress...

Kept the changing dress also ready & looked at the sofa...

His removed shirt was put in it...

That is when i turned again towards him to see again...

Yes he was wearing that dress which i selected for him the previous morning...

The sleeveless one...

I blushed...

I took the shirt and put it for washing...

Then went back to see the laptop bag was thrown in the sofa...

I took it to keep it properly when i heard...

'What are you doing???'

I got afraid whether he will shout again...

I just kept the bag back as it is and just rushed out of the room...

I went to the kitchen to help maaji...

When i was in the kitchen.. his thoughts were occupying me...

We finished the kitchen works too...

I arranged the food in the dining when he came down wearing the dress i kept today...

He looked at me... while i got afraid..

Yes.. i now got fear whether he will shout at me for anything...

That too in the dining we are...

I just went back to kitchen...

Mataji & pappa too reached the dining...

Maaji served food to all...

At that time i came to know that..

Yes.. He was telling his father the documents are all ready..

He got approval from the US customer too...

But now the problem is he need to go to US for getting it signed...

Being it is 1 year contract... they were not ready to accept with copy of documents...

So he need to go to US tonight...

Mataji scold him for leaving me & going to US.. when it is just 2 days from marriage...

Still he was talented enough to convince everyone...

I was watching everything from the kitchen..

Oh!!! now he will be going to US & wont be even there to see once or twice a day...

Somewhere inside the heart it was pricking...

But he got his genuine reason of signing the contract...

What can i even do...

When i was having breakfast.. i saw him got ready for office...

Yes.. he is going to office to finish some task as he will not be available in the Office for some more days...

I was looking at him from the dining...

Before he left.. i felt like he turned towards my side..

But not sure what that turning is towards..

But one thing was sure.. i am going to miss him as he is going out of country tonight...

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 9 years ago

#39

Part 12

I was pushing the time till evening...

I started feeling bored too...

I felt all alone in that big bungalow...

Still i cant blame elders for that as they tried their best to accompany me...

Still noon is the time they need to take rest...

In my orphanage.. its not like that...

We were in all age groups...

So some or other will be active & awake...

I will spend time with them..

I never felt bored or alone there...

Now i need to accustom to this new experiences...

Anyway i felt the married life experience which i am facing now might have not been faced by anyone till date...

Once he saw yesterday face to face...

Then in the morning he might have seen my back..

I just rushed outside the room in fear of his shouting...

I was harding pushing the time...

Even dinner is done...

I was in our room without knowing where he is while he told need to go to US today...

He suddenly rushed inside the room...

I was happy on seeing him...

I can hear him telling that...

'OMG.. getting late already... need to rush to catch flight...'

I understood his urgency...

He went to washroom to fresh up himself...

I was not knowing how many days trip it is...

I went to his wardrobe...

I took out 3-4 suits which was in the hanger...

I was holding it in my hand so that i can give him ready to help in getting ready...

He came out of the washroom and looked at me for the 2nd time...

Then he rushed to take his suitcase...

He swiftly took the dress which i was holding and put it inside it...

I took out his towel... inner garments.. changing casuals too and gave him...

Without telling anything he just put those inside the suitcase...

Now his packing is ready...

He started combing his hair...

I stood in a place which wont disturb him in getting ready...

He by now got ready & took the suitcase in his hand...

He started marching towards the door...

Before leaving the room.. he turned towards me...

I was giving a longing look at him...

I was unable to believe my ears what i heard...

'Bye...'

This is what i heard from him in a soft tone from him...

Before i could come out of excitement on hearing something from him...

He was no more visible to my sight...

I understood he started already...

I just rushed out of the room and towards downstairs...

I can see him going out of the house in urgency of catching the flight...

Elders went back to their rooms locking the main door to sleep...

I too returned to our room...

But started missing him...

I felt myself crazy..

I am missing him???

When i was together with him in these 2 days to miss now...

I gave a dry smile myself...

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 9 years ago

#40

Part 13

Its difficult phase of my life...

Though i was orphan.. I never felt like this...

I am used to be with my big family in the orphanage...

So many kids.. So many friends.. Swathi Madam...

I never felt alone...

The place was very small...

The facilities were very minimal...

Still the love... the love i got from them was priceless...

I cant blame anyone here...

Mataji... Maaji... all are good...

But they are elders...

I can spend time with them during cooking talking to them in general...

Then can spend some time in Mataji room talking to her for sometime...

But after that... The time comes for them to sleep & take rest...

I cant disturb them anymore and end up in my room again...

I did my best inside our room too...

Yes.. i did dusting.. cleaning...

Arranged the book... Arranged the clothes in the wardrobe...

Changed the curtains... Changed the bedsheet...

How long this all going to take...

Again i am left with boring mode...

I am not fond in reading books...

Yes..i used to read some interesting novels...

But none were found here...

All business related books...

That too in advance level...

Got no interest to read it too...

I started crying inside without able to handle this strange situation...

But didn't show it to elders as they should not feel bad...

Moreover Mataji & Maaji were against him in going leaving me...

Now i show them that i am upset...

Then i know what they will do...

So i tried my best to keep me normal in front of them...

After pushing some days like this..

Now i am no more able to handle this loneliness...

I went to talk to Mataji & Maaji...

I asked them with hesitation 'Can i go to orphanage to meet my friends???'

They immediately accepted with a smile...

'What is there to ask with this much hesitation... you can very well go Roli...'

This was their response...

I was really excited...

I conveyed my thanks and started to go to my orphanage...

They told me to go in the car engaging the driver...

After few minutes of drive.. i reached the place...

I got down from the car and rushed inside the orphanage...

Swathi madam & friends were really happy seeing me...

I was more excited than how they were...

I just rushed towards madam & hug her...

She enquired about my wellness...

I replied i am happy...

I didn't want to disclose the strange situation i am handling...

Swathi madam was happy that i got married to a good family & i got good life partner...

If i tell her.. he has not even talk to me or see me properly...

Then she may feel bad...

So i tried to stay normal...

But just told... he went out of station for some office work...

I was spending some time with my friends...

Some sudden feeling inside...

Which was not letting me to be there anymore...

I started becoming restless...

I waved bye to my friends & Swathi madam...

I started my return towards my house...

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