Part 36Roli came out of bathroom without realising Siddhant is also there in the room...
Siddhant who lift his face on hearing the door sound was surprised...
Roli who saw Siddhant in the room realised her mistake...
Siddhant swiftly turned against her and went near the window facing outside...
Roli swiftly took the dress bag and rushed inside the bathroom again...
After changing the dress she came out with hesitation on how to face him again...
Roli found Siddhant still standing near the window facing against her...
Roli slowly took steps and went near him...
Roli: I am sorry.. I was in the memory of my room and...
Siddhant: its ok...
He slowly turned towards her...
Siddhant: You are not well... So take rest instead of standing here...
Roli: But let me stand for sometime... I am feeling bored to sleep always...
Siddhant: Ok.. But your legs are weak.. That is why i said...
Roli: Why should i worry.. When you are here...
Siddhant looked at her...
Roli: You are the one who hold me yesterday even while sitting... Then wont you hold while standing...
Siddhant: SUre i will...
Siddhant wrapped his hand on her shoulder...
Roli lean on his shoulder...
After a while...
Roli: Siddhant my legs are paining...
Siddhnat: Roli.. That is why i told you to sleep... You only wanted to stand here.. Come and take rest...
Roli took the step while she was not able to take further step due to weakness & effect of medicine.. She was feeling dizzy...
Siddhant: Roli... Dont worry...
Siddhant took Roli in his arms and took her near the bed...
He put her in the bed and sat beside her...
Roli hold his hand and slept in a while...
Siddhant kissed on her forehead...
Siddhant: Roli, i got afraid... Yes dear.. I got afraid that i will lose my control while looking like that... But fear of losing your friendship made me to gain that control and turned against you... How long this waiting Roli... When will you become mine...
Siddhant puzzled his sleeping beauty...
Further 2 days went...
Roli cured completely with care taken by Siddhant on her...
Her temperature turned normal & she was perfectly alright...
Roli: Siddhant... Without you i might have not got alright so soon...
Siddhant: Roli.. It is my duty & you are my responsibility...
Roli Smiled...
Roli: Siddhant... Let me go back to my room... We will resume going to college from tomorrow...
Siddhant was feeling bad even thinking she is going away from him...
But he cant stop her and the management left her for 3 days in his room itself is very big thing...
He agreed...
He took her bag...
Hold Roli's hand...
Took Roli to her hostel...
Receptionist smiled looking at Siddhant coming back with ROli...
Siddhant: mam. i am leaving Roli back...
Receptionist: Roli, i am very happy for you to get such love in your life...
Roli: Love!!!
Siddhant was shocked to hear that she told something like that...
He was wondering about Roli's reaction to it...
Roli: mam, he is not my lover... he is my friend...
Receptionist: No Roli... You might have seen him when you were ill... I have seen with my eyes.. That is why i am telling confidently...
Roli: No mam.. We are very close as friends... that is why... You dont know how deep friends we are.. Am i right Siddhnat...
She enquired Siddhant...
Siddhant nod his head as acceptance swollowing the blockage created on his throat...
Roli with a smile went to her room...
Siddhant was returning to his room remembering the conversations happened just now...
Siddhant was thinking, so till now Roli has no such intention on me & treating me only as her friend...
Part 37The days were passing...
Siddhant maintain his secret of loving Roli & decided to wait for herself realise it...
Siddhant was thinking, Roli i know you too love me...
But you too have mistaken it as friendship alone like how i used to think about you...
But i cant afford taking risk of telling that i am in love with you...
What if you cut our friendship too... No i cant Roli...I cant...
He was decided...
The exams were finished...
The holidays started...
It is time for them to return back to their home for about 1 month...
Roli as well as Siddhant though were happy that returning to their houses...
We in pain too as they need to be away from each other...
Now almost an year for them...
They have been together almost the whole day...
Now is it even possible to stay away is not known to them...
Roli & Siddhant reached the railway station...
They entered into the train...
All the way... they were remembering their travel from Delhi together...
Siddhant was feeling bad... Still he hide his feeling from her...
Roli was restless..
Siddhant can see & understand her... But didn't reveal...
They were not getting sleep...
Roli: Siddhant...
Siddhant: Yes Roli...
Roli: Are you getting sleep...I am not getting...
Siddhant: No Roli.. I am also not getting sleep...
Shall we sit for sometime...
Siddhant: Hmmm...
Siddhant sat in his seat...
To his surprise...
Roli came near him and sat beside him...
ROli lean on his shoulder...
Siddhant wrapped his hand around her...
He closed his eyes...
Siddhant was thinking... Roli i fear.. I may lose my control and tell you something...
i am already upset on going away from you...
You know what i wish to do now...
To cup your face and kiss on your cheeks...
When he was thinking closing his eyes...
Siddhant realised the touch of lips on his cheeks...
Siddhant was pleasantly surprised & opened his eyes...
It was Roli who was in tears placing the kiss on his cheeks...
On seeing her tears... he forgot the happiness of kiss...
Siddhant: Roli... Why are you crying...
Roli: Siddhant, i dont know... I feel my heart heavy even by thinking i will be away from you for 1 month...
Siddhant: ROli... i too feel bad to go away from you... But you should not cry like this...
ROli: Siddhant i feel like always on your shoulder... you know your shoulder give more comfort to me than the stupid bed or pillow...
Siddhant: Hi Roli.. Why are you cursing the pillow & bed...
He smiled to divert her to smile...
Roli: no.. i am not in any mood to smile now... i miss you Siddhant...
ROli hug him tightly and started crying badly...
Siddhant consol her slowly...
Siddhant: Hi Roli.. Relax.. Dont worry.. I will call you daily ok... you should not cry like this...
After sometime..
Slowly Roli got back her smile...
Roli went near his face again & kissed on his cheeks...
Roli: Siddhant you are my sweet friend...
Siddhant just remembered her first kiss with tears & now the 2nd one...
SIddhnat was thinking, OMG!!! Roli dont kill me...
He was looking deeply into her eyes...
ROli raised her eyebrows as 'What'
Siddhant was unable to control him anymore...
He moved towards her face & kissed on her cheeks...
Roli was pleasantly surprised and lean on his shoulder...
Part 38Siddhant was excited...
Is this true or he is in dream?
His Roli kissed her and also he placed kiss on her...
He was unable to believe himself...
The whole night went in silence...
Roli was not feeling like moving away from his shoulder...
Siddhant too wrapped his hand around her and was not ready to leave her...
Now it is nearing dawn...
The train will reach Delhi in some time...
They need to go away from from each other...
Then 1 month separation...
Siddhant was feeling bad to even think about that...
He knows his Roli's condition is also the same...
Siddhant: Roli... We are nearing Delhi...
Roli: Yes Siddhant...
Siddhant: You remember introducing yourself as Bubli...
Roli: yes... and you the bunty...
ROSID laughed...
Siddhant lift and cup her face...
Siddhant: Roli... We travelled as strangers when going from Delhi...
Roli: Hmmm... You are right...
Siddhant: And in the college as friends...
ROli: Yes.. I agree...
Siddhant: And now while returning...
Siddhant gave a mischief smile and moved towards her face...
Towards her lips...
Roli realised what he is about to do now...
Roli moved away a little...
Roli: and now
Siddhant pulled her closer again...
His lips was almost just 1 inch from her lips...
Siddhant: and now as lovers...
Roli was shocked...
Roli: Siddhant what are you talking..WHy are you suddenly telling us as lovers...
Siddhant: Roli... what do you mean by your question... you are playing right...
ROli: No Siddhant i am serious... what made you to think us as lovers.. We are good friends right..
Siddhant: Roli... You mean.. We are mere friends even now...
Roli: Yes... Yes Siddhant.. We are mere friends...
Siddhant: Roli... i cant play this game anymore... I cant... Let me confess myself... I love you Roli...
ROli: Siddhant.. I didn't expect this from you...
Siddhant: Roli.. I am not expecting this from you...
Roli: What i did Siddhant...
Siddhant: ROli.. If you are mere friend... Then why you hug me... Then why you kiss me..
Roli: it was just as a friend...
Siddhant: Oh! You hug & kiss your friends like this?
No reply...
Siddhant: Ok.. Why you were feeling bad when we are going away... Why you were on my shoulders the whole night without intention to move apart...
Roli: everything as a friend only...
Siddhant: Roli... I too was thinking that we are mere friends according to you till today... But when i got a kiss from you & the condition thinking about our separation... I have seen love on your eyes...
Roli: No Siddhant...
Siddhant: Roli.. You may miss to realise it.. But if you think well you will understand...
Roli: No... I dont want to understand anything... you have broken my trust Siddhant.. I thought you are my good friend.. but you showed yourself as a normal guy who are behind the girls..
Siddhant: No Roli.. I cant accept this accusation...
Roli: Then what else i can tell you Siddhantt...
Siddhant: Roli.. Ok.. let me be the normal guy behind the girls... I accepted all your accusation.. I am sorry that i confess my love to you... I am sorry to hug you... I am sorry to kiss you... I am sorry for eveything...
Siddhant took his bag...
The train entered into the Delhi Station...
He got down from the train and went invisible from ROli's eyes...
Roli was confused...
Part 39Roli got down from the train and looked around for Siddhant...
But he was not found anywhere...
Her heart was feeling heavy...
Roli: Siddhant, you got angry and went away from me.. Without even tell bye... as if i have done some mistake... Its ok...
Roli started walking towards the bus stand to catch the bus to Vrindavan...
She get into the bus and occupied the seat...
The bus started and she was looking outside the window...
Roli remembered what all happened in just few minutes of time...
Siddhant have finally got angry and went away from her...
Roli was thinking, Siddhant what is my mistake in this...
It was you who have imagined suddenly as lovers...
What can i do for that...
You wont talk to me from now...
You dont be my friend from now...
The thought itself was created pain to her...
The tears started rolling her cheeks...
Roli closed her eyes...
Roli remembered their first meet...
Talking mutually calling Bunty & Bubli...
Roli suddenly got smile on her face thinking about that...
Then their first meet in the college...
Their first friendship...
Shaking hands...
Cheer up...
Their break fast togethr...
In the class...
Making sit together...
Their fun...
The night which they spent together int he college...
His anger when Roli blame him to hug...
Roli was thinking... That time it was me who made the mistake...
I hug you and thought you did that...
But now... It was you who bring love between friendship...
How can you do that Siddhant...
So many thoughts were occupying her mind...
Roli heard calling Vrindavan to alert the passengers to get down...
Roli swiftly got up and took her bag...
She got down from the bus and moved towards her house...
Roli's parents and sister were eagerly waiting for Roli to come...
Her sister Simar rushed towards Roli as she enter and hug tightly...
Meena: Roli, how are you... How many days went seeing you...
Roli was not in a mood to enjoy coming back to her house...
or enjoying with her parents or sister...
Roli: I am find Mom...
Meena: Roli, why are you seems to be tired... Your eyes are red...
Roli: Nothing Mom.. Due to travelling...
Meena: Ok.. Today you take compelte rest... Sleep for sometime... I will bring you food...
Roli: Ok mom...
She was not interested to talk anything with anyone...
Roli went to her room...
Kept her bag...
She lay down in the bed and closed her eyes...
Roli was unable to bear this grief of Siddhant going angrily...
It was making more pain than the separation pain which she was feeling already...
Roli got tears rolling her cheeks...
Part 40Roli was not getting sleep...
Her mind was filled with his memories...
Roli was thinking, Siddhant why are you doing like this...
I am unable to sleep...
I am unable to eat...
I am unable to even be happy with my family members while i have come home after an year...
Everywhere you are seen...
Always your memories...
WHy all these happening with me Siddhant...
She was turning sides...
But was able to sleep only near the dawn...
Sharp at the time of herself getting call from SIddhant...
She got up and looked at her mobile...
Roli: Siddhant, why you didn't call me yet... to wake me up... Wont you call me..
She was feeling sad...
She got up from bed and went to fresh up and take bath...
When she returned to her room wearing towel...
She remembered coming in front of Siddhant wearing towel...
She was thinking... Even at that moment... he didn't misbehave with me.. Instead he turned his face against her...
Roli got smile on her face...
Roli: SO sweet...
Meena entered into Roli's room...
Meena was surprised...
Meena: Roli.. Is this you?
Roli: WHy mom? Yes its me only...
Meena: The girl who wont get up after multiple tries of waking up... Got up herself and took bath in the morning itself...
Meena was happy to see her like that...
Roli: Yes Maaji... I am used to it now.. THats why...
Meena: GOod to see you responsible... By the way.. Whom you were telling so sweet...
ROli: You only mom... who else...
Roli managed..
Meena: okok... And another thing...
Roli: What mom?
Meena: Is everything ok...
Roli: I dont get you mom.. Why are you asking like that...
Meena: ROli.. Since you returned home.. you were so dull and lost.. Thats why...
Roli: NOthing like that mom...
Meena: ROli... i have crossed your age... I am not talking to you like mom... I am talking like friend..
Roli: Tell me mom..
Meena: I can see love on your eyes...
ROli: Mom...
Meena: ROli... you are studying in other city and there are chances you have fallen in love with someone... I can clearly see the love and its symptoms on you..
Roli: NOt at all mom...
Meena: ROli, no need to hide from me.. ANyway even if you hide today.. you need to come to us one or other day to proceed with your relation...
Roli:oh MOm!
MEena: Roli, i am not against love and i am happy only if you get your life as per your wish... Only thing is take care the person is good & who understand you... Nothing more... Take care...
Meena went out of the room...
Roli: What is this mom telling? She saw love on my eyes... What is seen in the eyes... I really cant understand...
Roli opened her bag to take the dress...
Automatically her thought went which color is liked by Siddhant...
SHe took out the dress and wear it...
Roli: This dress is one of his favorite dress...
After telling that...
ROli realised she is not going to see Siddhant today...