Part 36Siddhant was smiling thinking about ROli.
Roli entered into the room.
Roli: Siddhant, I dont know how are you getting smile.
Siddhant laughed.
ROli: Why are you laughing? Did i said any joke to you? I am still angry
Siddhant: No ROli. WHy are you still angry?
Roli: You are telling to relax. But you know, i am not able to forgive them.
Siddhant; Roli, if you realise what help they have done. You wont talk like this and get tensed.
Roli: Help. What help they have done to us?
Siddhant: ROli, just think whether we can be happy if we marry such people.
Roli: yes Siddhnat. You are right.
Siddhant; They helped in revealing themselves. They are neither good friend nor a good lover.
Roli: Exactly.
Siddhant: For those freinds only we convince ourselves to love them.
Roli: oh! thinking about that only you are laughing & Smiling.
Siddhant smiled.
SIddhant was thinking, Roli i am smiling thinking about you. My darling.
Siddhant: Yes Roli.
Roli: you are right Siddhant. I cant imagine my life with such person like Veeru. I cant tolerate his behavior which is clear after seeing today.
Siddhant: How much tension you are taking Roli (My darling he thought inside)?
Roli: What to do Siddhant? I am still unable to digest them.
Siddhant: Ok Ok. Relax again. Lets go down for Dinner.
ROli Smiled.
Roli & Siddhant had dinner and returned to their room.
They were talking in general for some time.
Then they lay down in the bed on their side
Roli slept in few minutes.
Siddhant was not getting sleep.
His eyes were admiring Roli who was turned against him.
Siddhant moved near to Roli.
He caressed her hair.
He placed his first kiss on her head.
Siddhant: Roli darling. After our marriage i was wondering why i am very much attracted towards you and the excitment i was feeling on seeing you. I got reply for all which is nothing other than our love.
He smiled.
Siddhant: When will you realise my darling? After realising my love i am becoming restless. I dont know how i will make myself to stay away from you.
He wrapped his hands around her.
He was excited by their closeness.
He was not having any guilty feeling now which was till yesterday.
Now ROli is his love. His wife.
Siddhant was thinking, all these days i was feeling guilty thinking i married my friend's love. But now no more such feeling. I only married my love.
The feeling itself was giving pleasure to him.
Siddhant was thinking, Roli darling we missed to even realise when i gave the ring to you and when you gave the ring to me on our wedding day. We were unable to see other become loser.
He was feeling thrilled how many chances they missed to realise themselves.
Roli suddenly turned while Siddhant was shocked.
Siddhant thought she wake up...
But Roli was asleep and was turning towards him only in deep sleep.
Roli wrapped her hands around him and joined his shoulders.
Siddhant realised she is hugging thinking of hugging a pillow in deep sleep.
Siddhant too tighten his grip around her.
He kissed on her forehead and admired her face for a while.
Siddhant slept in a while..