Guys, after reading all your posts I really don't know what to say.
I was in fact informed about this post by a very dear friend of mine as I hardly come onto IF and FB nowadays.
Over the past couple of days, I had received several messages from many of you, but was too distressed to respond to it at that point of time. I admit that I was shocked, hurt and angry at what had happened.
But what surprised me was that new faces started popping up all of a sudden, people who I never knew even existed. It seems that they had been enjoying silently all along and went frantic when I suddenly withdrew from the forum and page. All of them... all of you guys kept pushing me to continue.
To be honest, I'm quite stubborn... as stubborn as a rock... and I stick to a decision once I make one, but you guys just really REALLY touched me. You knocked me off my feet with all your love, support and encouragement and it is too overwhelming. I just can't thank you guys enough.
It was hard for me to step back and decide not to continue with what I was doing... it was something I loved to do, keeping you guys happy and entertained. But in the heat of the moment, I had to take that hard decision and I'm very very sorry I had to hurt a lot of you in the process. It was really distressing when some of you kept on urging me to continue, I could see that I had left off at a point where things were just starting to happen and many of you were upset about it.
I know a lot of bitter things happened. But that's the past. Everything happens for a reason. We get to learn something from every experience. Like Suhana mentioned earlier, it was the inexplicable rudeness which really hurt me and forced me to leave.
But when guys like you are around, it's really hard to stay away. Moreover, I would be committing the biggest sin as a writer... keeping you guys on your toes and walking away.
I have a really beautiful story to tell and I want you guys to see it through my eyes and feel it through my heart. That's why I was here... and that's why I'm coming back again.
All what I can say is that I love you guys like crazy and I just can't thank you enough. I mean every one of you... <3
Again, I'm very VERY sorry for hurting you guys. I'll try my best to see that it doesn't happen again.
And lastly, I'll continue with the FF both on IF and my FB page. For those who'd love to visit my page, here's the link:
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Roli-Siddhant/822345567787701?ref=bookmarks
The last thing I want to say is... just give me some time to update guys. :) I've been awake for more than 24 hours and I'm really busted to the core. Can't hold on anymore. But when I came to know about this, I felt that I should do this first before I grab a shut eye. So here I am.
Love you all,
Archana.